Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My mom finally got her grocery shopping done.While she was shopping,I decided to go to an area supermarket to turn in some empty bottles that had accumulated in my trunk.I only did this so there would be enough room in the trunk for the bags full of groceries.After I did that,I went to an area Wendy's to have something to eat to tie me over until dinner.It was a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger with some fries on the side.After eating that,I went to pick my mother up and we got the groceries home.I bathed afterwards so I could be ready for tonight.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George.They were simply the bottle return money and the change that I got from the food at Wendy's.I also wanted to finish up on some last minute PC work so I can be ready for tonight.
I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I will also be having a friend along w/ his live-in girlfriend included.It is her birthday today and we are going out to celebrate the day tonight.I am hoping that the night goes over well for all of us.Though I rarely have an off night,I still always hope.You never know what might happen.I also hope that it will be a truly Happy Birthday for his girlfriend.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for the night ahead.I just hope that everything goes okay for my friend and her.
I am still dealing with the foot and leg pain.Though it's not as bad as it was for the last couple of weeks,I am stil enduring the effects.I am hoping that pain dies down pretty soon.I am still limping but now,I am gradually losing the limp.I am hoping that I can walk normal like I used to without feeling any pain.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went smoothly and that was great.After I dropped the clean laundry off,I went to cash my paycheck and went home.
When I got home,I started to register some bills at Where's George but got sidetracked by a phone call.It was from a woman that I have been talking to regarding a group of people who are working to recover from unwanted SSA and are looking for ways to do that.I have been waiting and anticipating this for months.It will be starting soon.The only sacrifice that I have to make is that I have to cancel going out to my Tuesday night support group meetings at the church where I attend them.I will be breaking it to the group this coming Tuesday night and I know that it will be hard to do that because I am going to miss them.This SSA recovery group is going to be meeting at a church outside of my city and I am going to start attending it in a few weeks.I am hoping that this really works out for me.The group will be for just 12 weeks and it will cost a little bit of money but I am willing to give it a try.I have been trying to find a group where I can get help in my SSA recovery because lately I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride where I have been masturbating quite a bit.I have not done it every day or every night but I have relapsed here and there.I am going to be needing all the support that I can get.I am hoping that this will work out for me in the long run.The next thing that I need to do is to also start going back to church again after all these years.I am hoping to be doing that soon.
After I ate,I finished registering my money at Where's George and started doing a scan on my computer to see if there were any viruses and/or spyware on my computer.While the scan was going on,I went out for a while to see if I could get a pair of new shoes.I went to a Sear's in my area when I printed a page from their corporate website and decided to go to the store to see if I could purchase them there.Unfortunately,they didn't have them in stock in the store but they did specially order them for me.They are in the size that I need for my feet and I am hoping to receive them soon.The store salesclerk informed me that they should arrive in 6-8 business days.It will be a while but when I receive them,I will be trying them on.I hope that they will look nice on me and that they will fit comfortably.
While I was out,I also went to a Wal-Mart in my area to get some new sneakers.Most of the sneakers there were mostly wide and though they were the size of my feet,they were loosely due to them being wide.I bought a pair of medically based sneakers instead and they fit comfortably.When I get the arch supports for both my shoes and sneakers,I will have to take out the inlay soles in them so the arch supports can work properly on my feet and keep me alligned.I also had to pick up my prescription at a local Rite-Aid.After doing all that,I went home to charge my Tracfone because it was beeping indicating that the battery was low.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow night.I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I will also have a friend and his live in girlfriend with me as well.It will be her birthday tomorrow and we will be out celebrating.I am hoping that the night goes well for all of us.
The results of my viral scan came back with a clean report.There were no viruses and/or spyware on my computer.That made me feel better.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
When I got home,I started to register some bills at Where's George but got sidetracked by a phone call.It was from a woman that I have been talking to regarding a group of people who are working to recover from unwanted SSA and are looking for ways to do that.I have been waiting and anticipating this for months.It will be starting soon.The only sacrifice that I have to make is that I have to cancel going out to my Tuesday night support group meetings at the church where I attend them.I will be breaking it to the group this coming Tuesday night and I know that it will be hard to do that because I am going to miss them.This SSA recovery group is going to be meeting at a church outside of my city and I am going to start attending it in a few weeks.I am hoping that this really works out for me.The group will be for just 12 weeks and it will cost a little bit of money but I am willing to give it a try.I have been trying to find a group where I can get help in my SSA recovery because lately I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride where I have been masturbating quite a bit.I have not done it every day or every night but I have relapsed here and there.I am going to be needing all the support that I can get.I am hoping that this will work out for me in the long run.The next thing that I need to do is to also start going back to church again after all these years.I am hoping to be doing that soon.
