Saturday, August 09, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out well for me.I had a light breakfast and I watched a movie this morning.It was a movie that I bought about two weeks ago called 28 Days Later.It is about an outbreak of a disease virus that turns people into zombies and they don't have to bite anyone to make them zombies either.The blood is tainted with the virus and even a drop it in the mouth or the eyes can have an effect on anyone.A small group of survivors fight to not be infected with the virus as they travel across their homeland.The movie takes place in London England as well as in several other places around the country and it was one of the best horror films that I have seen in quite a while.I might be watching the sequel 28 Weeks Later soon.I am hoping that it's as great as this one is.
I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight and a couple of things for tomorrow night.I also registered some more bills at Where's George today after I ate and I got a bill that was from Daytona Beach Florida.I am going to spend it tonight when I go out.I hope that I get an e-mail soonafter I spend it.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for thinsg to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.Still,I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today,including my hopes for the evening tonight and for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, August 08, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I just did what I had to do in the usual allotment of time and it was a lot.After that,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to a bank and cashed my paycheack and I also stopped at a couple of stores on the way.I had to pick up a few things for my mom and I headed staright home afterwards.
When I got home,I rested before dinner and listened to a little bit of music while doing so.After eating,I registered some more bills at Where's George and even one of the bills was previously registered at the site from Illinois.After doing that,I did some last minute personal PC work.
I am glad that the weekend is finaly here.I am going to be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I am hoping for a grand time.I am also hoping for the night to go well for me. I haven't decided what I am going to sing but whatever I choose,I hope that I do well and that the public enjoys what I do.I have a feeling that everything will go well but I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
As for the rest of the night,I am going to go and turn in some bottles that have accumulated in my trunk for some extra money for the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay but I am also feeling down and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and I managed to get an awful lot done.After finishing,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and tried to relax.I tried to take a nap this afternoon but I wound up masturbating.I was manipulating my private parts until I was erect and I ejaculated when I masturbated to finish.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking for forgiveness,I felt better.Still,even after I felt forgiven,I felt lousy but I am feeling much better now.I can now forget that it even happened.
I did manage to run an errand today for my mom.It was simply a last minute thing for dinner.We ate light tonight and after eating,I decided to do some last minute PC work before calling it a night.
Physically,I am still feeling an excruciating pain in my right leg.I have been feeling it for quite a while.I was feeling it for most of the day when it rained.It also looked like it was going to rain when I was on my way home from the store that I hurried home before the rain would start.I didn't feel or hear any rain so I guess that it bypassed.But I have a feeling that it might rain later this evening because I am still feeling it in my right leg.I am hoping that this crazy weather pattern ends soon.I can hardly bear the pain in my leg.
I was going to go to the sex addicts group tonight but since I was feeling pain,I stayed home.I am going to call the leader and explain my situation to him when I get a chance.I am hoping that he understands.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.This morning,while on break,I was relieved when I checked the check and confirm on the USPS site and a check that I sent out on Monday actually reached it's destination.Again,I am relieved.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.The bags were ready for me to pick up and all the dirty laundry was all bagged.
When I got to the work site,I had lunch first before sorting out the laundry in the cellar.After everything was done,I left for home.
On the way home,I mailed out an important letter for my mom and picked something up from the store for her.When I got home,I caught the mailperson on my street and I got what I was waiting on.It was a new fanny pack because the one that I was using was going broke.I now have a new one and I also put all of what I had into it.When I got into the house,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I went to my appointment to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went well.As usual,I shared with her what's been going on in my life and how it has been.After the session,I left for home.
On the way home,I also stopped at another store to pick up a few things for my mom and I even picked something up for myself.I headed straight home afterwards because I wanted to get the stuff home.One of the things that I bought was ice cream and I didn't want it to melt.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I did some more last minute computer work.
