Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today and a very good day yesterday.
Yesterday,the work day went as well as hoped and I also had a very good lunch period.Despite the day starting out rocky,I managed to have a very good day.The rockyness was when I had to pick up a mess of laundry off the floor in the rehab center's laundry room.Fortunately,it only took me a little less than a minute to get it cleaned up but still,it was a pretty rocky start.After I got to the work site,I had my lunch and I sorted the laundry out when I got it to the basement at the worksite.I started a few loads and that was it.I simply relaxed and waited for the loads to get done.
I also managed to do a few more personal PC work at the social club.But much of the time,I stayed in the basement.After I finished my work,I simply bagged all of the clean and dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for home.I dropped off a few things and I headed for another bank after I did so.I cashed another check for myself and I also cashed a check for my mom.It was money that she needed for the week for some minor things that she needed.After that,I couldn't get online for much of the time because I was having computer issues.I didn't get online until today.But the issues are out of the way and everything is going good.I am hoping that I do not have any issues for a long time to come.
Today,I received a call from the Christian counselor that I arranged to talk to over the phone every other week.It was a wonderful conversation and I got a little bit of consolation for it.It was wonderful to talk with him and I am looking forward to talking with him again in two weeks.
I also ran a few errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few more minor things that she needed and that was it.I also managed to turn in some bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the period of several weeks.It was wonderful to finally be rid of them and I also have some extra money.It is also good to have a clean trunk.
When I got home,I bathed and shaved and I ate a light dinner.It was nothing much and it was filling.I also registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George today,including some that I had gotten in change and from the bottles that I turned in today.I also did some last minute e-mail work and now,I feel that I have fully caught up.
Tonight is also the night that I entertain the crowd.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that everything will work out but still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was the past two days for me and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift and the accompanying lunch period went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in the short period of time that I had.While I was waiting for loads that I started to finish in the washers,I started reading a book called Five Steps to Forgiveness by Everett Worthington PH.D.I read the prologue and the first chapter.It seems to be a very interesting read.I think that I am going to get an awful lot out of reading this.The book was loaned to me by the leader of the SSA Recovery support group,which is now winding down.I am looking forward to the final meeting next week.But again,I am going to continue reading the book and as stated,I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this book.
On the way home,I went to the post office to buy a money order to be immediately mailed out because I bought a couple of copies of the classic Disney film Song of the South from an internet retail site from one of the sellers.I bought one for myself and one as a late birthday present for a friend.It will be several days before I receive it but I know that he will be surprised when I present him with the DVD as a surprise birthday present.I mailed out the money order immediately and I also bought a few stamps so my mom's bills could be mailed out.
I also stopped at a supermarket to pick up a pack of boneless pork chops and sour cream.After purchasing the items,I headed for home to take it easy for a while.
While at home,I watched a couple of movies in my DVD player part of my VCR/DVD combo and after I ate dinner,I registered a 5 dollar bill at Where's George that I received in change from the post office and finished off my personal PC work that I had started while on break from work.I now feel that my day is almost complete.I just have a few more personal things that I have to do.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift and the accompanying lunch period went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in the short period of time that I had.While I was waiting for loads that I started to finish in the washers,I started reading a book called Five Steps to Forgiveness by Everett Worthington PH.D.I read the prologue and the first chapter.It seems to be a very interesting read.I think that I am going to get an awful lot out of reading this.The book was loaned to me by the leader of the SSA Recovery support group,which is now winding down.I am looking forward to the final meeting next week.But again,I am going to continue reading the book and as stated,I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this book.
On the way home,I went to the post office to buy a money order to be immediately mailed out because I bought a couple of copies of the classic Disney film Song of the South from an internet retail site from one of the sellers.I bought one for myself and one as a late birthday present for a friend.It will be several days before I receive it but I know that he will be surprised when I present him with the DVD as a surprise birthday present.I mailed out the money order immediately and I also bought a few stamps so my mom's bills could be mailed out.
I also stopped at a supermarket to pick up a pack of boneless pork chops and sour cream.After purchasing the items,I headed for home to take it easy for a while.
While at home,I watched a couple of movies in my DVD player part of my VCR/DVD combo and after I ate dinner,I registered a 5 dollar bill at Where's George that I received in change from the post office and finished off my personal PC work that I had started while on break from work.I now feel that my day is almost complete.I just have a few more personal things that I have to do.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean up at the rehab center and I simply dropped off the loads that I had and after having lunch,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a couple of things.It was nothing much.It was simply things that we needed at home and I headed there after that.
When I got home,I simply went upstairs to sort out some piles of record albums in my record room.It was a very big mess and I had to straighten out the piles so they would be neater.I still have some more work that I need to do in there and I will be doing that tomorrow when I get home from work.After that,I simply relaxed and watched a movie in my VCR/DVD combo for a bit and afterwards,I caught up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.
