Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I relaxed and enjoyed the second part of a movie and after that,I headed out to do some errand running at a few local stores.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.When that was finished,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a few cartoons themed to Easter and after they were done,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired like last night and I am not feeling very good emotionally.I am hoping that by tomorrow,I am feeling better as it will be Easter and I want to be in better moods than I was in today.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.It both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in my struggles,whether it's BPD/Schizophrenia or SSA.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and dinner at a friend's house after that,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I went out to do some much needed errand running,including withdrawing money from the bank and much needed shopping.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I went and did my personal PC work and when that was done,I popped a movie into the DVD player and watched it.After that,I went back out to get a money order for my car insurance.After that,I went straight to pay for my automobile registration online.After that,I did some more personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal and when I was finished,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for church the evening's Good Friday service.
The service was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of my busy day,I am really feeling tired and exhausted,so I will leave it here.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support is very important to me as I need it each and every day.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church on the holiday and having dinner with a friend,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming holiday weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I went to the bank to make payment on something and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I popped a movie into the DVD player and watched it.While watching it,my case worker came over and we talked for a few minutes.After that,I went back to the movie and when it was over,I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I went back out and picked up a little bit of take-out food from a local Wendy's.After that,I headed home to eat it.
After I was finished eating,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for church for the Maundy Thursday/Holy Communion service.
The service was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am not feeling up to snuff.Last night while in bed,I didn't get much sleep and I woke up a couple of times,but went back to sleep.I am still feeling the ill effects of last night,though I had a pretty good day.I don't remember if I took my medication last night or not,but I must have as I did get sleepy prior to going to bed,but didn't sleep much.I am hoping to get much more sleep tonight when I get into bed.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support fellow blog followers.I still need reassurance that I am not alone in my struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to the bank to withdraw money and the Good Friday evening service at my church,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and I headed out to the place where I have both a morning and afternoon group.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch.After that,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group went as well as the morning.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a short cartoon.After that,I headed back out to pick up some take out food for dinner and after that,I went home to eat it.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,upon arising,I gave into temptation.I gave into temptation to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I went to my Heavenly Father and asked,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to forgive me for sinning and also to be shown mercy because I had given into this for a third consecutive time.I really felt terrible for that and I prayed hard.I left nothing out.I prayed and I prayed and when I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.Truthfully,I don't know what is wrong with me.I can't seem to shake the obsessiveness that I have nor the obsession in itself.I don't know whether I am coming or going.I can't seem to shake this terrible obsession loose.I want to break free and overcome this terrible obsession that I have with members of my own gender,which includes their bodies and everything related to men in general.If any one of you out there ever had this particular obsession,how did you manage to break free from it and overcome it.Please share with me that and I am hoping that it will work for me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the Maundy Thursday service in church tomorrow evening,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did 3/4 of my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and left the house as I had a couple of things on my agenda.
I first helped take a friend to their doctor's to get a check-up.After dropping her off,I popped in to see how another friend in the city was doing as I hadn't heard from him in a while.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and I popped a movie into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I did some more personal PC work and when that was done,I headed out to get some take out food from a local restaurant in my hometown.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take out meal and after finishing,I took out the trash and recyclables to be picked up tomorrow morning.After that,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight after all the activity that I did for today.I will talk about where I am at in regards to my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups in the morning and afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I didn't get up out of bed until the early afternoon.It's hard to believe,but it's true.I didn't get up until a little after 1:00pm in the afternoon.After having my usual 2 cups of coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and had my usual quick breakfast,which was long overdue.I quickly did my personal PC work and since it was raining for much of the day,I stayed home and I took it easy.I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it and after that was over,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on a DVD set that I have and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling 100% percent better than yesterday.I am no longer feeling any queasiness in my stomach and I am no longer feeling any pains in my head.I guess that resting and a couple good nights of sleep,alongside medication,both medical and spiritual do a world of good to help relieve the pains.The only pains that I had for much of the day were weather pains within my pelvic region as we had rain all day.Whenever dampness in the weather forecast,I get pains in that area as my pelvis was once fractured when I was younger.I am feeling better now and I am also in better spirits mood wise and that is very good.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I still need constant reassurance that I am not alone.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of taking a friend to her doctor's office and to check up on another friend that I haven't heard from in a while,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my church suit into casual clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.I was doing it quickly because I had a dinner invitation and I wanted to get the work done.When I went to call the person who invited me,they told me that it was canceled because her family canceled coming over.After hanging up,I decided to watch a couple of movies that I had on a DVD while I relaxed.After that,I headed out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a pack of Charco-Caps for my repeated gas and bloating problems.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took some of the caps and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player and watched it while relaxing.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting later,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling much better than I did the last two days.My stomach wasn't as queasy today like it was Friday night and all day Saturday.I was also passing terrible and foul smelling gas like you wouldn't believe.I am still feeling some queasiness,but I am hoping to feel better by tomorrow.If I have to get any Maalox or Mylanta,then so be it.I haven't felt this way in a long time.I did take the two aforementioned Charco-Caps and that helped relieve the gas,but I am still feeling somewhat queasy even after eating a full meal.I am just hoping that I am feeling better by tomorrow.I don't want to stay in bed all day and feel sorry for myself as that won't get me anywhere.I am hoping that I will be feeling better by tomorrow.I can't take the queasy painful feelings anymore.I won't report anything on my struggles until I start feeling really better.Please continue to pray to pray for me that I get better soon.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need prayers and positive verbal support as I am not feeling up to snuff yet.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