Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a boring day today.
Today,it rained for much of the day and I didn't do anything as a result of the rain.In my hometown,there is really not an awful lot to do so I stayed home.The only things that I did do was eat a quick breakfast and did my personal PC work.
Since the day was rainy,I decided to relax and take it easy.I laid down for much of the day and I also had a small talk with my father several minutes ago.My father is doing good and he is looking forward to visiting once he gets his personal and legal work out of the way.I am still looking forward to seeing him come up and I am hoping that this visit,if it ever happens,will work out and everything will go good.
I am still feeling depressed as I have been feeling for the past several weeks.I don't know when this funk will be over with and I am really getting impatient.Though I am still holding onto the hope that I will be out of this soon,the funk is going way too slow.I feel sad for much of the day but by the evening,it lets up just a tad.This is weird.I have not felt anything like this before and this is the worst case of the blues that I have been through.If anyone out there can offer any encouraging words,please share.I could use some encouraging words right now.Thanks.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I also had that talk with my father,which,though short,was a pleasant conversation.It was only a few minutes and I did feel minimally better as a result of that.
I am getting the temptation to watch porn but the minute that I am done here,I will try to focus on something else and view something positive on the web.If it doesn't work,I will simply close the net off and shut down the computer.
Since I am not feeling well,I am going to stay home and rest up.I cam always go out next week.
As for Sunday,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits and that it will help lift me out of this funk that I am in.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly despite one obstacle.It was to clean up a mess at the rehab center that I had to bag.Fortunately,it was only a small mess and I got it done in less than a minute.After that,I headed over to the worksite to start my job.But first,I had a little lunch.
I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and after I was finished,I dropped off what was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck and I also bought something that my mom wanted me to buy to have with dinner.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I took a nap for about an hour.I slept on the sofa because I was feeling a little tired.I have been feeling drowsy as of late and I have been nodding pretty much while at work waiting for loads of laundry to get done.I guess that it is a side effect from the medication that I am currently taking but I am hoping that the side effects disappear as my body adjusts to the medication.I would hate my supervisor or even the job coach to catch falling asleep on the job.That would be embarrasing.I am also hoping for things to start looking up jobwise.I have been having anxieties as of late regarding my job.I am just hoping that things start looking up and that I will have more to pick-up in the near future.I would hate it not having anything to do workwise.
After eating,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and I also did some more personal PC work.I even watched the evening news and I also had a small talk with the lady over at the Drop-In Center.But they were having some problems and they advised me to call back later,which I will do.I am hoping for another pleasant conversation.
This depression that I am going through is weird.For most of the day,I am feeling really down and funky in a negative sense but by the early evening,it starts to let up.I don't really know what to make of this or how to put it into words.If anyone has any answers or advice,please share.Thanks.I don't want to be in this state forever and I hate that I am in it right now.Again,if anyone out there has any encouraging words,please share.Thanks.I hope that anything provided or shared will help me and be for my benefit.Thanks again.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will be good.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly despite one obstacle.It was to clean up a mess at the rehab center that I had to bag.Fortunately,it was only a small mess and I got it done in less than a minute.After that,I headed over to the worksite to start my job.But first,I had a little lunch.
I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and after I was finished,I dropped off what was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck and I also bought something that my mom wanted me to buy to have with dinner.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I took a nap for about an hour.I slept on the sofa because I was feeling a little tired.I have been feeling drowsy as of late and I have been nodding pretty much while at work waiting for loads of laundry to get done.I guess that it is a side effect from the medication that I am currently taking but I am hoping that the side effects disappear as my body adjusts to the medication.I would hate my supervisor or even the job coach to catch falling asleep on the job.That would be embarrasing.I am also hoping for things to start looking up jobwise.I have been having anxieties as of late regarding my job.I am just hoping that things start looking up and that I will have more to pick-up in the near future.I would hate it not having anything to do workwise.
After eating,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and I also did some more personal PC work.I even watched the evening news and I also had a small talk with the lady over at the Drop-In Center.But they were having some problems and they advised me to call back later,which I will do.I am hoping for another pleasant conversation.
