Tonight,I am feeling alright with some depression.I had a not too eventful day today.
I started out the day by eating a light breakfast and I did my personal PC work.I overslept due to me not getting to bed at the time that I wanted to.Still,I had a pretty good nights sleep and that was good.
After finishing my work,I went out to run a small errand to pick up a few things.These were things that were needed.It was a chore just getting to the store but I made it there and made it back.It was bitterly COLD!!!! and the wind was blowing snow all over the place and with new snow falling,it was really tough seeing where I was going,but I managed.I am just trying to get by the best way that I can until I start driving again.
When I got home,I heated up some leftover pizza in the microwave for dinner and I relaxed and watched an episode of The Red Green Show on DVD.Overall,a pretty uneventful day but I managed to get an errand done.
My mom is still feeling under the weather.She is still feeling the aches and paind that she contracted yesterday.I am hoping that she is feeling better soon.I did call my sister who lives locally in the city and I am hoping to hear from her soon.
As I stated yesterday,I am staying home as a result of me not having a vehicle as well as no money due to it going to my mechanic.But I am hoping to have it back on the road soon.As for tomorrow,my plans are to simply stay home and take it easy.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I had simply did my job in the time alloted and I did what I had to do.After I was finished,I headed for the nearby transit center.I had just caught the bus as I was nearing it.
On the way home,after getting off,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.I also had to withdraw some money so I could add to the money that I am saving for my radiator.I now have the full amount and on Monday,I will be heading over to my mechanic's garage to pay him for it.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I had a bowl of soup for dinner.I also did my personal PC work and it is all finished.I have been at home since I got here and I am stayin here due to the extreme COLD!!!! that we are having at the moment.The temperature is 9 with a wind chill of -17 below.According to the National Weather Service,we are supposed to be gradually warming up starting this weekend.I hope so.This COLD!!!! weather,though it has been only 3 days,has been pretty dull and depressing.This is the coldest that we have ever been in quite a while.It has been feeling like 1977 all over again.I am hoping that the weekend will bring a warmup.I need to go and get some more milk because I am running out.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just going to pop a movie in and enjoy it before I turn in.
Since I still have no car,I am staying home this weekend.I am hoping that my 4X4 will be back on the road soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I had simply did my job in the time alloted and I did what I had to do.After I was finished,I headed for the nearby transit center.I had just caught the bus as I was nearing it.
On the way home,after getting off,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.I also had to withdraw some money so I could add to the money that I am saving for my radiator.I now have the full amount and on Monday,I will be heading over to my mechanic's garage to pay him for it.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I had a bowl of soup for dinner.I also did my personal PC work and it is all finished.I have been at home since I got here and I am stayin here due to the extreme COLD!!!! that we are having at the moment.The temperature is 9 with a wind chill of -17 below.According to the National Weather Service,we are supposed to be gradually warming up starting this weekend.I hope so.This COLD!!!! weather,though it has been only 3 days,has been pretty dull and depressing.This is the coldest that we have ever been in quite a while.It has been feeling like 1977 all over again.I am hoping that the weekend will bring a warmup.I need to go and get some more milk because I am running out.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just going to pop a movie in and enjoy it before I turn in.
Since I still have no car,I am staying home this weekend.I am hoping that my 4X4 will be back on the road soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift,though smooth,was over an hour early so staff could attend a special holiday brunch somewhere.I simply did my job in the time alloted and I left.I was fortunate to catch a bus as I was heading for the nearby transit center.I boarded the bus and headed for home.
When I got off,I stopped at a local pizzeria and bought myself a home made taco for lunch.I ate it the minute that I got home and after that,I watched the movie Lost in America,which stars Albert Brooks and Julie Hagerty.After that,I decided to go to bed and take a nap for an hour.
But I had problems when I tried to do that.I wound up having more visions of other men and having sex with them.I wound up masturbating to these images and I felt miserable.After asking the creator for forgiveness,I fell asleep.I need to start getting back into the spirit of things.I know that it will still be a long time before I get my 4X4 back on the road but when it is,I am going to start going back out again.I am hoping that in time,my need to be around my friends will be great to get me back on my feet again.
At the moment,my mom is not feeling well.She is having an earache.I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.I will be praying really hard tonight and I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift,though smooth,was over an hour early so staff could attend a special holiday brunch somewhere.I simply did my job in the time alloted and I left.I was fortunate to catch a bus as I was heading for the nearby transit center.I boarded the bus and headed for home.
When I got off,I stopped at a local pizzeria and bought myself a home made taco for lunch.I ate it the minute that I got home and after that,I watched the movie Lost in America,which stars Albert Brooks and Julie Hagerty.After that,I decided to go to bed and take a nap for an hour.
