Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I relaxed for much of the morning doing my personal PC work.After that was done,I sat around for a while.
Later on in the afternoon,I did some rearranging within the house.It made me sweat a lot and after that,I picked up a prescription refill at the drug store.After that,I bought a bottle of G2 at a local 7-11 and drank it all down.I headed back home.
When I got home,I wiped down the bathtub,the toilet and the sink in the bathroom.After that,I started my laundry and after that,went to a local pizzeria to get a personal pan pizza for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my pizza and watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Today was a very hazy,hot and humid day weather wise.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone has any helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem,please share within the comments section.I would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I want to stop this before I lose all of the important relationships that I have and also,before I lose my job as a result because I could say these things around the clients and they could tell the supervisors,counselors and the nurses at the facility,and again,I could lose my job.I also would appreciate that you all also continue praying for me that I stop this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual and also,I am invited to a party at a friend's house within the city.I hop ethat everything goes well for me tomorrow.FJ
Saturday, June 30, 2018
This is a post catching up on yesterday as last night,due to excessive drowsiness and sleepiness,I couldn't post anything.
Yesterday,after getting up,having coffee,washing up quickly and getting dressed,I headed for work yesterday morning.
The work day was a difficult and crazy day for me.There were clients who were being checked in and some were checking out.The clients were also making a lot of boneheaded and idiotic requests and even running the rest of the staff,including myself,ragged.There was so much going on and it got even crazier by the minute.I was on my feet most of the day and my feet and legs were hurting terribly.The bone spurs that were in my feet were contributing to the pain and I was getting pain on top of my pain.I did manage to take five a few times,but had to get back up and do more work for the facility since it was on my schedule and even more work on top of that,such as sweeping and mopping a couple of dorm rooms as clients checked out of them and also,stocking the stockroom,which gave me a sweat.I also sweated during the hallway sweeping and mopping phase.I was tired beyond belief and was glad when my check-out time came.I headed straight home after work was over.
When I got home,I relaxed and listened to some music and even checked my online messages while doing so.I did my personal PC work,though I did slower than usual due to my being tired and feeling pretty spent after the crazy and difficult work day that I had.When it was finished,I decided to shower and clean up pretty quickly and after that,put some different clothes on and went to a local Arby's for a sandwich and shake.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take-out sandwich and shake while watching a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work and then,I planned to retire for the evening.A very difficult and crazy day overall.
Please continue to pray for me and please leave anything helpful within the comments section.
I will report on my day today and how it went tonight.FJ
Yesterday,after getting up,having coffee,washing up quickly and getting dressed,I headed for work yesterday morning.
The work day was a difficult and crazy day for me.There were clients who were being checked in and some were checking out.The clients were also making a lot of boneheaded and idiotic requests and even running the rest of the staff,including myself,ragged.There was so much going on and it got even crazier by the minute.I was on my feet most of the day and my feet and legs were hurting terribly.The bone spurs that were in my feet were contributing to the pain and I was getting pain on top of my pain.I did manage to take five a few times,but had to get back up and do more work for the facility since it was on my schedule and even more work on top of that,such as sweeping and mopping a couple of dorm rooms as clients checked out of them and also,stocking the stockroom,which gave me a sweat.I also sweated during the hallway sweeping and mopping phase.I was tired beyond belief and was glad when my check-out time came.I headed straight home after work was over.
When I got home,I relaxed and listened to some music and even checked my online messages while doing so.I did my personal PC work,though I did slower than usual due to my being tired and feeling pretty spent after the crazy and difficult work day that I had.When it was finished,I decided to shower and clean up pretty quickly and after that,put some different clothes on and went to a local Arby's for a sandwich and shake.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take-out sandwich and shake while watching a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work and then,I planned to retire for the evening.A very difficult and crazy day overall.
Please continue to pray for me and please leave anything helpful within the comments section.