This depression that I am going through is weird.For most of the day,I am feeling really down and funky in a negative sense but by the early evening,it starts to let up.I don't really know what to make of this or how to put it into words.If anyone has any answers or advice,please share.Thanks.I don't want to be in this state forever and I hate that I am in it right now.Again,if anyone out there has any encouraging words,please share.Thanks.I hope that anything provided or shared will help me and be for my benefit.Thanks again.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will be good.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did all the required work that I had to do in the time allotted.After I was finished,I dropped the clean laundry off and I headed for home.
On the way home,I withdrew some money for my mom and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to pick up.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and this time,I wasn't feeling any restlessness.I slept for over an hour on the living room sofa.I only had to get up a couple of times to go to the bathroom but for most of the time,I wasn't restless.I had a good relaxation and I felt a little refreshed.
I also did some more personal PC work and I also registered the bill that I got from the bank at the Where's George site.It is now on there and I can't wait for the hit when I spend the bill.
I watched a little bit of TV for a bit.It was the Doctor's TV show that I watched.They do have a lot of interesting things to say on that show regarding medical conditions and what the right thing to do is.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a bit and after that,I called that Drop-In Center again to talk with the same person.It was yet another pleasant conversation and though it wasn't as long as it was yesterday,I still enjoyed talking with her and I will be calling her tomorrow evening after I eat.
Though I am still feeling depressed,I am still holding onto the hope that I will overcome this depression.I don't know how long it will take but I am willing to do anything to overcome this depression.This has been the worst spell that I have been in for a long time.I am hoping that I will be out of this funk soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.Though I still have to be on guard,because the temptation will come back when I least expect it.But for now,I am just going to be satisfied with not having the temptation to watch pornography.I also have to keep remembering what pornography really is and what it represents.I am hoping that when this funk passes,I will not be tempted to watch any porn.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did all the required work that I had to do in the time allotted.After I was finished,I dropped the clean laundry off and I headed for home.
On the way home,I withdrew some money for my mom and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to pick up.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and this time,I wasn't feeling any restlessness.I slept for over an hour on the living room sofa.I only had to get up a couple of times to go to the bathroom but for most of the time,I wasn't restless.I had a good relaxation and I felt a little refreshed.
I also did some more personal PC work and I also registered the bill that I got from the bank at the Where's George site.It is now on there and I can't wait for the hit when I spend the bill.
I watched a little bit of TV for a bit.It was the Doctor's TV show that I watched.They do have a lot of interesting things to say on that show regarding medical conditions and what the right thing to do is.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a bit and after that,I called that Drop-In Center again to talk with the same person.It was yet another pleasant conversation and though it wasn't as long as it was yesterday,I still enjoyed talking with her and I will be calling her tomorrow evening after I eat.
Though I am still feeling depressed,I am still holding onto the hope that I will overcome this depression.I don't know how long it will take but I am willing to do anything to overcome this depression.This has been the worst spell that I have been in for a long time.I am hoping that I will be out of this funk soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.Though I still have to be on guard,because the temptation will come back when I least expect it.But for now,I am just going to be satisfied with not having the temptation to watch pornography.I also have to keep remembering what pornography really is and what it represents.I am hoping that when this funk passes,I will not be tempted to watch any porn.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up didn't turn out so good.I had a huge mess to clean up.But I did get it cleaned up and I managed to drop off the laundry at the work site and even sort it out.But still,I had a huge mess to clean up and I really wasn't too happy about picking up after people who actually know how to pick up after themselves.After eating lunch,I hung out at the social club for a while and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I also went to a local laundromat to do my dirty underwear.It had accumulated pretty much over the past few weeks and I felt that it was high time that it got done.It took a while but after it was finished,I folded everything and I bagged it all.I headed back home afterwards.
When I got home,I relaxed again for a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.My mom was already working on it when I walked in.I sorted out all my underwear once I got it in the house.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I talked on the phone with a crisis counselor over at a Drop-In Center for a while.We talked for over 1/2 an hour about my bout with depression and what I believed on how it got started.She also told me that she wanted me to call back tomorrow night after I ate dinner because she was going to look up any counseling for me in the area that I live in.The reason is because she told me that she wanted me to feel better and feel much happier.I am hoping that she can because at the moment,I have really nobody to talk to in the area.My sexual abuse support counselor is out of her office due to personal reasons and I don't know when she will be back.Again,I am hoping that I can hook up with someone in my area so I can talk about how I am feeling and I am also hoping that the person that I will talk to will listen and avoid being judgemental in their approach.I really need somebody to talk to about the way I am feeling and at the moment,I have nobody to talk to regarding the way that I feel.I am also feeling sad as a result of this and I am in desperate need of someone to talk to because I am feeling alone like if nobody is there and nobody cares.I am hoping that I can hook up with someone in my area so I can talk about these feelings.