I also went out for a drive earlier.I went out to a small village in the area of New York state that I live in and had an ice cream cone.I was in the mood for one and I wanted to go someplace different for a change then the usual place that I go to in the city that I live.It was great.It was also nice to go elsewhere rather than somewhere in my hometown.It was a great day and I had fun.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.Today is almost over.I am just getting prepared for tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an errand to run tomorrow before I go home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean up at the rehab center and I simply dropped off the loads that I had and after having lunch,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a couple of things.It was nothing much.It was simply things that we needed at home and I headed there after that.
When I got home,I simply went upstairs to sort out some piles of record albums in my record room.It was a very big mess and I had to straighten out the piles so they would be neater.I still have some more work that I need to do in there and I will be doing that tomorrow when I get home from work.After that,I simply relaxed and watched a movie in my VCR/DVD combo for a bit and afterwards,I caught up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.
I also went out for a drive earlier.I went out to a small village in the area of New York state that I live in and had an ice cream cone.I was in the mood for one and I wanted to go someplace different for a change then the usual place that I go to in the city that I live.It was great.It was also nice to go elsewhere rather than somewhere in my hometown.It was a great day and I had fun.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.Today is almost over.I am just getting prepared for tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an errand to run tomorrow before I go home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do during the time that I needed to do it and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I had to make a stop at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she can settle a bill with someone she hired to regularly cut our grass.After dropping off a couple of local newspapers at a couple of area resident's houses,I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work that I had started while I was on break at work.I then had a light dinner after doing so and I left to go to my meeting.
The SSA Recovery meeting went great.It was yet another wonderful meeting.I got a lot out of it as usual and according to the men in the group,I made a huge step.The step that I made was regarding the stuff that my father did to me and the family and what I need to do in order to get this monkey(so to speak)off of me and start moving on.The group leader loaned me a book on how I can accomplish this with the theme of forgiveness.I am going to start reading this book soon because I really need to see how I can effectively do this and try to get on with my life.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the final meeting next week where we'll be going our separate ways and making future plans in how we're going to continue our paths to SSA Recovery.I am looking forward to that.
The leader did give me a phone number to call regarding a Christian themed sexual addiction group that is ongoing and I am going to call that number tomorrow for some information on how to get there.I am hoping that this is the new beginning of a renewal of my healing journey out of SSA.Again,I am going to call that number tomorrow before I do anything else.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have a few errands that I have to run for my mom and I also have to pick up something for the local hospital's mental health unit.For the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me is a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do during the time that I needed to do it and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I had to make a stop at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she can settle a bill with someone she hired to regularly cut our grass.After dropping off a couple of local newspapers at a couple of area resident's houses,I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work that I had started while I was on break at work.I then had a light dinner after doing so and I left to go to my meeting.
The SSA Recovery meeting went great.It was yet another wonderful meeting.I got a lot out of it as usual and according to the men in the group,I made a huge step.The step that I made was regarding the stuff that my father did to me and the family and what I need to do in order to get this monkey(so to speak)off of me and start moving on.The group leader loaned me a book on how I can accomplish this with the theme of forgiveness.I am going to start reading this book soon because I really need to see how I can effectively do this and try to get on with my life.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the final meeting next week where we'll be going our separate ways and making future plans in how we're going to continue our paths to SSA Recovery.I am looking forward to that.
The leader did give me a phone number to call regarding a Christian themed sexual addiction group that is ongoing and I am going to call that number tomorrow for some information on how to get there.I am hoping that this is the new beginning of a renewal of my healing journey out of SSA.Again,I am going to call that number tomorrow before I do anything else.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have a few errands that I have to run for my mom and I also have to pick up something for the local hospital's mental health unit.For the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me is a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, June 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
Since this was my day off,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.It was to get a few things.But I could only get only three of one item.The supermarket that I went to was out of a few things.But still,it was better than nothing.
I did make a couple of stops on the way home.But the stores that I stopped at didn't have what I was looking for and I headed for home.
After having a light dinner,I went to register a few more bills at the Where's George website.These were the bills that I had gotten in change after buying the things that my mom needed and the money that she owed me for paying for the groceries.After doing that,I finsihed up some last minute e-mail work and I also did some checking on a site that I posted on to see if my comment was approved,which it was.It was about the Universal Studios fire that had happened yesterday.Fortunately,I just found out that the place,which was the house from the movie Psycho,was spared.I am relieved.That would have been a terrible tragedy if that iconic house would have met an end like that and would have to be rebuilt.But again,it was spared and I am relieved.The unfortunate things is the iconic courthouse clock from the movie Back to the Future and some of the other mock sets,including the King Kong exhibit were destroyed.It will take some time and a lot of money to rebuild these sets to their original luster.But still,it will be well worth it if they did that.
Last night,I went out to have a beer with the guys and we talked about the Universal Studios fire last night while I was there.It seems to be a very much talked about story.I guess that there are a lot of people,such as myself,that was affected by this.Universal Studios happens to be a very important part of American pop culture.Plus,a lot of my favorite movies were released by Universal Studios.I hope that Universal Studios can fully recover from this fire.
