Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and got dressed.I headed out to visit with some people.

All the visits went well and I'll be doing it again on Wednesday.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work.I then helped out around the house by taking some stuff down and throwing it away in the garbage.

After a light meal,I put dress clothes on and headed out to the evening New Year's Eve worship service.

The service went well.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the New Year holiday and I'm attending the holiday service.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for the morning worship service as the Holy Bible study class was postponed until next Sunday within the new year.

The worship service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some laundry while having a light lunch.I also showered real quickly and did some more personal PC work.

I then folded the laundry after it was all done.I then had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I also watched some videos online.Later on,when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with anger and rage issues.I've been struggling with them for a long time and I really need some help and support,including prayerful support that I can overcome and contain this problem for good.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the beginning of the new week that will become the new year.I'll still be on vacation and I'm going to enjoy these last few days until I go back to work.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did a little bit of work in the house and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered real quickly and after doing so,I got dressed to spend time with someone who lived in my home area that I hadn't seen in a while.

The visit was wonderful.We watched a little TV and after a few hours,I headed to a nearby Tim Horton's to buy a bag of coffee.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I then had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I really need all the prayers that I can get from all of you.I simply want to overcome and contain these terrible issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and quickly did my personal PC work.For much of the afternoon,I simply did a little bit of vacuuming and folded up some laundry.I also did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I got dressed and I headed out to a local medical office as I had a very scratchy sore throat and was also coughing repeatedly.After getting checked out,I got a prescription for it and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and had a light evening meal.I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work.After that,I showered and washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed out to my dental appointment.

My dental appointment was canceled as a result of the dentist being sick.I had to reschedule and after leaving,I had a light lunch at a local restaurant and headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and after that,I went over to my nephew's house for dinner.

The dinner was wonderful.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow,my vacation continues/.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed out to do some much needed visiting with people after the Holiday yesterday.

I first went to the local agency that helped me get my current job,just to say hello and hang out there for a while.I then left and headed over to meet up with someone in the area that I haven't seen in a long time,which also went well.After I left,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did my personal PC work and I also helped with doing laundry.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.

After a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I really want to contain and overcome these terrible issues that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow,I have an appointment with the local dental clinic.I hope that all goes well.Later on,I will also be having dinner at my nephew's house tomorrow.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Merry Christmas to all of my followers and readers out there.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for the Christmas Day worship service.

The worship service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed out of my suit and into casual clothes.I vacuumed a few places and did a little bit of personal PC work.I then headed over to my nephew's house for Christmas dinner.

I had a wonderful time st my nephew's.We watched a few movies and had some laughs and a lot of fun.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day and Christmas Holiday overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I really want to overcome and contain these terrible issues that I have for good.Please continue to pray for me that I do succeed in overcoming and containing these issues for good.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another day off for me as I'm on a paid vacation from my workplace right now.I hope that this time off will go well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly and got dressed.I headed out to run a few errands.

I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.I then headed over to a local 7-11 to pick up a few more things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and after showering,I ate a light evening meal.After eating,I got dressed in dress clothes and headed for church for the Christmas Eve worship service.

The service was wonderful.After it was over and some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a local 7-11 to get something to drink.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with anger and rage issues.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the Christmas Holiday.I will be going to church and after that,will be hanging out at my nephew's house for dinner and also,just to socialize with everyone and have a good time.I hope that all works out well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I showered real quickly and got dressed in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I headed back out to an area within the next county to meet up with a former neighbor of mine and it was great to get reacquainted with him after so long.After a few hours with him,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and quickly did my personal PC work.I also had a light evening meal.I also watched a few videos online.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with these terrible anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve.I have the entire week off as I'm on vacation from my job,which is much needed after all the craziness and lunacy that's been happening lately at the facility.I hope that my time off goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work in the morning and after that,I did some cleaning work around the house.