I am also having the temptation to watch pornography online but after I am done here,I am going to do something else.I will NOT watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.I am determined not to fall.I am also determined to be strong and not give in to the temptation.Again,the minute that I am done here,I am going to do something else.If that doesn't work,I am going to simply close off the internet and shut the computer down.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up didn't turn out so good.I had a huge mess to clean up.But I did get it cleaned up and I managed to drop off the laundry at the work site and even sort it out.But still,I had a huge mess to clean up and I really wasn't too happy about picking up after people who actually know how to pick up after themselves.After eating lunch,I hung out at the social club for a while and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I also went to a local laundromat to do my dirty underwear.It had accumulated pretty much over the past few weeks and I felt that it was high time that it got done.It took a while but after it was finished,I folded everything and I bagged it all.I headed back home afterwards.
When I got home,I relaxed again for a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.My mom was already working on it when I walked in.I sorted out all my underwear once I got it in the house.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I talked on the phone with a crisis counselor over at a Drop-In Center for a while.We talked for over 1/2 an hour about my bout with depression and what I believed on how it got started.She also told me that she wanted me to call back tomorrow night after I ate dinner because she was going to look up any counseling for me in the area that I live in.The reason is because she told me that she wanted me to feel better and feel much happier.I am hoping that she can because at the moment,I have really nobody to talk to in the area.My sexual abuse support counselor is out of her office due to personal reasons and I don't know when she will be back.Again,I am hoping that I can hook up with someone in my area so I can talk about how I am feeling and I am also hoping that the person that I will talk to will listen and avoid being judgemental in their approach.I really need somebody to talk to about the way I am feeling and at the moment,I have nobody to talk to regarding the way that I feel.I am also feeling sad as a result of this and I am in desperate need of someone to talk to because I am feeling alone like if nobody is there and nobody cares.I am hoping that I can hook up with someone in my area so I can talk about these feelings.
I am also having the temptation to watch pornography online but after I am done here,I am going to do something else.I will NOT watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.I am determined not to fall.I am also determined to be strong and not give in to the temptation.Again,the minute that I am done here,I am going to do something else.If that doesn't work,I am going to simply close off the internet and shut the computer down.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after the work was done,I dropped off what was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a few things that my mom and I needed.The first store that I stopped was a local Dollar General store to buy a few things that my mom needed.I also went to a local drug store to pick up a prescription that was waiting for me.The hassle with the insurance company finally ended last night when I heard from the company that they were approving the filling of the medication.I was relieved.I picked up the prescription today on the way home and I have it here in the house so I can start using it right away.I am relieved that the hassle is finally over.It was really stressful waiting for a week just to get a prescription filled on my insurance approval.But now,it is finally here and I can start using it tonight when I am ready to go to bed.
When I got home,I made a couple of phone calls to the Social Security administration to check up on something that I had sent them a couple of weeks ago.So far,they haven't received it as of yet and I am still hoping that they will receive it soon.I will just have to keep checking until I hear that it is on the record.I relaxed for a bit while waiting for my computer to be fully on so I could do some more work.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I also registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site.This was change that I received after I bought those things at the Dollar General store.Overall,a pretty good day.
I have been reporting so much on my depression lately.I am sorry if I have inconvenienced anyone by constantly talking about it.But I feel that if I don't talk about it,I am not going to feel any better.I also need the help and support of my fellow people out there,especially if you also struggle with depression.I have been in this funk for a little over three weeks and I am hoping to be out of it soon.If anyone out there can give me any words of encouragement,I would appreciate that.Thanks.Right now,the depression has leveled off some but it has not left.Again,any support or encouragement would be appreciated.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having the temptation to watch pornography but I am not going to watch it.I am just going to do something else after I am done here.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after the work was done,I dropped off what was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a few things that my mom and I needed.The first store that I stopped was a local Dollar General store to buy a few things that my mom needed.I also went to a local drug store to pick up a prescription that was waiting for me.The hassle with the insurance company finally ended last night when I heard from the company that they were approving the filling of the medication.I was relieved.I picked up the prescription today on the way home and I have it here in the house so I can start using it right away.I am relieved that the hassle is finally over.It was really stressful waiting for a week just to get a prescription filled on my insurance approval.But now,it is finally here and I can start using it tonight when I am ready to go to bed.