When I got home,I watched Psycho last night as a way of showing some appreciation for the hard work and dedication in making this film and also for fearing that the iconic house in the film was destroyed as it was reported by various news sources.But again,I am relieved that the house was spared from the fire.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Since this was my day off,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.It was to get a few things.But I could only get only three of one item.The supermarket that I went to was out of a few things.But still,it was better than nothing.
I did make a couple of stops on the way home.But the stores that I stopped at didn't have what I was looking for and I headed for home.
After having a light dinner,I went to register a few more bills at the Where's George website.These were the bills that I had gotten in change after buying the things that my mom needed and the money that she owed me for paying for the groceries.After doing that,I finsihed up some last minute e-mail work and I also did some checking on a site that I posted on to see if my comment was approved,which it was.It was about the Universal Studios fire that had happened yesterday.Fortunately,I just found out that the place,which was the house from the movie Psycho,was spared.I am relieved.That would have been a terrible tragedy if that iconic house would have met an end like that and would have to be rebuilt.But again,it was spared and I am relieved.The unfortunate things is the iconic courthouse clock from the movie Back to the Future and some of the other mock sets,including the King Kong exhibit were destroyed.It will take some time and a lot of money to rebuild these sets to their original luster.But still,it will be well worth it if they did that.
Last night,I went out to have a beer with the guys and we talked about the Universal Studios fire last night while I was there.It seems to be a very much talked about story.I guess that there are a lot of people,such as myself,that was affected by this.Universal Studios happens to be a very important part of American pop culture.Plus,a lot of my favorite movies were released by Universal Studios.I hope that Universal Studios can fully recover from this fire.
When I got home,I watched Psycho last night as a way of showing some appreciation for the hard work and dedication in making this film and also for fearing that the iconic house in the film was destroyed as it was reported by various news sources.But again,I am relieved that the house was spared from the fire.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I only ran a few errands today.Most of them were for my mom.I had to buy a few things for her and after that,I went and did a couple things for myself.I went to a local Wal-mart to pick up a bottle of Rolaids and I also got a couple(2)jars of salsa.I also bought a couple bags of Sun Chips.I headed for home after that.I knew that my mom was preparing dinner and I wanted to get home and eat so she wouldn't think that I had forgotten her.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I laid down for a while.I listened to one of my vinyl records while doing so and I also read a book until dinner was ready.
After having dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.It was nothing much.It was simply some last minute e-mails that I had received while I was out for the day.Still,I had a pretty good day and I managed to get everything I needed to get done.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went wonderfully great.It was super having a birthday party for my friend that was with me and also having an even bigger audience when a bunch of guys from a bachelor party that was held downstairs decided to come up and watch the karakoers.It was awesome.We sang the Beatles song Birthday from their album known as The White Album and everybody applauded and wished my friend a Happy Birthday.Plus,I got a lot of loud applause from the crowd,mostly from the men who had the bachelor party and even my birthday celebrating friend also got a lot of applause.It was a wonderful night.After doing all of that,I was exhausted.When I dropped off my friend and his live-in girlfriend at their house,I headed for home and went straight to bed.I was really tired and exhausted.
This morning,I overslept.I was hoping to get up to go back to church but I couldn't.I was so exhausted from last night and I was still feeling tired.There is always next Sunday.Next week,I am determined to start getting back to worship and hoping to make some new friends and finally have the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to grow and finally start to really heal from SSA.I have fallen short too many times and I want to start finally feeling something positive.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really great conversations with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have really nothing planned but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I only ran a few errands today.Most of them were for my mom.I had to buy a few things for her and after that,I went and did a couple things for myself.I went to a local Wal-mart to pick up a bottle of Rolaids and I also got a couple(2)jars of salsa.I also bought a couple bags of Sun Chips.I headed for home after that.I knew that my mom was preparing dinner and I wanted to get home and eat so she wouldn't think that I had forgotten her.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I laid down for a while.I listened to one of my vinyl records while doing so and I also read a book until dinner was ready.
After having dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.It was nothing much.It was simply some last minute e-mails that I had received while I was out for the day.Still,I had a pretty good day and I managed to get everything I needed to get done.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went wonderfully great.It was super having a birthday party for my friend that was with me and also having an even bigger audience when a bunch of guys from a bachelor party that was held downstairs decided to come up and watch the karakoers.It was awesome.We sang the Beatles song Birthday from their album known as The White Album and everybody applauded and wished my friend a Happy Birthday.Plus,I got a lot of loud applause from the crowd,mostly from the men who had the bachelor party and even my birthday celebrating friend also got a lot of applause.It was a wonderful night.After doing all of that,I was exhausted.When I dropped off my friend and his live-in girlfriend at their house,I headed for home and went straight to bed.I was really tired and exhausted.
This morning,I overslept.I was hoping to get up to go back to church but I couldn't.I was so exhausted from last night and I was still feeling tired.There is always next Sunday.Next week,I am determined to start getting back to worship and hoping to make some new friends and finally have the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to grow and finally start to really heal from SSA.I have fallen short too many times and I want to start finally feeling something positive.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really great conversations with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have really nothing planned but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
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