I cleaned walls,a few doors and also,the bathroom.After that was done,I got dressed in casual clothes and ran a few errands that needed to be run.I dropped off a few free newspapers,with Christmas cards included and after that,had a light meal at the local Taco Bell.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I folded up some laundry that I did within the afternoon and after putting it away,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I really need all the prayers that I can get.I want to contain these issues so I'm out of harm's way and also,to save myself from getting into trouble.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I also will be meeting an old friend that I haven't heard from in a long time.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was busy and tough as it was all cafeteria and kitchen duty to get it ready for the upcoming dinner that they were having today.After it was over,I ran a few errands and bought a few needed things.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and also,showered quickly.I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very busy and tough day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and for the whole of next week,I will be on vacation from my job.I need some time away from the facility to rest and regain my sanity.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was very busy and tough.I worked most of the day within the cafeteria at the facility to help get it ready for the upcoming Christmas Holiday dinner that they're having on Friday for the clients and their family.I was really tired when I punched out and headed straight home.

When I got home,I simply relaxed and took it easy.I showered and had a light meal.I did some personal PC work.I then retired for the evening later on as I was getting sleepy.A very busy and tough day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm struggling terribly with anger and rage issues.I am hoping that the anger management support group that I'm attending will do me some good.I really need help and all the support that I can get from all of you.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work,which will be just as busy and tough as today because the work in the cafeteria will be continuing.I will be glad when the Holiday comes as I will be on vacation during that whole time.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and when finished,I did my personal PC work.

I then had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.Though I did complete a starter in the anger management group,I still need additional support,especially prayers.I'm hoping that your prayers can help me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my work clothes into casual clothes and I quickly did my personal PC work.

I had a light evening meal and after eating it,I did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues,though I'm still hopeful that the anger management support group that I'm in will do me some good.I still need prayerful support from all of you.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and changed into different clothes.I headed for the anger management support group that I'm hoping will give me some beneficial things to help in my controlling of my problems and issues with anger and rage and many other issues that I have.

The first meeting went well.I got a lot more out of this then I thought I would for a first meeting.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into night clothes and did some personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and when I got sleepy,I retired for the evening.A very good day overall.

Though this first meeting went well,I am still in need of prayers.I need continuing prayerful support from all of you.I really want to contain the terrible problems that I have and also,learn how to keep my anger and rage under control and also,to stop the terrible mumbling that I have.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the Holy Communion worship service after that.

Both the class and the Holy Communion worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I headed out to the next county to meet someone that I hadn't heard from in years.He was once a co-worker of mine that moved away and he's returned back as he missed the area.

The meeting with him was great.We talked a lot and made plans to meet again.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket when I got back into town to purchase a couple of things and I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work and had a light evening meal.I did some more personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I have hooked up with a local support group in hopes of learning ways of keeping my anger under control.I hope to get some helpful benefits out of it.Please pray that this works for me and gives me some beneficial stuff.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my morning PC work and after that,I ran a few errands that needed to be run.I also visited with someone I know who lives locally.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I put some laundry in the washing machine.While waiting for that,I washed down the bathroom and did some vacuuming.When the first load was done,I switched loads and did some more while the other was drying.

When both loads were done,I folded up some and hung up a few.I then relaxed and had myself a light evening meal.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues,alongside the anti-social issues that I currently have.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was crazy as I had to tangle with a client who was following me around,looking at me in a very weird way and just having the penchant for simply saying obscene things to me as he kept walking by me.Fortunately,the day was winding down and I kept up my job until it was time for me to punch out and head for home.

On the way home,I had to stop at a few places to buy a few things needed.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.I then did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,when it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very crazy day overall,which I was glad that was over when I had to punch out and leave.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I also need prayers to get out of the anti-social attitude that I've copped and don't know why I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that the weekend goes well for me after the craziness of the work day today.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I shaved and changed my clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I went to the local Salvation Army thrift store to buy a pair of jeans for work as my current pair is starting to fall apart.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online and when it was late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I still need prayers for the anger and rage issues that I'm still struggling with.I'm still struggling with the mumbling problem that I've been having for a long time.I also still would like to get rid of the anti-social attitude that I've also been struggling with for the last few days.I'm discovering that these are really terrible things that I have.I simply want to overcome these terrible things.I used to be a very social like person,but now,I detest anything social and my anti-social attitude is mostly towards my co-worker's and their social stuff that they have.The thing is nowadays is that an anti-social attitude can get a person fired from their job.Most employers won't tolerate an anti-social attitude among their employees as many employers value social activities of all kinds and saying one anti-social thing about them and about the others who work alongside them,even if you say it about one particular person,can get anyone fired because as stated,most employers don't tolerate anyone who is anti-social.I need to stop these terrible things before I lose everything that I worked so hard for,such as my job,which is the most important thing here,but also relationships that I value very highly and many other things.I need prayers really bad.Please continue praying for me that these problems stop and I can get more out of life again.Please pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside any advice that can be helpful,within the comments section.I'm desperate and really need all the help and support that I can get.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out around the house with some cleaning and various other things.

