Tonight,I check in feeling pretty good and with a lot of great optimism.Tonight is the Christmas party at the place where I sing and I am looking forward to it.I am bringing with me that karaoke Christmas CD and I am hoping to do that song Christmas At Ground Zero by "Weird Al" Yankovic and I hope that it goes well.I have always wanted to try out that song but never had the chance due to it's not being in the book.But now,I am going to do it and I hope that it goes well.Again,I rarely have an off night but I still always hope for things to go well.Again,I am looking forward to tonight and I am hoping that it goes well.I feel that it will be a grand night for singing.It will also be a grand night for partying up a storm.Yes Indeed.
Tomorrow will be Christmas Eve.I am eagerly awaiting it.Monday will be the holiday and I hope that the holiday goes by without anything negative happening.I do feel that nothing will happen but I still hope.
Well that is my note for tonight.FJ

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.The work day went pretty well.Nothing negative to write about with the exception of what had happened in the lunch line today when an inconsiderate person gave me an attitude when I could not let him by due to the longevity of the line.That is why I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out promising and it was for a while but than this happened.I was feeling at edge for the rest of the day after that had happened.But I am feeling hopeful that the holiday weekend will turnn out pretty good.I can not believe that the Christmas holiday is almost here.The time goes by so fast.It's like nothing ever happened.But the holiday is almost here and I am hoping for it to go good.
Tomorrow,my mom and I will be doing some last minute grocery shopping for the holiday and even I have to get some things accomplished.I will be checking up on a friend tomorrow to see how he's doing and I am hoping that he is doing good.
When I got home today,I received a Christmas card from the people at work.That was wonderful.That actually made the whold day prettty good.Not only that,last night,the Buffalo Sabres clobbered the Nashville Predators by a score of 7-2.That was also a wonderful thing.It's kind of like an early Christmas present for the fans.A win by the Buffalo Sabres.Totally sweet.
Well,that was my day and night.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.It was not too bad of a day today.The work day went by pretty well.Nothing really negative to write about.I am anticipating the weekend right now.I am going to be singing at the Christmas party Saturday night.I will be bringing with me that new karaoke CD that I purchased online and I can hardly wait to sing Christmas At Ground Zero by "Weird Al" Yankovic.I have been meaning to try out that song for a long time.I hope that it works out pretty good.I am also hoping to sing a few more holiday songs that night.I hope that the night goes well.
Right now,I am listening to the hockey game.The Buffalo Sabres are leading the Nashville Predators 3-1 in the second period and they are doing great.I am hoping that their losing streak comes to an end tonight.A win before the Christmas holiday comes would be truly neat.I am hoping for that.
The holiday shopping is finally done.I do not have to do any more with the exception of a little bit more grocery shopping tomorrow.The holiday is almost here.I hope that it goes great.
That is all for now.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling really good.I had a wonderful group meeting tonight.I got to share a little bit more about myself and that was great.It is great to be a part of a group of men and not have to worry about being silenced,emasculated and judged.Truly wonderful.Despite a negative circumstance that happened after the group tonight involving a woman who screamed at me for no particular reason,I did not get angry or upset with her.When I pulled into a small donut shop,I had a talk with a man who witnessed the whole thing and he simply advised me to just brush it off and forget it.I did not do what she tried to accuse me of.It was a relief that nothing really happened except that a lady got mad at me who possibly had a bad night and wanted to take it out on somebody.Oh well.Things happen.
Tomorrow is yet another work day for me.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.Yesterday went by great and I am hoping that the next two days go well.The holiday is Monday and I am hoping for at least two wonderful days of work before the holiday happens.I am also eagerly anticipating the Christmas party at the cafe.I got a new karaoke CD with a Christmas song that I had always wanted to try out.I hope that the party goes well.
By the way,my meting with my Sexual Abuse support counselor went by terrifically and that was also wonderful.My next meeting will be in the new year.
That was my day and night.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling good.Tonight is a cold night and I am feeling pretty good.Today,I got a lot accomplished.I went to work today and that went by smoothly.Tomorrow is a pick up day and I hope that this works out well.I also have an appointment with my Sexual Abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I also have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that both go well.Though I rarely have a bad day and night with both,I still hope for everything to go well.You never know.But again,I got a lot accomplished.That gives me a good feeling.
Last night,my mother did some more holiday shopping and that was pretty good.She picked up a lot for the family and I am hoping for the family to be pleased with what they are about to receive.I am hoping for the holiday to go well too.Yesterday,my dental appointment was cancelled and I had to reschedule.It was a nice day yesterday and I did watch Elmo Saves Christmas during the early afternoon while I was having dinner.Elmo Saves Christmas teaches us a valuable lesson about why we have the holiday once a year and the negative effects it would have if it were every day when Elmo wished for it to be every day,It was a funny,musical and wonderful holiday DVD.Tomorrow or Thursday,I am hoping to watch Happy Holidays with Elmo.I hope that this is as wonderful as Elmo Saves Chrsitmas and Christmas Eve On Sesame Street.
Again,I hope all goes well tomorrow afternoon and night.I even mailed out some Christmas Cards today. I will be mailing out some tomorrow.
That was the past two days.Thoughts are welcomed.FJ

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.It was a somewhat eventful day.I checked in on a friend today and he's doing good.I also bought another holiday DVD set.This time,I bought the Sesame Street holiday DVD set with the classic Christmas Eve On Sesame Street that featured Mr.Hooper.The actor who portrayed Mr.Hooper,Will Lee,died in 1982 and PBS never showed that classic holiday themed special ever again.It was great to see that again after over 20 years of not seeing it.That was the only real highlight of the day.The rest of the day was boring.There was really nothing to do at all except watch TV.I did have a talk with my friend from New Jersey and that was a great conversation.I enjoyed it immensely.When tomorrow comes,there will only be one week to the holiday.I am hoping that the holiday goes well.It will be at my sister's house and even though I am not in the mood to celebrate,I am just going to go with it and hope for the best.Again,I hope that it goes well.
Tomorrow is yet another appointment.I have an appointment with the dentist to refill one of my lower teeth.It will be painful and I am going to be tired after it's done.I am anticipating that.
Well that is how my day went.I am glad that it's almost over.I will be getting some sleep.I will be checking in tomorrow.FJ