When I got home,I made a couple of phone calls to the Social Security administration to check up on something that I had sent them a couple of weeks ago.So far,they haven't received it as of yet and I am still hoping that they will receive it soon.I will just have to keep checking until I hear that it is on the record.I relaxed for a bit while waiting for my computer to be fully on so I could do some more work.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I also registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site.This was change that I received after I bought those things at the Dollar General store.Overall,a pretty good day.
I have been reporting so much on my depression lately.I am sorry if I have inconvenienced anyone by constantly talking about it.But I feel that if I don't talk about it,I am not going to feel any better.I also need the help and support of my fellow people out there,especially if you also struggle with depression.I have been in this funk for a little over three weeks and I am hoping to be out of it soon.If anyone out there can give me any words of encouragement,I would appreciate that.Thanks.Right now,the depression has leveled off some but it has not left.Again,any support or encouragement would be appreciated.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having the temptation to watch pornography but I am not going to watch it.I am just going to do something else after I am done here.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, July 20, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Firstly,I woke up and I ate a quick breakfast before doing my personal PC work.Again,despite some connection problems,I managed to get everything done.I also did not have too many e-mails to read so I got it done in under 1/2 an hour.
I really didn't have too much to do.I only ran a couple of errands today.One for myself and one for my mom.The one that I did for myself was that I went to check up on a friend who had just checked out of the hospital but his live in girlfriend had informed me that he was at a doctor's office getting a check-up.I said okay and I left.I went to a local supermarket for my mom to pick up a couple of things that my mom wanted me to get.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I tried to once again relax but couldn't.I was feeling really restless and jittery though I was also feeling tired at the same time.I just couldn't lay down or even sit down to take it easy.I am hoping that this passes and I will be able to relax again.
Last night,I went out for a short to see some of my friends at the place where I entertain people.Unfortunately,the night didn't go all too well because one of the people saw that I was not being myself.I know that lately I haven't been myself lately and I have been really down.Though I am okay,I am still feeling the rut of sadness that has been plaguing me for the past few weeks.I have been hoping that this will soon pass but it looks like that it isn't.I am hoping that this sadness spell passes soon and I will be back to my old self again.I feel that I am in a hopeless case(though I know that there is no such thing as hopeless when it comes to human beings in ruts)and that there may be no way out.If anyone out there is reading,I would appreciate some advice on how I can overcome this.I have been going through drug withdrawal from my previous medication and I am already getting tired of being in this.If anyone can help me,please help.Thanks.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a bit and I decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have been having the temptation to watch pornography since the day began but I haven't been doing that.I have been closing the internet each and every time the temptation comes up.I might just close the net off if the temptation does not die down soon.I don't want to watch porn because,as I have stated previously,pornography is garbage and it is also unhealthy eye candy.I am hoping that the temptation does soon because I don't want to get myself into trouble.Any prayers would be appreciated.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Firstly,I woke up and I ate a quick breakfast before doing my personal PC work.Again,despite some connection problems,I managed to get everything done.I also did not have too many e-mails to read so I got it done in under 1/2 an hour.
I really didn't have too much to do.I only ran a couple of errands today.One for myself and one for my mom.The one that I did for myself was that I went to check up on a friend who had just checked out of the hospital but his live in girlfriend had informed me that he was at a doctor's office getting a check-up.I said okay and I left.I went to a local supermarket for my mom to pick up a couple of things that my mom wanted me to get.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I tried to once again relax but couldn't.I was feeling really restless and jittery though I was also feeling tired at the same time.I just couldn't lay down or even sit down to take it easy.I am hoping that this passes and I will be able to relax again.