After all of that,I head a light evening meal and did a little bit of personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online as well.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm still struggling with the mumbling problem and also,with an anti-social attitude that I don't know how I got.I need all the help and support that I can get.Please continue praying for me and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was all over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I'm still having a problem with the anger and rage issues that I have.I have a feeling that they are getting worse instead of better.I'm now starting to have an anti-social type of attitude towards others,especially the people that I work with.This is really scaring me.I've never had an anti-social problem before and I don't know why I have one now.I'm still struggling with persistent mumbling of angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath and it's really getting me down and feeling miserable.Again,I don't know why I'm starting to cop an anti-social attitude all of a sudden and it's really scaring the daylights out of me.I used to love being sociable and being around others,but now,I'm starting to have a very spiteful and angry like attitude towards others.Again,I don't know why.I want to get rid of this attitude and enjoy life.If anyone out there can help me,please do so.I would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can overcome this within the comments section.Please share what has worked for you.Maybe what worked for you can work for me as well.I also would appreciate some prayers and continuous prayerful support within the comments section.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I ran a few errands and headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.I then did my personal PC work and when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into some casual clothes and helped my sister around the house.She wanted to get things ready for a little bit more work by a professional to do.

After some work,we had a light evening meal and we did some more.I hadn't had a chance to get online today as a result of that,but will be back online tomorrow.Later on,when it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful,eventful and busy day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed out to run a few errands.

I went shopping for much of the day.I went to a local bargain supermarket to pick up a couple of things.I then paid a bill and headed over to another bargain supermarket to pick up a couple more things.I also shopped at the local Super Wal-Mart and at another local supermarket.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I cleaned around the house and even vacuumed a few rugs.While doing so,I heated up my evening meal and I ate it when it was finished.I then did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery to recovery continues moving onward.

I'm finally back online.My monitor was on the fritz and not my computer,but my computer memory stuff was fixed and replaced,but it was my monitor all along.I'm glad to be back online.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly by showering and after that,I had a light breakfast.I then got dressed and I headed over to my therapist's office.

The session with my therapist went well.After that,I ran a few errands and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and started to catch up with my messages and after that,I went back out to pick up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and had a light evening meal.I then did some more personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend,which I hope goes well for me.FJ

I should have my computer back buy Monday afternoon.I'm hoping so because I miss communicating with my friends and family online.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance for your prayers and patience.FJ

My computer is still on the fritz right now.It is now in the repair shop getting looked at and I'm hoping to get it back by next week.I will start posting regularly after that.

I'm physically okay,but still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.Please continue praying for me.Thanks.

My computer is on the fritz right now.It's being looked at by someone and I'm hoping to get it back soon.Please continue keeping me in your prayers and please leave me some positive helpful advice and encouragement within the comments section.Please be patient.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.While enjoying my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.

I headed out to do some errand running that needed to be done,especially a little bit of grocery shopping that needed to be done.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some much needed work in the house that had to get done.After that was finished,I did the laundry.After that was done,I paid a visit to someone that I know to see how they were doing and how their Thanksgiving went.After spending some time with him,I headed back home.

When I got home,I had my evening meal and after eating,I wiped both the kitchen and the bathroom down.I also did the dishes and after that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online and after that,I showered quickly and as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for a while.I need prayerful support from all of you.I really want to stop this problem of mumbling angrily that I have.I also need some helpful advice on how I can stop this.I really need it,alongside the prayers.I really want to stop this.I want to stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.If anyone out there can help,please do so by leaving some helpful advice within the comments section.Please share what helped you because it probably can help me.Also,please continue your prayerful support as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.While having my coffee,I did my personal PC work.After that,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I then got dressed and headed out to do a few things.

