Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The day was not very uneventful.I did manage to run a few errands today.I went to a nearby auto parts store and bought a couple of quarts of motor oil.I only used one but now,I have another one just in case I need it.I also went to a nearby Family Dollar store to pick up a few things that my mom needed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I bathed and I had a light dinner.I am going out to sing tonight and I am hoping for a wonderful evening.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.
Before all of that,I went to a nearby Salvation Army thrift shop to check out and see if they had any new electronics in their electronics section.They didn't have anything that worked so I returned to doing my errands.I managed to get everything that my mom needed and that was an accomplishment.I am just glad that everything did work out and I managed to fulfill everything that needed to be fulfilled.The last thing that I did was that I went to get some gas in my tank.
As stated,I am going out to sing tonight.I am hoping that everything works out for me.Though my nights of entertaining the crowd rarely goes wrong,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I feel that everything will work out tonight.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I fell this morning.I wound up masturbating.I was playing with myself again and at the point of climax,I masturbated.I did feel bad after that.But I am hoping that I can beat this SSA thing.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Friday, March 06, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after I dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I withdrew some money for my mom.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I registered all the money that I had at the Where's George site and I went back out to pick up dinner for ourselves.We decided to have Chinese tonight for a change.It was sweet and sour chicken with a side order of pork flavored fried rice.It was really good.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work and I also checked out a few other sites.I also received some jeans that I ordered for the Old Navy website that I ordered on Sunday after the disappointment of not finding any of them in my size at my local store.I am glad to have them.I will be trying them out later on.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night.I will be doing my usual singing up a storm tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I am also hoping for a nice sized crowd.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had only one brief episode.Earlier this afternoon when I got home,I played with my genitalia for a bit but I did stop myself before it could progress into something that I didn't want to go to.Still,I felt miserable after that but I am feeling that I can overcome these terrible desires and cravings.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after I dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I withdrew some money for my mom.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I registered all the money that I had at the Where's George site and I went back out to pick up dinner for ourselves.We decided to have Chinese tonight for a change.It was sweet and sour chicken with a side order of pork flavored fried rice.It was really good.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work and I also checked out a few other sites.I also received some jeans that I ordered for the Old Navy website that I ordered on Sunday after the disappointment of not finding any of them in my size at my local store.I am glad to have them.I will be trying them out later on.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night.I will be doing my usual singing up a storm tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I am also hoping for a nice sized crowd.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had only one brief episode.Earlier this afternoon when I got home,I played with my genitalia for a bit but I did stop myself before it could progress into something that I didn't want to go to.Still,I felt miserable after that but I am feeling that I can overcome these terrible desires and cravings.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I just did what I had to do and I dropped everything clean off at the rehab center.I headed home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out some important letters for my mom and I also stopped at a couple of stores.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I watched another episode of Friday The 13Th: The Series on the DVD that I recently purchased.I also laid down for a bit but I wasn't sleepy.I simply made my bed and laid down on it.
Later on,I finished my personal PC work.I also managed to straighten out my room a little bit and waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also heard from a friend who I had been waiting to hear from for a long time.If I didn't,I was afraid that I had to place personal messages in a couple of newspapers personals spaces but now that I have heard from him,I am now relieved to hear that he was okay and that he was looking for a new place within this city while living in another area of Western New York.I am hoping that he does come back around here because I do miss having him around.After talking with him,I typed an e-mail to someone who I have been meaning to e-mail for a while.Overall,a pretty good day.
As for my SSA struggles,nothing negative to report.I have had no problems since the week began.Still,I have to take this one day at a time.There is always tomorrow.But I hope that I have nothing happening tomorrow either.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I just did what I had to do and I dropped everything clean off at the rehab center.I headed home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out some important letters for my mom and I also stopped at a couple of stores.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I watched another episode of Friday The 13Th: The Series on the DVD that I recently purchased.I also laid down for a bit but I wasn't sleepy.I simply made my bed and laid down on it.
