Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I headed back out to make an exchange at the local Home Depot.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I had a light evening meal.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Fellow followers,I'm still in need of some prayers and positive verbal support and helpful advice.I'm still feeling an intense anger and rage burning within me.It started yesterday and hasn't subsided.I want it to subside.Today,I was saying some very and terribly hateful things under my breath while at work.I was saying repeatedly to myself "I hate these people", "I hate this place", I hate everybody here".I also got hostile with a fellow colleague who asked me a simple question,which I didn't mean to get.This is really becoming a problem with me.I am hoping that my supervisor doesn't find out about this.I now have an anxiety that I could wind up in serious trouble with my supervisor if she finds out about this.I am also hoping that she hasn't heard any of the terrible things I've said under my breath.I really need help desperately as I'm also sick with these anger and rage problems that I currently have.It could get me in serious trouble if I'm not careful.I could lose my jab and I also could lose valuable and important relationships that I treasure and want to hold on to.I have to stop this before it goes too far.I almost lost it today and again,it's making me miserable.I am supposed to be a Christian.I am a church going guy,but lately,as a result of this anger and rage burning within me,I don't feel like a Christian nor am I acting like one.I'm acting more like someone who's enslaved to sin and Satan the devil rather than a slave of the only true God anywhere.I need help from all of you.I need prayers.I need some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please help me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get and also,all the positive verbal support and helpful advice that I can get.Please everyone.I feel like I'm all alone here and I need some help.I need help desperately.Please help me.I need it so very badly.I need to learn how I can contain this problem for good.I don't want to feel this intense anger and rage burning within me anymore.I want to stop and contain this problem.What has worked for you?Please share.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