I went to an AMVETS store within the next county and scored some really nice things.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift store within the same area,but didn't find anything.After that,I had a quick late lunch at a nearby McDonald's and after that,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped to pay off the rest of my auto repair bill.After that,I bought some coffee at a local supermarket.I also bought a few pieces of pizza for a light dinner and headed straight home.

When I got home,I vacuumed a couple of rugs and showered quickly.After my shower,I ate my pizza slices and did some more personal PC work until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've had for quite a while.I would love to overcome these issues.I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I would love to stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem.I still need some helpful advice and positive verbal support.If anyone can offer some helpful advice,especially if any of you also had this problem,I would appreciate that.I would like to know what worked for you because I feel that if it worked for you,maybe it will work for me.Please share what worked for you.I'm still desperate for anything that could work.I want to stop this awful thing as it could make me lose very important relations with friends and family and most importantly,I could lose my job and that is something that I don't want to happen.Please share what has helped and worked for you.I also would appreciate your continuing prayerful support as I do need prayers right now.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is Saturday.I have lots to do around this house tomorrow and I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends and followers out there.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.While having my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD-ROM drive of my computer and watched it.After it was over,I showered real quickly and made a small amount of decaffeinated coffee while doing some more personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and headed over to my nephew's house for Thanksgiving dinner.

I had a wonderful time at my nephew's house.It was great food,great conversation and dessert.After I had dessert,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I took my medications and put on my pajamas.I did some more personal PC work and relaxed.I also watched a video or two online and did some more personal PC work.I simply relaxed until it was time for me to retire.A wonderful holiday and eventful day overall.

Fellow blog readers and followers,please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I would really appreciate that all of you continue praying for me that I overcome,stop and contain this terrible mumbling problem that I have.I'm still hoping to hook up with a local agency that has an anger management group and hoping that when Monday comes around,I can get into it whenever they have it.I really need this as my mumbling problem is still as worse as it has been and as I said,I sincerely want to stop this terrible problem.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside some positive verbal support,be it simply advice or scriptural/spiritual upbuilding as I really and truly need it.Please help me as I'm still really desperate.Any help,be it scriptural/spiritual upbuilding or any positive verbal support is welcome.Please everyone.I really need help desperately right now.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another day off for me.I'm hoping that all goes well for me.FJ

Last night,I was extremely tired and could barely type anything.For now,here is my day from yesterday.

Yesterday,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up very quickly and got dressed quickly as I had to get to work.

The work was pretty tough as the facility was getting ready to have the cafeteria cleaned up for the special Thanksgiving dinner that they were preparing.We had to rush to get everything done as time was becoming of the essence.Within the reasonable period of time,we got it all cleaned up and I had to do some quick last minute stuff before punching out and heading straight home.

When I got home,I was so tired beyond belief and I had to relax for a while.While doing so,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then headed back out to go to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things I needed for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered real quickly while my evening meal was heating up in the oven.After that and while still waiting for my meal to get done,I finished my personal PC work.

After eating,I watched a few videos online and I had to make a phone call as I had unintentionally forgot that I had an appointment with someone and I had to call the office to reschedule.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and prepared for my evening retirement as I was getting real sleepy.A very tough day overall,which I was glad that it ended after all the difficult work that I had to do.

Today,I'm going to my nephew's house for dinner.I will report about that and how it went later on.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.Please continue praying for me that I overcome and contain this terrible problem that I'm having with anger and rage.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and helped out a little bit around the house.

