Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good start today,but fell apart in the mid afternoon.
The day started out promising.I got up in the early to mid morning and myself my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and I headed for the Men's Network meeting,which would be the last until this coming September.The meeting was wonderful and after it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the public library to check up on some stuff in my e-mail and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I headed back into the house and did my personal PC work and even communicated with a few friends over on Facebook and even added a few more today.After that,I did some straightening up in my living room to make some room by sorting out some of my record albums.I am still working on it as I want the room to be a bit neater.After doing some of that work,I decided to head out to a charity spaghetti at the church where the Celebrate Recovery groups are held,but that is when things took a turn for the worse for me.
The problem started when I gently inserted the screwdriver into the hole on the right of my car's shifter,but the plastic broke and I have no way of shifting my car.This really disappointed me and I had to stay home whether I wanted to or not.I called my niece and explained the problem and she said that she will help me by giving me a ride to church tomorrow and after hanging up with her,I called the repair garage and left a message and I am hoping that something can be done that won't be too much for the garage to do.Now,at this moment,I have no car and it really breaks my heart.I do have a ride to church tomorrow and I am hoping to have rides in the subsequent weeks.I am hoping that I can get a ride to my Thursday evening Bible study group.
Since the situation with my car made it impossible for me to go anywhere,I heated up something that I had in the oven and I ate it.I was hungry and I am hoping that the situation with my car gets resolved soon.After finishing,I did some more personal PC work and I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a day with mixed emotions despite such a promising start to the day.I also managed to get soem recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I started out having no problems,but when the thing happened with my car,I was feeling disappointed and frustrated.I think that Satan is doing this to me to make me curse my Heavenly Father and give up what I am trying to accomplish and do in regards to my struggles.But,I refuse to do that and I actually went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ and I talked about it.I told him everything and I asked him to help get me through this.I also said to him that I was hoping that it won't be as bad as it looks.I am simply hoping for the best and expecting the worst.In regards to my struggles with SSA,I know that with this unfortunate turn of events,I am going to be tempted to act out by fantasizing and lusting.But,I have to prove that I am stronger that the unnatural sexual desires that I have,although it means going to my Heavenly Father in prayer to ask for the strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to show the desires that they don't own me and that I won't let them define who I am.I also won't let them dictate to me how I will be or act.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am going to need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section as I am also going to need all the positive verbal support that I can get.I need some support right now as this difficult emotional time is getting worse by this unfortunate incident that is happening in regards to my car.I need all the support that I can get because I really need to stay afloat and not let the desires that I have own me nor take control of me.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, June 07, 2014
Friday, June 06, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and I headed over to a friend's place and hung out with the for a while and I left to head for home.
When I got home,I changed into dress clothes to visit a place where I dropped off a job application,but was told that their policy was they would call me in for an interview when they would get around to it.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.
After eating a light meal,I headed over to my usual Celebrate Recovery group and the meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I had no problems with temptation nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind.But last night,I was trying to get some sleep and I was tempted overwhelmingly as sexual images of men clouded my mind and I was tempted to act out on them by fantasizing and lusting after them and to manipulate my genitals to the images.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations.I didn't stop praying until it all disappeared and when I was finished praying,I turned another way and went back to sleep.But today,I had no problems and while I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both types of support every day.They both help keep me going.They also help reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of a Men's Network group tomorrow and church on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and I headed over to a friend's place and hung out with the for a while and I left to head for home.
When I got home,I changed into dress clothes to visit a place where I dropped off a job application,but was told that their policy was they would call me in for an interview when they would get around to it.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.
