Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling very hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty good day today.I ran a couple of errands for my mom today.I also managed to check up on a friend that I had been meaning to check up on for a while.He is doing great.That made me feel better.After checking up,I finished the errand.It was nothing much.I had to pick up a few things for the home.While I was doing that,I managed to drop off some things at a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area because somebody threw away a whole bunch of useful stuff in the garbage after an unsuccessful garage sale.I figured that if they did not want the stuff,there were people who could use it.It was great to do a little something for the community and make sure that at least,the stuff can be used by someone who could very well find a use for it.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.I am getting ready for tonight.I am planning to do a tribute to Elvis Presley tonight when I go out to sing tonight.I am hoping that my tribute to Elvis goes well tonight.As stated before,I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the night goes over well.I am getting ready for the night and I am eagerly awaiting the time where I will be there to entertain.I hope that the night is a smashing success.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am not sure what I will do tomorrow but whatever it is,I hope that it will be something that will give me a positive feeling.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight,including my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a long talk with a friend who I do not see very much.He is doing good.He told me that he is looking for another job because he quit his previous job and he says that he is looking for something better.I wished him the best of success and that I hoped that it worked out well for him.During the long time we talked,we talked about a lot of things,mostly things that we have in common.It was a very long conversation.We talked for over an hour.The only reason why we did talk for that long because we don't get to talk very much.But again,it was great to talk with him and we had a great time talking with each other.We are still hoping to get together in the near future for a little social thing and I am hoping that it is very soon.
Since I had the day off today,I helped my mom with her grocery shopping.We finally got it done and we were glad to get it accomplished.We bought a lot of stuff to get us through the rest of the month and that was great.We also had a wonderful day getting it done.We also had to hurry home afterwards because we did not like the look of the sky.It looked like that it might storm so we wanted to get home immediately before any possible storm would hit.It did rain on the way home but it was not much.Just a few droplets and a brief heavey downpour before returning to droplets and stopping.We did make it home.After my mom put the groceries away,we had a light dinner.We had a California Styled Salad with Shrimp and Ginger dressing.It was awesome.It was also neat having something different for a change.I enjoyed it and my mom enjoyed it as well.
I can not believe that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm tomorrow night.As stated previously,I will be doing a tribute to Elvis Presley because this week is the week of his death's anniversary.Elvis has been dead for 30 years.Where did all the time go?The time went by pretty fast.It is like that his death happened only yesterday.I am hoping that my tribute to the King Of Rock & ROLL goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.The work shift went by smoothly.I did not have any mess to pick up at the pick-up place and that was good.I simply picked up the one bag they had and took it to the work site.I did not do too much.I simply did what I had to do and the time went by fast.After I dropped off the laundry,I simply went home afterwards because my mom was planning to go grocery shopping initially but when I got home,she was not feeling well and said that we could do that tomorrow.I said okay and I took it easy.I relaxed for much of the afternoon because it looked like that it was going to rain as I was driving home and I did not go out and do anything due to the possibility of rain.The only things that came down were a few droplets and that was it.But just in case it was going to do that,I stayed home and relaxed.
I was feeling a little at edge this afternoon.As I was laying down on my bed ,I had a strong urge to masturbate.Images of men in the nude demanding favors from me were also coming back.I tried tossing and turning but the images never left.The only thing that broke it was when I got a phone call from a doctor's office.I was relieved when that happened because I probably would have masturbated if that did not happen.Thank goodness for that phone call.
I have been feeling at edge ever since the death of the member of my support group at the church.I am still feeling the effects of his death.I have really been at edge and I have been feeling angry because he did not have to go.He was taken away from us too early.I still feel his absence and I am missing him terribly.Again,he was taken away too soon.He was at the meeting about two weeks ago and now,he was taken away so suddenly.He was also in the process of reconciling with his family when this happened.I am hoping that I get over this soon.He was like a partner in healing with me at these group meetings.I still find it hard to believe that he's gone.
