Tonight,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.It was a very good day for me.The weather might have been hot hazy and humid but I managed to get a lot done.I went to do some personal shopping for myself and I managed to get everything that I needed.I now have plenty to last me throughout this month.That gives me a feeling of accomplishment and that makes feel pretty good.I am glad to have gotten everything that I needed to get done and that was great.I now have a good month of supplies to last me through.
Tonight,I am going to be singing for the crowds.I do not know what I will be doing tonight but I know that it will be special.I am also hoping for everything to go well.I rarely,if ever,have an off night singing but I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But again,I always hope for things to go well.Usually they do,but you never know.
I also had to run one more errand before checking into here tonight.I had to pick up a submarine sandwich for dinner.It was great to have a fresh submarine sandwich instead of one that sits around waiting to be bought.It was very good.I enjoyed it.My mom and I shared it by splitting it in half.Again,it was really good.
Tomorrow,I am going back to the laundromat to do more of my dirty underwear.Just one of those things that you have to do before the new week begins.You always got to have clean underwear.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay yet again.I had a pretty smooth work shift and I was glad to get my job done and await the weekend.I am just glad that the month of May is over with.May was a terrible month for me moneywise.My bank account was overdrawn twice last month so I had to make two deposits to remove the overdrawn funds.After that,my account stayed in the black for the rest of the month.I really had to hold onto money last month because I had to pay cash consisitently for my regular fill ups on gasoline.I can not believe that gas has jumped to over $3.00 per gallon.It is insane.I have never paid that much for a gallon of gas.I will be glad to get my new car on the road soon.I am already feeling the pain at the pump by constantly filling up my compact 4X4 vehicle everytime that I turn around.Again,I will be glad to get my new car on the road and start saving on gas.It will be great to do that.It will also be great to driving a very economical car for a change.
As stated above,the work day was pretty smooth.After I left work,I had to do a few things for my mom before coming home.I also had to cash some checks for her and myself.I also had to pay a bill at my bank as well.But I am glad to get that out of the way.I can now take it easy for the rest of the evening.I also bought a couple of DVD's for myself.
When I got home,I did some more personal computer work and went back out to get some dinner for me and my mom.Nothing special,just some specials at Taco Bell.But it was pretty good.The dinner was filling and we both enoyed it.
Tonight,the reason why I am posting this early is because I am going to a birthday party.A friend invited me to his house for a small party and I will be going.It is great that I am going to be visiting with him for a while.It will be great to talk with him face to face again.I am looking forward to this tonight.
Tomorrow is the weekend.I am going to be doing my usual singing for the crowd tomorrow night.I do not know what I will do but I know that it will be special.I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that it all goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
That was my day today and my hoped for day & night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I learned today that my hours are once again being cut.You see,the recently hired new trainee is going to be taking over Thursday afternoons.I wil still be workingthe mornings but the afternoons are going to the trainee.It is sad but I guess that the trainee needs to get a litle bit more in so he can better prepare himself for the world of work on the outside.It is sad that I am losing a couple of hours but I guess that is how life is.Life has it's ups and downs.Oh well!I am still going to be working a full day on Tuesday and I will be working mornings on Thursday and afternoons on Friday.I am still going to be doing pick-ups 4 days a week.Still,what I got is better than nothing.I am still with a job and it is better than being unemployed.I am still glad that I am still working and it will still keep me busy.
Today was a very hot and humid day.I had to do some stuff before going home today after work.I had to drop off a screen at a hardware store in my area to get fixed.I also had a doctor's appointment today but I was waiting for 45 minutes to see him.My appointment time was 3:45 p.m. and I waited until 4:30 p.m. to see the doctor.I talked to the doctor about my life and how my job was going and that was it.I got my prescription and I dropped it off at the drug store.Before that,I had to mail out something for my mom.But due to the time that I had to wait to see the doctor,I almost did not make it to the post office.I just made it with only 10 minutes to spare and I got out what I had to get out.After that,I went home.
