Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling very hopeful and optimistic.
Today,I ran an errand for my mom today because I needed to pick up a few things for dinner tonight.The day was very sunny and mild.I was in a pretty good mood today and I was glad that I found everything that I needed.Again,it was a very good day and I had a great day out.
I also managed to stop in on that friend of mine and he is doing good.I missed him last week but was glad to see him today.Last week,he went with his landlord somewhere and that was why he wasn't home.I was glad to catch him at home and that was good.As always,I will be checking up on him next week.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to this as I always do.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the night will go well and that it will be a very positive experience as usual.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be something that will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good work day today.Since I now work the afternoon shift at my work place,I started my work shift after I ate lunch.The shift went by pretty well.I did not have too much to do.The time went by pretty fast.After I was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off.Before I went home,I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a few things for dinner.I also had to stop to cash my paycheck at the bank.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work while I was waiting for dinner to get done.My mom and I decided to have a light supper tonight because we did not feel too hungry,especially me because I had two heaping helpings of ravioli for lunch at work.
After dinner,I went back online to register some dollar bills at Where's George and stamp them with the website info so people that get these bills can hit them when they get them in change or through gambling winnings or even by cashing their paychecks.You never know where those dollar bills go or where they will end up.It is a fun way to find out how the buck is passed.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer database is clean.There were no viruses or spyware,which is great.But again,I do it every Friday to ensure that my computer stays clean.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and bought a microphone for my portable tape recorder so I can tape some stuff off of my computer.The microphone works very good and it will be great to use it to make recordings.I also placed an order yesterday through a website that gives me credit to buy things and keep them while I am paying monthly for them.The item that I ordered is a compact nostalgic looking stereo with a built in cassette player and CD recorder.At this moment,I do not know when the item will be shiped but when it is,I will be eagerly awaiting this.It will be great to make my own CD's with some albums that I have that have not even made it to CD as of yet.I can hardly wait for this to come in.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Again,I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd with a lot of enthusiasm and optimism.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work while I was waiting for dinner to get done.My mom and I decided to have a light supper tonight because we did not feel too hungry,especially me because I had two heaping helpings of ravioli for lunch at work.
After dinner,I went back online to register some dollar bills at Where's George and stamp them with the website info so people that get these bills can hit them when they get them in change or through gambling winnings or even by cashing their paychecks.You never know where those dollar bills go or where they will end up.It is a fun way to find out how the buck is passed.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer database is clean.There were no viruses or spyware,which is great.But again,I do it every Friday to ensure that my computer stays clean.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and bought a microphone for my portable tape recorder so I can tape some stuff off of my computer.The microphone works very good and it will be great to use it to make recordings.I also placed an order yesterday through a website that gives me credit to buy things and keep them while I am paying monthly for them.The item that I ordered is a compact nostalgic looking stereo with a built in cassette player and CD recorder.At this moment,I do not know when the item will be shiped but when it is,I will be eagerly awaiting this.It will be great to make my own CD's with some albums that I have that have not even made it to CD as of yet.I can hardly wait for this to come in.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Again,I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd with a lot of enthusiasm and optimism.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day went by smoothly but during the lunch hour,something happened that I was not prepared for.I was called by the social club coordinator into a back room when one of the social club members complained about me informing another staff person about her not recording her time off one of the internet computers,which is one of the rules of the social club regarding the internet computers(there are two)because of some of the stuff that has happened on them.I was trying to reduce conflict around the place by informing staff rather than taking the matter in my own hands and risking tempers flaring from members.As I have previously reported on here,there have been many numerous instances where pornography has been found in the internet history on the main internet computer in the front room where most of the members sit around and chit-chat.There has been some found during the time periods that I have been on and I knew perfectly well that I have not logged on to any of those.Apparently,the lady got a little upset when I was only trying to do what was right and save us from any form of finger pointing which can lead to conflicts.But she grabbed the wrong edge of the stick and got in a tizzy.But we did come to a resolution about it.She said that she would appreciate if I would remind her to record time off or even on and off in the near future rather than tell a staff person about it and risk hurting other's feelings.I agreed because I did not want any more arguments or even worse,tempers flaring for no particular reason at all.There is no reason or excuse for tempers to start flaring.I mean,people at times have a right and/or reason to be angry but tempers really do not need to be flared at all.