After eating a light meal,I headed over to my usual Celebrate Recovery group and the meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I had no problems with temptation nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind.But last night,I was trying to get some sleep and I was tempted overwhelmingly as sexual images of men clouded my mind and I was tempted to act out on them by fantasizing and lusting after them and to manipulate my genitals to the images.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations.I didn't stop praying until it all disappeared and when I was finished praying,I turned another way and went back to sleep.But today,I had no problems and while I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both types of support every day.They both help keep me going.They also help reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of a Men's Network group tomorrow and church on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, June 05, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning as I was awakened by a phone call by my job placement counselor/coach.She informed me that I could come in and she could help me fill out a couple of job applications after I picked them up.I said okay and after I hung up,I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I went out to pick up the two applications at the places she wanted me to pick them up.After that,I headed for the agency where we both filled them out and after we were finished,I clipped my resume and her business card on them and I headed out to turn them in.After I did that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and into some casual clothes.After that,I headed back out to run a few errands and when I was done with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I also started preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I had no problems today as I had no temptations to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.I had no temptations to fantasize nor lust after other men.I also didn't have the temptation to subsequently manipulate my genitals either.I guess that being out for much of the day turning in those job applications and running the errands helped keep my mind off of these terrible things.I also still feel that talking to my Heavenly Father about my aforementioned obsession that I talked about on last Saturday's post also helped.Still,though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow as Satan and his minions can strike at any time and try to get me to sin against my Heavenly Father and his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.I also need to continue working on going to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ whenever temptations do come around.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers but they rarely leave any comments in the comments section.I need both positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in both my determination and motivation.The positive verbal support also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Thanks in advance to all of you to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Celebrate Recovery group in the evening,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning as I was awakened by a phone call by my job placement counselor/coach.She informed me that I could come in and she could help me fill out a couple of job applications after I picked them up.I said okay and after I hung up,I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I went out to pick up the two applications at the places she wanted me to pick them up.After that,I headed for the agency where we both filled them out and after we were finished,I clipped my resume and her business card on them and I headed out to turn them in.After I did that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and into some casual clothes.After that,I headed back out to run a few errands and when I was done with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I also started preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I had no problems today as I had no temptations to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.I had no temptations to fantasize nor lust after other men.I also didn't have the temptation to subsequently manipulate my genitals either.I guess that being out for much of the day turning in those job applications and running the errands helped keep my mind off of these terrible things.I also still feel that talking to my Heavenly Father about my aforementioned obsession that I talked about on last Saturday's post also helped.Still,though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow as Satan and his minions can strike at any time and try to get me to sin against my Heavenly Father and his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.I also need to continue working on going to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ whenever temptations do come around.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers but they rarely leave any comments in the comments section.I need both positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in both my determination and motivation.The positive verbal support also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Thanks in advance to all of you to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Celebrate Recovery group in the evening,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, June 04, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also got another phone call from my job placement counselor/coach and after we talked,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and headed out to do some shopping.
I first went to the local Salvation Army thrift store and saw that the dehumidifiers they were selling were working and I bought one of them for my bedroom and also,a few cassette tapes.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I plugged the dehumidifier in and turned it on.I left it running for a while when I was still home and when I left again to finish my shopping,I shut it off and unplugged it.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some things that I needed.After that,I headed for a local supermarket to buy a few more things.After paying for these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for the rest of the evening while preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I again had no problems with temptations to act out on the unnatural desires that I have.I had no temptations fantasize and lust after other men nor to manipulate my genitals.I was out for much of the day and I guess that's what helped keep my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA.I guess throwing my obsession on my Heavenly Father and asking for help by him also helped.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay in guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any moment on any day.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ when the temptations come around as I don't want to sin by giving into these terrible temptations when they come around.I need to work on going to him constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.I need positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support each and every day.Your encouraging words,alongside your prayers,help keep me going in this particular struggle.They also help keep me strong.They also reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also got another phone call from my job placement counselor/coach and after we talked,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and headed out to do some shopping.
I first went to the local Salvation Army thrift store and saw that the dehumidifiers they were selling were working and I bought one of them for my bedroom and also,a few cassette tapes.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I plugged the dehumidifier in and turned it on.I left it running for a while when I was still home and when I left again to finish my shopping,I shut it off and unplugged it.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some things that I needed.After that,I headed for a local supermarket to buy a few more things.After paying for these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for the rest of the evening while preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I again had no problems with temptations to act out on the unnatural desires that I have.I had no temptations fantasize and lust after other men nor to manipulate my genitals.I was out for much of the day and I guess that's what helped keep my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA.I guess throwing my obsession on my Heavenly Father and asking for help by him also helped.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay in guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any moment on any day.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ when the temptations come around as I don't want to sin by giving into these terrible temptations when they come around.I need to work on going to him constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.I need positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support each and every day.Your encouraging words,alongside your prayers,help keep me going in this particular struggle.They also help keep me strong.They also reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, June 03, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I received a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach as a follow-up and I told her that I would be calling one of the places around 11:00am to see about the status of my application and she said for me to call her tomorrow and we hung up.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I gave the place a call and they said that at the moment,they weren't looking for anyone and I said okay and we hung up.Disappointing,but I have to keep on trying.After that,I went out to a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished with that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy some much needed groceries and after that was done,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money and I headed straight home to drop off the groceries and the money.After I had put the stuff away that needed to be put away right away,I headed back out to pay a bill and after that,I headed out to look for a good used dehumidifier,but came up short.There were two for sale at the local Salvation Army thrift store,but they both didn't work as the fans wouldn't turn.After that,I went to another Salvation Army thrift store within the county that I live,but there was no dehumidifiers for sale there.I went to a nearby Goodwill store and there was also no dehumidifiers for sale at that store either.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I continued putting the groceries away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a while as I listened to some music.