Later on,I finished my personal PC work.I also managed to straighten out my room a little bit and waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also heard from a friend who I had been waiting to hear from for a long time.If I didn't,I was afraid that I had to place personal messages in a couple of newspapers personals spaces but now that I have heard from him,I am now relieved to hear that he was okay and that he was looking for a new place within this city while living in another area of Western New York.I am hoping that he does come back around here because I do miss having him around.After talking with him,I typed an e-mail to someone who I have been meaning to e-mail for a while.Overall,a pretty good day.
As for my SSA struggles,nothing negative to report.I have had no problems since the week began.Still,I have to take this one day at a time.There is always tomorrow.But I hope that I have nothing happening tomorrow either.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly despite a minor setback,which was a small mess.After I ate lunch,I sorted out the dirty laundry and headed to a supermarket to do the shopping.
Before I did all of this,I first paid off my mechanic for the repairs that he did on my 4X4 and I also went to the bank to withdraw some money so I could purchase the items at the supermarket.I even registered the bills while at work after eating lunch.After shopping,I headed straight home.
After dropping off the stuff,I headed back out again to do some more shopping and to go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in the area where I went.I bought some really good stuff there and I managed to get the shopping done.It was great to be out again in the community and to enjoy my time out.I had a good time and I feel pretty good.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I read from a book.I laid down while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I also managed to make a few online purchases of personal items that I needed.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have nothing to complain or vent about.No images came to my mind and I had no problems with masturbation because of being out in the community.I guess that I do need to get out a lot more and to just be in the community so I won't have to worry about the images coming back.I know that I just can't go out and shop all the time because I can ruin myself financially and that is something that I don't want to do.I will just have to find alternate ways of going out so I won't have to spend money just to have fun.But again,I had a great time out in the community today.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly despite a minor setback,which was a small mess.After I ate lunch,I sorted out the dirty laundry and headed to a supermarket to do the shopping.
Before I did all of this,I first paid off my mechanic for the repairs that he did on my 4X4 and I also went to the bank to withdraw some money so I could purchase the items at the supermarket.I even registered the bills while at work after eating lunch.After shopping,I headed straight home.
After dropping off the stuff,I headed back out again to do some more shopping and to go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in the area where I went.I bought some really good stuff there and I managed to get the shopping done.It was great to be out again in the community and to enjoy my time out.I had a good time and I feel pretty good.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I read from a book.I laid down while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I also managed to make a few online purchases of personal items that I needed.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have nothing to complain or vent about.No images came to my mind and I had no problems with masturbation because of being out in the community.I guess that I do need to get out a lot more and to just be in the community so I won't have to worry about the images coming back.I know that I just can't go out and shop all the time because I can ruin myself financially and that is something that I don't want to do.I will just have to find alternate ways of going out so I won't have to spend money just to have fun.But again,I had a great time out in the community today.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did everything that I had to do in the time that I had and after that,I dropped everything off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money so I can pay my car insurance and also,to pay off what I owe my mechanic for repairs that were done on my compact 4X4.I can then start saving up for teh front exhaust pipe that I need for my exhaust system.I will be paying off my mechanic tomorrow and after that,I will owe him nothing.I can then move on and save up for the needed exhaust pipe.I also did some shopping at the local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things.I headed straight home after that and I am here for the rest of the day as a result of the cold weather.
