Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the allotted time and I also got some hang out time at the social club.After the work day was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff and I headed back out again.I went out to run an errand for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things at a local supermarket.
On the way there,I stopped to get some gas and I headed straight there.
When I got there,I managed to find everything that I was looking for with no problems and not having to ask any of the store associates.After paying for the items,I headed back home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unlaod and I relaxed for a bit.But I had to head back out again to pick up a couple more things.I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up those things and when I was done,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I watched the evening news for a while.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center again but the conversation was cut short due to an urgent call that had come in while we were talking.I will be calling back a little later to finish what I have to say.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I also had a spell where tears were coming from my eyes while I was watching a music video online.This is the second occurance that I had.The forst was yesterday in the therapists office when I was talking about how I was feeling and tears were coming down from my eyes.This is the worst depressive spell that I have been in and I want to get out.I have been taking my medication and while it has been helping me sleep,it really hasn't kicked in yet to help the depression.I am hoping that it kicks in soon and that I am out of this funk really soon.I really hate the way that I am feeling and I just want to be out and feel the way that I used to feel.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can handle this depression and how I can get out,please share.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