Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.While enjoying my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.

I headed out to do some errand running that needed to be done,especially a little bit of grocery shopping that needed to be done.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some much needed work in the house that had to get done.After that was finished,I did the laundry.After that was done,I paid a visit to someone that I know to see how they were doing and how their Thanksgiving went.After spending some time with him,I headed back home.

When I got home,I had my evening meal and after eating,I wiped both the kitchen and the bathroom down.I also did the dishes and after that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online and after that,I showered quickly and as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for a while.I need prayerful support from all of you.I really want to stop this problem of mumbling angrily that I have.I also need some helpful advice on how I can stop this.I really need it,alongside the prayers.I really want to stop this.I want to stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.If anyone out there can help,please do so by leaving some helpful advice within the comments section.Please share what helped you because it probably can help me.Also,please continue your prayerful support as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.While having my coffee,I did my personal PC work.After that,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I then got dressed and headed out to do a few things.

I went to an AMVETS store within the next county and scored some really nice things.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift store within the same area,but didn't find anything.After that,I had a quick late lunch at a nearby McDonald's and after that,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped to pay off the rest of my auto repair bill.After that,I bought some coffee at a local supermarket.I also bought a few pieces of pizza for a light dinner and headed straight home.

When I got home,I vacuumed a couple of rugs and showered quickly.After my shower,I ate my pizza slices and did some more personal PC work until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've had for quite a while.I would love to overcome these issues.I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I would love to stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem.I still need some helpful advice and positive verbal support.If anyone can offer some helpful advice,especially if any of you also had this problem,I would appreciate that.I would like to know what worked for you because I feel that if it worked for you,maybe it will work for me.Please share what worked for you.I'm still desperate for anything that could work.I want to stop this awful thing as it could make me lose very important relations with friends and family and most importantly,I could lose my job and that is something that I don't want to happen.Please share what has helped and worked for you.I also would appreciate your continuing prayerful support as I do need prayers right now.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is Saturday.I have lots to do around this house tomorrow and I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends and followers out there.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.While having my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD-ROM drive of my computer and watched it.After it was over,I showered real quickly and made a small amount of decaffeinated coffee while doing some more personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and headed over to my nephew's house for Thanksgiving dinner.

I had a wonderful time at my nephew's house.It was great food,great conversation and dessert.After I had dessert,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I took my medications and put on my pajamas.I did some more personal PC work and relaxed.I also watched a video or two online and did some more personal PC work.I simply relaxed until it was time for me to retire.A wonderful holiday and eventful day overall.

Fellow blog readers and followers,please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I would really appreciate that all of you continue praying for me that I overcome,stop and contain this terrible mumbling problem that I have.I'm still hoping to hook up with a local agency that has an anger management group and hoping that when Monday comes around,I can get into it whenever they have it.I really need this as my mumbling problem is still as worse as it has been and as I said,I sincerely want to stop this terrible problem.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside some positive verbal support,be it simply advice or scriptural/spiritual upbuilding as I really and truly need it.Please help me as I'm still really desperate.Any help,be it scriptural/spiritual upbuilding or any positive verbal support is welcome.Please everyone.I really need help desperately right now.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another day off for me.I'm hoping that all goes well for me.FJ

Last night,I was extremely tired and could barely type anything.For now,here is my day from yesterday.

Yesterday,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up very quickly and got dressed quickly as I had to get to work.

The work was pretty tough as the facility was getting ready to have the cafeteria cleaned up for the special Thanksgiving dinner that they were preparing.We had to rush to get everything done as time was becoming of the essence.Within the reasonable period of time,we got it all cleaned up and I had to do some quick last minute stuff before punching out and heading straight home.

When I got home,I was so tired beyond belief and I had to relax for a while.While doing so,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then headed back out to go to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things I needed for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered real quickly while my evening meal was heating up in the oven.After that and while still waiting for my meal to get done,I finished my personal PC work.

After eating,I watched a few videos online and I had to make a phone call as I had unintentionally forgot that I had an appointment with someone and I had to call the office to reschedule.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and prepared for my evening retirement as I was getting real sleepy.A very tough day overall,which I was glad that it ended after all the difficult work that I had to do.

