Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up a little later than usual and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
Today,we had some snow falling,so I decided to do everything close to home.Though the weather wasn't too cold,I chose that in case the weather gets worse,simply keep everything close to home.
I only ran a couple of errands today.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I went to the drug store to pick a couple of important things.After paying for the items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours.I woke up to yet another erection that was throbbing.I had to really toss and turn just to resist the temptation to masturbate it away.The erection would soon die down and I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this one,I have to keep in mind that temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.It can come in any way,shape or form.Each and every time I get a morning erection,though it doesn't happen too often,I do get the temptation to masturbate it away when it does happen.The resistance of the temptation to masturbate when erect can be very difficult.It is a lot easier to give into the temptation than it is to resist the temptation.I have to stay on guard and be watchful because temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to keep fighting the urge and continue to work on resistance.I am hoping that I can stay strong and stay focused on my goals to heal from unwanted SSA rather than give into the feelings.I am still open to any suggestions.
As for tomorrow,I will be attending the morning's church service and the morning Holy Bible study class before the service.After that,I have nothing else planned.But whatever I do,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
We were supposed to get snow today as we were under a "Lake Snow Watch" in my area last night,but I guess that it was cancelled overnight while I was sleeping as when I woke up,all that I heard was rain.I guess that the snow that we were supposed to get bypassed us and went somewhere else.I was relieved.I was actually worried on how was I going to get out of my driveway if we really got the snow that we were supposed to get.
Since the weather pattern changed,I simply decided to do some things.I had a few errands to run.I first went to the public library to print something out of my e-mail box and after that was done,I went to a couple of local stores to pick up some things that I needed.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a DVD or two.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted twice in the wee early morning hours.I had two morning erections this morning.When this happens,my cravings to masturbate are at an all time high.I simply tossed and turned until my penis softened and I fell asleep.A few hours later,I was awakened by another erection.I really had to fight this one as it was really hard and throbbing.I was taking deep breaths repeatedly and again,tossing and turning until my penis softened again.This morning was really a double whammy for me as I had to really fight the temptation to masturbate both these erections away.It was difficult,but I managed to escape.This really tells me that I still have to be on guard and be watchful as the temptation to masturbate can really rear it's ugly head.In the healing process from SSA,masturbation has a negative effect on the healing from those unwanted desires as it is a form of acting out without paying the price.Not only that,masturbation only reinforces the Homosexual identity in the case of men wanting to heal from unwanted SSA and change themselves from Homosexual to Heterosexual.Masturbation,in itself,is also a dirty and a very unclean habit.It is also very addicting as once a person starts to do that,they are hooked and it is like a person's sexuality owns them rather than they owning their sexuality.I just have to stay in the fight to abstain from this habit and to resist the temptation to act out in this way.I am still open to any suggestions.
As for the weekend,I haven't really made any plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
We were supposed to get snow today as we were under a "Lake Snow Watch" in my area last night,but I guess that it was cancelled overnight while I was sleeping as when I woke up,all that I heard was rain.I guess that the snow that we were supposed to get bypassed us and went somewhere else.I was relieved.I was actually worried on how was I going to get out of my driveway if we really got the snow that we were supposed to get.
Since the weather pattern changed,I simply decided to do some things.I had a few errands to run.I first went to the public library to print something out of my e-mail box and after that was done,I went to a couple of local stores to pick up some things that I needed.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a DVD or two.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted twice in the wee early morning hours.I had two morning erections this morning.When this happens,my cravings to masturbate are at an all time high.I simply tossed and turned until my penis softened and I fell asleep.A few hours later,I was awakened by another erection.I really had to fight this one as it was really hard and throbbing.I was taking deep breaths repeatedly and again,tossing and turning until my penis softened again.This morning was really a double whammy for me as I had to really fight the temptation to masturbate both these erections away.It was difficult,but I managed to escape.This really tells me that I still have to be on guard and be watchful as the temptation to masturbate can really rear it's ugly head.In the healing process from SSA,masturbation has a negative effect on the healing from those unwanted desires as it is a form of acting out without paying the price.Not only that,masturbation only reinforces the Homosexual identity in the case of men wanting to heal from unwanted SSA and change themselves from Homosexual to Heterosexual.Masturbation,in itself,is also a dirty and a very unclean habit.It is also very addicting as once a person starts to do that,they are hooked and it is like a person's sexuality owns them rather than they owning their sexuality.I just have to stay in the fight to abstain from this habit and to resist the temptation to act out in this way.I am still open to any suggestions.