After having a light evening meal,I did my personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it the long holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then ran an errand and headed back home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and ate a light evening meal.I also finished my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that they day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After the service was over,we had a potluck luncheon and the food was great,but the fellowship was also great as well.After I've had enough,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I ran a few errands and also picked up something light to eat as I was still feeling a little full from the potluck luncheon at church today.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I had a light meal and I finished my personal PC work.I also wiped down some counters and the stove and simply relaxed for the rest of the evening until it was time for me to retire.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite some time.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself and I can't seem to stop.It's also making me feel miserable.I've been saying really terrible and nasty things about my coworkers at work.I'm saying to myself that I can't stand the sight of them and that I want nothing to do with them outside of the work jurisdiction and workplace.I don't know why I'm saying these things.I also don't know why I'm even having these negative feelings and emotions about them.The thing is that I want to stop these negative things that are going through my mind and coming out of mouth under my breath.I really want to stop,but I really don't know how.I'm afraid that if this continues,I could lose everything that's important to me,such as my relationships with my family and friends and also most importantly,my job,which I can't afford to lose right now,especially if one day,one of my coworkers hears that I can't stand the sight of them and want nothing to do with them outside of work,I could get terminated and again,I don't want that.If anyone has any helpful advice for me,please share within the comments section.I really need all the support that I can get.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please continue praying for me that I stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem once and for all.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me and that the week starts off well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair real quickly and quickly did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was still morning,I got dressed to head out to do a few things.

I first went to get my passenger side front tire fixed at a local repair garage.After that,I had a light lunch of pizza slices that I bought from a local pizzeria.I also had a taco salad and a burrito at a local Mexican fast food place.I then dropped off some free newspapers at a few people's houses and headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and also vacuumed a couple of rugs.I also showered and did laundry for myself and my sister.After that,I washed down the bathroom with disinfecting wipes and heated up my evening meal.While that was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm hoping to hook up with a local anger management support group and I'm hoping that this will help me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please pray that I stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem once and for all.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I'm hoping that the rest of the day goes by well for me.FJ

Tonight,I need to get a few things off of my mind and onto here.

Today,I went to see my therapist,only my therapist canceled and I didn't know about it until I got to the office.However,better than nothing,I had a talk with the psychiatrist and it was very good.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and took it easy.I got my internet back on today and it's great.I simply did my personal PC work and later on,I had myself a warmed over leftover bowl of homemade chili.After that,I did the dishes and did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Fellow blog followers and readers,I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I've been feeling really depressed about them as they are making me feel miserable.I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also got into trouble at my job as a result of that.Apparently,most of the clientele there at the facility have been making complaints about me and this to the supervisors and I got a serious talking to by them as a result.It really made me feel so miserable and sad as a result of this.I could've lost my job as a result of this and I felt that I came pretty close to losing my job as a result of this terrible thing that I have.I've been saying these things that are very hateful and hurtful under my breath for a long time.I'm still struggling terribly as a result of this terrible problem.It's not simply the clientele at the facility,but I've also been saying very hateful and hurtful things about my co-workers at the facility as well,by saying that I can't stand the sight of my co-workers and that I hate each and every one of them.I don't know why I can't stop doing this.I don't know why I keep saying these terrible angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As a result of this terrible problem,I don't know whether I'm coming or going.I also don't feel like I am.What I mean by that is this;I'm supposed to be a Christian.I'm a church going guy who loves going to church and having a share in the worship and sharing in Holy Communion when it is the Sunday's that it is being had.But I feel like the opposite.Instead of feeling like a and being a Christian,I feel like I'm the most evil person anywhere.I feel like a terrible and worthless excuse for a human being.I also feel like a terrible and worthless excuse for a Christian.Instead of being and feeling like a Christian,I feel like I'm pure evil.I want to stop,overcome and contain this problem once and for all.I want to get the most of my life and also,I don't want to lose my job.I can't seem to stop this terrible problem.It's really been a crushing weight on me.It's also been a terrible assault on my mental and emotional states as well.As I said,I don't know whether I'm coming or going as a result of this terrible problem that I have.I feel like I'm under the control of some evil spirit or something of that nature.I want to stop this terrible problem,but don't know how to stop.

Please continue praying for me that I stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.I also still need some very helpful advice within the comments section.I need both prayerful support and positive verbal,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please share what has helped any of you if any of you have had this particular problem yourselves.Maybe what worked for you can also work for me.It wouldn't hurt to share what has worked for you.I'm really desperate and I need all the help and support,be it prayerful and positive verbal helpful support,that I can get.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that the entire weekend goes well for me.FJ

I won't be online for a while as my internet is down.I'm hoping to have it back on by Friday.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some encouraging support within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

This was my day yesterday.

I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee and after washing up quickly and getting dressed,I headed for work.

The work day yesterday went better than Thursday,but still had its own complications.I headed straight home after work.