Today,I'm going to my nephew's house for dinner.I will report about that and how it went later on.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.Please continue praying for me that I overcome and contain this terrible problem that I'm having with anger and rage.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and helped out a little bit around the house.

After having a light evening meal,I did my personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it the long holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then ran an errand and headed back home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and ate a light evening meal.I also finished my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that they day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After the service was over,we had a potluck luncheon and the food was great,but the fellowship was also great as well.After I've had enough,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I ran a few errands and also picked up something light to eat as I was still feeling a little full from the potluck luncheon at church today.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I had a light meal and I finished my personal PC work.I also wiped down some counters and the stove and simply relaxed for the rest of the evening until it was time for me to retire.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite some time.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself and I can't seem to stop.It's also making me feel miserable.I've been saying really terrible and nasty things about my coworkers at work.I'm saying to myself that I can't stand the sight of them and that I want nothing to do with them outside of the work jurisdiction and workplace.I don't know why I'm saying these things.I also don't know why I'm even having these negative feelings and emotions about them.The thing is that I want to stop these negative things that are going through my mind and coming out of mouth under my breath.I really want to stop,but I really don't know how.I'm afraid that if this continues,I could lose everything that's important to me,such as my relationships with my family and friends and also most importantly,my job,which I can't afford to lose right now,especially if one day,one of my coworkers hears that I can't stand the sight of them and want nothing to do with them outside of work,I could get terminated and again,I don't want that.If anyone has any helpful advice for me,please share within the comments section.I really need all the support that I can get.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please continue praying for me that I stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem once and for all.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me and that the week starts off well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair real quickly and quickly did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was still morning,I got dressed to head out to do a few things.

I first went to get my passenger side front tire fixed at a local repair garage.After that,I had a light lunch of pizza slices that I bought from a local pizzeria.I also had a taco salad and a burrito at a local Mexican fast food place.I then dropped off some free newspapers at a few people's houses and headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and also vacuumed a couple of rugs.I also showered and did laundry for myself and my sister.After that,I washed down the bathroom with disinfecting wipes and heated up my evening meal.While that was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm hoping to hook up with a local anger management support group and I'm hoping that this will help me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please pray that I stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem once and for all.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I'm hoping that the rest of the day goes by well for me.FJ

Tonight,I need to get a few things off of my mind and onto here.

Today,I went to see my therapist,only my therapist canceled and I didn't know about it until I got to the office.However,better than nothing,I had a talk with the psychiatrist and it was very good.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and took it easy.I got my internet back on today and it's great.I simply did my personal PC work and later on,I had myself a warmed over leftover bowl of homemade chili.After that,I did the dishes and did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Fellow blog followers and readers,I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I've been feeling really depressed about them as they are making me feel miserable.I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also got into trouble at my job as a result of that.Apparently,most of the clientele there at the facility have been making complaints about me and this to the supervisors and I got a serious talking to by them as a result.It really made me feel so miserable and sad as a result of this.I could've lost my job as a result of this and I felt that I came pretty close to losing my job as a result of this terrible thing that I have.I've been saying these things that are very hateful and hurtful under my breath for a long time.I'm still struggling terribly as a result of this terrible problem.It's not simply the clientele at the facility,but I've also been saying very hateful and hurtful things about my co-workers at the facility as well,by saying that I can't stand the sight of my co-workers and that I hate each and every one of them.I don't know why I can't stop doing this.I don't know why I keep saying these terrible angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As a result of this terrible problem,I don't know whether I'm coming or going.I also don't feel like I am.What I mean by that is this;I'm supposed to be a Christian.I'm a church going guy who loves going to church and having a share in the worship and sharing in Holy Communion when it is the Sunday's that it is being had.But I feel like the opposite.Instead of feeling like a and being a Christian,I feel like I'm the most evil person anywhere.I feel like a terrible and worthless excuse for a human being.I also feel like a terrible and worthless excuse for a Christian.Instead of being and feeling like a Christian,I feel like I'm pure evil.I want to stop,overcome and contain this problem once and for all.I want to get the most of my life and also,I don't want to lose my job.I can't seem to stop this terrible problem.It's really been a crushing weight on me.It's also been a terrible assault on my mental and emotional states as well.As I said,I don't know whether I'm coming or going as a result of this terrible problem that I have.I feel like I'm under the control of some evil spirit or something of that nature.I want to stop this terrible problem,but don't know how to stop.

