Today,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out pretty well.I woke up and had something to eat.I also relaxed and waited for a phone call from the Christian counselor that I have telephone sessions with every two weeks.While waiting,I did breakfast dishes and simply watched part of a movie that I had in a DVD library.
When the counselor called,we talked for about 1/2 an hour and we did a little bit of relaxation in order to help relieve stress and strain.Apparently,the counselor felt that I was overwhelmed with things this week as a result of the emotional roller coaster ride that I went on.I knew that he was right.But it was wonderful.After it was all over,I felt better and more relaxed and simply felt that all the stress and strain was now in the wind.I hung up and decided to finish my computer work.
While doing that,I received another phone call.It was from another guy who also had a sex addicts group in another area of Western New York.We had a pretty good conversation for about 5 minutes and he also assured me that he would e-mail me about where we can meet and where the group meetings will be held at.I am hoping that this group will also work out.I am still looking forward to attending the other spiritually themed group and I am hoping that this other group will also work out when I can attend it.It won't be until one week from next Tuesday.But I am hoping that it will be well worth the wait.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a wonderful night tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I also feel optimistic.I feel that the night will go well for me.Still, I hope for it.The only sad thing about it is that a friend of mine who was hoping to come out tonight had to change his plans because his live-in girlfriend was sick and he felt that he should stay home to look after her.I said that it was okay and I hope that his live in girlfriend is feeling better soon.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.There were no messes to clean and no jobs left for me to finish.That really made me feel good.After I finished my job,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to the bank to cash my paycheck.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After I finished that,I went home.
When I got home,my mom was already preparing dinner and I relaxed while waiting for it to get done.I sat down and watched another episode of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show on the DVD set that I recently received in the mail.Again,it was wonderful to watch another episode of this classic Saturday morning TV show.After that was over,I turned it back to the local news so my mom could watch it.
After dinner,I registered quite a few more bills at Where's George.These were bills that I received after I cashed my paycheck at the bank and from some change that I got at Wal-Mart earlier when I bought something there.I had a lot of bills to register and so it took me over 1/2 an hour to do that.But I had fun doing that.Tomorrow,I start spending those bills and I'll be waiting for the hits to come in my e-mail.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I have been looking forward to this.I will be singing tomorrow night for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well.After the up and down week that I had,I am hoping that the weekend will make me feel better.
My week was pretty up and down.On Monday,we had a terrible hail storm and my windshield got damaged as a result of the storm.It was only a small star crack in the beginning but it grew into something that resulted in the windshield being replaced after a couple of days.Not only that,it was also the anxiety of my car possibly failing inspection this year.With the windshield being damaged and subsequently replaced,I was almost afraid that my car wouldn't be able to pass.Not only that,my mechanic also had to fix one of my tires due to it having a nail in it that caused a slow leak in the tire.I didn't realize that I ran over a nail in the road.But with all the road repair that has been going on in my hometown,I could have picked it up anywhere.The windshield being damaged,the anxieties of the auto inspection due for my car this month and the tire having to get fixed all lead up to my emotional roller coaster this week and I wound up masturbating as a result of all these negative things happening.I am feeling better at the moment after today and with my vehicle passing inspection this week.But all of this negativity that had happened this week really put me in an emotional rut this week.I am hoping that the weekend goes well and that everything works out for me tomorrow night.A great night of singing will really make me feel better.
I am now relaxing.I am feeling a little bit better tonight.I had a wonderful talk with a lady that I knew from a few of the online forums that I am a member of that help people struggling with SSA.She is a very sweet gal and it was great that I had a chance to talk with her.I am hoping to have another talk with her in the near future.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.

Tonight,I am feeling a bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I also had a very good lunch period.After I was finished,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket and picked up a few things for my mom for dinner tonight.After dropping the groceries off at home,I drove over to my mechanic's garage to drop the car off there so the new windshield could be installed.I knew that it was going to be a while for the work to get done and I was taken home so I could wait there.
Whiel waiting,I watched a couple of episodes from my DVD of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show.It was wonderful to see these after 34 years.I haven't seen a single episode of this Saturday morning variety show since it's cancellation.It was a treat seeing at least two of the episodes.I will be watching more in the near future.I received this DVD in the mail and I enjoyed seeing this after 34 years.