I will report on my day today and how it went tonight.FJ
Friday, June 29, 2018
Thursday, June 28, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up early and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I washed my face and shaved.I then got dressed in different clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner and it was wonderful.After that,I headed to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few food items.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the food items away and relaxed.While relaxing,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some browsing until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I am again asking for prayers from all of you.I am still struggling with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I said,I want to stop and contain this particular problem,but as I also said,I have no idea on how I can.I ask again for any helpful advice that you can share.If anyone out there struggled with this same problem,I need to know what you did to stop and contain this problem.I'm hoping that if it worked you,maybe it can work for me.Please share what has worked for you.I would greatly appreciate that.I'm also thinking that this is contributing to my difficulty in my SSA struggles as to why I can't overcome the fantasies and lusting that I have been giving into as of late.Please share what has worked for you as I'm desperate to stop and contain this problem for good.I want to before I lose important relationships that I have and also,before I lose my job as a result of this.Please help me.I also need prayerful support alongside the helpful advice that I so desperately need.Please pray for me that I overcome this terrible problem and also,please share whatever helpful advice that you can give.This is why I keep bringing this up because I really need help desperately to stop and contain this problem before I ruin myself,my important relationships and also,to save my job.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ
Today,I woke up early and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I washed my face and shaved.I then got dressed in different clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner and it was wonderful.After that,I headed to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few food items.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the food items away and relaxed.While relaxing,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some browsing until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I am again asking for prayers from all of you.I am still struggling with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I said,I want to stop and contain this particular problem,but as I also said,I have no idea on how I can.I ask again for any helpful advice that you can share.If anyone out there struggled with this same problem,I need to know what you did to stop and contain this problem.I'm hoping that if it worked you,maybe it can work for me.Please share what has worked for you.I would greatly appreciate that.I'm also thinking that this is contributing to my difficulty in my SSA struggles as to why I can't overcome the fantasies and lusting that I have been giving into as of late.Please share what has worked for you as I'm desperate to stop and contain this problem for good.I want to before I lose important relationships that I have and also,before I lose my job as a result of this.Please help me.I also need prayerful support alongside the helpful advice that I so desperately need.Please pray for me that I overcome this terrible problem and also,please share whatever helpful advice that you can give.This is why I keep bringing this up because I really need help desperately to stop and contain this problem before I ruin myself,my important relationships and also,to save my job.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out to get a take-out meal.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my meal while watching a little TV.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I ten showered quickly and then prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me.I really need prayers because I'm still struggling with the same old emotional issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal and helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out to get a take-out meal.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my meal while watching a little TV.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I ten showered quickly and then prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me.I really need prayers because I'm still struggling with the same old emotional issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal and helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Tuesday, June 26, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,i woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well for a while,but wound up miserable as the day was winding down.A new client asked me for a cigarette and when I told the other staff about this,he called me snitch repeatedly as I was passing by him in the hallway.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.I also went out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something to eat.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate what I had bought and watched TV.I then did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A mixed emotions day where it started out good,but didn't go so well after it was over.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support and helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well and better for me.FJ
Today,i woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well for a while,but wound up miserable as the day was winding down.A new client asked me for a cigarette and when I told the other staff about this,he called me snitch repeatedly as I was passing by him in the hallway.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.I also went out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something to eat.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate what I had bought and watched TV.I then did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A mixed emotions day where it started out good,but didn't go so well after it was over.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support and helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well and better for me.FJ
Monday, June 25, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered and started my laundry.After that,I went out to get a take-out dinner and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and I watched a little TV.I then transferred my laundry to the dryer and did some more personal PC work.I then took my laundry out of the dryer and folded everything.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same old problems.I also would appreciate some positive and helpful verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered and started my laundry.After that,I went out to get a take-out dinner and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and I watched a little TV.I then transferred my laundry to the dryer and did some more personal PC work.I then took my laundry out of the dryer and folded everything.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same old problems.I also would appreciate some positive and helpful verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Sunday, June 24, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in dress clothes.I headed for church.
Usually,we have outdoor worship services on the last day of the month during the Summer,but today,since there was the inherent possibility of a rain and thunderstorm,we moved the service inside the church building.It was still a wonderful worship service.We also had a wonderful breakfast brunch after the service and had some wonderful fellowship after that.After it was over.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I ran a few errands,bought a light take-out lunch and headed for home.
When I got home,I ate my light lunch and did some rearranging work in the house.After that,I wiped down the entire bathroom and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed a movie and heated up a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I need to get something out of my mind.I have been hiding things about my struggles with anger mostly.I am still struggling with the problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really want to stop,but don't know how.I also have to be careful with the way I answer people,especially when they ask me personal stuff.I actually answered someone back angrily when they asked me a few days ago about where I got my take-out lunch at my work place.This got me into trouble and now,I have to be careful.I need to start learning how to answer people more calmly and respectively.I don't want to lose my job nor lose any important relationships that I have.This has become a real major problem and if I don't get this resolved soon,it could become worse for me.I want to stop.I want to control my emotions,especially anger.I am again asking for help.I need some helpful advice on how I can control this.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate some prayerful support as well.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal and helpful support within the comments section.I really want to stop this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering and get better control of my anger.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in dress clothes.I headed for church.
Usually,we have outdoor worship services on the last day of the month during the Summer,but today,since there was the inherent possibility of a rain and thunderstorm,we moved the service inside the church building.It was still a wonderful worship service.We also had a wonderful breakfast brunch after the service and had some wonderful fellowship after that.After it was over.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I ran a few errands,bought a light take-out lunch and headed for home.
When I got home,I ate my light lunch and did some rearranging work in the house.After that,I wiped down the entire bathroom and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed a movie and heated up a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I need to get something out of my mind.I have been hiding things about my struggles with anger mostly.I am still struggling with the problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really want to stop,but don't know how.I also have to be careful with the way I answer people,especially when they ask me personal stuff.I actually answered someone back angrily when they asked me a few days ago about where I got my take-out lunch at my work place.This got me into trouble and now,I have to be careful.I need to start learning how to answer people more calmly and respectively.I don't want to lose my job nor lose any important relationships that I have.This has become a real major problem and if I don't get this resolved soon,it could become worse for me.I want to stop.I want to control my emotions,especially anger.I am again asking for help.I need some helpful advice on how I can control this.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate some prayerful support as well.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal and helpful support within the comments section.I really want to stop this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering and get better control of my anger.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
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