After I ate,I finished registering my money at Where's George and started doing a scan on my computer to see if there were any viruses and/or spyware on my computer.While the scan was going on,I went out for a while to see if I could get a pair of new shoes.I went to a Sear's in my area when I printed a page from their corporate website and decided to go to the store to see if I could purchase them there.Unfortunately,they didn't have them in stock in the store but they did specially order them for me.They are in the size that I need for my feet and I am hoping to receive them soon.The store salesclerk informed me that they should arrive in 6-8 business days.It will be a while but when I receive them,I will be trying them on.I hope that they will look nice on me and that they will fit comfortably.
While I was out,I also went to a Wal-Mart in my area to get some new sneakers.Most of the sneakers there were mostly wide and though they were the size of my feet,they were loosely due to them being wide.I bought a pair of medically based sneakers instead and they fit comfortably.When I get the arch supports for both my shoes and sneakers,I will have to take out the inlay soles in them so the arch supports can work properly on my feet and keep me alligned.I also had to pick up my prescription at a local Rite-Aid.After doing all that,I went home to charge my Tracfone because it was beeping indicating that the battery was low.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow night.I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I will also have a friend and his live in girlfriend with me as well.It will be her birthday tomorrow and we will be out celebrating.I am hoping that the night goes well for all of us.
The results of my viral scan came back with a clean report.There were no viruses and/or spyware on my computer.That made me feel better.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by pretty well.It weny smoothly.I also had a great lunch period.After I ate,I left work after I was done and went to do some shopping for my mom.I then went home.
I managed to finish my personal PC work when I got home.I also went out to look for some comfortable dress shoes that also would fit me.I didn't find any but I am not giving up.I am determined to find some shoes for myself.I am not going to quit until I find some.
I also had a light dinner.After that,I continued in my quest to find some proper fitting and comfortable shoes.As stated,I am not going to give up until I do.
I am still dealing with foot and leg pain.But that is slowly dying down.I am hoping that this painful experience ends soon.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather is bitterly COLD out and I want to save some energy for the next day.It is another work day tomorrow and I want to save some energy for work tomorrow.I am also hoping that the shift goes well for me.I would hate it if something would go wrong.So far,the days have been pretty good and I haven't had any anger flare-ups for a long time.That makes me feel like that I am keeping my anger problem in check and trying to keep it under control.But still,I need to keep working on it one day at a time.If I can get through one day without losing it,GOOD.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.But right now,accoring to the people that I am around day in and day out,I am doing good and that makes me feel better.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
I managed to finish my personal PC work when I got home.I also went out to look for some comfortable dress shoes that also would fit me.I didn't find any but I am not giving up.I am determined to find some shoes for myself.I am not going to quit until I find some.
I also had a light dinner.After that,I continued in my quest to find some proper fitting and comfortable shoes.As stated,I am not going to give up until I do.
I am still dealing with foot and leg pain.But that is slowly dying down.I am hoping that this painful experience ends soon.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather is bitterly COLD out and I want to save some energy for the next day.It is another work day tomorrow and I want to save some energy for work tomorrow.I am also hoping that the shift goes well for me.I would hate it if something would go wrong.So far,the days have been pretty good and I haven't had any anger flare-ups for a long time.That makes me feel like that I am keeping my anger problem in check and trying to keep it under control.But still,I need to keep working on it one day at a time.If I can get through one day without losing it,GOOD.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.But right now,accoring to the people that I am around day in and day out,I am doing good and that makes me feel better.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went by as smoothly as it could.I also had lunch over at the social club and after that,I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.After registering the bills at Where's George,I went to my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.It was wonderful to share with her what had been going on with me for the last two weeks since our last session.I told her everything that had been going on with me,including the excruciating pain that I have been experiencing lately with my right foot and leg.I also said that it is slowly dying down and with the warmer weather approaching,I am hoping to not feel any pain in my right foot and leg any longer.I also told her that I am looking forward to getting arch supports in my sneakers and shoes.I also have to get new sneakers and shoes because my current sneakers are going bad and that the shoes I now have do not fit anymore.She informed me that she hoped that I am feeling better soon and that everything works out for me.I thanked her and I left her office to complete a couple of things for myself and my mom.