When I got home,I did a little bit of helping out in the house.There was a mess to be cleaned up and I helped in cleaning it.

I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but also complicated,day overall.


Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I have.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

That was yesterday.I'll post about my day today later on this evening.FJ

Tonight,I'm again feeling extremely tired.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Will post tomorrow.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was crazy as I had a hard time trying to get to the room to punch out after my work was done.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I helped out with some cleaning and fixing a few minor things.

I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very crazy day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after showering,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed while watching a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the issues of anger and rage.I still have the problems of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this,but don't know how.I'm also still feeling miserable as a result of this terrible problem.I really want to stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.I also want to stop because if I don't,I'm afraid that I could lose valuable and important relationships that I have with friends and family,and also most importantly,I could also lose my job.I really need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.If anyone has had this particular problem themselves,please share what helped you as it could help me as well.I would really appreciate any positive direction and helpful advice.Please help me.Please point me in the right direction.I really want to stop this problem.Please share anything helpful within the comments section.I also would appreciate prayerful support as well as prayers are also appreciated and also,very important to me as well.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,i woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and I wiped the bathroom down.After that,I showered quickly and after my shower,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I wiped the counters down and did the dishes.I also did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for a long time.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out a little bit around the house by vacuuming up some dust off of the floor.I also had a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I can't seem to stop saying these things.I want to stop,but I don't know how.I also would like some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I really need some helpful advice as I really want to stop this terrible thing before I hurt anyone,especially myself.I also don't want to lose any important relationships that I have with friends and family and also,mots importantly,I don't want to lose my job.Please continue praying for me.Please leave anything helpful within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service went well.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and ran errands in between doing my personal PC work all day.After all of that was done,I did some laundry and ran a few more errands.

After all of that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers and also,please offer some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm still struggling with these anger and rage issues and I need some help badly.I want to stop mumbling these terrible angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,but I really don't know how.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,prayerful support.I really need both of these really bad.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work.

After that was finished,I went out to pick up someone that has been hired to help finish the upstairs so my room can be moved up there.After that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.

I also ran a few errands in between doing some of my personal things,including my personal PC work.

Later on,I had a meal with the handyman that was hired and after a while,I did some more personal PC work until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good and very busy day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite a while.I still can't seem to stop saying all of these angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I seriously want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I'm desperate as I don't want to hurt anyone,especially myself,with this terrible problem that I have.I could lose all of my important relationships that I have with others,be they friends or family,and also,most importantly,I don't want to lose my job.If anyone out there can help me,please do so.I want to be helped and could use any helpful advice that I might get.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I'm hoping that the rest of the day goes very well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated again.The place I work at can have people get really out of control at times as there was an argument today between a few hopeful possible clients and staff,but it ended when they left.It was quiet for the rest of the day,but I couldn't wait to punch out.After doing so,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my work clothes and showered quickly.After my shower,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed and also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very complicated day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with these terrible issues of anger and rage.I don't know how to stop.I want to stop.I need help.Please help me.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm really desperate here and I really want to stop before I get myself into trouble and also,before I lose everything that's important to me,especially my relationships with others and most importantly,my job.Thanks to all of you for anything helpful.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day actually went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed clothes and went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something that was needed.After that,I stopped at a local Wendy's for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement as it was getting late.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really need to break free from this terrible grip that this anger and rage burning within me has got me into.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share within the comments section.I'm in desperate need of some helpful advice and also,I still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired and can barely type.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues and I still need prayerful and positive support,alongside some helpful advice.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went a little bit better than yesterday,but there were still some complications.After it was over,I did a little shopping at a local supermarket before heading straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and after that,I showered quickly.I also had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but still,a little better day overall.

Fellow blog followers and readers,I'm still having this problem of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself under my breath.It's starting to get worse than before and I want to stop before it gets even more worse.I feel miserable as a result of this.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I even mumble some very profane and ugly words within these terrible things I'm saying to myself.I'm also still saying under my breath "I hate these fucking people","I hate this fucking place" and "I hate these pathetic excuses for people."

