Saturday, May 24, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I decided to work on getting my computer work done.It wasn't really too much and I managed to get it done in under 2 hours.After doing that,I chose to make my bed and get ready to do a few errands for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things for dinner tomorrow night and she needed these things tonight so she would have them by tomorrow.I left to get the stuff that she needed.
While doing that,I chose to also do a few things for myself because there were a few things that I needed.First,I went to a local pizzeria to have a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.I also went to a local Wal-Mart to get a bottle of Rolaids for myself and I also got a couple bars of soap at a local Dollar Tree store.After doing those things,I finished the errand that I needed to do for my mom.While I was on my way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had me a freshly made ice cream sandwich.It was really awesome.I normally had a chocolate sprinkle cone or a chocolate dipped cone(chocolate ice cream dipped in chocolate)but I figured that today,I would like something different.
When I got home,I plugged my cell phone into the wall to get charged up and I bathed for a while before eating because I needed to get cleaned up for going out tonight.
After eating,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George and decided to do some more last minute e-mail checking and reading.It wasn't anything much but it was wonderful to see some great notes from my e-mail pals.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me.You never know.But I have a feeling that everything will work out well for me tonight.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Friday, May 23, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.I only had a minor negative verbal dispute with one of the social club members during the work time.This certain member wanted me to give him a ride somewhere to pick up his motorcycle but because of my work commitments,I told him that I couldn't help him as a result of that.He agressively tried to get me to do it and no matter how much I told him that I couldn't do it,he angrily insisted.Fortunately,a female social club staffer got involved and it ended with him walking away angrily.I simply darted back into the basement and relaxed a bit to calm down because I was still feeling at edge over what happened.Not only that,this actually happened after I had a wonderful talk about the Science Fiction & Horror film genres with one of the job coaches.After that dispute happened,my SSA skyrocketed and I was thinking about guys with erections and actually doing sexaul activities with certain body parts such as the penis and the anus.But I stopped myself by saying to myself "What Am I Thinking About?!"Fortunately,the rest of the day went great.I even thanked the female staffer who got involved for saving my sanity because as stated above,I was on the verge of losing my temper with this guy as a result of his aggressive behavior and his selfish demeanor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend ahead.I am going to go out and sing for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.I am thinking of going out for a short while after I am done here while my computer is being scanned for viruses and spyware.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and it worked out.I got quite a bit done.I also had a very good lunch period.After I ate,I simply bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores.I bought a few boxes of oatmeal at a Dollar General store and I also stopped at a Salvation Army thrift shop not too far away from the Dollar General store.After that,I stopped at a nearby Dairy Queen and had a dipped ice cream cone because there were no desserts at work during the lunch hour.Still,I was in the mood for one.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour because I did feel tired.Though the work shift went great,I was tired due to a lack of sleep from the previous night.I don't know what is causing this sleepiness that I have been enduring.I guess that it has been because of the ever changing weather patterns that have been happening as of late.We have been having a roller coaster ride as far as the weather goes in my area.One minute it is nice,sunny and warm and the next it is cold,rainy and windy.I have been feeling a lack of energy as a result of this.I really don't know what to expect because of this.But I hear that it is going to be warmer this weekend just in time for the upcoming Memorial Day this year.I am glad that it will be.I am beginning to get sick of these weather change patterns.Again,I am hoping that these patterns will be ending soon and that they don't happen for quite a while.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I am now relaxing.The day isn't over as of yet but I really don't know what I will do before it's through.I just might stay home.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went as well as expected.There was no mess to clean up.Before I sorted everything out,I had my lunch and after I finished,I sorted everything in the basement of the work place before going over to a friends house to pick him up so he could look at a vehicle that I was selling at my house.
On the way there,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the back seat.I felt that I had to because his girlfriend was looking to accompany us to look at the vehicle.But I got a call from him on my cell phone that his girlfriend wasn't coming along because she chose to babysit his brother's dog.
When we got to my house,we went to the back yard where the vehicle was.Originally,we had a tough time starting the vehicle but we managed to turn it over and let it run for about 5-10 minutes.Apparently,before I can sell it to him,I have to buy an alternator because the alternator needs to be replaced.It has been sitting there in the back for almost a year and that is why it needs to be replaced.I have to do some searching for this and I know that I have to take the old one off before I can get the replacement one.But he has said that he is still going to buy it regardless of this and I told him that I should have the new alternator on before the sale is final.We have an agreement that he will pay me in payments and the vehicle will remain at my place while he is doing so.After that,I dropped him off at his home.
