Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of another weekend.It started out pretty typically.I woke up and had a light breakfast and I did some of my personal PC work.I finished it after running an errand for my mom.
Today,the weather was COLD and snowy.There was some ice and snow on the ground and though it made the walk a little more difficult,I managed to make it to my destination.I finished the errand and I also turned in some bottles that I had found on the way.I walked home after that and that is where I stayed.I have no place to go since I don't have a vehicle at the moment but I am managing.I am still holding onto the hope that I will have a vehicle on the road soon.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It took a bit of doing but I managed to get it done.I managed to get onto my Yahoo e-mail account and I managed to finish that off.There was a minor issue with my internet server but again,I got it done and that was great.
As I stated last night,I am staying home again tonight due to me lacking a car at the moment.But again,I am still hoping to have it back on the raod very soon.
As for tomorrow,I am not making any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I did a little bit in the time allotted.After doing my job,I headed for home.
On the way home by bus,I went to my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I also bought a few things at the store for dinner tonight.Because of all that I had,I took a cab home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day.
Before eating,I took a nap for about an hour.I was feeling tired and I felt that I needed.After that,I ate dinner,which was a submarine sandwich.
I also decided to do some much needed catching up on personal PC work.I am at the moment having a hard time trying to access my Yahoo e-mail account.Each and every time I have tried to get into it,I kept getting the screen freeze and the reboot.I am hoping that this doesn't continue because I have to e-mail a friend of mine who lives in California.I am hoping that this is resolved soon.For now,I will just have to use my other e-mail accounts until I can get into my Yahoo account.
I have just gotten the news that another winter storm is in the forecast for the weekend.I am hoping that it isn't that bad.If it is,I will have to be careful when doing my errands for tomorrow.I have to pick up a prescription for my mom tomorrow at the local drug store.Tomorrow,if it is storming,I will have to be careful going there and coming home.But I know that I will manage.
I will be staying home again tomorrow night as a result of me not having a car.OH WELL!
That was my day today and my plans for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time allotted and I got it done.After the shift was over,I had lunch and I headed for home.
When I got home,I simply went back to bed and took a nap.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I had a tough time getting to sleep last night but I managed to fall asleep.
I did have one major fall.While trying to take my nap,I had images flying in my head of men in a sexual way.I tried to get rid of them,but I couldn't.I wound up manipulating myself sexually and masturbating.Though I did ask to be forgiven afterwards,I still felt miserable.The nap that I took made me feel better afterwards but still,I felt miserable for a while after that.I am hoping that anyone out there can help me out regarding this.
After my nap,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I had a hard time trying to finish it due to server issues.As a result of that,I had to restart the computer as a way of trying to get the server issues resolved.It is now working better and I am hoping that I have no more issues for a long time.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to relax a bit and take it easy in my room.At the moment,I have no particular place to go because the weather is bitterly COLD!!!! with snow blowing and drifting.But I am hoping that this streak of weather ends soon.
I am now relaxing at home and I am hoping that the next day will be better.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes as well as today's did.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty busy day today.
Since I had the day off,I went to the post office today to send out important letters.These letters were bills that needed to be paid.Now that they are on the way to their destination,we can now rest easy and hopefully,everything will take care of itself.Before heading over to the post office,I had to go to my regular bank to payoff my line of credit account with them.On Friday,I will be talking with them to close it off.After that,I'll have one less bill to worry about.I still have a Sears credit card bill and another line of credit that I am also paying monthly on.But I only pay when I use the Sears credit card for purchases.I pay no annual fees,which is good.
On the way home,I stopped at a local drug store to pick up 2 rolls of toilet tissue and a bottle of nighttime pain pills that my mom needed.Overall,it was a pretty busy day and I am glad to have gotten the things done that I needed to get done.
The only drawback was the nasty weather that we had today.We had sleet and freezing rain and I had a hard time walking on the streets as a result.I had to really walk slow so I wouldn't slip.I managed to make it to my destinations and home,but it was really difficult.I am hoping that the weather does ease up soon.I would hate for this to keep on going.I know that it's winter and I do have to expect these things.But still,I am just hoping that the conditions do indeed improve and I am also hoping that we do get a thaw that usually comes in January.When I did get home,I chose to stay there and I took a nap when I got home.