I feel bad about this problem because I'm supposed to be a Christian.I go to church each week and even attend Holy Bible study class,which also includes being a participant in the class by reading certain bible passages and making comments.I even have a share in Holy Communion when it's a part of the worship service.I always keep asking my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to forgive me for even saying these things,but the problem hasn't gone away and I'm still mumbling these same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I feel like a complete and total piece of scum because of this.I also feel like I'm among the most evil people in the world because of this or even the most evil of them all at times.This is really making me feel sad,regretful and also,I feel like I'm hurting myself already because of this terrible problem.I feel so unworthy of all of what I do spiritually as a result of this problem nor do I feel worthy of the spirituality in general.I also hate myself as a result of this problem and my self hatred will get worse if I don't stop and contain this problem.My SSA is skyrocketing as a result of this problem.I want to stop,but don't know how.

Please continue praying for me that I stop this problem and pray that I find a way to do so.I also need prayers to help me find the right spiritual Christian support groups to get me back on track.I also would appreciate positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated.There were a few hostile situations where a manic lady verbally attacked me when I answered the facility door by saying simply "Yes" and later on in the afternoon,one of the young male clients started wailing and yelling at one of the counselors very loudly where he was also insulting the counselor.I was actually glad when the day was over and after leaving work,I picked up a prescription refill and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short time and checked up on some e-mail before heading into the shower.

After I showered,I ate a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very complicated day overall.I am hoping that I get a good night's sleep as I really need one.

I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I am still feeling the same intense anger and rage burning within me.I really want to control and contain this.I don't want this to get me into trouble.I also don't want to lose anything that important to me,such as important relationships that I have in my life,such as friends and relatives and also,I don't want to lose my job as I truly and really need that.I have been asking and appealing to all of you for help and also,some helpful advice on how I can stop and contain this terrible thing.Please share with me what has worked for any of you if any of you have had this particular problem,including mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under your breath,which is THE main problem I want to stop and contain.Please share with me what has worked you within the comments section.Please share what has worked for you as it might work for me.I am desperate and have nobody else to turn to.Please share with me within the comments section what has worked for you.I also would really appreciate prayerful support right now as I really need all the prayers that I can have made for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today did.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes and ran a few errands that needed to be run.After those were done,I came home and quickly did my personal PC work.

After that was finished,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while.

A little later on,when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I'm still entangled in this terrible problem of mumbling angrily some hateful and spiteful things under my breath.I still don't know how to break free from this terrible thing.I feel like like a complete scumbag as a result of this terrible problem.I'm still mumbling the same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath that I mumbled during the middle of the work week this past week.As I said and will say again,I want to stop doing this terrible thing,but don't know how.I want to stop and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and goes too far.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't lose anything that's important to me,such as the relationships that I have and even more importantly,my job,which I really need to hold on to.I keep appealing and appealing to all of you who follow and visit my blog,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.The struggle that I have with SSA is terrible enough,but this struggle that I have with this intense anger and rage burning within me is making matters worse for me.As I said,I want to stop this terrible problem and contain before it gets out of control and goes too far.

I am again appealing to all of you.Please share within the comments section any ideas that can help me.Please share what worked for any of you if any of you have had this same particular problem.I would like for you to share what worked for you.I'm hoping that whatever worked for you could also work for me as well.Please share what worked for you.Maybe what worked for you could work for me as well.Please help me.Please share what could work for me.I would really appreciate anything helpful.Please share anything within the comments section.Please.I really need help so desperately right now.

Please continue praying for me,Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did some of my personal PC work.After that,I proceeded to get some cleaning work done on the upstairs rooms.It took me a little over an hour,but I got it done.After that was done,I showered and shaved after showering.After that,I quickly finished my morning personal PC work and got dressed.I first stopped at a local hair place to get my hair cut and after that,I headed for my church for a special anniversary dinner.