Please continue praying for me that I stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.I also still need some very helpful advice within the comments section.I need both prayerful support and positive verbal,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please share what has helped any of you if any of you have had this particular problem yourselves.Maybe what worked for you can also work for me.It wouldn't hurt to share what has worked for you.I'm really desperate and I need all the help and support,be it prayerful and positive verbal helpful support,that I can get.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that the entire weekend goes well for me.FJ

I won't be online for a while as my internet is down.I'm hoping to have it back on by Friday.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some encouraging support within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

This was my day yesterday.

I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee and after washing up quickly and getting dressed,I headed for work.

The work day yesterday went better than Thursday,but still had its own complications.I headed straight home after work.

When I got home,I did a little bit of helping out in the house.There was a mess to be cleaned up and I helped in cleaning it.

I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but also complicated,day overall.


Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I have.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

That was yesterday.I'll post about my day today later on this evening.FJ

Tonight,I'm again feeling extremely tired.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Will post tomorrow.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was crazy as I had a hard time trying to get to the room to punch out after my work was done.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I helped out with some cleaning and fixing a few minor things.

I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very crazy day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after showering,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed while watching a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the issues of anger and rage.I still have the problems of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this,but don't know how.I'm also still feeling miserable as a result of this terrible problem.I really want to stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.I also want to stop because if I don't,I'm afraid that I could lose valuable and important relationships that I have with friends and family,and also most importantly,I could also lose my job.I really need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.If anyone has had this particular problem themselves,please share what helped you as it could help me as well.I would really appreciate any positive direction and helpful advice.Please help me.Please point me in the right direction.I really want to stop this problem.Please share anything helpful within the comments section.I also would appreciate prayerful support as well as prayers are also appreciated and also,very important to me as well.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,i woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and I wiped the bathroom down.After that,I showered quickly and after my shower,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I wiped the counters down and did the dishes.I also did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for a long time.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out a little bit around the house by vacuuming up some dust off of the floor.I also had a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I can't seem to stop saying these things.I want to stop,but I don't know how.I also would like some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I really need some helpful advice as I really want to stop this terrible thing before I hurt anyone,especially myself.I also don't want to lose any important relationships that I have with friends and family and also,mots importantly,I don't want to lose my job.Please continue praying for me.Please leave anything helpful within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service went well.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and ran errands in between doing my personal PC work all day.After all of that was done,I did some laundry and ran a few more errands.

After all of that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers and also,please offer some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm still struggling with these anger and rage issues and I need some help badly.I want to stop mumbling these terrible angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,but I really don't know how.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,prayerful support.I really need both of these really bad.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work.

After that was finished,I went out to pick up someone that has been hired to help finish the upstairs so my room can be moved up there.After that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.

I also ran a few errands in between doing some of my personal things,including my personal PC work.

Later on,I had a meal with the handyman that was hired and after a while,I did some more personal PC work until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good and very busy day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite a while.I still can't seem to stop saying all of these angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I seriously want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I'm desperate as I don't want to hurt anyone,especially myself,with this terrible problem that I have.I could lose all of my important relationships that I have with others,be they friends or family,and also,most importantly,I don't want to lose my job.If anyone out there can help me,please do so.I want to be helped and could use any helpful advice that I might get.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I'm hoping that the rest of the day goes very well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated again.The place I work at can have people get really out of control at times as there was an argument today between a few hopeful possible clients and staff,but it ended when they left.It was quiet for the rest of the day,but I couldn't wait to punch out.After doing so,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my work clothes and showered quickly.After my shower,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed and also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very complicated day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with these terrible issues of anger and rage.I don't know how to stop.I want to stop.I need help.Please help me.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm really desperate here and I really want to stop before I get myself into trouble and also,before I lose everything that's important to me,especially my relationships with others and most importantly,my job.Thanks to all of you for anything helpful.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