Tonight,I check in with optimism and a much better feeling tonight.I am hoping that the evening tonight goes well tonight as I am going out tonight to entertain my friends at the bar tonight.I am going to do my tribute to John Lennon.I am hoping that the night goes well and that it all works out.I rarely have an off night but I am still hoping that everything goes good.I pay tribute to John Lennon every year around the time of his death and even on his birthday in October.I am feeling pretty good and hopeful.I am also hoping the Sabres win tonight over the Montreal Canadians.It is right now in a shootout and I am hoping that the Sabres win tonight.It will be great to see a victory tonight after a sad loss on Wednesday night to the Florida Panthers.Again,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic and I have a feeling that it will go well.But I always hope.
This just in,the Buffalo Sabres have just defeated the Montreal Canadians in a shootout by a score 0f 3-2.Terrific.The Sabres are victorious after that loss.Yes sir.
Again,I am feeling hopeful and I have a feeling that all will go well.
I hope that everybody has a nice evening.FJ

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.Today is the anniversary of the assassination of John Lennon.This day always makes me feel at edge and gives me mixed emotions because I am always feeling sadness because of John being gone and anger towards the man who murdered him.My anger for Lennon's murderer has never subsided and will remain until his murderer is dead and buried.I know that it sounds harsh but I am still vainly angry at his murderer for what he did.Though I have forgiven him,I am still angry.My anger is still as strong as it has been ever since I heard that man's name.The worst thing about it is this:They are actually making a movie that guy.He does not deserve a movie made about him nor does he deserve fame or even to have his name mentioned.That man only murdered Lennon because he wanted to make a name for himself.He thought of himself to be a nobody and by murdering Lennon,he wanted to be somebody.If murdering Lennon was not bad enough,that movie only gives him more of what he wants.I am going to the memory and legacy of Lennon a favor by not seeing that movie.I also hope that the movie BOMBS severely.Yes I do.
The Buffalo Sabres also lost last night by a score of 3-1 to the Florida Panthers.The Sabres play again at Montreal on Saturday night.I hope that they can beat them.
Tomorrow night,I will be singing for my friends at the bar and I will be doing a tribute to John Lennon all night like I do every year around this time.I also do it every year around his birthday as well.I hope that it goes well.
Well,those are my thoughts.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling pretty good.It was a fairly decent day today at work as the day went by pretty smoothly.Nothing really negative to write about here tonight.It was as I said a fairly decent day.
Tonight,the weather is cold and there is snow all over the place,We had an evening snow fall overnight as I was sleeping.I simply brushed off the snow off my jeep and after a warm up drove to work this morning.Again,work went pretty well.Nothing negative to write about.
Tonight,the Sabres are playing the Florida Panthers.I hope that they can bring home a win tonight.
The only thing that is really bugging me is that tomorrow is the anniversary of the assassination of John Lennon.This time around always makes me feel at edge because I miss John Lennon so much.I still feel his absence from the world each and every day.On Saturday night,I will be doing my yearly tribute to John by singing songs that he made famous solo and with The Beatles.The only great thing is that his assassin is still behind bars where he truly belongs.Again,it's still sad that John Lennon is dead and I miss him dearly.But I have been playing his music quite a bit while I am driving and at home.I just wish that he were still alive today.He did not deserve to die.He deserved to live.But I know he's dead and I have accepted that.But still,it's hard to believe that he is gone.
Well that was my day and night.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling great.Yes I do.I have just gotten back from my support group meeting and it was another wonderful meeting.I am greatful for that because I had yet another frustrating day today.I had to do a laundry pick-up this morning and the laundry room where I picked it up at was an unholy mess.It took me nearly half an hour to pick up the mess.The place I picked up is a center that helps drug and alcohol dependent people learn to live a life without drugs and alcohol.While the center does that,I feel that the people there can pick up after themselves and not have anybody pick up after them.It was frustrating.I had to clean up a mess.But afterwards,I dropped off the laundry where I had to drop it off and I went home.I also took my mother grocery shopping and I went to my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and that also went well.Then tonight,the group meeting went great and it made me actually forget about the frustration of the morning chore that I had to do.But the meeting made me feel great.It was yet another wonderful meeting and it was great to talk about certain things.It was a great evening.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that they day goes well.I am also hoping that I will have another frustrating morning like I had this morning.
That was my day and night.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling a bit better.Even though I had a frustrating day today at work because I did have to pick up after some people at the place where I pick up dirty laundry and was feeling a bit at edge when I got home today,I did get at least an hours rest and I felt better afterwards.Tomorrow is yet another group night and I am hoping that it goes well.Even though it's going good at the moment,I still hope for it to go well.Nothing wrong with hoping,I think.
Tonight,the Buffalo Sabres were victorious again.They defeated the Tampa Bay Lightning by a score of 4-1 tonight.After that humiliating loss to the Washington Capitols on Saturday night,they come back with a win tonight.Their next game is Thursday night at the Florida Panthers.I hope for a second consecutive win.That would be sweet.
I also have an appointment tomorrow with my sexual abuse support counselor.I hope that the meeting goes well.I have to do a laundry pick up tomorrow morning and after that,I am taking my mother grocery shopping for the month.
It is going to be a pretty cold night tonight.It's supposed to be milder tomorrow.There is snow on the ground and the roads are a bit slippery.But it's supposed to be warmer tomorrow.I hope that it melts everything.
That was my day and night.Thoughts are welcomed.FJ

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.I thought that I had an appointment today with one of my anger management counselor but it turns out that it was for next Monday.I will be seeing him next week after all.I do have a lot to tell him regarding my support group and how I've been the past several weeks.I will be looking forward to that meeting with him next week.So far,I have nothing negative to write about.Then again,it is only the beginning of the week.Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the day goes as well as expected.I only hope because you never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the work day goes as well as expected.
Tomorrow night,the Sabres are going against the Tampa Bay Lightning.I hope that they can beat them in Tampa Bay tomorrow night.A victory would be totally sweet.Yes it would.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night.Today,I did run a few errands but I could not get everything thatI hoped to get and when I could not get something in one store,I had to go to another location.But at least,I did manage to get what I had to get.So,the day was not so bad but I wished that I could have gotten everything accomplished.That's why I have mixed emotions.
Well,that was my day.Comments are always appreciated.FJ

Tonight,I am checking in feeling a bit better than yesterday.Though,I am still feeling a little bit of disappointment.My disappointment is that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the Washington Capitols last night by a score of 7-4.They are playing again Tuesday against the Tampa Bay Lightning and I am hoping for a win after that disappointing loss on Saturday night.I know that the Sabres can not win them all but it was still disheartening to see another loss especially against a team they could have beaten.But then again,there were penalties that should have been called.The referees did a poor job last night.It kind of makes you wonder.But I am going to move on.Tuesday night is another game.I hope for another win.
Last night,my tribute to George Harrison went off great.It was a spectacular night for me.My performance went over superbly well and that amde me feel good.Next Saturday,I will be doing my tribute to John Lennon as always.I am hoping that my tribute to Lennon goes well.Tonight,I had another talk with my friend from New Jersey and that was a great talk.That is why I am feeling better tonight.My performance went well and I had a pleasant talk with my friend from Jersey.Plus,I ran another errand today.It was a very cold day but I still accomplished a lot.Yes I did.Again,that is why I am feeling better.
That was my night last night and tonight.Comments are welcomed.FJ