I am now at home taking it easy.I also have a lot to do tomorrow.I have to go to the bank after work to cash my paycheck and to withdrawl some money for my mom and myself.It is the first of the month and it is also payday.I also have to buy some take-out food for dinner tomorrow for me and my mother.I am also hoping that my work shift goes well tomorrow afternoon.After that,it's the weekend and I am looking forward to that.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a wonderful day today.Today was simply a pick-up day and that went as well as expected.No mess to clean up and everything went good.On the way home,I stopped and bought a meatball submarine for lunch and it was great.I enjoyed it.After lunch,I went and finished off my personal computer work and that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.For dinner,I simply had a bowl of hot tomato soup with a garlic flavored muffin.That was great.The day went by pretty well and made me feel a bit better.
Tonight,I went to my support group meeting at the church and that was wonderful.I simply shared what I had to get off of my chest.It was simply everything that happened to me during the last few days and it was great to get rid of all that emotional baggage.I feel much better at the moment.On the way home from the meeting,I had my window down with music blaring from my vehicle's CD player.It was wonderful to have the music blaring and have the window down.After I left the meeting,I had a smile on my face that would not leave.I guess that since the day went by smoothly,it gave me a wonderful feeling of satisfaction.That can not be bought at a store nad that is what makes that feeling even better.
I am now at home taking it easy.It is a wonderful semi-cool evening outside and i am hoping for a good nights rest.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a bit better than I have been over the past couple of days.Nothing negative to write about happened and that is pretty good.The work day went by prety smoothly and that also made me feel a bit better.I am looking forward to my support group metting tomorrow night at the church so I can blow off a little more steam.It is great to do that.It is also even greater to have men listening rather than ignoring you.I am looking forward to tomorrow night's meeting.I hope that the meeting goes well.
Today,after coming home from work,I took my mom to the bank that currently holds her checking account so she could straighten out a computer error.While she was going about her business,I decided to take a look around a few of the stores that were in the area.There was really nothing new to see at thoe stores but the walk did me good.After I returned to my vehicle,my mom was in there waiting for me and we headed for home.After that,I did my personal computer work,had dinner and took it easy.I even went for a drive to get some gas and a little bit of ice cream.I was in the mood for some of that and it was great to get out.The big difference is that I did not have to deal with inconsiderate drivers this time around and that also made me feel a bit better.I am glad that nothing negative happened today that was worth writing about.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up works out well.As stated,I also have a support group meeting tomorrow night at the church.Again,I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Happy Memorial Day Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out pretty good.I had a wonderful afternoon taking it easy at home and enjoying the day.My mom was laying down and I was watching a movie for the vast majority of the afternoon.I watched Zombie Honeymoon this afternoon and I enjoyed it.It was about a young couple who have just gotten married and decide to spend their honeymoon in a beach house on the Jersey shore.When they are on the beach soaking up the sun,a zombie emerges dressed in a rubber wet suit and attacks the man.He does not bite him but he vomits on him.Afterwards,he starts turning into a bloodthirsty and flesh hungry zombie who starts attacking people who live in the area and eating them.But he tries to control his appetite by not hurting his wife but soon she has to choose whether to live with this or put him to death.I am not going to ruin it for all of you but I do recommend the movie for any horror film fan who wants something different for a change instead of the same old same old type of stuff.It is a combination zombie film and romantic comedy.It is a fun movie.Again,I highly recommend it for any scary movie lover who would like something different for a change regarding horror films.
