Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I went to a church bazaar in my hometown this morning.I simply looked around but did not find too much of anything.So,I bought a homemade cream puff and I left.I went home afterwards.
The only other things that I did were that I ran a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few things at a couple of stores in the area for dinner.My mom and I decided to eat light again.We simply had homemade tomato soup with garlic bread on the side.It was filling and I enjoyed it.
I am now at home relaxing.It was a pretty good day today.Despite the weather being chilly,it was sunny and it made the day look goood despite the bitter cold that we were having.Plus,the light dinner that we had was really good.Not to exciting of a day,but pretty good.
I am looking forward to singing up a storm tonight.I look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well for me regardless.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Regarding tomorrow,I might go see a movie.I would like to see the new version of the movie Halloween by rock star turned film maker Rob Zombie.I have heard mixed views about it from critics and from some of the people that I know.But last night,I watched the original 1978 movie by John Carpenter and starring Jamie Lee Curtis.Now,I would like to see the new updated version.I am hoping that the movie is a good one.
That was my day today.My hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a smooth work day today but when I came home,I had a really bad stomach ache.It was awful.I did take Alka-Seltzer to get rid of it and I also laid down for a little over an hour when I did.As a result of this,I ate a light dinner and relaxed.I am feeling better now but it was really painful feeling my stomach aching for much of the time that I came home.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
The work day went by pretty well.The shift was a breeze.There were no loads left in the washers like on Thursday and there was no mess where I had to pick-up the dirty loads.I simply did my job and I dropped it off.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things.I also cashed my paycheck and I went home to rest due to my stomach ache.But again,I am feeling better.I now have to be careful when I eat.I had two meatball submarines at work for lunch before my shift started and I think that this was what contibuted to my stomach ache.I guess that I now have to stick to one helping rather than have two.I will try that for a while and see what the results will be.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing for my friends tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.I rarely have an off night but I still hope for things to go well each and every Saturday night.You never know.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work day went by pretty well.The shift was a breeze.There were no loads left in the washers like on Thursday and there was no mess where I had to pick-up the dirty loads.I simply did my job and I dropped it off.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things.I also cashed my paycheck and I went home to rest due to my stomach ache.But again,I am feeling better.I now have to be careful when I eat.I had two meatball submarines at work for lunch before my shift started and I think that this was what contibuted to my stomach ache.I guess that I now have to stick to one helping rather than have two.I will try that for a while and see what the results will be.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing for my friends tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.I rarely have an off night but I still hope for things to go well each and every Saturday night.You never know.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day started out promising but soon turned frustrating.After I picked up three filled bags of dirty laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I arrived at the work site and found that one of the washers was overfilled.It was filled with 5 blankest.Not only that,the blankets were extremely soaked with water from being left in the washer the entire night.I simply removed the wet blankets and placed them in both the dryers after seperating them.I started a few loads to begin my shift.But for most of the shift,I had to keep putting back a certain blanket that still came out damp each and every time I put it back in the dryer.This was frustrating.Before I put the last loads that I did in each dryer,I put the blanket in the opposite dryer and it finally came out dry.I was relieved because if it did not come out as dry,I felt like that I was going to scream.Not only that,I had to work overtime because I was waiting for the last loads that I did to dry so I could bag them and drop them off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I was not about to leave it for the afternoon guy to finish.The worst part of it was that I am not going to be paid for overtime because my supervisor will only pay me for the shift that I am assigned.But again,I was glad that I got everything done and I dropped it off at the center.After paying the water bill to the city,I went home afterwards.
I am at home relaxing as I am typing this.I am just getting ready for the day ahead and I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow in the afternoon goes by a lot more smoothly than this morning.I can not stand people who start jobs and do not finish them.I mean,I would get into trouble if I do something like that and believe me,I would get some serious criticism and discipline for doing something like that.I might go to sleep early tonight to prepare for the day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.As stated,I am hoping that the shift goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.I am looking forward to that after what happened today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead and the weekend.FJ
I am at home relaxing as I am typing this.I am just getting ready for the day ahead and I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow in the afternoon goes by a lot more smoothly than this morning.I can not stand people who start jobs and do not finish them.I mean,I would get into trouble if I do something like that and believe me,I would get some serious criticism and discipline for doing something like that.I might go to sleep early tonight to prepare for the day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.As stated,I am hoping that the shift goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.I am looking forward to that after what happened today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead and the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped off the laundry at the work site,I went straight to the eye doctor to get a follow-up evaluation on my eye.The doctor gave me a good report on my eyes,including the one that I accidently injured a little over two weeks ago.He told me that my right eye healed up really good and that he wants me to come back in a year.That made me feel pretty good.When I got home,I had a light lunch and I rested for about a couple of hours on my bed.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage and even to listen to the other men let loose some of theirs as well.It was aweosme.I shared the good news that I got from the eye doctor and that got a positive response from the moderator.That also made me feel pretty good.Before I went home,I stopped at a Rite Aid in the area where the group was and I bought another DVD from there.They are currently selling classic horror movie DVD's at a bargain price over there and that is great.I did buy the original Hallowen recently from a location in my area and even that was also great.I am going to add more to my ever growing DVD library soon.October is a great month to buy horror films,especially classic stuff.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shuft goes well.After work,I am going to pay the water bill on my mom's behalf.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage and even to listen to the other men let loose some of theirs as well.It was aweosme.I shared the good news that I got from the eye doctor and that got a positive response from the moderator.That also made me feel pretty good.Before I went home,I stopped at a Rite Aid in the area where the group was and I bought another DVD from there.They are currently selling classic horror movie DVD's at a bargain price over there and that is great.I did buy the original Hallowen recently from a location in my area and even that was also great.I am going to add more to my ever growing DVD library soon.October is a great month to buy horror films,especially classic stuff.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shuft goes well.After work,I am going to pay the water bill on my mom's behalf.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.It did start out messy because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room over at the drug/alcohol rehab center and bag it.The worst thing about it was that nobody even bothered to lift a finger to help me while I was picking it up.I picked it up by myself.But when I got to the work site,I sorted out the laundry and started doing it.The rest would go by very well and it made up for the frustrations of the early morning.