But I had problems when I tried to do that.I wound up having more visions of other men and having sex with them.I wound up masturbating to these images and I felt miserable.After asking the creator for forgiveness,I fell asleep.I need to start getting back into the spirit of things.I know that it will still be a long time before I get my 4X4 back on the road but when it is,I am going to start going back out again.I am hoping that in time,my need to be around my friends will be great to get me back on my feet again.
At the moment,my mom is not feeling well.She is having an earache.I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.I will be praying really hard tonight and I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,the weather was very COLD!!!! with wind chill factors in the minus double digits.But I didn't let it hinder my plans.I wore my long winter underwear and it gave me some warmth along with my regular underwear.I paid my auto insurance bill and I also paid my mechanic the money that I promised him.After that,I did some personal shopping that I needed to do for myself.I had to pick up a few things at the local K-Mart.I walked all the way to the nearby transit center to take a bus to the post office so I could mail out my payment for the line of credit account that I have with another finance company.The last thing that I needed to do was that I had to do some grocery shopping for my mom and that was last on my agenda.I also managed to buy a couple of important things at a nearby Dollar Tree store.I took a taxi cab home and after I got there,I stayed home.It was a bitterly COLD!!!! day but I managed to get everything that I needed to do accomplished and I am glad for that.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I will have the money that I need for the radiator for my 4X4 and I will be driving again.At the moment,I am just trying to get by the best way that I know how.So far,I have been getting things accomplished despite the circumstances that I am in.That is making me feel better.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.I am also anticipating the next day and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,the weather was very COLD!!!! with wind chill factors in the minus double digits.But I didn't let it hinder my plans.I wore my long winter underwear and it gave me some warmth along with my regular underwear.I paid my auto insurance bill and I also paid my mechanic the money that I promised him.After that,I did some personal shopping that I needed to do for myself.I had to pick up a few things at the local K-Mart.I walked all the way to the nearby transit center to take a bus to the post office so I could mail out my payment for the line of credit account that I have with another finance company.The last thing that I needed to do was that I had to do some grocery shopping for my mom and that was last on my agenda.I also managed to buy a couple of important things at a nearby Dollar Tree store.I took a taxi cab home and after I got there,I stayed home.It was a bitterly COLD!!!! day but I managed to get everything that I needed to do accomplished and I am glad for that.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I will have the money that I need for the radiator for my 4X4 and I will be driving again.At the moment,I am just trying to get by the best way that I know how.So far,I have been getting things accomplished despite the circumstances that I am in.That is making me feel better.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.I am also anticipating the next day and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty roller coaster day today.
The work day was pretty frustrating.The frustrating thing was that I couldn't get a ride to help with the laundry pick-up for most of the morning.I had to wait until after lunch.But I did manage to do a little bit of laundry and after that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I dropped off most of my stuff and I decided to go to a nearby Target store to pick up a few things.I had to buy two pairs of long thermal underwear and a couple of other things that I needed.I have to be prepare for tomorrow because we are going to be in a real deep freeze that will be going on until Friday.According to the National Weather Service,we are going to have very bitter wind chills in the minus single to double digits with temps at an all time low.I had to buy the long underwear to prepare for this because I have a lot of walking to do.I have to pay my insurance bill,pay my mechanic the money that I owe him for the week and I also have to mail out my payment to the finance company that holds a line of credit in my name.I will have a lot to do tomorrow and I will be glad to get them all accomplished.It will be tough with the bitterly COLD weather but I have to do it all.Not only that,I am also hoping that my mom and I can get our grocery shopping done tomorrow as well.Because on Thursday,I don't want to go anywhere or do anything.Since it's going to be cold,I just want to stay home and relax and just let the COLD weather dominate the outside.I really don't have any place to go since I don't have a car at the moment.
Tomorrow is a day off and I have lots of plans that I am hoping to get accomplished despite the cold.I am hoping that I can get them done.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day was pretty frustrating.The frustrating thing was that I couldn't get a ride to help with the laundry pick-up for most of the morning.I had to wait until after lunch.But I did manage to do a little bit of laundry and after that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I dropped off most of my stuff and I decided to go to a nearby Target store to pick up a few things.I had to buy two pairs of long thermal underwear and a couple of other things that I needed.I have to be prepare for tomorrow because we are going to be in a real deep freeze that will be going on until Friday.According to the National Weather Service,we are going to have very bitter wind chills in the minus single to double digits with temps at an all time low.I had to buy the long underwear to prepare for this because I have a lot of walking to do.I have to pay my insurance bill,pay my mechanic the money that I owe him for the week and I also have to mail out my payment to the finance company that holds a line of credit in my name.I will have a lot to do tomorrow and I will be glad to get them all accomplished.It will be tough with the bitterly COLD weather but I have to do it all.Not only that,I am also hoping that my mom and I can get our grocery shopping done tomorrow as well.Because on Thursday,I don't want to go anywhere or do anything.Since it's going to be cold,I just want to stay home and relax and just let the COLD weather dominate the outside.I really don't have any place to go since I don't have a car at the moment.