Around a quarter to 5:00 p.m.,I called my mechanic to see if everything was ready and it was.I was picked up by my mechanic's stepdaughter's husband so I could pick up my car and pay for the repairs that were done.They also did some patching up on a tire that had a nail in it and that added onto the bill.Not only that,my car passed inspection and that relieved me.I was feeling anxious about the whole thing because auto inspection time really stresses me out.I usually have a fear that my vehicle won't pass and that I have to have some work done to do it.Fortunately,there was no work needed and my car is good to go for another year.
After having a light dinner,I finally got around to doing my personal PC work.I am glad that this is now done.After putting it off the whole day,I got it finished and now,I have a feeling of accomplishment.I am just glad that things did work out.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up actually went pretty well despite a minor setback.After I had lunch,I sorted out everything and I left.
On the way home,I had to pick up some hot dog buns at a local supermarket.They were for dinner.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I still felt tired due to a lack of sleep the night before due to my anxieties of my auto inspection scheduled tomorrow.I know that the windshield neds to be replaced in order for it to qualify for passing but there is still the matter of all the other things that my car has and that is where my anxieties are coming into play.I am worried that I have to have other work on my car in order for it to pass.I am hoping that my vehicle will pass inspection and that I have nothing to worry about.Still,my anxieties will be until it is all over.I always fear that the vehicle will not pass and my feelings will stay until it's official.Again,I am hoping that nothing else is wrong.
I took a nap for over an hour when I got home.I felt better when I woke up and I ate a light dinner afterwards.
After dinner,I registered all the bills that I had at Where's George and I also caught up on some last minute e-mails before I shut down for the night.I am also hoping to get some gas before the evening is through.I am hoping that tomorow will work out for me.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have to go to my mechanic to have my new windshield installed and I am hoping that this is all I need to pass inspection and that I need nothing else futher.Until then,I am still going to feel anxious about this whole thing.Again,I am hoping that everything will be okay.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I didn't have any problems.I simply did the usual and I when I was done,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I went home afterwards.
During the lunch hour,I paid a visit to my mechanic so he could take a brief look at my windshield to determine if this was passable.But when he looked at it,he gave me an unhappy look and said that it was "pretty bad" and that it had to be replaced.Of course,I was expecting the worst when I went there and it didn't disappoint me.But I know that I have to shell out nearly $300.00 for the repairs to the windshield.But I would like my car to pass inspection so I have nothing to worry about for a long time.So,I have no choice but to get it done.I will have it done on Thursday afternoon and I am hoping that this is all I need to pass inspection.
I didn't go to the meeting that I was hoping to go to tonight.The reason why I didn't go is because of what happened to my windshield and the rainty weather that we were having.According to the Western New York chapter of the National Weather Service,it was going to rain for most of the day and I felt that due to these circumstances,it would be best if I stayed home.I even called the group leader and told him my situation and he understood.He also advised me to come when I can.I simply said "Okay & Thanks."
I am at home relaxing.I am feeling a little tired after the long day that I had and also hearing the crushing news about my windshield having to be replaced in order for my car to pass inspection and again,I am hoping that this is all I need.I am hoping for the best and expecting the worst.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I am just going to stay home and take it easy.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty boring & uneventful day today.
I was home for most of the day due to a terrible storm that we were having.It started last night by raining heavily with thunder and lightning all around.This morning,it was still raining but it would stop for about 1/2 an hour.But after 12:00p.m.,we started having thunder and lightning all around but instead of rain coming down,we had nickel sized hail and it was a very heavy hail storm.I was working on my PC when this started and was also trying to watch a movie while this was happening.The thunder was the loudest that we had ever experienced in a long time and this was also the first hail storm that we had in a few years.In my hometown,there isn't a whole lot to do when you have a storm of epic proportions happening.The hail storm lasted for a little over 20 minutes.It just came down like crazy and there was really nothing to do except stay home and relax.
After the hail storm was over,a heavy torrential downpour happened and that lasted for most of the day going into the late afternoon.At least,I got to watch the rest of the movie because the thunder and lightning stopped.This was the only thing that I could do with a storm like that.
