Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went smoothly and that was great.After I dropped the clean laundry off,I went to cash my paycheck and went home.
When I got home,I started to register some bills at Where's George but got sidetracked by a phone call.It was from a woman that I have been talking to regarding a group of people who are working to recover from unwanted SSA and are looking for ways to do that.I have been waiting and anticipating this for months.It will be starting soon.The only sacrifice that I have to make is that I have to cancel going out to my Tuesday night support group meetings at the church where I attend them.I will be breaking it to the group this coming Tuesday night and I know that it will be hard to do that because I am going to miss them.This SSA recovery group is going to be meeting at a church outside of my city and I am going to start attending it in a few weeks.I am hoping that this really works out for me.The group will be for just 12 weeks and it will cost a little bit of money but I am willing to give it a try.I have been trying to find a group where I can get help in my SSA recovery because lately I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride where I have been masturbating quite a bit.I have not done it every day or every night but I have relapsed here and there.I am going to be needing all the support that I can get.I am hoping that this will work out for me in the long run.The next thing that I need to do is to also start going back to church again after all these years.I am hoping to be doing that soon.
After I ate,I finished registering my money at Where's George and started doing a scan on my computer to see if there were any viruses and/or spyware on my computer.While the scan was going on,I went out for a while to see if I could get a pair of new shoes.I went to a Sear's in my area when I printed a page from their corporate website and decided to go to the store to see if I could purchase them there.Unfortunately,they didn't have them in stock in the store but they did specially order them for me.They are in the size that I need for my feet and I am hoping to receive them soon.The store salesclerk informed me that they should arrive in 6-8 business days.It will be a while but when I receive them,I will be trying them on.I hope that they will look nice on me and that they will fit comfortably.
While I was out,I also went to a Wal-Mart in my area to get some new sneakers.Most of the sneakers there were mostly wide and though they were the size of my feet,they were loosely due to them being wide.I bought a pair of medically based sneakers instead and they fit comfortably.When I get the arch supports for both my shoes and sneakers,I will have to take out the inlay soles in them so the arch supports can work properly on my feet and keep me alligned.I also had to pick up my prescription at a local Rite-Aid.After doing all that,I went home to charge my Tracfone because it was beeping indicating that the battery was low.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow night.I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I will also have a friend and his live in girlfriend with me as well.It will be her birthday tomorrow and we will be out celebrating.I am hoping that the night goes well for all of us.
The results of my viral scan came back with a clean report.There were no viruses and/or spyware on my computer.That made me feel better.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