While I was waiting for the laundry to get done,I brought a movie with me to share with the social club.It was The Beatles first feature film A Hard Day's Night.I did this to commemorate the occasion of John Lennon's birthday,which was today.John Lennon would have been 67 years of age today if he were alive.But he isn't.He is dead thanks to a man who was obsessed because Lennon was famous and he found himself to be a nothing.While it is a shame that John Lennon is dead,I still remember him year after year when his birthday and his anniversary of his murder roll around.I also remember him every day whenever I play any of my Beatle records or even Lennon's solo records.I miss him.
My session with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor went great.I let loose some steam and some more emotional baggage.It was a great meeting and I goyt a lot out of it.My next appointment with her will be in November.I can hardly wait for that.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor to examine my eye that goy hurt a little over two weeks ago.I also have a meting with my support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well.
That was my day todaya nd my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
While I was waiting for the laundry to get done,I brought a movie with me to share with the social club.It was The Beatles first feature film A Hard Day's Night.I did this to commemorate the occasion of John Lennon's birthday,which was today.John Lennon would have been 67 years of age today if he were alive.But he isn't.He is dead thanks to a man who was obsessed because Lennon was famous and he found himself to be a nothing.While it is a shame that John Lennon is dead,I still remember him year after year when his birthday and his anniversary of his murder roll around.I also remember him every day whenever I play any of my Beatle records or even Lennon's solo records.I miss him.
My session with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor went great.I let loose some steam and some more emotional baggage.It was a great meeting and I goyt a lot out of it.My next appointment with her will be in November.I can hardly wait for that.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor to examine my eye that goy hurt a little over two weeks ago.I also have a meting with my support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well.
That was my day todaya nd my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, October 08, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too bad of a day today.It was a sunny day.Not too hot not cold.Just right in the middle.But there was a tad bit of humidity.I dd not do too much.I did go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought some more collectable records over there.It was neat.Not only that,I also managed to look around there to see if they had anything else but it was the same old same old.
I then went home after leaving there and I finished my personal PC work.I also had dinner and I even posted a few e-mails to a few friends who lived in other parts of the United States.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,I had a friendly drink with a few friends over at the place where I sing and it was wonderful.I also had a talk with a regular guy who also stopped in and it was wonderful.We talked about the effects of Christopher Columbus discovering America and why it happened.The reason why is because he wanted to show that the world was round and not flat like many sailors and explorers believed.Well,he did prove it in more ways than one and it was a history making event.Whether Columbus discovering America was a good or bad thing is up to debate but he did bring some stuff with him that had a negative effect on the world late such as STD's.Not only that,he also imposed the foreign religion on the Native Americans(i.e.Indians) and many of the crew members also raped the women of the Indians.This is from what I have read and from many other documents shared over the years.Sometimes,I felt that Columbus should have left well enough alone.
Last night,after I went to bed,I tried to go to sleep but couldn't.I tossed and turned but to no avail.All of a sudden,images from the past started coming back to haunt me again.I also had a vision of me wearing a princess costume at a masquerade party rather than a Prince Charming costume.I wound up masturbating until ejeculating.I did go to the bathroom to wash and I asked God in Heaven to forgive me.Afterwards,I forgave myself and I finally went to sleep.I woke up today around 1:15p.m.I had a horrible dream last night that I was bound in a tower and it was dark everywhere around.I called out but nobody heard me.All of a sudden,I lost my voice in teh dream and what ended it was hearing the alarm.I turned off the alarm and I proceeded to get on with my day.
