Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving unabated.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and simply proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda.I first went to the local K-Mart to pick up a few things and after paying for them,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day as the some of the weather pattern that we've had for the past few days has continued.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving unabated,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be as I go through each day,or at times,each minute/moment within the same day.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am still continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too overwhelming for me to handle.I simply bring this to God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and I ask them both to get me through and they both help in sustaining me.I am never alone in this struggle and that is wonderful.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection,though it didn't last long.I sat up and proceeded to walk and the erection softened.After my genitals were fully softened,I went back to bed and back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I was tempted throughout the day to indulge in fantasies and lusting with sexual images of men and they were always clouding my mind and the temptation to manipulate my genitals to these things was also coming on strong.I kept up in prayer to God in the name of his son Jesus Christ all day and I asked for strength to fight and resist all of these temptations that were coming at me from all sides.I kept up in prayer as I didn't want to sin nor displease God in any way,shape or form.I want to do the right thing,but the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA want me to do the opposite.I had to stay in prayer all day as the temptations kept coming around as I didn't want to sin nor fall short of God's perfect law.Aside from the temptations to indulge in lusting,fantasies and to manipulate my genitals to get them near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping to these images,I also still get tempted to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of indulging in sinful sexual activity with them,and admittedly,I do know men out there who indulge in this sort of thing who will let me indulge with them,but when this particular temptation comes around,I simply and willfully choose to stay home instead of feeding that particular temptation when it comes around.Though I have been keeping up in prayer,I am also again asking that you continue keeping up in prayer for me as I am going through all of this and also,please say an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.Please don't be shy and leave an encouraging comment or two for me as both your prayers and your encouraging comments help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to overcome this terrible SSA and to continue in my journey to heal from these unwanted and unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance for both your prayers and your encouraging words.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,it will be church as usual,including the morning's Holy Bible study class an hour and a half before the worship service.AS for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I proceeded with the rest of the day.
I really didn't have too much on my agenda for today.I only went out to pay a bill that needed to be paid and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD into the DVD player.
Today,the weather was COLD! and snowy.We are supposed to be in the season of Spring,but it doesn't look nor feel like it.I am hoping that the weather starts to improve real soon.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still dealing and struggling on a daily basis with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I am always in a constant up and down thing when it comes to my emotions and moods.They vary by the day,or at times,by the minute/moment within the same day.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and I really share what is going on with this.They both help in sustaining me and make me feel a tad better.I am not alone in this particular struggle and that is wonderful.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I gave into temptation early this morning when I manipulated my genitals and yes,there was fantasies and lusting involved in it as well.I actually ejaculated to that and I really felt miserable after doing that.After cleaning my hands,I immediately asked God in the name of his son Jesus Christ to forgive me for sinning against him by doing this and after I was finished,I felt better as I truly believed that I was forgiven.Throughout the day,I was tempted repeatedly and I really had to make the difficult move to ask God in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to fight and resist every temptation that came at me as they were coming at me from all sides.I kept up in prayer as I didn't want to sin again like I did earlier this morning.I kept asking God for strength to fight and resist every temptation that came at me as again,I didn't want to sin again.I felt better after doing that and I just moved on with my day.I am again asking for prayers by everyone of you who follow my blog and read the posts to please continue praying for me and also,please leave an encouraging word or two in the comments section.Both your prayers and your encouraging words both help keep me going in this fight and also make me even more determined to overcome this terrible SSA,including healing from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and for your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church on Sunday morning,I have made no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I proceeded with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned.
I first went to my usual Thursday morning spirituality group and as usual,I was looking forward to this with a lot of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.I headed over there when the time came to go.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch and after I was finished eating,I headed for a gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD in the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.My moods and/or emotions vary by the day.or at times,by the minute/moment within the same day and it can get pretty tiresome dealing with this.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever the struggle seems to be getting way too overwhelming for me to handle.I simply take this particular struggle and I talk to God about in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in keeping me calm,serene and sustained.It shows that they are there to aid and guide me along and that is great.It also makes me feel a tad better knowing that they are in control and leading the way.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus for everything that they do and provide.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.I turned to the right side in bed and the erection softened,though it was a little slow in softening.When it was fully soft,I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I was tempted throughout the day to indulge in fantasies and lusting with other men and also,to manipulate my genitals alongside those lustful and sexual images of men.Each and every time I resist temptations of any kind,they keep coming back stronger and stronger.I kept up in prayer to God in the name of Jesus Christ all day whenever these terrible temptations came at me.I asked God in his son Christ Jesus' name to give me the strength to fight and resist these urges and I felt better after praying.I felt much stronger and much more at ease.I knew that God heard me and that was great.I am not alone in my struggle and that is wonderful.While I have been doing that,I am also continuing to ask for prayers by all of you who follow my blog and read the posts.I also ask that you leave a positive word of encouragement in the comments section as well.My blog gets many visitors,but comments of any kind are rare.The comments can be in the form of encouragement and/or a verse/scripture from the Holy Bible or both.Don't be shy and leave an encouraging word or two.I ask these things because both your prayers and your encouraging words both help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to overcome SSA and to continue my journey to heal from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward,though today was a little more bumpy.I had a pretty good day today,despite some setbacks.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and was hoping to get around to doing my personal PC work,but that is when the setbacks started.I was without internet for much of the morning as a result of some money that I owed the phone company,who also provides my internet service.I was without it for much of the morning and was actually thinking of going to the public library to do my work,but my locally living sister came to the rescue and she let me use her card for a one time only payment.Though I had some hassles in applying the payment,I managed to get it done and ten minutes later after applying payment,my internet service was restored and I did my personal PC work as I planned and after that,I proceeded with the rest of the day.