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is the worst,I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day with no problems.I had no temptations today to fantasize and lust after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men didn't cloud my mind.I guess that being out in the community and keeping my mind on the other things that I was doing helped a lot.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after that as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with terrible temptations.I need to continue to stay and guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but the visitors rarely leave comments in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and desperately.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in both my determination and motivation.The positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I received a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach as a follow-up and I told her that I would be calling one of the places around 11:00am to see about the status of my application and she said for me to call her tomorrow and we hung up.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I gave the place a call and they said that at the moment,they weren't looking for anyone and I said okay and we hung up.Disappointing,but I have to keep on trying.After that,I went out to a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished with that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy some much needed groceries and after that was done,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money and I headed straight home to drop off the groceries and the money.After I had put the stuff away that needed to be put away right away,I headed back out to pay a bill and after that,I headed out to look for a good used dehumidifier,but came up short.There were two for sale at the local Salvation Army thrift store,but they both didn't work as the fans wouldn't turn.After that,I went to another Salvation Army thrift store within the county that I live,but there was no dehumidifiers for sale there.I went to a nearby Goodwill store and there was also no dehumidifiers for sale at that store either.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I continued putting the groceries away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a while as I listened to some music.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is the worst,I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day with no problems.I had no temptations today to fantasize and lust after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men didn't cloud my mind.I guess that being out in the community and keeping my mind on the other things that I was doing helped a lot.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after that as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with terrible temptations.I need to continue to stay and guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but the visitors rarely leave comments in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and desperately.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in both my determination and motivation.The positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, June 02, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I decided to eat my usual quick breakfast early.I got a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach checking up on if I had heard from the places that I recently applied and I informed her that I haven't.After we talked,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work and I showered after that.When I was finished showering,I got dressed and I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after eating it,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed to the places that I recently dropped an application off at to see about the status of my applications.One place simply informed me to call the assistant manager in the morning while the other place advised me to drop an application at another one of their locations in the city and they also gave me an application to fill out.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to do some more personal PC work and I also started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed while watching a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it may be the most difficult,I didn't have any troubles with terrible temptations today.I wasn't tempted to indulge in any fantasies and lusting after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals.I went through the whole day just going about my business and I got through.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It's not that I am worried about tomorrow.I just have to continue staying on guard and being watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be shy and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.They both help keep me going.The positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep me strong in regards to both my determination and motivation.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of doing some much needed grocery shopping,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I decided to eat my usual quick breakfast early.I got a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach checking up on if I had heard from the places that I recently applied and I informed her that I haven't.After we talked,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work and I showered after that.When I was finished showering,I got dressed and I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after eating it,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed to the places that I recently dropped an application off at to see about the status of my applications.One place simply informed me to call the assistant manager in the morning while the other place advised me to drop an application at another one of their locations in the city and they also gave me an application to fill out.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to do some more personal PC work and I also started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed while watching a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it may be the most difficult,I didn't have any troubles with terrible temptations today.I wasn't tempted to indulge in any fantasies and lusting after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals.I went through the whole day just going about my business and I got through.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It's not that I am worried about tomorrow.I just have to continue staying on guard and being watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be shy and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.They both help keep me going.The positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep me strong in regards to both my determination and motivation.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of doing some much needed grocery shopping,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, June 01, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished eating,I got dressed up real quickly in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain closeout store to pick up a box of cereal.After that,I checked out a yard sale in my hometown and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into some casual clothes and had a small bowl of cereal as a light lunch and when I was finished with it,I headed out to go see the movie Legends of Oz:Dorothy's Return and I enjoyed it immensely.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered a few dollar bills at the Where's George site and after that,I headed out to check out some yard sales in another area of the county and I also headed for an AMVETS store in the next county and bought a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and after I ate it,I did my personal PC work.After finishing that,I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I must report that today,since I was out for much of the day,I had no problems with temptations.I had no temptations to manipulate my genitals nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind.I guess being out in the community for a while was what did it.For the whole day,I had nothing come across my mind that was immoral nor themed to the sinful sexual activity connected with Homosexuality/SSA.It was wonderful that I didn't have this.I also feel that throwing the aforementioned obsession on my Heavenly Father yesterday in the early evening also helped me with today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It isn't that I am worried.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike any minute any day.I have to be ready when that happens so I can go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I have to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.They both help keep me going.They also reaffirm and reassure me that I am alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished eating,I got dressed up real quickly in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain closeout store to pick up a box of cereal.After that,I checked out a yard sale in my hometown and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into some casual clothes and had a small bowl of cereal as a light lunch and when I was finished with it,I headed out to go see the movie Legends of Oz:Dorothy's Return and I enjoyed it immensely.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered a few dollar bills at the Where's George site and after that,I headed out to check out some yard sales in another area of the county and I also headed for an AMVETS store in the next county and bought a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and after I ate it,I did my personal PC work.After finishing that,I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I must report that today,since I was out for much of the day,I had no problems with temptations.I had no temptations to manipulate my genitals nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind.I guess being out in the community for a while was what did it.For the whole day,I had nothing come across my mind that was immoral nor themed to the sinful sexual activity connected with Homosexuality/SSA.It was wonderful that I didn't have this.I also feel that throwing the aforementioned obsession on my Heavenly Father yesterday in the early evening also helped me with today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It isn't that I am worried.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike any minute any day.I have to be ready when that happens so I can go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I have to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.They both help keep me going.They also reaffirm and reassure me that I am alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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