When I got home,I unplugged my Crosley nostalgic styled stereo system with a built in CD recorder so I can send the unit back to the company for repairs.I am hoping that they can fix this and that it won't cost me too much.They did assure me that if the problem can't be fixed,they will simply send me a new unit free of charge.Again,I hope that the company can fix it.If not,I will get a new one as a result.The minute that I get the money together,I can send it.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It was my Yahoo e-mail and I am glad to get it done.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.Nothing creeped up into my head and I am glad.I guess that I wil just have to keep myself busy during the day so my mind won't wander about.So far,it has been working.I guess that I will find something new to do tomorrow after I am done with the laundry pick-up.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have to do a little bit of grocery shopping for my mom tomorrow afterwards.I am hoping that everything works out for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.I did everything that I had to do in the time that I had and after that,I dropped everything off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money so I can pay my car insurance and also,to pay off what I owe my mechanic for repairs that were done on my compact 4X4.I can then start saving up for teh front exhaust pipe that I need for my exhaust system.I will be paying off my mechanic tomorrow and after that,I will owe him nothing.I can then move on and save up for the needed exhaust pipe.I also did some shopping at the local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things.I headed straight home after that and I am here for the rest of the day as a result of the cold weather.
When I got home,I unplugged my Crosley nostalgic styled stereo system with a built in CD recorder so I can send the unit back to the company for repairs.I am hoping that they can fix this and that it won't cost me too much.They did assure me that if the problem can't be fixed,they will simply send me a new unit free of charge.Again,I hope that the company can fix it.If not,I will get a new one as a result.The minute that I get the money together,I can send it.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It was my Yahoo e-mail and I am glad to get it done.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.Nothing creeped up into my head and I am glad.I guess that I wil just have to keep myself busy during the day so my mind won't wander about.So far,it has been working.I guess that I will find something new to do tomorrow after I am done with the laundry pick-up.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have to do a little bit of grocery shopping for my mom tomorrow afterwards.I am hoping that everything works out for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 02, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I did not do too much.I simply got up and had a light breakfast and I did my personal PC work.I also installed a new internet browser on PC so I will have an alternate when Internet Explorer is not working up to snuff.I had a hard time trying to delete some e-mails in my Yahoo e-mail box so I had some technical help from a Yahoo representative and he encouraged to install the "Mazilla Firefox" browser. I did and now,I have no problems deleting e-mail messages from my Yahoo inbox. I will now use the "Firefox" browser whenever I want to sign into my Yahoo e-mail.This is better than Internet Explorer as far as Yahoo goes.I am now relived that the e-mails that I wanted to remove are now history.
I did run a few errands for my mom today.I went to a friend of hers to drop something off,withdrew some money that my mom needed,registered the money at the Where's George site and I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner.I also went to the nearby Dollar Tree store to buy another thing needed for dinner.I headed straight home after that.
Tonight,the weather is COLD!!!! with bitter wind chills and the wind is light but still,it's COLD!!!!in my area,we still have to endure some more really and bitterly COLD!!!! temps until the weekend comes,when the weather is supposed to get warmer again.I am hoping that this COLD weather ends soon.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.It is now completed.I can now take it easy for the rest of the evening.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have nothing to report.I was out and about all day and I had no problems.I guess that I need to get out and about a lot more in order for me to forget about my struggles and just be out in the community.It was wonderful to be out today.I still have to take these things one day at a time.I am hoping to be successful tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I did not do too much.I simply got up and had a light breakfast and I did my personal PC work.I also installed a new internet browser on PC so I will have an alternate when Internet Explorer is not working up to snuff.I had a hard time trying to delete some e-mails in my Yahoo e-mail box so I had some technical help from a Yahoo representative and he encouraged to install the "Mazilla Firefox" browser. I did and now,I have no problems deleting e-mail messages from my Yahoo inbox. I will now use the "Firefox" browser whenever I want to sign into my Yahoo e-mail.This is better than Internet Explorer as far as Yahoo goes.I am now relived that the e-mails that I wanted to remove are now history.
I did run a few errands for my mom today.I went to a friend of hers to drop something off,withdrew some money that my mom needed,registered the money at the Where's George site and I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner.I also went to the nearby Dollar Tree store to buy another thing needed for dinner.I headed straight home after that.
