Saturday, May 23, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair,but not bad,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV.I got dressed and I headed out to the local Big Lots to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to fix my light dinner and after I ate it,I watched a little bit more TV before doing more personal PC work.After a while,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair,but not bad,day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still feeling and reeling from the stress of what happened this week.I really can't talk about anything right now in regards to my struggles.I can't even think of any words to use and where they would belong.At this moment,I don't know whether I am coming or going as a result of all this baloney and stress that I am feeling right now.Right now,the only thing that I ask is that you all continue to pray for me.Pray that I get out of this stress and baloney really soon.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really could use the support right now and the more that I get,the much better I will hopefully feel.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for all of your support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, May 22, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I woke up later than I was hoping to,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I hurriedly got dressed and I headed out to my therapist's office fro my session with them.Before going to the office,I dropped off a stereo receiver to get checked out to see what is wrong and what it needs.I also dropped a record album off to be cleaned up as it was a little dirty.
The session went well.I simply shared my day from yesterday and what happened and everything.It was great that I unloaded everything with them.After that,I met with the job placement counselor to show the job applications that I filled out and we printed a few copies of my resume.After that,I left the office to pick up my record album after they finished cleaning it and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my persona; PC work.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I quickly did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to get ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that all the events of the day kept me busy.The busy day took my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA and also,from my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles.This does not mean that I'm out of the woods.There will be days when temptations will overwhelm me.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time and I need be weary of them.I can't let them own me nor let the unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to show that I own them and not the other way around.I can only do that with my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ at the helm.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for being there.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, May 21, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but stressful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I helped a friend out by getting his over the counter pain medication like he asked me to.After dropping it off,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I breezed through my personal PC work as I was in a hurry to get to my doctor's appointment.When I was finished,I headed for the doctor's office and that was when the stress of my day began.
I waited in the doctor's office for a long time past my appointment.I was reeling and about to get upset as I waited there long past my appointment.They later explained that an emergency happened with a patient and the doctor had to take care of it first.While I calmed down after that,I still felt that they should have let me know of this ahead of time so I could anticipate the wait.When the doctor finally came in,after some physical tests that he had to do,he told me that my lab work was fine with nothing to be concerned about,but advised me to start taking Vitamin D supplements to build my Vitamin D need.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took a couple of Charco Caps and headed back out.While leaving,my neighbor told me about her home insurance company telling her about the tree in my back yard and was telling me that I could be sued if the tree falls on her house during a terrible storm.This added more stress to me today as I was really reeling from this.It's bad enough that I have to take baloney from people on a daily basis,but this particular meddling took the cake.I live by myself in the house and I am disabled.I have hardly any money to my name at the moment as I am searching for work right now and I am diligently searching now as I really and desperately needed the money.After talking with her,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.After I was finished eating,I headed for the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I relaxed and watched a little TV.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but stressful day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and I would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.After the stress of the day today,I need prayers and positive verbal encouragement very much.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapists and my job placement counselor,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in a hurry and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After finishing my lunch,I went to five places and asked for applications for employment.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I filled all five of the applications that I picked up.After that was done,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of my busy day,I am feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this entry in as I am getting sleepy by the minute.In regards to my struggles,I have been doing okay and right now,nothing major to report.I will try to get in more information tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.i also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I still don't have very much in my hometown as far as support for SSA goes.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for all that do.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a doctor's appointment,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When I was finished with that,I got dressed and headed for a local gas station to get some gas in my tank.After that,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to get some toothpaste.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the toothpaste away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I can say that I had no problems with temptations.I went through the whole day and nothing in the sexual way came into my mind.I went through the day keeping busy online doing the work that I had to do and just keeping my mind focused of the upcoming things over the next few days.I have my usual morning group tomorrow.I also have a doctor's appointment to find out about the results of my blood work.I have an appointment with my therapist on Friday.I am anticipating these very much.I am hoping that all will go well.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that all will go well with me over the next few days.I am really going to need all the support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, May 18, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had a few things to do today.
I first went over to my niece's house to drop off my laundry and she gave me a whole bunch of bottles and cans to turn in at a local supermarket.Before heading for the local supermarket,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a prescription refill for my psychiatric medication.After that,I dropped my medication at home and after putting my watch on,which I forgot when I initially left the house,I headed for the local supermarket to turn in the cans and bottles.It took me almost and hour,but I got them all turned in and I will be using the money for gas and for a few essentials.After that,I bought a couple of things that I needed and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had some plumbing work done by a neighbor to fix a leak in my bathroom faucet.After that,I heated up a can of canned pasta and that was my dinner for tonight.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
For the second consecutive night,I am feeling extremely tired.My medication is kicking in and I can barely keep awake as well as type.I will try to get any word in about my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship when the service was over,we all went to have a barbecue chicken lunch at the nearby fire hall,which was being done for charity.After I had my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking really fast.I am going to leave it at here as I will talk about my struggles tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