This experience confirms what I have been learning.Each and every day is a test to my abilities to keep my temper under control and not to lose my cool under any circumstances.But again,day after day,I am learning that each day is a new test to my abilities to keep my cool.Lately,according to the compliments that I have been getting from those around work and the social club,I have been doing great in keeping my temper under control and staying cool.But as stated,each and every day is a new test and so far,according to those around me,I have been passing every test.But again,each day is a new beginning and a new test.If I can get through one day without losing my temper and getting angry,GREAT.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Not only that,I was also having difficulties getting my safety belt on when I was trying to get to work today.I tried to pull it out to wear it as part of the law in New York state.But I couldn't get it to make it work for a while.I did call my mechanic's garage and they simply told me to wing it until I could get some info on replacing it.Fortunately,it did start to work later but I had to start driving in order to get it to work.Hopefully,I can get this matter resolved and I hope that it will not be too expensive.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After what happened today,I am going to need a smooth work shift.After that,it's the weekend and I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for my friends when the weekend begins.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
This experience confirms what I have been learning.Each and every day is a test to my abilities to keep my temper under control and not to lose my cool under any circumstances.But again,day after day,I am learning that each day is a new test to my abilities to keep my cool.Lately,according to the compliments that I have been getting from those around work and the social club,I have been doing great in keeping my temper under control and staying cool.But as stated,each and every day is a new test and so far,according to those around me,I have been passing every test.But again,each day is a new beginning and a new test.If I can get through one day without losing my temper and getting angry,GREAT.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Not only that,I was also having difficulties getting my safety belt on when I was trying to get to work today.I tried to pull it out to wear it as part of the law in New York state.But I couldn't get it to make it work for a while.I did call my mechanic's garage and they simply told me to wing it until I could get some info on replacing it.Fortunately,it did start to work later but I had to start driving in order to get it to work.Hopefully,I can get this matter resolved and I hope that it will not be too expensive.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After what happened today,I am going to need a smooth work shift.After that,it's the weekend and I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for my friends when the weekend begins.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I had a doctor's appointment today and that went well.I simply obtained a prescription for my blood pressure after they did a check up on me.I left the doctor's office and went to do the pick up.
The pick-up went well.It was only one laundry bag but the best thing about it was that there was no mess to clean up.I simply dropped it off at the work place and went home.After I got home,I took a little nap for about an hour and afterwards,I felt better.I was feeling tired when I got in because I was yawning for a while while waiting for the doctor to call me into the office.Again,I felt better after the nap.
The meeting tonight went great.There was not too many men at the meeting tonight but it was still better than nothing.As usual,we all relieved ourselves of some emotional baggage that we have been carrying through the week.It was great to let it all go.It was also wonderful to have a group of men listen while I was talking.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the next week's meeting.
Another reason why I am feeling good is that the emotional roller coaster that I have been on is starting to slow down.I have not been feeling at edge very much these past few days.I guess that I am now meeting other people who are also trying to get out of the emotional ruts that they are in.The anger management/conflict resolution group that I attended on Monday night was great.I got a lot out of it.As usual,I rehashed many of the experiences that I had growing up and though I sometimes wish that I did not have to do that,I guess that I will be doing that for the rest of my life.I guess that any group I attend in the near and distant future,I am going to be repeatedly sharing these experiences.Then again,it's better than keeping them bottled up inside and feeling alone and miserable,including getting angry when least expected.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
The pick-up went well.It was only one laundry bag but the best thing about it was that there was no mess to clean up.I simply dropped it off at the work place and went home.After I got home,I took a little nap for about an hour and afterwards,I felt better.I was feeling tired when I got in because I was yawning for a while while waiting for the doctor to call me into the office.Again,I felt better after the nap.
The meeting tonight went great.There was not too many men at the meeting tonight but it was still better than nothing.As usual,we all relieved ourselves of some emotional baggage that we have been carrying through the week.It was great to let it all go.It was also wonderful to have a group of men listen while I was talking.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the next week's meeting.
Another reason why I am feeling good is that the emotional roller coaster that I have been on is starting to slow down.I have not been feeling at edge very much these past few days.I guess that I am now meeting other people who are also trying to get out of the emotional ruts that they are in.The anger management/conflict resolution group that I attended on Monday night was great.I got a lot out of it.As usual,I rehashed many of the experiences that I had growing up and though I sometimes wish that I did not have to do that,I guess that I will be doing that for the rest of my life.I guess that any group I attend in the near and distant future,I am going to be repeatedly sharing these experiences.Then again,it's better than keeping them bottled up inside and feeling alone and miserable,including getting angry when least expected.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There was only a couple (i.e.two) bags to pick up.There was also no mess.After work,I dropped off the clean laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
After dropping off some stuff at home,I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to buy a few more collectable record albums.Not too bad of a day.Work went well and I felt satisfied.This is the first time in quite a while that I had a feeling of satisfaction.
