Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished,I went and quickly did my personal PC work.When it was all finished,I relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do.When the mid afternoon hit,I got dressed and headed for a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while it was heating it up,I did some more personal PC work that needed to get done.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.I also did some other personal stuff that needed to get done.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,that does not mean that I still don't struggle with mental illness and SSA.My mental illness struggles do make my SSA very difficult at times as I have to deal with voices telling me to do things that are not acceptable in the eyes of my Heavenly Father.At times,I can wind up on an emotional roller coaster ride in regards to my struggles with BPD as I can feel good one minute/day,but down and not so good the next minute/day.I even go through periods when I am in a rut of depression that seems never ending until I finally snap out of it somehow.Yes,mental illness is a struggle in and of itself.But with that particular struggle,it makes my SSA struggles even more difficult.At times,I go through a lot of periods where I am so overwhelmed by voices and temptations that it makes me want to scream.This overwhelming thing can get really tough to deal with.At times,when the struggles get really difficult,I don't know whether I am coming or going.Still,I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ whenever that happens.I can simply pour it out to my Heavenly Father in prayer,in the name of his son Jesus Christ, and I feel better after that.Still,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law and I can't let that happen.I need to show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.Easier said than done,I agree,but it can be done with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.At the same time,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all you constantly.I need it day in and day out.Your support really matters to me.It is very important that all of you support me through this very difficult time.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I don't have any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I simply relaxed for much of the day after I had to do that much needed and prescribed lab work that had to get done.I am just hoping that everything works out for me with this current lab work.I have to see my general doctor next week to see the results of the current lab work that I had to get done.
I listened to some music as I relaxed.I also did some more personal PC work online and it kept me busy for a while.I visited Christian websites and got a lot out of them.After the early evening came,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,my daily struggles with mental illness and SSA are still a factor in my daily life.At times,these struggles that I have can get pretty overwhelming.The most difficult of the two for me is the SSA struggle,which I have said several times before is made even more difficult by my mental illness struggles.Yes,the struggles that I have can get pretty overwhelming while still being difficult.I made a few more comments in the online forums that I am a member of that are themed to the mental illness struggles and the responses to my comments were very positive and the people actually appreciated them.I even made a comment in one of the forums themed to those who struggle with SSA and so far,no response,but I feel that I will get one soon.I still need the help and support of my fellow strugglers and those who read and follow my blog regularly.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you continuously and day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I took my morning medications.After that,I got dressed immediately and I headed for the local hospital to get that much needed lab work done.I was glad to finally get it done after postponing it a few times.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast,though it was a little late in the day.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I relaxed for much of the day.While relaxing,I read a little.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and when that was done,I changed from my sweatsuit back into casual clothes and headed for a local church for a free dinner.
On the way,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my new prescription fill for my blood pressure medication.After that,I headed straight for the church.
The meal at the church was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I dropped off a few free newspapers for people that I knew and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it still does,I am still struggling daily with both my mental illness and SSA.Though I am still struggling,I must say that today,I had no problems with temptations.I simply relaxed and read some wholesome reading material.It took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects connected with SSA.While that was good,I am still staying on guard and continuing to be watchful.I can't let Satan and his minions think that they own me.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.I have to show that I am totally serious about wanting not only to heal from the damage that are the root of my struggles with SSA,but that I am also totally serious about wanting to change as well.I still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am always in need of constant and continuous support from all of you.I need to constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comment section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed for my morning group.
The group was wonderful.After the group was finished,I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and since I was feeling tired,I decided to lay down for a while.After getting back up,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day and also had a little talk with my neighbor out on her porch.Later on,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired as my medication is really kicking in.I can barely type this entry without making mistakes and going back to correct them.I will share anything in regards to my struggles tomorrow where I am hoping to feel more able.The only thing that I ask of all of you is to please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Your continued support really matters to me as I am going through a lot of complex emotions right now.I am still at the start of my therapy and I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate your continued positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting that much needed blood work done at the local hospital,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I was going to call my neighbor to help her in regards to her getting a new tire for her car,but she told me that the tire was already replaced and said that it was no longer unnecessary.She did thank me for offering to help and we hung up.
I spent most of the day taking it easy.I had really nothing to do.I decided to have my blood work done on Thursday instead,so I just relaxed and listened to music.I also did some more personal PC work while listening to some music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I can say that for the third consecutive day,I had no problems nor issues with temptation.I simply occupied my mind with listening to some good music and reading some articles online that were biblical themed.I am looking for a lot of ways to keep my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.I am learning each and every day that this isn't an easy thing to do.In fact,it's a very difficult thing to do,but it can be practiced and accomplished.I also shared a few comments in a few forums themed to those who suffer and struggle with BPD/Schizophrenia and it was great that my comments were appreciated by the group.It really gave me a good feeling.It was like that I helped them see another part of this particular struggle that they hadn't seen before until I shared my feelings in those comments.It was wonderful that they got a lot out of what I said,especially the gratitude that I received.Still,in regards to my SSA struggles,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are always out there and I need to continually show them that I own the unnatural desires that I have and that they don't own me.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and constantly.It reaffirms and reassures me that I'm not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support on the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and for most of the day,I relaxed and took it easy.After the busy events of yesterday,I decided that I needed a little rest.I simply did some stuff around the house that I knew needed to be done.After that,I did some more personal work on my PC.I also enjoyed watching a couple of movies earlier in the afternoon.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that in my recovery,I felt pretty good today as a result of helping someone that I knew get the proper medical help that they needed.He also appreciated what I did for him and that was great.I had no problems with temptations nor was I tempted to do anything wrong.Still,I need to stay on guard and be watchful and I will continue to do just that in my recovery.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting that much needed blood work done and helping my neighbor get a new tire for their car,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight.my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful,eventful and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers and a wonderful talk with the pastor about his sermon,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I checked my phone to see if I had any messages and I did.It was a friend of mine who needed my help.He got hurt two days ago and when he went to the local hospital,they simply sent home home without anything.I agreed to take him to another hospital in the area so he could get checked out by the doctor's there and see what he could get.
After half an hour,he was ready to go home,but on the way to his place,we stopped at a drug store nearby to get his prescription filled and after that,we went over to a nearby Dollar Tree store so he could pick up a few things.After that,I dropped him off and helped bring his grocery bags in.I also put them away for him.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things for myself.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched some TV.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful,eventful and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of the busy day that I had,I am feeling really tired.I will discuss things in regards to my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