As for the weekend,I haven't really made any plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I had a few things planned and I wanted to get them accomplished.
The first thing that I attended was my usual Thursday spirituality group.I was looking forward to this with a lot of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.
The group was wonderful.I dd get a lot out of it.After the group,I went to a local community kitchen to have lunch and after I was finished with that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start to improve in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when an erection woke me up out of a deep sleep.I fought this urge the usual way that I fight it by simply tossing and turning until the erection died down.I slept for another few hours and got up later on.For the rest of the day,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best.Though I escaped today,the temptation to act out by masturbating can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to continue staying on guard and being watchful.I also have to work on staying strong whenever temptation rears it's ugly head again.I am still open to any suggestions or ideas as to how I can do that.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I had a few things planned and I wanted to get them accomplished.
The first thing that I attended was my usual Thursday spirituality group.I was looking forward to this with a lot of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.
The group was wonderful.I dd get a lot out of it.After the group,I went to a local community kitchen to have lunch and after I was finished with that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start to improve in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when an erection woke me up out of a deep sleep.I fought this urge the usual way that I fight it by simply tossing and turning until the erection died down.I slept for another few hours and got up later on.For the rest of the day,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best.Though I escaped today,the temptation to act out by masturbating can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to continue staying on guard and being watchful.I also have to work on staying strong whenever temptation rears it's ugly head again.I am still open to any suggestions or ideas as to how I can do that.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that was done,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda.I first went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I went back home to register the bills at the Where's George website and after that was done,I went back out to go to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that were needed.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I put all the groceries away and I relaxed for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts improving in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best today.I had no desire to masturbate nor to look at porn nor was I feeling hungry to act out with another man.While I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.I simply went through the day without having any temptations of any kind.Still,I need to stay on guard and be watchful because temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I need to stay strong whenever temptation can rear it's ugly head.I am still open to any suggestions.
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I must attend.As for the rest of the day,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that was done,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda.I first went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I went back home to register the bills at the Where's George website and after that was done,I went back out to go to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that were needed.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I put all the groceries away and I relaxed for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts improving in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best today.I had no desire to masturbate nor to look at porn nor was I feeling hungry to act out with another man.While I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.I simply went through the day without having any temptations of any kind.Still,I need to stay on guard and be watchful because temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I need to stay strong whenever temptation can rear it's ugly head.I am still open to any suggestions.