I went to a local Wal-Mart and bought a Tracfone card to add some more minutes and to extend my service date for another 90 days.I also had to purchase some groceries for my mom so we could have some dinner tonight.Tonight's dinner was homemade vegetable soup.It was delicious.After that,I added the minutes and extension to my Tracfone cell phone and now,I have 90 days of service and over 120 minutes.I am glad that this has been accomplished.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After work,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.After that,I don't know what else needs to be done until I find out.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.It was wonderful to share with her what had been going on with me for the last two weeks since our last session.I told her everything that had been going on with me,including the excruciating pain that I have been experiencing lately with my right foot and leg.I also said that it is slowly dying down and with the warmer weather approaching,I am hoping to not feel any pain in my right foot and leg any longer.I also told her that I am looking forward to getting arch supports in my sneakers and shoes.I also have to get new sneakers and shoes because my current sneakers are going bad and that the shoes I now have do not fit anymore.She informed me that she hoped that I am feeling better soon and that everything works out for me.I thanked her and I left her office to complete a couple of things for myself and my mom.
I went to a local Wal-Mart and bought a Tracfone card to add some more minutes and to extend my service date for another 90 days.I also had to purchase some groceries for my mom so we could have some dinner tonight.Tonight's dinner was homemade vegetable soup.It was delicious.After that,I added the minutes and extension to my Tracfone cell phone and now,I have 90 days of service and over 120 minutes.I am glad that this has been accomplished.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After work,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.After that,I don't know what else needs to be done until I find out.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better but still feeling at least a moderate pain in my right foot.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I also had some pretty good conversations with some of the people during the lunch period.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am still feeling pain in my right foot and leg.Right now,the pain is moiderate.It is slowly dying down.We are supposed to have warmer weather coming at the end of the week and I am hoping so because this excruciating pain that I am feeling,though it is slowly dying down,will go away when it does get warmer.The pain is becoming practically unbearable.I cam walking a litle bit better but I am still walking with a limp.Again,I am hoping that the warmer weather comes soon so the pain in my right foot and leg goes away.Though I do have a heel spur,I rarely feel pain most of the time and the only time that I really get it is when it gets really COLD and freezing.I am also still going to get arch supports for my feet so my feet will be properly aligned and I won't feel much pain anymore and if I can feel no pian,that will be even better.Again,I am looking forward to getting those supports.I also have to get a new pair of sneakers and a new pair of shoes that fit better so they will help the arch supports work better.I will be getting them,hopefully,next month.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went wonderfully well.It was wonderful to get an awful lot more off of mu mind and to share what was going on with me over the last couple of weeks.It was wonderful to be with them again after having to miss last week.I am hoping that I will not have to miss any more meetings.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well enough.I also have a meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I am still feeling pain in my right foot and leg.Right now,the pain is moiderate.It is slowly dying down.We are supposed to have warmer weather coming at the end of the week and I am hoping so because this excruciating pain that I am feeling,though it is slowly dying down,will go away when it does get warmer.The pain is becoming practically unbearable.I cam walking a litle bit better but I am still walking with a limp.Again,I am hoping that the warmer weather comes soon so the pain in my right foot and leg goes away.Though I do have a heel spur,I rarely feel pain most of the time and the only time that I really get it is when it gets really COLD and freezing.I am also still going to get arch supports for my feet so my feet will be properly aligned and I won't feel much pain anymore and if I can feel no pian,that will be even better.Again,I am looking forward to getting those supports.I also have to get a new pair of sneakers and a new pair of shoes that fit better so they will help the arch supports work better.I will be getting them,hopefully,next month.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went wonderfully well.It was wonderful to get an awful lot more off of mu mind and to share what was going on with me over the last couple of weeks.It was wonderful to be with them again after having to miss last week.I am hoping that I will not have to miss any more meetings.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well enough.I also have a meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, February 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I really did not do too much.I simply went window shopping(so to speak)to look for a new pair of shoes.I went to a Wal-Mart in my area but they did not have the size that I was looking for.They had a little bit bigger size but it wasn't was I was looking for.I left when I didn't find what I was looking for.I did stop at another shoes store in the area but they were a little too expensive,even though they did have the size that I was looking for.Afterwards,I went home.
