Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished,I went and quickly did my personal PC work.When it was all finished,I relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do.When the mid afternoon hit,I got dressed and headed for a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while it was heating it up,I did some more personal PC work that needed to get done.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.I also did some other personal stuff that needed to get done.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,that does not mean that I still don't struggle with mental illness and SSA.My mental illness struggles do make my SSA very difficult at times as I have to deal with voices telling me to do things that are not acceptable in the eyes of my Heavenly Father.At times,I can wind up on an emotional roller coaster ride in regards to my struggles with BPD as I can feel good one minute/day,but down and not so good the next minute/day.I even go through periods when I am in a rut of depression that seems never ending until I finally snap out of it somehow.Yes,mental illness is a struggle in and of itself.But with that particular struggle,it makes my SSA struggles even more difficult.At times,I go through a lot of periods where I am so overwhelmed by voices and temptations that it makes me want to scream.This overwhelming thing can get really tough to deal with.At times,when the struggles get really difficult,I don't know whether I am coming or going.Still,I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ whenever that happens.I can simply pour it out to my Heavenly Father in prayer,in the name of his son Jesus Christ, and I feel better after that.Still,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law and I can't let that happen.I need to show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.Easier said than done,I agree,but it can be done with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.At the same time,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all you constantly.I need it day in and day out.Your support really matters to me.It is very important that all of you support me through this very difficult time.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I don't have any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