Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot and I got it done in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
After watching a little bit of TV,I went out to run a couple of errands.The first one was for myself and the next was for my mom.I had to get a couple of small things that were needed.The first thing that I had to get was for my vehicle and the next was something that my mom needed from a local supermarket.After getting all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy for a bit and before eating,I bathed to get cleaned up.The bath was very refreshing and I was glad to take it.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I even registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I like to track my bills using that service and it is always fun to do.I did spend a little bit of money today and I am eagerly awaiting the e-mails to come to see where they will be next.
Though I am feeling okay,I was feeling depression yet again.I was in a funk for much of the day.This has been with me for the past several weeks and so far,the medication that I am taking hasn't really started to kick in.It has been helping me sleep and I am getting the sleep that I need but the depression that I have hasn't leveled up as far as the daytime goes.I mean,it levels up a little in the evening but I feel it mostly during the day.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.I am also hoping for a lot of support to come.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better very soon.Again,I am hoping that I will feel better and that the medication I am taking starts to kick in very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I know that I have been saying this for a long time but the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.I am now just struggling with depression and I am hoping that I don't have to struggle with this depressive funk for very long.I am already getting sick of it.Again,I am hoping to start feeling better soon where I can feel like myself again.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am planning on going to the laundromat to do my laundry.I really need to get that done.I am going to do that whether it rains or not.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and after it was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off everything that I needed to drop off and my mom and I headed back out to do some grocery shopping.
The grocery shopping took only 1/2 an hour.After we paid for and bagged the groceries,we headed straight home.
After unloading my vehicle,my mom put everything away and I parked my vehicle on the street before heading back into the house to stay home for the rest of the day.I had nothing else to do.
Right after that,my mom and I had a light dinner and I watched the evening news while eating.After that,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.
Though I had a good day,I was still in a depressive funk.This has been with me for quite some time.I was in the funk for most of the day but in the evening,it leveled off.This is weird.I haven't felt this way before.I have been depressed before but these spells were temporary.They simply went away after a period of time.But this time,I have been in a depresive funk for quite some time.I have been taking my medication regularly but so far,it hasn't really started to work.I am just hoping to start feeling better really soon.If anyone out there can help,please do so.I could use some emotional support right now as I am feeling really down and I would like some people out there to help any way that they can.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have no problems nor issues and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I have no plans.I am probably just going to take it easy and rest up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling really down.I did have a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the local hospital to pick up a few medictaion samples that I needed because I ran out of the previous ones that I had.I had to wait for about 20 minutes but I got them and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got an unexpected surprise.My mom and I were planning to do some grocery shopping but my mom informed me that she changed her mind because she didn't feel like it.This really surprised me.I was hoping to get the shopping done but this unexpected turnaround really threw me.But I just brushed it off and I sat down to watch a little bit of TV.
I did some personal work on the computer for a while.It was just some e-mail work and a little bit of browsing.It did help kill some extra time that I had and after I was finished,I closed the internet off.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I really didn't have too much to do anyway so I browsed the internet for a while.
I have been feeling really down as of late.I felt the funk of depression for much of the day.Usually,it levels up in the early evening but tonight,I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I also don't want to feel this way anymore.I have been taking my medication for the past several weeks but so far,I haven't really felt it kick in.I am wondering how long will it take for this goldern medication to kick in.I am sick and tored of feeling this way.I want to start feeling better.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that the depression has not affected this.I am not having any problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I ma feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.After dropping off the laundry and sorting it out at the work site,I had lunch and I proceeded to get on with my day.Before I left the house to do the pick-up,I did my personal PC work.
The only thing that I did do was that I did something for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I also didn't have a problem picking them up as they were on the shelves as I needed them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the stuff that I bought.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.It was the same old kids shows but it was better than nothing.I also laid down on my bed for a while because I was feeling tired and I did get a short nap in.I had really nothing else to do.
Toady,I was shocked at hearing about the death of Senator Ed Kennedy.His death,though inevitable,still came as a surprise.It is hard to believe that he is no longer with us.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling this for quite some time.Though it has leveled off,I am still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for several weeks.I am hoping that I can get out of this.I am sick of feeling this way and I will do whatever it takes to get out.If anyone out there can give me any helpful advice,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also having no temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the allotted time and I also got some hang out time at the social club.After the work day was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff and I headed back out again.I went out to run an errand for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things at a local supermarket.
On the way there,I stopped to get some gas and I headed straight there.
When I got there,I managed to find everything that I was looking for with no problems and not having to ask any of the store associates.After paying for the items,I headed back home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unlaod and I relaxed for a bit.But I had to head back out again to pick up a couple more things.I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up those things and when I was done,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I watched the evening news for a while.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center again but the conversation was cut short due to an urgent call that had come in while we were talking.I will be calling back a little later to finish what I have to say.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I also had a spell where tears were coming from my eyes while I was watching a music video online.This is the second occurance that I had.The forst was yesterday in the therapists office when I was talking about how I was feeling and tears were coming down from my eyes.This is the worst depressive spell that I have been in and I want to get out.I have been taking my medication and while it has been helping me sleep,it really hasn't kicked in yet to help the depression.I am hoping that it kicks in soon and that I am out of this funk really soon.I really hate the way that I am feeling and I just want to be out and feel the way that I used to feel.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can handle this depression and how I can get out,please share.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I needed to do.Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work.I did that in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I shut the computer down and I got ready for my appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.
The session went as well as expected.I told the medication manager exactly how I was feeling.I told her everything.Apparenntly,she told me that if my mood does not improve soon,I may have to spend a few days in the hospital's mental health ward.I told her that I hoped that it wouldn't come to that because of all my worries.But she assured me that if it should come to that,I'd have nothing to worry about.After the session,I left the hospital and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and I did some more personal work on my computer.I also registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.I also played a few more games online and that helped ease me a little.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been in this funk for several weeks.I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.I am already sick of being in it.This is the worst that I have ever been in.As I have stated before,it is also weird in one way.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off.Again,I am hoping to be out of thsi funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no images nor cravings to engage in any sexual activity.I am also not having the tempatation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do and I finished it in under 1/2 an hour.After doing that,I did some internet browsing,including playing some online games before closing off the internet.
The only thing that I did do today was that I ran an errand.I went to a local drug store to pick up a couple of things.I had to pick up a prescription that I had refilled and I also picked up something for my mom.After finishing that,I headed straight home.
The reason why I didn't do too much was becuase it rained for much of the day.I simply stayed home and watched some TV.I watched these shows called the GED Connection.Though I have no plans to take any scheduled GED test in the future,I still found the shows very interesting to watch.There was also nothing else on to watch so I figured to kill the time by watching this.After watching those shows,I muted the TV and did soem more work on the computer.There really wasn't an awful lot to do because of the rain.Then again,where I am living,there really an awful lot to do whether it rains or not.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I also was in a funk for much of the day.This chronic depression has really been getting me down.I have never felt the way that I am feeling right now.This is also a weird thing.I feel funky for much of the day but by the evening,it levels up a bit.I don't know how I got this but I am hoping that it ends soon.I am already sick of being in this.If anyone out there has any answers or any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow in the same manner.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with the medication manager over at the hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am also hoping that I can get some helpful advice on how to deal with the funk that I am currently in.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