Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I had breakfast and I also watched a movie.I also did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I managed to get it done.After that,I started to plan what I was going to do today.
I had to run a few errands today.It was just the usual stuff that I had to do.I had to pick up a few things at a local supermarket and I also picked up a couple of things at a nearby Big Lots.Before the errands,I had to make my bed and straighten out my room a bit.
After I got home,I took a bath while waiting for dinner to get ready.I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was clean for the occasion.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before I do anything else.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a good night.Tonight,it will be back on schedule after the dart tournaments of last week.Again,I am hoping for a good night.I also hope that everything works out for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things are going to work out for me tonight.Still,I hope.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.Nothing happened today and no images crept into my mind.There is tomorrow.If I can get through tomorrow unscathed,COOL.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had.After dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.It didn't take me too long.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a while after taking a pain pill.After getting back up,I had dinner.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some more last minute personal PC work.It was quite a bit to do.In between work and going home times,I guess that quite a bit had gotten into my e-mail box.Fortunately for me,it didn't take me too long to get it done and now,I am all set for now.I still have to register the bills at the Where's George site and I also have to e-mail a couple of my friends.After that,I will be all set for the evening.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night.I will be singing tomorrow night.After last week,my singing will be back on track.I am looking forward to this.I am hoping that the evening will go well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no issues.There were no images haunting me and I didn't masturbate.The day went well.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good but really busy day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did the work that I had to do in the amount of time that I had and after having lunch,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.
After that,I headed over to the Department of Motor Vehicles because I had to have a duplicate registration printed for my niece's van.The registration is in my name though the vehicle is hers.I had to go get it because her previous sticker was stolen by a thief.When I dropped off the duplicate sticker off,I headed for a store to pick up something for myself.After I called my mom to inform her that I gave the duplicate registration to my niece,she had me go and get a couple of things at another store,which I did.I headed straight home after that because I was feeling rather beat after all the running that I did after work.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and I took a pain pill to help me sleep for a while because I was feeling pain in my legs.I slept for a little over and hour and after that,I made my bed and finished my personal PC work.I relaxed for a bit listening to some music while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good but very busy day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode.It was minor.I managed to get the episode under control and I didn't fall into immoral habits such as masturbating.I am glad to have gotten through it.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was simply a laundry pick-up day.The pick-up went surprisingly well.There were no messes to clean up.I got the sorting of the laundry done in no time at all when I arrived at the worksite.After that,I had a cup of coffee and I headed for the bank.
At the bank,I withdrew some money for my mom and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the money at the Where's George site after that,I watched a little bit of TV before heading back out.I had an appointment today to have my tax return prepared.I just wanted to make sure that I got there on time to fill it out.
On the way to the tax filer office,I stopped at a nearby post office to buy a money order for 20 dollars.I had to mail out a crucial payment to a company that is holding an item that I am paying for.I just wanted to get the money out to them ASAP.
When I got to the tax office,I had all my stuff with me to have everything included in the return.I am going to get a decent amount of money that is going to help me quite a bit.I still need to get the front exhaust pipe on my 4X4 replaced.I will be able to get it in about 2-3 weeks.After that,I will be able to have the repairs done.It will be great to have a quiet driving vehicle again.
I am now at home relaxing and I am getting ready for the new day ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.I am going to keep my mind occupied with positive things to try and keep my mind off of sex.So far,keeping myself busy has been working.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did everything that I had to do in the usual time.I also managed to do a little something extra for my supervisor today as well.After dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my mechanic's garage to see what could be wrong with my steering area.The wheel mechanism was okay.But I heard a fast ticking noise coming from that area.I heard it this morning when I went out to warm up my 4X4 and I heard it little by little when I drove to work today.When I got to work,I heard it again and after I fiddled with the hazard button and the ticking stopped.I sorted out the laundry after that and started my job.
When I got to the garage,my mechanic's assistant couldn't give me any concrete answers as to what it could be.I told him that I wasn't making it up and that it really happened.Still,he didn't give me any concrete answers.Disappointed,I left for home.I wished that the boss was there.I would've gotten a concrete answer from him instead of not getting anything.If it happens tomorrow,I will have to call them again tomorrow.
When I did get home,I laid down for about an hour after taking one of my prescription pain pills.I slept for that long.After getting up,I took the trash out before sitting down to eat.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and despite some issues with the internet,I got it done.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my struggles with SSA,I had no problems.No images creeped into my mind and I didn't fall.I am feeling pretty good as a result.I am hoping that the same can be said tomorrow.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with some tax people so I can file my tax return this year.I am hoping for a pretty good sized refund.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I only ran a couple of errands today.It was really nothing much.They were just a couple of important things that I needed to get done.Along the way,I had lunch at a local Burger King.It was a veggie burger without the mayo.It was also a very nice day out.The sun was shining and it was great to get out and enjoy myself a bit today.
After I got home,I laid down for a while.I also read and listened to a little bit of music while doing so.I also did some more personal PC work before having dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before retiring for the evening and taking it easy.
Last night,I did get a chance to sing.The DJ that was normally there on Sunday nights was there and I sang a few songs.It was wonderful to sing a few songs last night.It helped ease the disappointment that I had when I didn't get the chance to sing due to dart tournaments that were being held there the past week.Again,I got the chance to sing and I felt better.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have nothing to talk about.I guess being out in the community helped me take my mind off of sex with men and anything having to do with it.I hope that the rest of the week is like this.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a not too eventful day.I woke up and ate.I also did my personal PC work and I ran an errand.It was a personal thing that I had to run and I am glad to have gotten it accomplished.It was a small one and again,I am just glad to have gotten it done.
When I got home,I took it easy by laying down.I read while I listened to a little bit of music.I was also waiting for dinner to get done.After getting back up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to go upstairs to my room and do some cleaning up in it.I put some stuff in an old Avon box.There is still a lot more needed to get done because my room is an unholy mess.I have been upstairs in my own room since my teens and for a long time,a lot of stuff had just piled up and I really didn't have a way of putting it away or putting the stuff in a place that would make my room neater.The mess was becoming an eyesore and I felt that I had no choice but to clean it up.There is still a lot more to clean up and I hope to get that done little by little until it is all clean.I also have to be careful not to add more stuff there because I don't want another unholy mess in my room.Again,there is still a lot more that needs to be done.It is just going to take me a long time to get it done.Also,I need to be more careful not to add more and more that will lead to piles of stuff scattered about.It is about time that I get over the hurdle where I can finally be clean and well organized.
Last night,I did get a chance to entertain the crowd because the place was having dart tournaments over this week.I was pretty disappointed that I couldn't entertain the people but tonight,when I go out to the place,I am hoping that I will get to do it to make up for not doing it last night.When I got home,I watched a movie to kill off the disappointment.It worked.Again,I am hoping to entertain tonight.If not,there is always next Saturday night.
Regarding my SSA struggles,no problems today.I guess that I still need to keep busy and not have my mind on sex all the time.It is time that I seek out some alternatives to getting sex with other men off of my mind.So far,it has been so good.This week was smooth.There is the new week that I have to anticipate and I am hoping to get through the week without being plagued by thoughts of sex and having sex with men.When it comes to men,I want to think pure thoughts of them and not impure.I want to have healthy relationships in the form of friendships and male bonding.I just need to start finding new ways of doing that.The old ways are not working and now,I have to find new ways.If anyone out there can help,please share with me any helpful advice.Thanks in advance.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have to run errands tomorrow as well.I hope that they work out well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