Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also got another phone call from my job placement counselor/coach and after we talked,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and headed out to do some shopping.
I first went to the local Salvation Army thrift store and saw that the dehumidifiers they were selling were working and I bought one of them for my bedroom and also,a few cassette tapes.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I plugged the dehumidifier in and turned it on.I left it running for a while when I was still home and when I left again to finish my shopping,I shut it off and unplugged it.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some things that I needed.After that,I headed for a local supermarket to buy a few more things.After paying for these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for the rest of the evening while preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I again had no problems with temptations to act out on the unnatural desires that I have.I had no temptations fantasize and lust after other men nor to manipulate my genitals.I was out for much of the day and I guess that's what helped keep my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA.I guess throwing my obsession on my Heavenly Father and asking for help by him also helped.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay in guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any moment on any day.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ when the temptations come around as I don't want to sin by giving into these terrible temptations when they come around.I need to work on going to him constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.I need positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support each and every day.Your encouraging words,alongside your prayers,help keep me going in this particular struggle.They also help keep me strong.They also reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