Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I was going to call my neighbor to help her in regards to her getting a new tire for her car,but she told me that the tire was already replaced and said that it was no longer unnecessary.She did thank me for offering to help and we hung up.
I spent most of the day taking it easy.I had really nothing to do.I decided to have my blood work done on Thursday instead,so I just relaxed and listened to music.I also did some more personal PC work while listening to some music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I can say that for the third consecutive day,I had no problems nor issues with temptation.I simply occupied my mind with listening to some good music and reading some articles online that were biblical themed.I am looking for a lot of ways to keep my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.I am learning each and every day that this isn't an easy thing to do.In fact,it's a very difficult thing to do,but it can be practiced and accomplished.I also shared a few comments in a few forums themed to those who suffer and struggle with BPD/Schizophrenia and it was great that my comments were appreciated by the group.It really gave me a good feeling.It was like that I helped them see another part of this particular struggle that they hadn't seen before until I shared my feelings in those comments.It was wonderful that they got a lot out of what I said,especially the gratitude that I received.Still,in regards to my SSA struggles,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are always out there and I need to continually show them that I own the unnatural desires that I have and that they don't own me.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and constantly.It reaffirms and reassures me that I'm not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support on the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