Though today is supposedly the First Day of Spring,it don't look like it.It snowed overnight and the weather is COLD!It was only a light dusting,but it was still COLD! and FREEZING!As a result of this,I stayed home for much of the day to relax and watch a DVD or two.I still had plans for today and I didn't let the weather stop me from fulfilling them.The main plan was the last dinner at my church's fellowship hall and I was looking forward to that.I simply relaxed for a while and eagerly awaited the time to come to leave and go there.
The dinner was wonderful and I enjoyed the fellowship with my fellow worshipers.After the dinner was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day,despite some setbacks.
While my rocky road to recovery continues onward,despite the road being a little more bumpy,I am still in my daily battle with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be from one day to the next,or at times,from one minute/moment to the next within the same day.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that make my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever the struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply bring this particular struggle to God and talk about to him in the name of his son Christ Jesus when I am feeling a little more overwhelmed than usual and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that they are there to help me and that is wonderful,plus it also makes me feel a tad better.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.I sat up for a while and the erection started to soften and when it was fully softened,I laid back down and went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I did give into a later temptation after getting up out of bed by manipulating my genitals for the purpose of getting them near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping,and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind and lusting and fantasizing followed.Fortunately,I stopped myself and immediately asked God to forgive me for falling into sin by doing all of these things and I felt much better as I truly believed that I was forgiven and I moved on with the rest of the day.I was tempted to act out by lusting and fantasizing throughout the day and yes,the temptation to manipulate my genitals to those sexual and lustful images of men was also there.I kept up in prayer all day to God in the name of his son Jesus Christ whenever these temptations came at me.I asked God in the name of his son Christ Jesus for strength to fight and resist these urges.I am learning by the day that the more I resist any temptations,the more stronger that they become.I have to always keep asking God in the name of Christ Jesus Christ to give me the strength day after day so I don't fall into sin.I still get tempted to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of indulging in sinful sexual activity with them,but I simply and willfully choose to stay home whenever that particular temptation comes around.I have to constantly keep in mind that acting out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have will never give me what I want and also,so desperately need,which is affirmation of my gender identity and the feelings of authenticity that go with that gender identity affirmation,as acting out will only reinforce the Homosexual/Gay identity,which is the identity that I am trying to disown and stay far away from.Though I have been keeping up in prayer,I am also asking that all of you who follow my blog that you please keep up in prayer for me as I am going through all of this and also,please leave an encouraging word or two in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but comments are rare.Please don't be shy when visiting and leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I ask these things because both your prayers and your encouraging words help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to continue my journey in overcoming SSA and to heal from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA,so I can be the man that God wants me to be and intended for me to be.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,I have my usual spirituality group and lunch at a local kitchen.As for the rest of the day,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I really didn't have too much to do today.I delivered free newspapers to a few residents that I deliver to each week.When that was done,I paid a visit to a friend of mine to see how they were doing and after visiting with them for a few minutes,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day today.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still in my daily battle and struggle with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.My moods and/or emotions vary by the day,or at times,by the minute/moment within the same day.It can get pretty tiresome and monotonous at times.Aside from that,I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply take this particular struggle with God and ask him to get me through this in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am not alone in this particular struggle and that makes me feel a tad better.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the temptation to masturbate once again came at me in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.I had to really use all of my strength to fight and resist this temptation.I sat up and proceeded to get out of bed and,though it was slow going,the erection started to soften.I stood up and proceeded to walk a little and the erection fully softened as I did this and after that,I went back to bed and back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I was tempted throughout the day to indulge in sinful sexual activity by ways of lusting and fantasies,as well as to manipulate my genitals for the purpose of getting them near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping to these sexual images of men that were clouding my mind,which was motivating the temptation to lust and fantasize.I simply decided to take these temptations to God in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to fight and resist these temptations as they were coming at me from all sides.Each and every time that I resist any temptation,and ask God in the name of his son Jesus Christ to get me through it and to also give me strength to fight and resist them,the temptations keep coming back stronger each time.This tells me that Satan and his minions will never give up trying to get me to indulge in sinful sexual activity with other men or to lust after other men and fantasize about indulging in all of that.I also get tempted to watch porn online and I still get tempted to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of indulging in sinful sexual activity with them,but when that particular temptation comes around,I simply and willfully choose to stay home rather than give into that particular temptation.I know that acting out on these unnatural desires that I have will never give me what I want and need,which is affirmation of my gender identity and the feelings of authenticity that go with that gender identity affirmation.I also know that acting out in any way,shape or form will only reinforce the Homosexual/Gay identity,which is the identity that I am trying to escape from and disown as I don't want to be Homosexual.I simply want to be the man that God intended and wants me to be.I only accept that I am a male and a man.Aside from accepting that I am a human being,I accept nothing else other than that.I refuse to let a label,such as "Homosexual/Gay" define who I am nor will I let the unnatural desires that I have define me nor will I let them dictate to me how I will act nor react.I am simply a man/male and that is all that I am.Admittedly,it is never easy too accept one's true identity,but once it is done,that person is in Phase One in their healing from SSA and the unwanted and unnatural sexual desires that are connected with it.While I have been keeping up in prayer to both God and his son Jesus Christ,I am also asking that everyone who follows my blog and reads the posts that I leave here to also please continue in prayer for me.I also ask that you please leave an encouraging word or two in the comments section.It is just that my blog gets many visitors,but rarely leave anything in the comments section.Please don't be shy.Please leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I ask this because both your prayers and your encouraging words both help keep me going in this fight and struggle.They also make me even more determined to continue in my journey of overcoming this terrible SSA,but also to continue in my healing from these unwanted and unnatural sexual desires that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for all of your prayers and your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,the only thing on my agenda is the last Wednesday night dinner in my church's fellowship hall.Aside from that,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.I also proceeded with the rest of the day.
