Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I decided to eat my usual quick breakfast early.I got a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach checking up on if I had heard from the places that I recently applied and I informed her that I haven't.After we talked,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work and I showered after that.When I was finished showering,I got dressed and I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after eating it,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed to the places that I recently dropped an application off at to see about the status of my applications.One place simply informed me to call the assistant manager in the morning while the other place advised me to drop an application at another one of their locations in the city and they also gave me an application to fill out.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to do some more personal PC work and I also started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed while watching a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it may be the most difficult,I didn't have any troubles with terrible temptations today.I wasn't tempted to indulge in any fantasies and lusting after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals.I went through the whole day just going about my business and I got through.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It's not that I am worried about tomorrow.I just have to continue staying on guard and being watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be shy and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.They both help keep me going.The positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep me strong in regards to both my determination and motivation.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of doing some much needed grocery shopping,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