Saturday, January 17, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had quite a few things on my agenda for today.I first helped a friend out by helping him donate a whole bunch of stuff to the local Salvation Army thrift store.After that,he had to do some shopping at a local Dollar Tree store that was close to where he lived.After that,I dropped him off and I did some much needed grocery shopping.I went to various stores to get it done and after I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal as I was really hungry.It took me a while to prepare,but I enjoyed it after I was finished.
After eating,I watched a classic episode of a TV series that I have on DVD and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I know that I said that I would share where I am at in my struggles tonight,but again,with all the activity that I did today,I am feeling rather tired and can barely type what I have to type here.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still would appreciate your support as I still need it daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, January 16, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the kitchen sink.After that,I washed my face in the bathroom,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly as I had to help out a friend who needed it.
My friend and I were out for a long time.After we were finished,I dropped them off at their place and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Burger King to have a couple of sandwiches.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I headed back out to pick up Chinese take-out for dinner.After getting it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I ate my dinner.After I was finished eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am feeling really tired tonight and I can barely type.I will share where I am at in regards to my struggles hopefully tomorrow.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of helping another friend out tomorrow and church as usual this Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair under the shower and when that was done,I washed my face over the bathroom sink and I also shaved.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed and went about my day.
I first dropped off my turntable at an electronics repair place to get the speed selector fixed.After that,I had lunch at a Chinese take-out place.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,when I arrived in my hometown,I had a Blizzard at a local Dairy Queen.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from casual clothes into my sweatsuit.I relaxed for much of the afternoon.I was supposed to work today,but they called and told me that there wasn't enough to do.I also was supposed to go to work tomorrow,but again,I was told that there wasn't enough to do tomorrow as well.After my relaxation,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I also relaxed for a while as I listened to some music.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still having this terrible problem of obsessing.I don't know why I can't get over this obstacle.This is one of the obstacles that has been holding me back from my goals of healing from and overcoming SSA.I want to break free from this problem that I have with obsession.I really do want to break free from this.The main reason is because obsession leads to nowhere and can only get an obsessed person into serious trouble.I don't want to get into serious trouble nor do I want to be enslaved to this obsession.I want to be free.I want to heal.I want to overcome this terrible SSA.This obsession that I have is one of those things that has been holding me back from attaining the healing that I desperately need.It is also one of those things that has been holding me back from overcoming SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continues to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that I break free from this terrible obsession.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support expressed in the form of advice in the comments section here on my blog.I really need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did half of my personal PC work.I didn't have much time because I had an appointment with the manager over at the rehab center.I got dressed and I headed out to the rehab center.
The session went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while finishing my personal PC work.After that,I fixed myself a light meal of a couple of sandwiches and after that,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that was over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling tired and drowsy from my day.I can barely type as I am making mistakes while I am typing.I will share where I am at in my struggles hopefully tomorrow when I am not so tired.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy several things.After paying for them,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a couple more things.After that,I got some gas at a nearby gas station and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am asking again for prayers and positive verbal support.Tomorrow,I am finally going to make that big step that I have been planning on.This is a step that I have been striving to make in my therapy.This is the step that I am hoping where I can finally let go of the unresolved negative issues,which are anger,resentment and trauma,so I can transcend and finally start to heal.I want to discover the real healing that I so desperately need so I can finally become the man that I am meant to be.I am hoping that it all works out for me in the long run.I am tired of these unresolved negative issues holding me back from discovering the true healing that I so desperately need.I am hoping to finally let goo and transcend and also,start trusting people again as I do have trust issues as well.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am going through this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need your support to help keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a session with the rehab center manager,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, January 12, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and for much of the day,I stayed home and took it easy.I did go out to shovel the walk for the mail people today and relaxed when I was finished.
Later on in the early afternoon,my caseworker came over and we talked for a few minutes.After she left,I did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I chose to get dressed and go out to a local Burger King for another veggie burger,salad and this time,some chicken nuggets.I even ate my light veggie and chicken dinner there and when I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I relaxed while watching it.After that was over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am asking that you all please keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a difficult emotional time.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a few much needed things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed and watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed back out to pick up a few more things that I needed at a couple of local stores.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic episode of a TV series that I have on DVD and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still anticipating the big step that I am making in my therapy.As I have been reporting,I am making a big step in my therapy by switching counseling and hoping that it will work out for me.I want to really start feeling the real healing that I need desperately.I need to learn how I can let go of the unresolved negative issues that have been holding me back from discovering the real healing that I desperately need.I am still hoping to finally let go of the unresolved anger,resentment and trauma issues so I can finally experience real healing.I want to let go and transcend from these issues.I also want to finally start trusting other people so I can have real relationships where I can trust and let people in.Little by little,I am learning how to trust others since returning since returning to church over three years ago,but I still need to learn more.I am tired of the rut that I am in and I need to get out.I am hoping that I can finally start to let go and transcend.I am hoping that this big step that I am making in my therapy will work for the better for me and finally,I can get the real healing that I need.I am also hoping that this will help me out more in my goals to heal from and overcome SSA so I can finally become the man that my Heavenly Father meant for and intended me to be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially that I am now going through a new process that I hope can and will change my life.Please pray this works out for me and that it will lead to what I am hoping that it will lead to.Thanks for all your prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