I also had to go out and pick up some more take out for dinner.It was a few Arby's melt sandwiches and they were good.It also filled me up.I also ran another errand for my mom.It was to pick up a few prescriptions.Two for her and one for myself.I feel a bit better than I have been in recent days.That gives me a good feeling.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready to retire for the evening and I am feeling a bit more hopeful than usual.I have not felt too hopeful in quite a while.I am hoping that this feeling stays with me for a while.I am also hoping that my optimism comes back.It would be great to feel more optimistic than anxious.I feel that I am moving forward and that makes me feel pretty hopeful and a little bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
After dropping off some stuff at home,I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to buy a few more collectable record albums.Not too bad of a day.Work went well and I felt satisfied.This is the first time in quite a while that I had a feeling of satisfaction.
I also had to go out and pick up some more take out for dinner.It was a few Arby's melt sandwiches and they were good.It also filled me up.I also ran another errand for my mom.It was to pick up a few prescriptions.Two for her and one for myself.I feel a bit better than I have been in recent days.That gives me a good feeling.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready to retire for the evening and I am feeling a bit more hopeful than usual.I have not felt too hopeful in quite a while.I am hoping that this feeling stays with me for a while.I am also hoping that my optimism comes back.It would be great to feel more optimistic than anxious.I feel that I am moving forward and that makes me feel pretty hopeful and a little bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, September 17, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom today and I also picked up some dinner at a local Subway,which were 2 club sandwiches.They were delicious.Aside from that,I did not do too much.I went to a K-Mart in my area early this afternoon and picked up a couple of High Bias 90 minute recording cassettes.I was glad to have found these and I am going to use them in the near future to make a tape recording and transfer them to a CD when I order that CD burner in the near future to make my own CD's.It would be great to start doing that.I have a whole bunch of albums that have not made it to CD as of yet and it would be nice to make CD's.But I will make them for my own personal use.That is a promise.I even went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I found a few more collectable records and some old tapes.I tried out a couple of them and they played great.That made my afternoon.
Tonight,my first meeting with that anger management/conflict resolution group and it was great.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.It was great to get to know the other people in the group.I shared experiences that I have shared countless times and as always,it was super to get reassurances from the group.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tonight,my first meeting with that anger management/conflict resolution group and it was great.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.It was great to get to know the other people in the group.I shared experiences that I have shared countless times and as always,it was super to get reassurances from the group.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.While running another errand for my mom,I decided to go on a trip to different stores to see if I could obtain any High Bias Recordable Audio cassette's.I did not much of them in the stores that I looked but I will check Radio Shack tomorrow afternoon to see if they have some.I am not going to give up.I know that I will find some.If I have to look online,I will.I need then because I am thinking of getting a CD recorder so I can make my own CD's of some of the albums that I have that are not available on CD as of yet.Again,I am going to check the local Radio Shack's tomorrow afternoon and see if I can find them there.
Aside from that,I had a wonderful night of entertaining the crowd at the place where I sing last night.It was a great night.I got a lot of good positive reenforcements from the public and it was awesome.I am looking forward to next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as just a wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I always have a great conversation with him whenever he calls.It was good to hear from him.
For the rest of the night,I really do not know what I will do.I might go out and have a friendly drink with a few of the guys.After that,I might just go home and take it easy or maybe go to bed to get up early in the morning tomorrow.I know that I will be attending that support group meeting tomorrow night centered around anger management and conflict resolution.I am hoping that it goes well enought so I can attend every meeting every week.Again,I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Aside from that,I had a wonderful night of entertaining the crowd at the place where I sing last night.It was a great night.I got a lot of good positive reenforcements from the public and it was awesome.I am looking forward to next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as just a wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I always have a great conversation with him whenever he calls.It was good to hear from him.
For the rest of the night,I really do not know what I will do.I might go out and have a friendly drink with a few of the guys.After that,I might just go home and take it easy or maybe go to bed to get up early in the morning tomorrow.I know that I will be attending that support group meeting tomorrow night centered around anger management and conflict resolution.I am hoping that it goes well enought so I can attend every meeting every week.Again,I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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