Tomorrow is a day off and I have lots of plans that I am hoping to get accomplished despite the cold.I am hoping that I can get them done.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, January 12, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
I didn't get to go to the post office today.I simply went to a local store to pick up a couple of half gallons of milk.I needed them for the house and I just went in and bought them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
After I got home,I decided to finish my personal PC work.It took some doing but I managed to get it done.There were issues with my internet server and I had to restart my computer three times to get the issues resolved.I also ate dinner while waiting for my computer to complete the restart process.
Tonight,my mom and I had pepperoni pizza for dinner.We ordered it and it was delivered.It was delicious.I had a few slices and the rest is going to be kept for lunch for me at the end of the week.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.It is going to be a snowy day weatherwise tomorrow and I need to be prepared.We are also going to have a bitterly COLD week for the rest of the week.It will be tough but I am hoping to get through it.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I didn't get to go to the post office today.I simply went to a local store to pick up a couple of half gallons of milk.I needed them for the house and I just went in and bought them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
After I got home,I decided to finish my personal PC work.It took some doing but I managed to get it done.There were issues with my internet server and I had to restart my computer three times to get the issues resolved.I also ate dinner while waiting for my computer to complete the restart process.
Tonight,my mom and I had pepperoni pizza for dinner.We ordered it and it was delivered.It was delicious.I had a few slices and the rest is going to be kept for lunch for me at the end of the week.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.It is going to be a snowy day weatherwise tomorrow and I need to be prepared.We are also going to have a bitterly COLD week for the rest of the week.It will be tough but I am hoping to get through it.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was Sunday and I really didn't have too much to do day.I am feeling very bored,depressed and lonesome.Since I haven't had a car for a very long time,I haven't gone out and I haven't been able to do a lot of things since I haven't had my vehicle on the road.Not only that,I have been masturbating so much,it's insane.I don't know whether I am coming or going.I am also feeling like I am at my wits end.I need help really bad and I am feeling so lonesome that I really don't knw how I can resolve this until I have my car running on the street.Plus,the weather has been pretty treacherous with snow and ice everywhere on the road.It has also been cold and I am am also getting sick and tired of staying home.I want to go out and I want to enjoy my life.I have been so bored just staying home and watching one movie after another.I am just hoping that my vehicle will be back on the road soon.I just can't take this anymore.Please someone say some prayers for me.Thanks.
My SSA has skyrocketed.I have been thinking of images of men and their genitals lately.This is what has been making me masturbate.I don't want to think of these things anymore.I don't want to have sex with any man.I don't want to act out.I have been masturbating so much that it seems that I can't beat it.I am hoping that someone out there can give me some helpful advice.Thanks in advance for any helpful advice given.
After eating a light dinner,I did some last minute catching up on some personal PC work.I can now relax and take it easy for the rest of the evening.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to drop off some money at my mechanic's garage tomorrow and I also have to mail out a payment to a finance company so they will get my payment before the end of next week.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was Sunday and I really didn't have too much to do day.I am feeling very bored,depressed and lonesome.Since I haven't had a car for a very long time,I haven't gone out and I haven't been able to do a lot of things since I haven't had my vehicle on the road.Not only that,I have been masturbating so much,it's insane.I don't know whether I am coming or going.I am also feeling like I am at my wits end.I need help really bad and I am feeling so lonesome that I really don't knw how I can resolve this until I have my car running on the street.Plus,the weather has been pretty treacherous with snow and ice everywhere on the road.It has also been cold and I am am also getting sick and tired of staying home.I want to go out and I want to enjoy my life.I have been so bored just staying home and watching one movie after another.I am just hoping that my vehicle will be back on the road soon.I just can't take this anymore.Please someone say some prayers for me.Thanks.
My SSA has skyrocketed.I have been thinking of images of men and their genitals lately.This is what has been making me masturbate.I don't want to think of these things anymore.I don't want to have sex with any man.I don't want to act out.I have been masturbating so much that it seems that I can't beat it.I am hoping that someone out there can give me some helpful advice.Thanks in advance for any helpful advice given.
After eating a light dinner,I did some last minute catching up on some personal PC work.I can now relax and take it easy for the rest of the evening.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to drop off some money at my mechanic's garage tomorrow and I also have to mail out a payment to a finance company so they will get my payment before the end of next week.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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