I am now relaxing yet again and I am anticipating the next working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
I am still feeling pain at the moment from the bone spur that I have in my right foot.Fortunately,my payment for those calcium pills has reached it's destination and I am eagerly awaiting the pills to come in.I will start taking them the minute that I receive them.I am just sick of feeling this excruciating pain.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoiping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay teetering on the edge of down.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.But for most of the day,I had really bad pains in my right leg caused by the dreaded bone spur that is in my right foot.I could hardly walk on my leg today going back and forth up and down the stairs.It was tough and as stated,I was feeling pains.I was breathing heavily and I had to rest a few times during the day as a result.As stated yesterday,I ordered some very specially formulated calcium supplements whose payment that I mailed out yesterday and I am eagerly awaiting them to come in.The minute that they do,I am going to start taking them.I took them months ago and the pain actually went away.For a long time,I wasn't feeling any pain and that was good.But ever since the winter and with the ever changing weather patterns that we have been having since this summer began,I have been feeling excruciating pain.I have been using arch supports to try and keep me properly alligned and while they did help me out,they are not helpful when bad weather rolls around and as stated,since this past winter and with it carrying over into the summer of this year,the pain has been pretty unbearable.I am hoping that those supplements come soon so I can say goodbye to this excruciating bone spur pain.
As a result of the pain and the bad weather,I have chosen to stay home tonight.I did call the group and explained my situation with him by leaving a message on his machine.I am hoping that he understands.I will start going back in a couple of weeks and I am hoping to start doing so in that time.I am missing the meetings because I have been getting an awful lot out of them.But when my health starts taking a turn for the worse,I do have to think about that.Again,I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now relaxing.I am still feeling pain in my right leg and believe me,it is still really hurting me really bad because it is excruciatingly sore.I can hardly wait to get those specially designed calcium supplements so I can start feeling better again and start using some of the energy that I have.It's going to waste as a result of this pain that I have been feeling for too long.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, August 04, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Since today was my day off,I simply ran a few errands that needed to be run.I had to mail out payments for the bills that I had to pay since it was the beginning of the month.They are now sent out and I also placed an order for a couple of bottles of calcium supplements that I need for the bad bone spur that I have in my right foot.I am hoping that they will get there in the time it takes since I used Priority Mail.I will be checking starting tomorrow and I hope that they will be there in the 3 days or less that the service says that it will/should.
I have been having some more talks with the guy who owns that certain online forum and we are still trying to get onto it to try to get it back up on it's feet.I am hoping that this can be worked out in time.
I was out of the house for much of the day.I ran the errands and I also managed to get some personal stuff done that needed to get done.Still,there is a lot more that needs to get done concerning that online group and I am hoping that this can be worked out well for the both of us.It has been getting me down but I am hoping that everything will go well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I am also thinking of going to that spiritual sex addiction support group tomorrow night and if I do,I hope that the group meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I really didn't have much to do.I ran a personal errand for myself and I did my personal PC work throughout the early afternoon.I also had a talk with the owner of that online group that I moderate and he's hoping to get to a computer tomorrow.I wished him the best of success with doing so and that I hope that everything can be worked out soon.He thanked me and we hung up.After that,I shut down the computer and did the errands.
I went to a grocery store to pick up a couple of things that were needed.After that,I went home to eat.
The day didn't start out too good.For most of the day,I was going to the bathroom constantly.It was not constantly urinating but it was defecating.Every few minutes,I had to take a dump.This whole thing was murder on my hemorrhoids.They were really hurting from all the movements.After my last one,which was diarrhea,I took diarrhea medicine and that stopped it.
Much of this has been caused by the constant weather changes that we have been having,such as it being hot and humid one day and rainy the next.Plus,the woories over my mom's health and how she would make it out were also a concern and not only that,all the stress and strain that all of that was causing.Plus,my stomach was also feeling queasy and bloated.I was hoping to start going back to church this morning but all of this made me stay right at home in bed.I am hoping that this does not become a factor next Sunday.I need to have some more positive and healthy relationships and these health woes that I have been having are not helping the matter.Not only that,my right leg has been hurting due to that terrible heel spur that I have in my left foot because of all the dampness in the air and all because of rain coming constantly without a much needed break.I am hoping that the break come real soon.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty long night for me but it was awesome.There was a bachelor party going on in the cellar of the place and some of the guys from that party came upstairs to join the crowd.Plus,some people who had not been there in a while actually came out and even that made it wonderful.Before the night was through for me,I took a person home because they had too much to drink and I decided to do so.On Friday night,a drunk driver was stopped in my neighborhood and that motivated me to take the guy home.He did drive there but he didn't want to get himself hurt nor hurt anyone else.I made sure he got home safely and I went back to the place to finsih the night.I was really tired and exhausted when I was finished but again,it was a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night where I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing at home.I am waiting for a phone call to come and after that,I am thinking of going out to have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain later on tonight.I am hoping for some wonderful talks with the guys there when I go.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