Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did some of my personal PC work.After that,I proceeded to get some cleaning work done on the upstairs rooms.It took me a little over an hour,but I got it done.After that was done,I showered and shaved after showering.After that,I quickly finished my morning personal PC work and got dressed.I first stopped at a local hair place to get my hair cut and after that,I headed for my church for a special anniversary dinner.

The anniversary dinner was wonderful.I had some wonderful fellowship with everyone that was there and learned some stuff about the early settlers who came to settle here in my home area.After it was over,I stopped at a nearby 7-11 for a bottle of water to take a certain medicine and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.After that was finished,when it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Fellow blog followers,I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support.I am still feeling the intense anger and rage burning within me.As I said,I don't know why I'm feeling this way.I don't know why I'm feeling this intense anger and rage burning within me.I've been mumbling hateful and spiteful things under my breath lately and I don't know why.It's been getting worse while I'm at work.I need to control this terrible problem before it gets worse.I also need to control this problem before I lose everything that's important to me and that I've worked so hard for,such as the important personal relationships that I have and most importantly,my job.I also have to control and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and I wind up in serious trouble because of it.I've been reaching out for help here,but nobody has been responding.Nobody has offered any advice nor anything positive.I need your help everyone.I'm continuing to reach out as I can't go through this alone.I can't simply tough it out and let it pass because this isn't depression,but anger and rage.I need help desperately.I need help before it gets out of control.I need the help and support of all of you as I can't do this on my own.I feel like I'm being ignored by all of you and that nobody is interested in helping me with this problem.

Why?

Why are you ignoring me?

Please help me.I need help.I need support and I need prayerful and positive verbal support.I need helpful advice.I need to see that I'm being heard and that my reaching out for help will also be heard.

I'm begging and pleading for all of you to help me.Please help me.Please help me on how I can control and contain this problem before it gets worse that it is already.I could lose all of the valuable and important relationships that I have with others.I also could lose my job if I don't control and contain this problem.I need to overcome this problem and break free from the terrible grip that this terrible anger and rage burning within me has me in.I need to own this anger and rage rather than them both owning me.Please help me.I'm desperate for anything helpful.Please help me.Please help me and I'm very serious about this.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I headed back out to make an exchange at the local Home Depot.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I had a light evening meal.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Fellow followers,I'm still in need of some prayers and positive verbal support and helpful advice.I'm still feeling an intense anger and rage burning within me.It started yesterday and hasn't subsided.I want it to subside.Today,I was saying some very and terribly hateful things under my breath while at work.I was saying repeatedly to myself "I hate these people", "I hate this place", I hate everybody here".I also got hostile with a fellow colleague who asked me a simple question,which I didn't mean to get.This is really becoming a problem with me.I am hoping that my supervisor doesn't find out about this.I now have an anxiety that I could wind up in serious trouble with my supervisor if she finds out about this.I am also hoping that she hasn't heard any of the terrible things I've said under my breath.I really need help desperately as I'm also sick with these anger and rage problems that I currently have.It could get me in serious trouble if I'm not careful.I could lose my jab and I also could lose valuable and important relationships that I treasure and want to hold on to.I have to stop this before it goes too far.I almost lost it today and again,it's making me miserable.I am supposed to be a Christian.I am a church going guy,but lately,as a result of this anger and rage burning within me,I don't feel like a Christian nor am I acting like one.I'm acting more like someone who's enslaved to sin and Satan the devil rather than a slave of the only true God anywhere.I need help from all of you.I need prayers.I need some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please help me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get and also,all the positive verbal support and helpful advice that I can get.Please everyone.I feel like I'm all alone here and I need some help.I need help desperately.Please help me.I need it so very badly.I need to learn how I can contain this problem for good.I don't want to feel this intense anger and rage burning within me anymore.I want to stop and contain this problem.What has worked for you?Please share.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.

After eating,I quickly did my personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly,not only with SSA,but also,my other emotional issues,such as anger.I mumbled something under my breath at work today that I shouldn't have mumbled,and yes,a profane word was used in it and it got me into trouble.I really felt terrible after that and also,it made me feel miserable.I really need to get a hold of this terrible problem that I have in regards to my anger,because if I don't,I might lose my job and it would be difficult right now for me to find work due to the holiday season coming up as nobody usually hires during the holiday season.Again,I really need to get a hold of this and contain it.This is really starting to hurt me terribly.I really need to stop this and also,learn how to control it and contain it.If anyone has any ideas out there,please share within the comments section.I really need all the helpful advice that I can get.Please help me.I need help.I'm reaching out and I need help from all of you.Please help.Please share some helpful advice.Please share what has helped you.If it worked for you,maybe it can work for me.I would really appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.Please share this within the comments section.I'm really desperate here.I would really appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well,or least better than it did today.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling under the weather.I have pains in my legs,an uneasy feeling within my stomach and also,a terrible headache.I was at work for a short time today,but was sent home as a result.I'm currently at home resting and I'm hoping to feel better very soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some get well wishes,alongside the prayers.I'm hoping to post tomorrow if I'm feeling better.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out with some stuff around the house and had a light evening meal afterwards.

After eating,I did my personal PC work and relaxed for a while until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I struggle with.I've been falling a lot lately and it's been really getting me down.I want to stop falling,but really don't know how to stop.I need all the prayers that I can get.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice and the prayers,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I brushed my hair real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I bought a couple of things at a local supermarket.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out with some cleaning around the house and even went out to pick up a take-out meal.

After eating,I helped a little bit more and did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did a little bit of shopping at a local supermarket.After that,I dropped a few things off somewhere and headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I laid down for a short spell due to my having a painful headache.After my headache went away,I heated up my evening meal and while it was heating up,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I dried up and ate my evening meal.

After the dishes were washed,I did some more personal PC work and watched a few videos online while relaxing.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have,especially in the areas of fantasies and lusting.I want to stop these terrible urges that I have and want to contain them once and for all.Please pray that I do.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get from all of you.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