Tonight,the weather is COLD!!!! with bitter wind chills and the wind is light but still,it's COLD!!!!in my area,we still have to endure some more really and bitterly COLD!!!! temps until the weekend comes,when the weather is supposed to get warmer again.I am hoping that this COLD weather ends soon.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.It is now completed.I can now take it easy for the rest of the evening.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have nothing to report.I was out and about all day and I had no problems.I guess that I need to get out and about a lot more in order for me to forget about my struggles and just be out in the community.It was wonderful to be out today.I still have to take these things one day at a time.I am hoping to be successful tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a not too eventful day.I did manage to get out today but there was a littole disappointment.I went to a local Old Navy store to buy a few new pairs of jeans.But the store didn't have my size.This really disappointed me.I tried other stores in the mall that I went to and there was nothing in my size at any of them either.I left the mall disappointed and I went to the local supermarket to do some shopping for the home.
After I did that,I headed straight home.The only other thing that I managed to get done was that I had a light but late lunch at the shopping mall.I just had to have some food in my sysyetm.I was glad to get some.
When I got home,I had to go to the Old Navy website and order the jeans that I needed.I have only one pair at the moment and I am just glad to have gotten them.I was going to order some new sweats but they wanted too much money so I just ordered the jeans and that was it.After that,I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started this earlier but stopped when I had to go out.Though I managed to purchase what I needed online,I was still a little disappointed that I couldn't buy them at the store.The whole retail business has really gone to the dogs over the past decade as a result of us being in the internet age.It seems like only yesterday that you could purchase any size that you were looking for at any store.Now,you have to order online because the stores never carry what you're looking for as far as sizes go.But at least I got them and it will take several days for them to get here.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I also had a friend along and that's what made it even better.I had a blast and the crowd was very appreciative.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that next Saturday night goes as well as last night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations with them.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I fell once again for the second consecutive time.I masturbated while images of naked men with erections clouded my mind.I desperately need help.I have also been crying out for help on here but nobody has even given me one ounce of proof that they are reading or even hearing me.I want to hear how I can overcome this dirty SSA thing that I am struggling with at the moment.My struggles are really trying to get the better of me and I really need to know how I can put these images out of my mind and to also overcome masturbation.Please help me.Thanks.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I have made no plans but whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for teh start of the new week ahead.FJ
Today was a not too eventful day.I did manage to get out today but there was a littole disappointment.I went to a local Old Navy store to buy a few new pairs of jeans.But the store didn't have my size.This really disappointed me.I tried other stores in the mall that I went to and there was nothing in my size at any of them either.I left the mall disappointed and I went to the local supermarket to do some shopping for the home.
After I did that,I headed straight home.The only other thing that I managed to get done was that I had a light but late lunch at the shopping mall.I just had to have some food in my sysyetm.I was glad to get some.
When I got home,I had to go to the Old Navy website and order the jeans that I needed.I have only one pair at the moment and I am just glad to have gotten them.I was going to order some new sweats but they wanted too much money so I just ordered the jeans and that was it.After that,I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started this earlier but stopped when I had to go out.Though I managed to purchase what I needed online,I was still a little disappointed that I couldn't buy them at the store.The whole retail business has really gone to the dogs over the past decade as a result of us being in the internet age.It seems like only yesterday that you could purchase any size that you were looking for at any store.Now,you have to order online because the stores never carry what you're looking for as far as sizes go.But at least I got them and it will take several days for them to get here.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I also had a friend along and that's what made it even better.I had a blast and the crowd was very appreciative.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that next Saturday night goes as well as last night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations with them.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I fell once again for the second consecutive time.I masturbated while images of naked men with erections clouded my mind.I desperately need help.I have also been crying out for help on here but nobody has even given me one ounce of proof that they are reading or even hearing me.I want to hear how I can overcome this dirty SSA thing that I am struggling with at the moment.My struggles are really trying to get the better of me and I really need to know how I can put these images out of my mind and to also overcome masturbation.Please help me.Thanks.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I have made no plans but whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for teh start of the new week ahead.FJ
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