This late afternoon after dinner,I went out for some ice cream at an ice cream parlor.I enjoyed the ice cream that I had and I had a wonderful time out.But the wonderful time out turned pretty dreadful when I was on the road in a rural part of the area that I live.On that road,an inconsiderate driver tried to play a game of chicken with me by trying to cross the line in the opposite lane but I dodged off the road and he went back into that lane and actually gave me the middle finger while driving off.A minute later,I was at a traffic light and when the light turned green,I proceeded to go straight but another inconsiderate driver,who was turning left,actually had the nerve to proceed with his left turn while I was going straight and had the right of way.I beeped my horn but he also gave me the middle finger.I hate it when inconsiderate drivers break the law and there are no police officers in the area to pull them over because they are in the wrong and give them the appropriate discipline when they do indeed break the driving laws.It is a shame but I still hate it when that happens.I am hoping that when teh new officials are elected this year,that the increase the police patrols in many areas by hiring more officers or bringing the laid off ones back to work.When there is little police protection,chaos becomes the order of the day whereas order disappears altogether and people think that they can do whatever they want providing they don't get caught.That has got to STOP.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out pretty good but it soon went downhill.
After waking up this morning and I had breakfast,I decided to go for a little drive around town and get a few pepperoni pizza slices.After that,I took a drive out to a shopping mall and took a walk around.I learned via a guy who ran a sports card and memoriabilia shop that the legendary French Connection line-up from the 1970's were coming to the shop in late August.I immediately went home to get some money so I could buy a ticket for the occasion.I always manage to go anywhere that the French Connection line goes so I can get their autographs and talk to them.For those unfamiliar with who the French Connection are,I will share.The French Connection were a trio of hockey players who played for the Buffalo Sabres in the 1970's.The line-up consisted of Rick Martin,Rene Robert(pronounced Robear)and Gilbert Perreault(pronounced jillbear pearou)and they were famous for scoring a lot of goals and keepuing the defenders of the opposing teams hands full whenever they played the Sabres in Buffalo.I will be going there in late August to get their autographs and get my pictures taken with them.I am looking forward to that day.It will be in the next two months but it is well worth the wait.I can hardly wait for that.
The thing that happened that made the rest of the day go downhill was when a lady picked a fight with me.The whole thing started when I got out of my vehicle to check and see if my vehicle was not blocking any driveways because it is against the law to block a driveway.While walking to a sidewalk,I dropped a pen on the street accidently and bent over to pick it up.When I got to the sidewalk,the lady accused me of trying to steal something from the trunk of her family's car,which I responded by saying that I did not,which was the truth.She accused me of being a liar and continued pointing that finger of hers by insisting that I did,which I didn't.An argument ensued with her calling me a "Nutcase" and then her young son shouted that if I did not stop arguing with his mother,he would bite my nose off.I repeatedly pleaded my case but she continued shouting at me until her husband came out and approached and asked "What's The Problem?"I told her husband the whole story of her accusing me of trying to steal something out of the trunk of their car and I even assured him that I was not.Plus,during that ordeal,one of the neighborhood kids got involved,which was none of his business to do so,and told me to knock it off.I told him to mind his own business but he continued to butt in.Even his mother advised him not to get involved and to mind his own business but he ignored her.After that,the lady's husband said "Okay,Knock It Off!This Whole Thing Is Over & Done With!He Said He Did Not Do That!The Case Is Closed!"After which,they all got into their car and drove off.Even a couple of my neighbors said that I did not attempt to take anything out of their trunk and that further affirmed that I was telling her the truth.Though I was glad that it was over,I still frustrated that the emotional strain that I suffered from that I wound up masturbating.I have not masturbated in a while and the frustrating feeling that I suffered wound up making me feel emotionally drained and still upset that made me give into the temptation to masturbate.I did feel lousy afterwards and it made feel repentant of giving into that and even the angry disposition that I had being accused of something that I did not do,which insulted my personal integrity as a human being.I am just hoping that the new week is a good one.After what happened this afternoon,I am going to need a good week to forget all about this stuff.
Tomorrow is the Memorial Day holiday.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for the day to prepare for the rest of the week regarding my job.Again,I am hoping that the rest of the week goes well.I am going to need a good week to help me get over the negative stuff had happened today.
That was my day today and my hoped for week that is coming up.FJ