Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also watched a little early morning TV and after that,I went back to bed and laid down.I read for a bit and after that,I got back up to wash my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a couple of movies that I popped into the DVD player.After they were over,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and after that was done,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day just doing what I had to do and it was pretty good.Though I managed to escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.I also have to make it a habit to pray for strength whenever these temptations start to come around.I also still need the support of all of you.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Your support really matters to me and it also helps.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Friday, June 19, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I received a phone call from my current job placement counselor about a job opening in my hometown.I immediately dressed up in dress clothes and I headed over to a copy store to make copies of my resume and after that was done,I headed over to the place where the job opening was and handed in my resume.We also took a tour of the place to get a familiar feel for it.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and I did some more personal PC work.I also waited much of the day at home for a package to come in via UPS and it took a long time to get to my house.Admittedly,I was getting antsy waiting for the package to come in,but it finally did and I was relieved.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV show episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired from the day I went through.My medication is starting to kick in and I can barely type.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I received a phone call from my current job placement counselor about a job opening in my hometown.I immediately dressed up in dress clothes and I headed over to a copy store to make copies of my resume and after that was done,I headed over to the place where the job opening was and handed in my resume.We also took a tour of the place to get a familiar feel for it.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and I did some more personal PC work.I also waited much of the day at home for a package to come in via UPS and it took a long time to get to my house.Admittedly,I was getting antsy waiting for the package to come in,but it finally did and I was relieved.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV show episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired from the day I went through.My medication is starting to kick in and I can barely type.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, June 18, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had an appointment with my general eye doctor for a check-up.
The check-up went well.I was a little woozy and dizzy from the drops that they put into my eyes and all the lights shining into them to check the out.After the check-up,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket for a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and did a little bit more personal PC work.I also called the priest who was leading the Courage/Encourage group tonight to tell him that I couldn't come due to me not feeling well because of my visit to the eye doctor today.After that,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner,which was great.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I want to share that today,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after men nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind today.Though I didn't have an awful lot to do today,I wasn't troubled by anything in connection to SSA.Though I did escape today unscathed,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.There is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I now have to make a resolution to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer each time that temptations rear their ugly head at me.I need to really seek him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me stay strong in the face of all sorts of temptations.I also still need the help of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.As stated,I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Yes,your support really means a lot to me and is also very important.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had an appointment with my general eye doctor for a check-up.
The check-up went well.I was a little woozy and dizzy from the drops that they put into my eyes and all the lights shining into them to check the out.After the check-up,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket for a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and did a little bit more personal PC work.I also called the priest who was leading the Courage/Encourage group tonight to tell him that I couldn't come due to me not feeling well because of my visit to the eye doctor today.After that,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner,which was great.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I want to share that today,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after men nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind today.Though I didn't have an awful lot to do today,I wasn't troubled by anything in connection to SSA.Though I did escape today unscathed,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.There is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I now have to make a resolution to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer each time that temptations rear their ugly head at me.I need to really seek him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me stay strong in the face of all sorts of temptations.I also still need the help of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.As stated,I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Yes,your support really means a lot to me and is also very important.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair over the sink.After that,I quickly ate my usual quick breakfast and after that,I hurriedly got dressed and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a quick lunch.After eating,I dropped something off at a friend's house.After that,I picked up a few more job applications.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my casual clothes and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have to share something that needs to be shared.Earlier this afternoon,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and talked to him about being overwhelmed with terrible temptations yesterday and also,the terrible obsession that I have.I prayed and I prayed and I left nothing out.I told my Heavenly Father everything.I pleaded with him to help me and also,to help me break free and overcome this terrible obsession that I have.I unloaded a lot on my Heavenly Father and asked,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to help me.I told him that I really wanted to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really wanted to change.I also asked him to point me in the right direction as to how I can accomplish all of this with his help and guidance.I also asked him to help me look at my fellow men in a pure,wholesome,holy and Christian way as brothers.After I was finished,I felt better and truly believed that I was heard.I went on with the rest of the day.Though I did all of that this afternoon,I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Until I find a support outlet locally to help me in my struggles with SSA,I still need all of you.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of hoping to join a Courage/Encourage group of men,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair over the sink.After that,I quickly ate my usual quick breakfast and after that,I hurriedly got dressed and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a quick lunch.After eating,I dropped something off at a friend's house.After that,I picked up a few more job applications.