After having a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute catching up on my personal PC work.That is now done and I can take it easy for the rest of the evening and get ready for work in the morning.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time alloted and I also got to drop off some clean laundry and also picked up some dirty.After I dropped off the dirty laundry and sorted it out,I headed for a bus stop to catch a bus to go home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local drug store to pick up a few personal things and I also dropped a couple of newspapers off at a house.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I checked with the garage to see if they had checked my 4X4 as to what was causing the anti-freeze leak and they hadn't.But tonight,I heard from my mechanic and he said that it was the radiator.I will have to get the money together for that and though it will take me a while,it is better for me to get that part replaced and also,get the ball joint fixed.My mechanic offered to get the radiator replaced first but I told him that it would be better for him to fix the ball joint since the part was there already.I also advised him to wait until I get the money together and then,order the part.I will have to wait a little while longer but oh well.That is life when you own a car/truck or any type of vehicle.
It took me a while but I got my personal PC work done.I also had to deal with some issues regarding the server but I managed to get it done.I feel that I have accomplished something here.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have lots of personal stuff to do and I am hoping to get it done in one day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I had quite a bit to do today.First,I had a light breakfast and I went out to drop off the money that I promised my mechanic.I also had the CD that I made for him and I figured that now was the right time to give it to him now that he was home.He thanked me for teh CD and he told me that he hoped to get around to seeing what the problem was with my 4X4 tonight,but he also told me that he couldn't promise anything.I told him "Okay" and I left for home.
After I got home,I simply told my mom what my mechanic said and that he is hoping to get around to checking it out later tonight.After doing that,I relaxed on my bed and put a record album on.I have been doing this to see what I feel that my mechanic would like.I am hoping that he enjoys the CD that I made for him.I will be making another one for him during the week when I have the time and as always,I hope that he enjoys it,too.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started it today and went to my mechanic's garage to drop off the money and the CD.I finished it tonight despite a minor issue with the internet server.But I am glad to have gotten it done.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and myu hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a pretty dull day.But I did manage to get out and do something.The only thing that I did was that I went to a nearby drug store to pick up a few things that my mom needed.It was quite a bit of things.But I managed to get it all in one day.I also picked up a few things for myself and that was great.After paying for them,I called a taxi cab to go home because it was quite a lot of things and the bags were heavy.Plus,my mom felt that I would be a target for robbers and thieves.After I got home,I ate dinner and I relaxed for a bit.
On the way to the store,I almost was the target of an inconsiderate driver in a Ford Explorer.I was waiting to cross the street while climbing up a small mountain of snow,the driver drove through an All-Way Stop sign and didn't even bother to stop.This really scared me.Fortunately,I hesitated crossing because I probably would have been hit by that driver if I didn't do that.The only positive thing to happen was that I ran into a lady that I graduated with 18 years ago.She told me that she was doing fine and asked me how I was.I answered the same.I then did my shopping.
After eating,I decided to do some CD recording for my mechanic.I was hoping to do 2 of them but only wound up doing 1.I will be taking this to my mechanic tomorrow and I hope that he enjoys it.I also had a talk with a friend of mine who lives out of town and that was a great conversation.
I also have some confessions to make.I have been hiding some stuff from here.It is regarding my struggles with SSA.I have been hiding things that I should be confessing.
I have been falling into sin as of late.I have been scoping up Gay pornography and looking at pictures of naked men and I have also had lustful thoughts of other men.I have also manipulated my own sexuality and masturbated at the point where I was almost at an orgasm until the ejaculation happened.I did regret this but ever since I have had no vehicle as a result of the non-stop repair work.On Tuesday,my joy turned to depression when I had to have my 4X4 towed back to the garage as a result of an anti-freeze leak.I feel that if my mechanic's assistant fixed that ball joint problem,he would have noticed the leak and informed me of it.I had to learn about it while driving it.This really made me angry.All of that anger transformed into me having lustful thoughts and I have been falling into sin and regreting it later.I need help and I need some prayers.If anyone out there is readingthis,please say some prayers for me so I will not fall again.I am also hoping that my 4X4 will be ready by next week.I miss my friends and I miss going out and having fun.Again,please say some prayers for me.Thanks in advance.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have to drop off some money tomorrow at my mechanic's garage alongside the CD that I made for him.I hope that everything goes well for me tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