I really didn't have too much to do today.It was basically a quite day.The only thing that I did was that I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk and after paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I sat down for a while and I took it easy.I also popped a DVD into the DVD player while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still in my daily battle and struggle with BPD,it's symptoms and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be as I go through the day as at times,my moods and/or emotions fluctuate by the minute/moment,but usually it's a day to day thing.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my struggles with BPD even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continue to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too overwhelming for me to handle.I simply put this in God's hands and ask him for help in his son Christ Jesus' name and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am not alone here and that makes me feel a tad better.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the temptation to masturbate came at me during the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection,though it didn't last very long.I sat up for a while and proceeded to get out of bed,which made the erection slowly start to soften.Though it was slow going,my genitals returned to their fully soft state and I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I did give into a later temptation when sexual images of men clouded my mind.These sexual images of men came through my mind when I had gotten up and sat down as I was still in a tired and drowsy state.I actually started manipulating my genitals for the purpose of getting them near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping to these images and that motivated me to lust and fantasize with these images,but I managed to stop myself before ejaculation could occur.I immediately asked God in the name of his son Jesus Christ to forgive me for sinning against him and I felt better after that as I truly believed that I was forgiven.Throughout the day,I was tempted many times to act out on these unnatural desires that I have and the urge to act out by lusting and fantasies can get very overwhelming.I kept up in prayer to God all through the day as these temptations started coming.I kept asking for God in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to fight and resist these urges and after praying each time,I felt better and much stronger.Day after day,I am learning that the SSA struggle is a very difficult one indeed.The point is that I have to continue drawing closer to God and keep praying to him in his son Christ Jesus' name to get me through these terrible temptations and to keep giving me the strength to fight and resist these urges as they get stronger with each resistance.I am also again asking that those who follow my blog to continue praying for me and also,please leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I ask these things because both your prayers and your encouragement help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to overcome this terrible SSA and continue in healing journey from the unnatural sexual desires that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to my followers for your prayers and your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I decide to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward and onward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.I was also looking forward to that as I was going to do another reading from the Holy Bible in front of the congregation up on the podium.
Both the study class and the worship service were wonderful.After the service was over,I received even more positive accolades from my reading.One worshiper said that I brought it to life when I was reading and another said that I had read from my heart and put everything that I had into it.Others said that they also enjoyed my reading,including the pastor.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.After I had a light lunch,I called my brother in law to come over and fix the toilet,because the handle disconnected from the flushing mechanism and after he left when he fixed it,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I decided to take a drive around and see how a few people that I knew were doing.After doing that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local K-Mart to pick up something that I needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD into the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.For me,going to church in the morning on Sunday makes the day eventful.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward and onward,I am still,on a one day at time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.My moods and/or emotions vary from days or minute/moment within the same day.Aside from BPD,I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever the struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply talk to God in the name of his son Jesus Christ about this particular struggle and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am never alone in this struggle and that makes me feel a tad better knowing that God and Christ Jesus are leading the way.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.I tossed and turned,but it only made the erection throb more violently.I sat up and for a while,it continued to throb,but I chose to get up and walk and while I did,the erection started to slowly soften and after using the bathroom,I went back to sleep as my genitals were now fully and completely softened.Though I escaped this episode,I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting throughout the day.I also was tempted to manipulate my genitals for the purpose of getting the near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping,which the fantasies and lusting make me do when they come around.I kept up in prayer constantly throughout the day and kept asking for God in the name of his son Jesus Christ for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations.Each and every time that I fight and resist each temptation,they keep coming back stronger than the last time.The thing is that while I do have these unnatural sexual desires that are connected with SSA,I willfully refuse to let them define who I am nor let them dictate to me how I will be or act.I keep praying and praying and I always feel stronger after doing so.While I have been doing that,I am again asking that those of you who follow my blog to continue praying for me and also,please leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.It is because your prayers and your encouraging words both help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to continue in my healing journey from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and for your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