I do not care what these recurring images and/or bad dreams try to amount to.I am not abandonning my healing process.I know the right thing and I know what is wrong.I am going to continue on in my healing and I am determined to overcome Homosexuality/SSA no matter what.I may be weak and imperfect but I am going to stand my ground and stay strong.I will not act out with another man.No way.No How.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my substitute sexaul abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my night last night and my day today alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I then went home after leaving there and I finished my personal PC work.I also had dinner and I even posted a few e-mails to a few friends who lived in other parts of the United States.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,I had a friendly drink with a few friends over at the place where I sing and it was wonderful.I also had a talk with a regular guy who also stopped in and it was wonderful.We talked about the effects of Christopher Columbus discovering America and why it happened.The reason why is because he wanted to show that the world was round and not flat like many sailors and explorers believed.Well,he did prove it in more ways than one and it was a history making event.Whether Columbus discovering America was a good or bad thing is up to debate but he did bring some stuff with him that had a negative effect on the world late such as STD's.Not only that,he also imposed the foreign religion on the Native Americans(i.e.Indians) and many of the crew members also raped the women of the Indians.This is from what I have read and from many other documents shared over the years.Sometimes,I felt that Columbus should have left well enough alone.
Last night,after I went to bed,I tried to go to sleep but couldn't.I tossed and turned but to no avail.All of a sudden,images from the past started coming back to haunt me again.I also had a vision of me wearing a princess costume at a masquerade party rather than a Prince Charming costume.I wound up masturbating until ejeculating.I did go to the bathroom to wash and I asked God in Heaven to forgive me.Afterwards,I forgave myself and I finally went to sleep.I woke up today around 1:15p.m.I had a horrible dream last night that I was bound in a tower and it was dark everywhere around.I called out but nobody heard me.All of a sudden,I lost my voice in teh dream and what ended it was hearing the alarm.I turned off the alarm and I proceeded to get on with my day.
I do not care what these recurring images and/or bad dreams try to amount to.I am not abandonning my healing process.I know the right thing and I know what is wrong.I am going to continue on in my healing and I am determined to overcome Homosexuality/SSA no matter what.I may be weak and imperfect but I am going to stand my ground and stay strong.I will not act out with another man.No way.No How.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my substitute sexaul abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my night last night and my day today alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I went out for a bit today.I went to a shopping mall where there was a used record and music store.I bought a used colored vinyl album and it is a beauty.I am glad to have this.It is a rare album called Tuxedo Junction(not to be confused with the formal wear store of the same name)and it was pressed on GOLD vinyl.It is in awesome shape and I am glad to have it.
Afterwards,I went to a store to pick up some dish detergent for my mom and I went home.The minute that I arrived home,I got ready for dinner and it was a very good dinner that was made.
After that,I finished my personal PC work.It was not too much.I simply had to finish up my e-mail work and I also had to type up some posts in a Yahoo forum that I am a member of.It was a pretty good day.I kept myself busy and that was neat.I had a very good day out and getting some stuff done was great.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.My tribute to the great John Lennon went over well.Each and every one liked my Lennon tribute and that made me feel really good.It was a wonderful night and it was wonderful that it all worked out for the better.The next time that I will pay a tribute to John Lennon will be the week of his asassination this coming December.I will also be doing a George Harrison tribute the week before because George dies a week before Lennon's murder anniversary.Next week,it will back to normal.Regarding the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but I just might go out and have a nice,friendly drink with a few of teh guys tonight.If I do,then cool.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.It is a holiday and I will not be going to a meeting tomorrow night for anger management/conflict resolution due to it being a holiday.There will be one next Monday night.I will just take it easy for the day.
The only things that are happening this week is that I have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor on Tuesday afternoon and I have an appointment with an eyte doctor for a check-up after I injured my eye two weeks ago.I also have my support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I hope that each of these go well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ
Afterwards,I went to a store to pick up some dish detergent for my mom and I went home.The minute that I arrived home,I got ready for dinner and it was a very good dinner that was made.
After that,I finished my personal PC work.It was not too much.I simply had to finish up my e-mail work and I also had to type up some posts in a Yahoo forum that I am a member of.It was a pretty good day.I kept myself busy and that was neat.I had a very good day out and getting some stuff done was great.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.My tribute to the great John Lennon went over well.Each and every one liked my Lennon tribute and that made me feel really good.It was a wonderful night and it was wonderful that it all worked out for the better.The next time that I will pay a tribute to John Lennon will be the week of his asassination this coming December.I will also be doing a George Harrison tribute the week before because George dies a week before Lennon's murder anniversary.Next week,it will back to normal.Regarding the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but I just might go out and have a nice,friendly drink with a few of teh guys tonight.If I do,then cool.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.It is a holiday and I will not be going to a meeting tomorrow night for anger management/conflict resolution due to it being a holiday.There will be one next Monday night.I will just take it easy for the day.
The only things that are happening this week is that I have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor on Tuesday afternoon and I have an appointment with an eyte doctor for a check-up after I injured my eye two weeks ago.I also have my support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I hope that each of these go well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ
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