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I must attend.As for the rest of the day,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up a little later than usual and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of my day.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a small thing that I needed.After that,I headed over to a copy store to make some copies of something that I had.After doing that,I headed for the public library to do some printing of things and after that,I headed over to a friend's house in the next town within the county that I live to drop off something that I wanted him to give to someone else he knows.After doing that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local small store to pick up something else.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving within the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted in the wee early morning hours when I awoke to a morning erection.It was also another throbbing one at that.I really had to fight this temptation.It was a really strong one at that.I tossed and turned repeatedly until the erection died down.I slept for another few hours.Though I did escape this temptation,I know that temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.Temptation can come in any way,shape or form.I fought this one,but it can and will happen again.I need to stay on guard and be watchful.The temptation to sin can be very strong and overwhelming.I don't want to act out nor do I want to even think of giving into any temptation.I am still open to any more ideas.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up a little later than usual and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of my day.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a small thing that I needed.After that,I headed over to a copy store to make some copies of something that I had.After doing that,I headed for the public library to do some printing of things and after that,I headed over to a friend's house in the next town within the county that I live to drop off something that I wanted him to give to someone else he knows.After doing that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local small store to pick up something else.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving within the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted in the wee early morning hours when I awoke to a morning erection.It was also another throbbing one at that.I really had to fight this temptation.It was a really strong one at that.I tossed and turned repeatedly until the erection died down.I slept for another few hours.Though I did escape this temptation,I know that temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.Temptation can come in any way,shape or form.I fought this one,but it can and will happen again.I need to stay on guard and be watchful.The temptation to sin can be very strong and overwhelming.I don't want to act out nor do I want to even think of giving into any temptation.I am still open to any more ideas.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, February 20, 2012
Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and afterwards,I got dressed up in a sweatsuit.I really couldn't do too much as a result of the unfortunate thing that happened yesterday regarding one of the wheels of my car.
I only ran one errand today.It was really close to home.I stopped at a local convenience store to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply glued myself back to my computer to search for a wheel for my car.
I visited a lot of websites that sold wheels for the particular car that I drive.I found quite a few at various prices and I was trying to search for one that had the lowest price.I did find some reasonably priced ones and I did write them down,including the part numbers and the sits that I saw them on.I gave the people at Goodyear a call to let them know what I had found and I was hoping that in the next few days,I would have the money together to get the job done,but I got some loans from family members and they told me to take my time in paying them back.I simply went to a local junkyard to get the wheel and I was fortunate that they had the particular wheel that I was looking for.After paying him,I took the wheel to the local Goodyear and headed for home to await the call that it was ready.
After that was finished,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I headed over to Goodyear so they could put the wheel with the new tire on.After that was done,I went to a local Wendy's to have a Frosty and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas on,took my medication and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best.I guess that being bored with not going anywhere that I wanted to go as a result of the troubles with my car.It does stink,I know.But what can you do when you have car troubles.I guess that you can do as little as you can.But still,I wasn't really tempted.I actually got through the day without having anything that would make me give into the temptation to act out in other ways other than searching for another male partner for the purpose of acting out.While I did get through this day unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.When that happens,I will just have to use all my strength and wits to resist the temptation to act out by masturbating.I am still open to any suggestions from anyone who reads and follows my blog.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do.I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and afterwards,I got dressed up in a sweatsuit.I really couldn't do too much as a result of the unfortunate thing that happened yesterday regarding one of the wheels of my car.
I only ran one errand today.It was really close to home.I stopped at a local convenience store to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply glued myself back to my computer to search for a wheel for my car.
I visited a lot of websites that sold wheels for the particular car that I drive.I found quite a few at various prices and I was trying to search for one that had the lowest price.I did find some reasonably priced ones and I did write them down,including the part numbers and the sits that I saw them on.I gave the people at Goodyear a call to let them know what I had found and I was hoping that in the next few days,I would have the money together to get the job done,but I got some loans from family members and they told me to take my time in paying them back.I simply went to a local junkyard to get the wheel and I was fortunate that they had the particular wheel that I was looking for.After paying him,I took the wheel to the local Goodyear and headed for home to await the call that it was ready.
After that was finished,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I headed over to Goodyear so they could put the wheel with the new tire on.After that was done,I went to a local Wendy's to have a Frosty and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas on,took my medication and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best.I guess that being bored with not going anywhere that I wanted to go as a result of the troubles with my car.It does stink,I know.But what can you do when you have car troubles.I guess that you can do as little as you can.But still,I wasn't really tempted.I actually got through the day without having anything that would make me give into the temptation to act out in other ways other than searching for another male partner for the purpose of acting out.While I did get through this day unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.When that happens,I will just have to use all my strength and wits to resist the temptation to act out by masturbating.I am still open to any suggestions from anyone who reads and follows my blog.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do.I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty fair today,though it did start out promising until an unfortunate thing this morning.