Tomorow is my first Friday off in a long time.I only have to do a pick-up for the Monday people and I am free for the rest of the day.There is a staff picnic and I have chosen to help my mom with her grocery shopping tomorrow.After I cash my paycheck,I am taking my mom to do her shopping.I am getting an early start to my weekend.I will be doing my usual singing for the crowd on Saturday night.I can hardly wait for that.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I did not have too exciting of a day today.I did the laundry pick-up today but I did have to pick up a mess.It was not too big a mess to clean but it was still a mess nonetheless.After picking it up,I dropped the laundry off at the worksite and after doing someone a favor,I finished an errand for my mom and went home.I did my personal PC work and relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.
I did attend my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.I got to shed some more emotional baggage and it made me feel better.There was also a lot of reflections about the member that died so suddenly.I guess that we are all going to miss him always.It's still hard to believe that he's gone.
There was an unfortunate accident tonight in the church parking lot.An 11 year old boy ran over a pothole in the parking lot and got hurt after he took a terrible tumble on the concrete.I stayed a little while longer until help arrived.When the ambulance arrived,I waited until it left the parking lot.The boy's father also was there and he followed the ambulance to the local hospital.I said to his father that I hope his son recovers soon.I did pass on that they should work on getting that pothole filled and they said that they would work on it.After that,I went home.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly.There was a huge pick-up today.I had a lot to deliver to the work spot today and I did get a little bit of it done.During the waits for loads to get done,I managed to watch a movie at the social club and that was pretty good.It was the live action remake of the classic children's book Charlotte's Web.Of course,I did favor the original cartoon version better but this was pretty good in it's own right.Again,I had a pretty smooth day today and that made me feel a bit good.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy.Though the day went by smoothly,I was tired because I did not get an awful lot of sleep last night.I don't know why I did not.I guess that it was because of the heat of the previous day that contributed to my lack of sleep.After a nap,I had dinner and did my personal PC work.I also went out to pick up a couple of donuts at a local donut shop and I also turned in some more bottles that had accumulated in the trunk of my car over the past several days.It wasn't quite a bit of money but it was better than nothing.I just had to get them out of my trunk because my mom needs to go grocery shopping this week and I need all the room that I can get in that trunk.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that there is no mess to clean up when I do.Tomorrow night is my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too exciting of a day today.I simply ran a few important errands for myself today alongside an errand for my mom.I also had to pay my car insurance bill today.I also managed to pay a visit to my auto mechanics garage to inquire about what I had left to pay him.Again,nothing to special.Just a few important things that I had to get out of the way so I can enjoy the rest of the day.
Weatherwise,it was a pretty nice day today.It was not too hot but the sun was shing and it was great to get out and enjoy the day and get some important stuff done.Today was a day off and I really did not have too much to do,which is the usual case.But I did manage to get a few things done and I got to get out.Not too shabby.
Last night,I did go out for a couple of drinks.I even had a few laughs with a few guys and we even reminiced about the good old days on how the city that we lived in used to be.We talked about all the businesses that came and went.It was great that so many people remember how it all used to be.It seems like only yesterday that the city I lived in was booming with lots of business and that there was always some place to go.Nowadays,the city has changed.There is hardly any place to go out and the city is just about dead.But again,it was great to get out last night and I had a ball talking about old times.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.Though it rained for much of the day,I managed to get a few things done for myself.I stopped at a music store in my area and picked up the latest KISS DVD set.It is Volume 2 of KISS concert footage.I watched soem of it tonight after I got home and it is an awesone set.I enjoyed what I saw on this set even though I did watch only a few samples.But still,I enjoyed it.It was great to finally have it.I am now eagerly awaiting the next one.
Today,it rained for most of the day.I did not let the rain stop me from enjoying the day.I went to a shopping mall to have a slice of pizza to tie me over until dinner.I just had to have some food in my system because I feel a bit hungry and I also did not want to eat too much because it was too close to dinner time.It was great to get out and have at least a little bit of fun.After dinner,I simply relaxed a bit and watched some of the DVD set that I bought.
Right now,the weather is now cooled down.The rain really cooled the atmosphere and it now very comfortable.For the rest of the evening,I am not sure what I will do.I might go out and have a drink before turning in for the night.I do not know.But if I do,I will not drink anything alcoholic because I do have to take my medication later.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I hope that it will help me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