I also had to do some grocery shopping for dinner tonight.It was only a few items and I managed to find everything that I needed.After paying for the items,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay him a small installment in what I owe him for the recent repairs that he made on my car's exhaust system when it broke down earlier this year.I still owe him a small amount and that will be it for that.I still owe him for a couple of brand new tires that he put on late last year when my car was experiencing vibrations when I drove at speeds of 45-55 miles per hour.But I am hoping to have that paid very soon when I get this last thing paid for.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.I am not sure what will become of it but I hope that it will be a very good one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am unsure what I will do but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.But I am thinking that I might stay home because there is a high possibility of lots of rain tomorrow and I just might stay home if it does.There is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.But I might watch a movie and relax for a while.Right now,it is only light rain but it supposed to get stormy later on tonight.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went great.There wasn't an awful lot to do and there was no mess to clean up when I did the pick-up nor was there any work left behind by the person who worked the previous day.That was great.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry so I could drop it off at the rehab center.Even the lunch period in between was nice.
One of the negative things to happen was that one of the social club members was really sick.She is an epileptic who had four seizures overnight and overdosed on her epilepsy medicine to stop the seizures.She got really sick and had to be taken to a local hospital for treatment.I am just hoping that she made it out okay.I will ask a friend of hers how she is if and/or when I see them.Again,I hope that she is feeling better.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work before having dinner.I had a light dinner of canned Chef Boyardee pasta because I had a meeting to go to tonight.After finishing,I shut down and I had my dinner.After eating,I left to go to my SSA Recovery meeting.
The meeting tonight was another wonderful one indeed.There were lots of words shared.A lot of feelings bared and tears shed,but tears of joy.There were also prayers said on behalf of all the other men in the group including myself.It was wonderful.I felt better and I also got some more out of it.I am eagerly awaiting the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonight's was.
I also had a talk with a friend tonight.We were supposed to get together but since there is the possibility of rain tomorrow,we postponed it.But if the weather changes,it will go on as scheduled.
On the way home tonight,I stopped to see if there were any empty bottles at the house of someone I knew.There were and I also got a bag full of them.I also stopped elsewhere not too far away from there and a guy gave me lots more.I felt like that I struck it rich.But before I do the laundry pick up tomorrow,I do have to turn some of them in so there will be room for the laundry bags.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans but I am thinking that I just might take it easy tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, May 19, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I started my day registering a few more bills at Where's George,which I received as change from a gas station last night after prepaying for gas when I left the place where I entertain last night while on the way home.After doing some more work for starters,I went to my afternoon appointment.
My session with the med manager went great.I simply shared with her what had been going on with me for the past few months.It was wonderful that she is going to be handing in a positive report about me and that everything is good with me.I also learned about the replacement for the current doctor when he retires and moves away.I had only learned her first name but at the moment,her last name is unknown.I will learn it probably when I have to see the doctor next week.That will be my last session with him.I have already wished him lots of the best of success for him in his retirement and that I hope that it works out positively.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to the post office to mail out a money order for an item that I won on Ebay.I also let the seller know about it and I hope that he receives it soon.
Before the night is through,I am planning to go out and have an ice cream.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After that,I have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,the weather started out rainy and I stayed home for most of the day as a result.When the rain subsided,I went out and ran a few errands for my mom and I even managed to do something for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite that,the day didn't start out too good.I had a stomach ache when I woke up.I also had to rush to the bathroom downstairs because I had to really go when I woke up this morning.Fortunately,it wasn't a diarrhea attack,but it felt like it.Not only that,as a result of me not feeling well and also what happened on Thursday,I wound up masturbating.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better emotionally but I still didn't feel good physically due to the upset stomach that I had.
After I ate a light breakfast,which included a bowl of cereal,a couple cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice,I watched a movie for a while and I done my personal PC work.I even managed to register several more bills at Where's George that I had received in change yesterday,including last night,alongside the other personal stuff that I had to do online.
When I did go out,I was glad to get some air because my stomach was also feeling better as I was inhaling the air around me.While I was out,I had a burger at Wendy's to tie me over until dinner.I also felt a lot better after eating that.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesone night.I also had a friend along who came there on his bicycle and we both had a blast together.Though the place was pretty dead,I still had a great time entertaining the crowd and I am looking forward to next week.I hope that next Saturday night is even better.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really nice conversations with any guys that are there.
Tomorrow is my day off.But I do have an appointment with the med manager at the local hospital tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