The morning started out promising.I got up and bathed.I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up to go to church and that is when things started to go downhill.
On the way to church,my tire went flat.I had to pull over to the side of the road and call AAA.After calling them,I waited for them to come,which they did,earlier than expected.After the AAA guy put the spare wheel on,I continued on my way to church and though I did miss most of the morning Holy Bible study group,I managed to get there for the service afterwards.
The service was wonderful.After some fellowship,I headed straight home as I couldn't go anywhere as a result of my compact spare being on my car.
When I got home,I dressed into my casual clothes and called the local Goodyear and explained my problem to them.They simply told me to drop the wheel off and they would get in touch with me later.After leaving it there,I headed for a copy store in the area and after I was done there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had my lunch and started to do my personal PC work when I got a phone call from the local Goodyear telling me that the problem was much worse than I figured.The wheel is bent and as a result of that,the tire was damaged and both need replacing.After I hung up,I resumed with my personal PC work and after I was finished with that,I headed back out to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a bottle of dish detergent that my mom needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I hope that my recovery starts to improve soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours by another erection that woke me up out of a deep sleep.It was also another throbbing one as well.I simply tossed and turned until my penis softened.But the temptation didn't go away too fast.I was still tempted for much of the day as a result of the negative situation that had happened to me this morning.But I managed to hang in there and fight the temptation to masturbate and I did get through the rest of the day.I am still going to stay on guard and be watchful because though I escaped today,temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.When it does,though I am not waiting on it to happen,I will just have to stay in the fight to resist and continue to use all my wits and strength in that resistance from that temptation.I am still open to any new ideas,suggestions and advice.
Tomorrow,I was originally planning to go to another Salvation Army thrift store in the next county,but as a result of what had happened today with my tire and wheel,I will have to put that on hold until the new month.I just hope that no bad stormy weather happens while I am waiting.Because of this,I really don't have anything planned.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The morning started out promising.I got up and bathed.I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up to go to church and that is when things started to go downhill.
On the way to church,my tire went flat.I had to pull over to the side of the road and call AAA.After calling them,I waited for them to come,which they did,earlier than expected.After the AAA guy put the spare wheel on,I continued on my way to church and though I did miss most of the morning Holy Bible study group,I managed to get there for the service afterwards.
The service was wonderful.After some fellowship,I headed straight home as I couldn't go anywhere as a result of my compact spare being on my car.
When I got home,I dressed into my casual clothes and called the local Goodyear and explained my problem to them.They simply told me to drop the wheel off and they would get in touch with me later.After leaving it there,I headed for a copy store in the area and after I was done there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had my lunch and started to do my personal PC work when I got a phone call from the local Goodyear telling me that the problem was much worse than I figured.The wheel is bent and as a result of that,the tire was damaged and both need replacing.After I hung up,I resumed with my personal PC work and after I was finished with that,I headed back out to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a bottle of dish detergent that my mom needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I hope that my recovery starts to improve soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours by another erection that woke me up out of a deep sleep.It was also another throbbing one as well.I simply tossed and turned until my penis softened.But the temptation didn't go away too fast.I was still tempted for much of the day as a result of the negative situation that had happened to me this morning.But I managed to hang in there and fight the temptation to masturbate and I did get through the rest of the day.I am still going to stay on guard and be watchful because though I escaped today,temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.When it does,though I am not waiting on it to happen,I will just have to stay in the fight to resist and continue to use all my wits and strength in that resistance from that temptation.I am still open to any new ideas,suggestions and advice.
Tomorrow,I was originally planning to go to another Salvation Army thrift store in the next county,but as a result of what had happened today with my tire and wheel,I will have to put that on hold until the new month.I just hope that no bad stormy weather happens while I am waiting.Because of this,I really don't have anything planned.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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