After I had a light dinner,I simply went and finished my personal PC work.I am now relaxing.As stated previously,I did not have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group today due to the President's Day holiday.But I will have a meeting with them next Monday.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I do not have too much to do tonight.I am getting ready to go to work tomorrow and I am hoping that the work day goes well.I also have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night.Though they do go well,I still always hope.
I did go out last night to have a drink or two with the guys.There were not too many there but I had a laugh or two with the ones that were there.Better than nothing,I suppose.But I did have a good conversation with them.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
After I had a light dinner,I simply went and finished my personal PC work.I am now relaxing.As stated previously,I did not have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group today due to the President's Day holiday.But I will have a meeting with them next Monday.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I do not have too much to do tonight.I am getting ready to go to work tomorrow and I am hoping that the work day goes well.I also have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night.Though they do go well,I still always hope.
I did go out last night to have a drink or two with the guys.There were not too many there but I had a laugh or two with the ones that were there.Better than nothing,I suppose.But I did have a good conversation with them.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but I am also feeling a bit edgy.I had a pretty good day today.The reason why I am feeling a bit edgy is because my right foot is still hurting me very bad.I can hardly walk on this foot without limping on it and even that hurts.I am still looking to get arch supports for my feet.I am hoping that I can get them soon.Because the pain has become quite unbearable.I am also hoping that this bad weather ends soon.We had some warmer temps today and there was some melting ice and snow for much of the day.This morning,I was hoping to start going back to church but the foot pain kept me in bed.I hate having a dreaded terrible heel spur in my right foot.It limits my ability to do things.It is especially painful when the weather gets bitterly cold.Each and every step that I take is painful.Again,I guess that I will have to get those arch supports sooner than later because I just can't take this foot pain any longer.I am also hoping that this foot pain dies down soon.I can't stand it.It is like I am walking on hot rocks barefoot.
I just got a call from a friend of mine who was supposed to go with me last night but cancelled out because his live in girlfriend was sick.Fortunately,she's feeling better and he also told me that he might have the money that he owes me tomorrow.I am hoping that he will because I am going to need it at the moment.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It wasn't so busy last night and there were plenty of opportunities.I got through it pretty fast and it was a blast.I tried a new song out last night and it was well received.There was also a new bartender there and she is a sweet girl.I am hoping that she stays for a while.It will be wonderful to have someone different.It was swell last night and she also liked my rendition of a classic Sinatra classic.Again,an awesome night.
I am now at home relaxing.I am thinking of going out tonight to have a drink or two with guys.I am hoping that I get to have some great conversations tonight when I go out to the place to have a drink or two.
Tomorrow is President's Day.I do not have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow night as a result of it being a holiday but there is always next Monday.I will still have my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.It will be wonderful to be there with them after having to have missed it last week due to my foot pain.
That was my day today and my night last night and my hopes for the next two days ahead.FJ
I just got a call from a friend of mine who was supposed to go with me last night but cancelled out because his live in girlfriend was sick.Fortunately,she's feeling better and he also told me that he might have the money that he owes me tomorrow.I am hoping that he will because I am going to need it at the moment.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It wasn't so busy last night and there were plenty of opportunities.I got through it pretty fast and it was a blast.I tried a new song out last night and it was well received.There was also a new bartender there and she is a sweet girl.I am hoping that she stays for a while.It will be wonderful to have someone different.It was swell last night and she also liked my rendition of a classic Sinatra classic.Again,an awesome night.
I am now at home relaxing.I am thinking of going out tonight to have a drink or two with guys.I am hoping that I get to have some great conversations tonight when I go out to the place to have a drink or two.
Tomorrow is President's Day.I do not have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow night as a result of it being a holiday but there is always next Monday.I will still have my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.It will be wonderful to be there with them after having to have missed it last week due to my foot pain.
That was my day today and my night last night and my hopes for the next two days ahead.FJ
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