Last night,I went out for a short to see some of my friends at the place where I entertain people.Unfortunately,the night didn't go all too well because one of the people saw that I was not being myself.I know that lately I haven't been myself lately and I have been really down.Though I am okay,I am still feeling the rut of sadness that has been plaguing me for the past few weeks.I have been hoping that this will soon pass but it looks like that it isn't.I am hoping that this sadness spell passes soon and I will be back to my old self again.I feel that I am in a hopeless case(though I know that there is no such thing as hopeless when it comes to human beings in ruts)and that there may be no way out.If anyone out there is reading,I would appreciate some advice on how I can overcome this.I have been going through drug withdrawal from my previous medication and I am already getting tired of being in this.If anyone can help me,please help.Thanks.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a bit and I decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have been having the temptation to watch pornography since the day began but I haven't been doing that.I have been closing the internet each and every time the temptation comes up.I might just close the net off if the temptation does not die down soon.I don't want to watch porn because,as I have stated previously,pornography is garbage and it is also unhealthy eye candy.I am hoping that the temptation does soon because I don't want to get myself into trouble.Any prayers would be appreciated.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
I didn't have an awful lot to do.When I got up,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.Despite some connection issues,I managed to get the work done.I also did not have too many e-mails in my e-mail boxes and I got the work done in almost 1/2 an hour.I also did some other personal things on the computer before closing off the internet.
For much of the day,I stayed home because I didn't have much to do.I did hear from my father a little late in the afternoon and though it was only for a few minutes,it was a pleasant conversation.After I hung up the phone,I decided to go out to a local store to buy something for my mom.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy a bottle of dish detergent for my mom.She was running low and I took it upon myself to buy a bottle so she will have some when she does indeed run out.After getting a little bit of gas at a nearby gas station,I headed for home.
On the way home,I saw an ice cream truck and I bought myself a sherbet bar because I was in the mood for a snack and since it was fat free,I figured that I would buy one and have it right then and there.After I ate it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I tried to relax for a bit but I had to keep getting up to use the bathroom.I have been urinating pretty much the entire early evening.I am hoping that this will pass and I will be soon back to normal.Last week,I had the same problem but I got checked out and the doctor who checked me out told me that everything was okay.I may have to make another appointmnet with the doctor this week and I hope that I can get one this week.I hope that I don't have to but if I do,I do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while.It really was great to stay informed and I also decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depressive feelings from the past few weeks.I am hoping that this also will soon pass.I have been in this funk for quite some time and I am hoping that I will be out of it soon.I really hate this funk.This has been the longest that I have been depressed in quite a while.My normal spells have usually lasted a day or two but this time,it has been pretty much with me for the past few weeks.Again,I am hoping that this will pass soon and I will be back to normal.
Reagrding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the new week without any issues or problems.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty wonderful night and I did have a good time despite the funk.I am hoping that next week goes well.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I didn't have an awful lot to do.When I got up,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.Despite some connection issues,I managed to get the work done.I also did not have too many e-mails in my e-mail boxes and I got the work done in almost 1/2 an hour.I also did some other personal things on the computer before closing off the internet.
For much of the day,I stayed home because I didn't have much to do.I did hear from my father a little late in the afternoon and though it was only for a few minutes,it was a pleasant conversation.After I hung up the phone,I decided to go out to a local store to buy something for my mom.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy a bottle of dish detergent for my mom.She was running low and I took it upon myself to buy a bottle so she will have some when she does indeed run out.After getting a little bit of gas at a nearby gas station,I headed for home.
On the way home,I saw an ice cream truck and I bought myself a sherbet bar because I was in the mood for a snack and since it was fat free,I figured that I would buy one and have it right then and there.After I ate it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I tried to relax for a bit but I had to keep getting up to use the bathroom.I have been urinating pretty much the entire early evening.I am hoping that this will pass and I will be soon back to normal.Last week,I had the same problem but I got checked out and the doctor who checked me out told me that everything was okay.I may have to make another appointmnet with the doctor this week and I hope that I can get one this week.I hope that I don't have to but if I do,I do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while.It really was great to stay informed and I also decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depressive feelings from the past few weeks.I am hoping that this also will soon pass.I have been in this funk for quite some time and I am hoping that I will be out of it soon.I really hate this funk.This has been the longest that I have been depressed in quite a while.My normal spells have usually lasted a day or two but this time,it has been pretty much with me for the past few weeks.Again,I am hoping that this will pass soon and I will be back to normal.
Reagrding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the new week without any issues or problems.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty wonderful night and I did have a good time despite the funk.I am hoping that next week goes well.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
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