Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.
Today was a pretty fair day for me.I had really nothing to do,so I just hung out at home for a while and did my personal PC work.I also went out for lunch at a local restaurant.After that,I went home and did more personal PC work.I went back out to pick up some cold medicine and had a sandwich at a local McDonald's.I headed back home again and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A pretty fair day overall.
I'm still struggling terribly with SSA.I am still being tempted to indulge in fantasies and lusting.
These temptations are very overwhelming.They keep coming back to me.
I don't want to be tempted.I also don't want to give into these temptations.They are terrible.
I need some help and support.Please help me and give me the support that I need.
Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.
I need encouragement from all of you.I also need some spiritual upbuilding from all of you.
Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,means a lot to me.Please help me and offer me some advice on how I can overcome these terrible things.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a church day.I will be going tomorrow morning.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today was a work day,which went well.After it was over,I did a little shopping at a local Dollar General store.I headed for home after that.
I relaxed when I got home and I did my personal PC work.I later had a light meal and did a little bit more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A very good day overall.
Earlier in the day,I gave into temptation to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I did and I also masturbated to these images.I felt so ashamed at this.I did ask my Heavenly Father to forgive my sins and begged for his mercy for the sake of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed long and hard and though I do believe that I am forgiven,I still felt the guilt and shame for giving into these terrible temptations.
I don't want to feel guilt and shame.I want to feel better and totally believe that I am forgiven for my sins without still feeling guilt and shame.
I also don't want to give into these terrible temptations anymore,but I keep giving in to them.I don't know why.
I keep asking myself "What's Wrong With Me?"
I also ask myself "Why can't I stop giving in to these terrible temptations?"
I also ask myself "Why do I keep giving in to these terrible temptations?"
I need help,but it seems that nobody wants to help me.I get a lot of visitors and readers,but nobody leaves me any comments.They also don't tell me that they're praying for me.
Please let me know that you're praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need some encouragement and spiritual upbuilding.I also need to know that none of you are giving up on me.I have been baring all here,but nobody makes any comments or anything.
Please let me know that you're all still praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support and spiritual upbuilding.
I also want to know that none of you are giving up on me.I need to know these things.Please say something that I could use.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
For this weekend,all I have is church on Sunday as usual.I have nothing else planned.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward and forward.
Today,I went to work and despite some ups and downs,it was a fairly moderate day.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some personal PC work.After that,I went back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a light meal and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A day full of ups and downs,but not too bad overall.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting.Images of men in a sexual way keep clouding my mind.
I don't know what to do.I don't know how to go about resolving this.
I have been asking for advice,but nobody wants to comment.I remember when I first started this healing process,I was doing well.But then,I don't know what happened,but I wound up falling into sin by fantasies and lusting and now,I feel trapped within a vicious cycle of falling into sin repeatedly and asking for forgiveness when I do.
I need some help.I need advice.I need someone to spiritually upbuild me.I need help so desperately.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I also still need prayerful support.I also need some verbal encouragement and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Please leave me an encouraging word or two and some spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words and verbal support.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that it goes better than today.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery moves forward and onward.
Today was another work day for me.It was a mixed day,but I did get a few accomplishments done.After it was over,I went to Walgreen's to pick up something I really needed and headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed from my hard day at work and had a light meal.I did my personal PC work and relaxed for the rest of the evening until it was time to retire for the evening.A very good,but mixed day,overall.
Today,earlier in the day.I again gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I masturbated to these images that I fantasized and lusted after.I felt so ashamed when I did this terrible thing.I also felt terrible.I also feel that I self abused myself.This has been a terrible cycle for me.I gave into temptations again.I felt miserable,ashamed and hated myself for doing so.Though I did ask my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ,I still feel terrible and guilty that I did these terrible things.
I have been falling into sin so much lately.I don't know why I have been doing so.I fall and then seek forgiveness,but after that,I fall again and seek forgiveness.It has been becoming a vicious cycle of falling so much into sin and asking forgiveness.I am truly sorry for what I have done,but the feelings of guilt and shame have been way too overwhelming.
I have been seeking help from all of my readers.People visit my blog,but don't leave anything in the comments section.I have also been saying things to myself angrily that are terrible and inappropriate.I don't know how to stop.I have been falling a lot lately and it's been making me feel miserable and shameful.I am ashamed of myself for giving into these terrible temptations to sin by fantasies and lusting after images of men flowing through my mind.
Again,I have been seeking help from those who have been reading my posts,but nobody leaves anything in the comments section.Please leave me some positive verbal support.I need encouragement and spiritual upbuilding.I also need prayers by all of you.Please continue praying for me.I need all the support that I can get.Thanks and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.My day was very good.
Today,I went to work and after work,I went to vote and get a tire on my car fixed.
I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and had a light meal.I also did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with SSA.This SSA struggle is terrible.SSA is also a terrible emotional condition.
I have given into temptations in this struggle.I am having a very hard time at the moment.
I have given into too many temptations.I need help.I need people to be there for me.I need people to say that they are behind me all the way.I also need understanding and support.
I need a lot of` prayers right now.Please pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the support that I can get.Please pray for me and leave me some positive verbal support.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding and support.
Your support really matters to me.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today was very good.
I headed for work today and it went well.It ended with me taking a necessary and required test,which I passed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.I later went out to get something to eat.
I headed home and ate a light meal and showered.I then later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA.Early this morning,I gave into temptation again.Yes,I did.I admit it.It was fantasizing and lusting after other men again.
I don't know what's wrong.
Why do I keep doing this?
Why can't I stop?
What's making me do these things that I don't want to?
I need help.I need support.I need all of you to help me and support me.Pl;ease leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray for me.
I need some positive spiritual upbuilding.I also need some encouragement.I need prayerful support.
Please pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need support right now.Please do so.I want to stop doing these things.If anyone can help out in the forms of advice and spiritual upbuilding,please do so.I would really appreciate that.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I went to church in the morning and it was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and helped with some cleaning up around the house.
After that was done,I showered and later on,I had a light evening meal.
When it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with SSA.I gave into temptation during the wee early morning hours.I really felt terrible after that.I did ask to be forgiven by my Heavenly Father and I did feel better,although the guilt of giving into these terrible temptations was really overwhelming.
I still feel like I'm stuck in the middle between Homosexuality and Heterosexuality.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.This terrible SSA struggle that I have is getting worse by the day for me.
I am sick and tired of this struggle.It's terrible and seems to be getting unbearable for me.I am tired of giving into thee terrible temptations.
If anyone can help me,please help me.I need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also still need prayerful support.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words,especially some spiritual upbuilding,which can be scriptures from the Holy Bible.I also would like some advice as well.
Please pray foe me.Please leave me some positive verbal encouragement and support in the comments section.Thanks and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I'm hoping that it goes well.FJ