Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Yesterday,my internet and home phone service was knocked out.I was without internet and home phone for the whole day.I couldn't do any work online as a result of that and filled the gap by watching movies and a few classic TV episodes on DVD.I was bored beyond recognition throughout the day as I had no internet and no home phone.I had to use my cell phone for communication the whole day,but my cell phone is a regular type cell phone with no way of using the internet.I simply went through the day just taking it easy and hoping that my service would eventually return,which it did this morning when I woke up.I did feel marginally better that it was back on and I caught up on two days worth of computer work.It's great that I am now caught up and everything is the way it should be for me.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work to catch up from yesterday and when that was finished,I washed my hair over the sink,but couldn't shave until the afternoon because my next door neighbor needed my help to fix a few of her windows and after that was done,I headed back to my house.I had my usual quick breakfast after that and when I was finished with that,I washed my face and shaved over the sink and did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and I headed over to a friend's house for some dinner and socializing.
The dinner at the socialization was wonderful.After a few hours,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my bank to make a withdraw of some money through their ATM Machine.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.I even caught up from yesterday from internet being down.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am feeling extremely tired from my day today.My medication is kicking in really quick and I can barely type.I will share where I am at in regards to my struggles tomorrow where I am am hoping that I am more able to.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the post office to get a money order so I could pay my car insurance.After paying for my insurance at my agent's office,I headed over to the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought a little something.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local pizzeria for a few slices of pizza.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate the pizza slices that I bought.I also did some more personal PC work.I went back out again for a free dinner at a local church.
The dinner was wonderful.After I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I had no problems with temptations today.I kept my mind on the tasks that I had to do and it kept my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions are out there and they will do whatever it takes for them to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I can't let that happen.I need to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and that they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the help and support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed really quickly and I headed for my usual Wednesday morning group,only to find that the group was canceled.After that,I left and I went over to see how a friend of mine was.After a few minutes with him,I headed over to a local kitchen for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I picked up a check from my bank and I left the house again to go to the bank to withdraw some money and also,to pay a bill.After that,I got some gas in my gas tank.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did a few other things around the house.Later on,I headed out to pick up a few pizza slices for dinner.When I got home,I ate them and I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to get ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My recovery has been doing fairly well lately.I haven't had any real problems as of late regarding temptations.I also haven't had any troubles in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia.Still,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I need to continue showing them that I own the desires that I have and not the other way around.It's difficult,but I know that it can be done.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Until I can find something that locally than can help me in regards to my SSA struggles,I still need the help and support of y'all who also struggle.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.I spent most of the day turning in some job applications and I am hoping that it will work out for me.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I held off certain things as my niece was over and her son was mowing the lawn.I did managed to complete my personal PC work.In the late afternoon towards early evening,I collected some bottles and cans to buy something light to eat.After turning them in,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart and picked up something.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up what I bought and I ate it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of the busy day.I can barely type right now.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my Wednesday morning group,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.Later on,when it was the early afternoon,I drove over to my usual mechanic's garage to get my car's engine checked out.
They told me that I had to get a tune-up.After they fixed one of the spark plug wires,I headed over to my niece's house to see if my laundry was done,but it wasn't.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I heated up some leftovers and that was my dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I must say and admit that it isn't a very easy road to be on.I struggle with the double mental whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia and also,with the emotional condition of SSA.It's difficult struggling with these two things.I have to put up with the emotional roller coaster ride of BPD and the hallucinatory effects of Schizophrenia at the same time.My SSA struggle is difficult in and of itself,but my mental illness struggles make this particular struggle even more difficult.I have to put up with hearing evil voices trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have on a constant and daily basis.They try to get me to do anything with a sexual connection in regards to SSA.I have to put up with them and try to stay strong,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,to show these unnatural sexual desires that I own them and not the other way around.The temptations to act out can be very overwhelming.I still need all the help and support that I can get as I feel all alone here as there are hardly any groups here in my hometown that can help me out.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support means very much to me.It is very important to me.The more support that I can get,the better off I am and can feel.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for their help.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with the people,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby bargain supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my church suit into a sweatsuit as it was chilly and rainy today.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I tried to watch TV,but my satellite was having problems.I tried to correct the problems by disconnecting the receiver from the TV,unplugging the receiver and nothing was working.I then put a pair of jeans on and went outside in the rainy and chilly weather and there was some interference caused by some tree branches blocking it.After clearing them away,the problems were corrected and when I got back into the house,I changed back into sweatpants and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better than I have been over the last few days.I had no problems with temptations nor was I tempted to do anything.I did lay down for a while and that helped as well.I had a tough time getting to sleep last night as a result of the stresses of the week.Thank goodness that the week ends at midnight tonight while I am sleeping.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some much needed positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