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my casual clothes and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have to share something that needs to be shared.Earlier this afternoon,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and talked to him about being overwhelmed with terrible temptations yesterday and also,the terrible obsession that I have.I prayed and I prayed and I left nothing out.I told my Heavenly Father everything.I pleaded with him to help me and also,to help me break free and overcome this terrible obsession that I have.I unloaded a lot on my Heavenly Father and asked,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to help me.I told him that I really wanted to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really wanted to change.I also asked him to point me in the right direction as to how I can accomplish all of this with his help and guidance.I also asked him to help me look at my fellow men in a pure,wholesome,holy and Christian way as brothers.After I was finished,I felt better and truly believed that I was heard.I went on with the rest of the day.Though I did all of that this afternoon,I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Until I find a support outlet locally to help me in my struggles with SSA,I still need all of you.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of hoping to join a Courage/Encourage group of men,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the silk,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to with draw some money at the bank.After that,I went home to register the money at the Where's George site.After that,I headed back out to the recovery center where I am seeking therapy to pick up my flash drive.After that,I stopped in at a nearby used record store to check up on something and after that,I got some gas at a gas station and when that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store when I got back into tow,After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a can of chili for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work.When that was done,I heated up the chili and I ate it.After that,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,there is something that I need to get off of my chest.I was overwhelmed by temptations today.Sexual images of men clouded my mind today.I also heard the evil voices in my head telling me to act out on these images by fantasizing and lusting after these images.I almost gave into these terrible temptations today.This is what's been really bringing me down.I don't know whether I am coming or going.Why can't I shake this?what is wrong with me?Why can't I break free from this terrible obsession that I have?I have been trying for the past several years to break free.I was doing well during the first few years that I entered the healing process from SSA,but now,these things have been coming back with a vengeance.I want to break free.I need all the help and support that I can get.Any advice would also be appreciated.Plus,the main thing that I need are your constant and continuous prayers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the helpful advice and support that I can get.I am all alone here and until I can find a proper support outlet for SSA,I need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get from all of you fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Wednesday morning group,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the silk,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to with draw some money at the bank.After that,I went home to register the money at the Where's George site.After that,I headed back out to the recovery center where I am seeking therapy to pick up my flash drive.After that,I stopped in at a nearby used record store to check up on something and after that,I got some gas at a gas station and when that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store when I got back into tow,After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a can of chili for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work.When that was done,I heated up the chili and I ate it.After that,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,there is something that I need to get off of my chest.I was overwhelmed by temptations today.Sexual images of men clouded my mind today.I also heard the evil voices in my head telling me to act out on these images by fantasizing and lusting after these images.I almost gave into these terrible temptations today.This is what's been really bringing me down.I don't know whether I am coming or going.Why can't I shake this?what is wrong with me?Why can't I break free from this terrible obsession that I have?I have been trying for the past several years to break free.I was doing well during the first few years that I entered the healing process from SSA,but now,these things have been coming back with a vengeance.I want to break free.I need all the help and support that I can get.Any advice would also be appreciated.Plus,the main thing that I need are your constant and continuous prayers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the helpful advice and support that I can get.I am all alone here and until I can find a proper support outlet for SSA,I need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get from all of you fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Wednesday morning group,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, June 15, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I relaxed for much of the day.
In the middle of the day,I got dressed and headed out to the drug store to pick up my prescription.After that,I got a little bit of gas in my car's gas tank.I also went to a local bargain supermarket to pick something up.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely down.I get these spells of depression at times.They usually hit without warning and this particular time is no exception.I can barely type nor even think straight.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.The only thing that I am hoping for is that I am feeling better by tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I relaxed for much of the day.
In the middle of the day,I got dressed and headed out to the drug store to pick up my prescription.After that,I got a little bit of gas in my car's gas tank.I also went to a local bargain supermarket to pick something up.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely down.I get these spells of depression at times.They usually hit without warning and this particular time is no exception.I can barely type nor even think straight.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.The only thing that I am hoping for is that I am feeling better by tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.I also decided to spend some time with a couple of friends that I haven't talked to in quite a while.After spending a few hours with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and did some more personal PC work while it was heating up.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,with what I had done today,I wasn't tempted in anything in regards to my SSA struggles.I guess that spending time with those friends that I haven't seen in quite a while really helped.I also kept my mind on spiritual things.Though I escaped today,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there.They will do anything to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I have to continually show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.Everyone who continually follows and reads my blog,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I am all alone where I am at and until I find a support group that can help in regards to SSA,I need the help and support of all of you out there who continually read and follow my blog.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.I also decided to spend some time with a couple of friends that I haven't talked to in quite a while.After spending a few hours with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and did some more personal PC work while it was heating up.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,with what I had done today,I wasn't tempted in anything in regards to my SSA struggles.I guess that spending time with those friends that I haven't seen in quite a while really helped.I also kept my mind on spiritual things.Though I escaped today,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there.They will do anything to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I have to continually show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.Everyone who continually follows and reads my blog,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I am all alone where I am at and until I find a support group that can help in regards to SSA,I need the help and support of all of you out there who continually read and follow my blog.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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