Thursday, January 08, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time allotted and I got it done.After the shift was over,I had lunch and I headed for home.
When I got home,I simply went back to bed and took a nap.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I had a tough time getting to sleep last night but I managed to fall asleep.
I did have one major fall.While trying to take my nap,I had images flying in my head of men in a sexual way.I tried to get rid of them,but I couldn't.I wound up manipulating myself sexually and masturbating.Though I did ask to be forgiven afterwards,I still felt miserable.The nap that I took made me feel better afterwards but still,I felt miserable for a while after that.I am hoping that anyone out there can help me out regarding this.
After my nap,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I had a hard time trying to finish it due to server issues.As a result of that,I had to restart the computer as a way of trying to get the server issues resolved.It is now working better and I am hoping that I have no more issues for a long time.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to relax a bit and take it easy in my room.At the moment,I have no particular place to go because the weather is bitterly COLD!!!! with snow blowing and drifting.But I am hoping that this streak of weather ends soon.
I am now relaxing at home and I am hoping that the next day will be better.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes as well as today's did.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

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