Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up and after washing up and getting dressed,I headed for work.
The work shift,which I had to make up for not working the afternoon on Tuesday,went well.After it was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed back out and had a bite to eat at a pizzeria in another area and after that,bought a bottle of windshield washer fluid and dumped it into my car's reservoir.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.
For the last few days,I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride.I have been feeling sad and depressed one day/minute and feeling some happy feelings the next.But lately,I am still feeling the intense anger and rage that I have been feeling all of my life.I have said some really terrible things underneath my breath about certain people in my life,although they haven't done anything.I don't know why I'm feeling this way.The things I've said under my breath have been very atrocious and inappropriate.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I have also been struggling with SSA.I have given into sinful temptations quite a few times.It always makes me sad when I give into these things.On Thursday,after I was finished with a certain thing that I had to do at my work place,I went into the office,shut the door and asked my Heavenly Father for forgiveness and mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I felt better,but I still need to work on repairing my relationship with my Heavenly Father as I haven't been really going to him lately as a result of the intense anger and rage that I feel.No,I'm not angry with my heavenly Father at all,but I have said some really angry things to myself lately and there's nobody in front of me as I'm saying these things.I feel so lousy as a result of all this emotionally tangled mess that I'm in because I feel that I'm sinning when I'm saying these angry things to myself.
I want to let go of these negative things and emotions,but I haven't been able to.
What am I doing wrong?
What is the right thing I need to do to let go?
I need some help fellow followers and readers.Please help me.Any advice is appreciated.
I want to let go and transcend.How can I do that?
Thanks in advance for anything helpful.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some encouraging words and spiritually upbuilding posts in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes wonderfully well for me.FJ
Saturday, December 16, 2017
Friday, December 15, 2017
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I got up and got ready for work.I headed out to work when fully dressed.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did some snow shoveling.I also went out to a local 7-11 and bought a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A very good day overall.
I will post some things in regards to my struggles hopefully tomorrow.I am feeling tired right now.Please continue keeping me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a day where I have to make up hours I didn't work Tuesday due to my doctor's appointment.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I got up and got ready for work.I headed out to work when fully dressed.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did some snow shoveling.I also went out to a local 7-11 and bought a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A very good day overall.
I will post some things in regards to my struggles hopefully tomorrow.I am feeling tired right now.Please continue keeping me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a day where I have to make up hours I didn't work Tuesday due to my doctor's appointment.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Thursday, December 14, 2017
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up and washed up.After a couple cups of coffee,I headed for work.
The work day went well,though it was a little stressful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I headed back out again to a local church for a free dinner,which was wonderful.After picking up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and getting some gas,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did a little cleaning work in the house and washed a few dishes.I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight and I can barely type.I only ask you all that you please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive encouraging words and some spiritual upbuilding as I really need both of these things right now.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up and washed up.After a couple cups of coffee,I headed for work.
The work day went well,though it was a little stressful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I headed back out again to a local church for a free dinner,which was wonderful.After picking up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and getting some gas,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did a little cleaning work in the house and washed a few dishes.I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight and I can barely type.I only ask you all that you please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive encouraging words and some spiritual upbuilding as I really need both of these things right now.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Wednesday, December 13, 2017
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today was a work day,which went well.After that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I left the house to pick up a few things at the drug store and at a local 7-11.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate a light meal and I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I am extremely tired as my medication is kicking in.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some encouraging support and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ
Today was a work day,which went well.After that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I left the house to pick up a few things at the drug store and at a local 7-11.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate a light meal and I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I am extremely tired as my medication is kicking in.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some encouraging support and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ
Tuesday, December 12, 2017
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up and washed up.I also had coffee and after getting dressed,I headed for work.
The half work day went well.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly to clean up and after that,I headed for my doctor's appointment.
On the way there,I stopped at the local Denny's to have lunch,which was a breakfast dish.After that,I paid a much needed bill at the local city hall and hung out for a few minutes with a few people that I know.After that,I headed for my doctor's office.
The visit with the doctor went better than expected.They said that my blood pressure was good and that my heart rate was good.After that was over,I stopped at a nearby McDonald's for a cup of coffee and a few hash browns.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed clothes and helped out with some clean-up work in the house.After that,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good and somewhat eventful day overall.
Tonight,my head is hurting and I can barely write.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section,which is encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding that I really need.Thanks very much and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up and washed up.I also had coffee and after getting dressed,I headed for work.
The half work day went well.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly to clean up and after that,I headed for my doctor's appointment.
On the way there,I stopped at the local Denny's to have lunch,which was a breakfast dish.After that,I paid a much needed bill at the local city hall and hung out for a few minutes with a few people that I know.After that,I headed for my doctor's office.
The visit with the doctor went better than expected.They said that my blood pressure was good and that my heart rate was good.After that was over,I stopped at a nearby McDonald's for a cup of coffee and a few hash browns.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed clothes and helped out with some clean-up work in the house.After that,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good and somewhat eventful day overall.
Tonight,my head is hurting and I can barely write.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section,which is encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding that I really need.Thanks very much and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Monday, December 11, 2017
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up and washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work as it was a work day for me today.
The work day was pretty hectic in the afternoon.It was easier in the morning,but the afternoon was tough.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,there were a couple of workers working on one of the rooms upstairs in the house.They left over an hour after I gad gotten home.During this time,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up some coffee and headed to a nearby Burger king for a sandwich and onion rings.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I cleaned myself a little and shaved.I did more personal PC work and prepared to retire for the evening.A very hectic and stressful day overall.
Please continue to pray for me as I am still struggling terribly right now.I also would appreciate some positive encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day in the morning and a visit with my general doctor in the afternoon.I hope that both go well.FJ
Today,I woke up and washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work as it was a work day for me today.
The work day was pretty hectic in the afternoon.It was easier in the morning,but the afternoon was tough.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,there were a couple of workers working on one of the rooms upstairs in the house.They left over an hour after I gad gotten home.During this time,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up some coffee and headed to a nearby Burger king for a sandwich and onion rings.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I cleaned myself a little and shaved.I did more personal PC work and prepared to retire for the evening.A very hectic and stressful day overall.
Please continue to pray for me as I am still struggling terribly right now.I also would appreciate some positive encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day in the morning and a visit with my general doctor in the afternoon.I hope that both go well.FJ
Sunday, December 10, 2017
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I got up and washed up and shaved quickly.I then got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I ran a few errands that I needed to run and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered and cleaned the bathroom after that.I also had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I am feeling really tired tonight.I can barely type and my head is hurting.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes very well.FJ
Today,I got up and washed up and shaved quickly.I then got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I ran a few errands that I needed to run and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered and cleaned the bathroom after that.I also had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I am feeling really tired tonight.I can barely type and my head is hurting.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes very well.FJ
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