Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a few much needed things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed and watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed back out to pick up a few more things that I needed at a couple of local stores.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic episode of a TV series that I have on DVD and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still anticipating the big step that I am making in my therapy.As I have been reporting,I am making a big step in my therapy by switching counseling and hoping that it will work out for me.I want to really start feeling the real healing that I need desperately.I need to learn how I can let go of the unresolved negative issues that have been holding me back from discovering the real healing that I desperately need.I am still hoping to finally let go of the unresolved anger,resentment and trauma issues so I can finally experience real healing.I want to let go and transcend from these issues.I also want to finally start trusting other people so I can have real relationships where I can trust and let people in.Little by little,I am learning how to trust others since returning since returning to church over three years ago,but I still need to learn more.I am tired of the rut that I am in and I need to get out.I am hoping that I can finally start to let go and transcend.I am hoping that this big step that I am making in my therapy will work for the better for me and finally,I can get the real healing that I need.I am also hoping that this will help me out more in my goals to heal from and overcome SSA so I can finally become the man that my Heavenly Father meant for and intended me to be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially that I am now going through a new process that I hope can and will change my life.Please pray this works out for me and that it will lead to what I am hoping that it will lead to.Thanks for all your prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