After the movie,I turned off the TV and went upstairs to my room to take a nap because I was a little tired.I laid down for about 1/2 an hour and when I got back up,I made my bed.While I was laying down,my mom prepared dinner in the kitchen and I patiently waited for dinner to be done.
After eating,I decided to do a couple of things for myself.First,I went to a supermarket to pick up a jar of hamburger sliced style pickles.I bought these to replace a jar that is almost empty because my mom and I ate quite a few sandwiches over the last few days and I bought the jar to replace it so we will still have some when the jar is empty.I also stopped at a local Dairy Queen to have a dipped ice cream cone.It was wonderful and I enjoyed it.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,it started to rain again and at the moment,it is raining and it is really coming down.We have been having some crazy weather today with non-stop rain with only a few small breaks in between rain showers.Fortunately for me,I don't have to go anywhere for the night.I am just hoping that this rain stops soon because I am just tired of constant rain showers.Not only that,when I got outside to my car,my windshield got hit by the hail.It isn't a very big crack but it could affect my inspection status when I take it to get inspected on Wednesday.I was going to go today but the storm today kept me home and I felt that it was best if I cancelled my appointment due to the storm.Before I go to work tomorrow,I am going to call my mechanic to ask him if this will affect my inspection status.I am hoping that it won't but I have a feeling that I might have to replace the windshield before my car can pass inspection.
Last night,the movie that I went to see,the reimagining of Prom Night,was pretty good.It wasn't a great picture but it was a pretty good film.I actually liked what they did here to this.Instead of a straight-forward remake of the classic 1980 film that starred Jamie Lee Curtis and Leslie Neilson,the makers of the film tried a different approac where a young girl is terrorized by visions of a former teacher of hers who was obsessed with her that he killed her family in order to have her all to himself.3 years later,he escapes to finish what he started even if it means killing again.I will not give too much away but I do recommend this film who would like something different for a change other than the standard horror/scary flick.I will be eagerly awaiting that DVD release of this film,which will be August 18th of this year.
Right now,the only DVD that I am waiting on is the complete series of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show.It is supposed to come before the end of this week.I can hardly wait for that to come in.
Tomorrow is a work day,I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I am also looking forward to the group but if it rains really bad tomorrow,I might just stay home and go to the next meeting in just two weeks.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.When I woke up this morning,I had breakfast and waited for the coffee to get done.I also waited for the computer to warm up so I could do my personal PC work.While waiting,I watched a little bit of a movie to prevent me from getting bored.After that,I started my personal PC work.
After finishing that,I shut the computer down and I decided to take a drive out to the area where the men's sexual addiction group that I am hoping to attend so I could get a full familiarity with the area and to know what the area looked like.Of course,I had to call the moderator a few times for directions on how to get to the place where the meetings are going to be.I am hoping to attend this Tuesday and I am also hoping to get a lot out of it.I feel that I need this because I am addicted to certain forms of sexual activity,namely performing oral sex on other men and masturbating and I feel that I could use some help and support in this area from other men who understand because there aren't a lot of groups of that nature in my hometown.Again,I am hoping to attend and I am also looking forward to the first group meeting Tuesday night.I am also hoping to get a lot out of it.
After I found the area and the place,I headed for home.It was a long drive but it was wonderful.On the way home,I had to stop and get some gas in my tank and to get a couple bags of ground coffee because we were almost out.After those things,I headed for home.
After a light dinner,I registered a couple of bills at Where's George and to do some last minute work on my PC.As for the rest of the evening,I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see the 2008 reimagining of the 1980 classic horror flick Prom Night.I am hoping that the film will be worth the money that I spend.I watched the original 1980 film on Friday night to reaquaint myself with the classic before seeing this new version.Again,I am hoping that this new version will be worth it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I even tried out a new song and I even reaquainted myself with a song that I had done during the days at the old lounge where I used to sing at before they closed down.It was another awesome night and I am looking forward to next Saturday night night.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
After seeing the movie,I am thinking of going to the place where I entertain to have a drink or two with the guys.I am hoping that I get some great talks with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with my mechanic to have my car inspected.I am hoping that my car passes inspection.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