The anniversary dinner was wonderful.I had some wonderful fellowship with everyone that was there and learned some stuff about the early settlers who came to settle here in my home area.After it was over,I stopped at a nearby 7-11 for a bottle of water to take a certain medicine and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.After that was finished,when it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Fellow blog followers,I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support.I am still feeling the intense anger and rage burning within me.As I said,I don't know why I'm feeling this way.I don't know why I'm feeling this intense anger and rage burning within me.I've been mumbling hateful and spiteful things under my breath lately and I don't know why.It's been getting worse while I'm at work.I need to control this terrible problem before it gets worse.I also need to control this problem before I lose everything that's important to me and that I've worked so hard for,such as the important personal relationships that I have and most importantly,my job.I also have to control and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and I wind up in serious trouble because of it.I've been reaching out for help here,but nobody has been responding.Nobody has offered any advice nor anything positive.I need your help everyone.I'm continuing to reach out as I can't go through this alone.I can't simply tough it out and let it pass because this isn't depression,but anger and rage.I need help desperately.I need help before it gets out of control.I need the help and support of all of you as I can't do this on my own.I feel like I'm being ignored by all of you and that nobody is interested in helping me with this problem.

Why?

Why are you ignoring me?

Please help me.I need help.I need support and I need prayerful and positive verbal support.I need helpful advice.I need to see that I'm being heard and that my reaching out for help will also be heard.

I'm begging and pleading for all of you to help me.Please help me.Please help me on how I can control and contain this problem before it gets worse that it is already.I could lose all of the valuable and important relationships that I have with others.I also could lose my job if I don't control and contain this problem.I need to overcome this problem and break free from the terrible grip that this terrible anger and rage burning within me has me in.I need to own this anger and rage rather than them both owning me.Please help me.I'm desperate for anything helpful.Please help me.Please help me and I'm very serious about this.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I headed back out to make an exchange at the local Home Depot.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I had a light evening meal.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Fellow followers,I'm still in need of some prayers and positive verbal support and helpful advice.I'm still feeling an intense anger and rage burning within me.It started yesterday and hasn't subsided.I want it to subside.Today,I was saying some very and terribly hateful things under my breath while at work.I was saying repeatedly to myself "I hate these people", "I hate this place", I hate everybody here".I also got hostile with a fellow colleague who asked me a simple question,which I didn't mean to get.This is really becoming a problem with me.I am hoping that my supervisor doesn't find out about this.I now have an anxiety that I could wind up in serious trouble with my supervisor if she finds out about this.I am also hoping that she hasn't heard any of the terrible things I've said under my breath.I really need help desperately as I'm also sick with these anger and rage problems that I currently have.It could get me in serious trouble if I'm not careful.I could lose my jab and I also could lose valuable and important relationships that I treasure and want to hold on to.I have to stop this before it goes too far.I almost lost it today and again,it's making me miserable.I am supposed to be a Christian.I am a church going guy,but lately,as a result of this anger and rage burning within me,I don't feel like a Christian nor am I acting like one.I'm acting more like someone who's enslaved to sin and Satan the devil rather than a slave of the only true God anywhere.I need help from all of you.I need prayers.I need some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please help me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get and also,all the positive verbal support and helpful advice that I can get.Please everyone.I feel like I'm all alone here and I need some help.I need help desperately.Please help me.I need it so very badly.I need to learn how I can contain this problem for good.I don't want to feel this intense anger and rage burning within me anymore.I want to stop and contain this problem.What has worked for you?Please share.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.

After eating,I quickly did my personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly,not only with SSA,but also,my other emotional issues,such as anger.I mumbled something under my breath at work today that I shouldn't have mumbled,and yes,a profane word was used in it and it got me into trouble.I really felt terrible after that and also,it made me feel miserable.I really need to get a hold of this terrible problem that I have in regards to my anger,because if I don't,I might lose my job and it would be difficult right now for me to find work due to the holiday season coming up as nobody usually hires during the holiday season.Again,I really need to get a hold of this and contain it.This is really starting to hurt me terribly.I really need to stop this and also,learn how to control it and contain it.If anyone has any ideas out there,please share within the comments section.I really need all the helpful advice that I can get.Please help me.I need help.I'm reaching out and I need help from all of you.Please help.Please share some helpful advice.Please share what has helped you.If it worked for you,maybe it can work for me.I would really appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.Please share this within the comments section.I'm really desperate here.I would really appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well,or least better than it did today.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling under the weather.I have pains in my legs,an uneasy feeling within my stomach and also,a terrible headache.I was at work for a short time today,but was sent home as a result.I'm currently at home resting and I'm hoping to feel better very soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some get well wishes,alongside the prayers.I'm hoping to post tomorrow if I'm feeling better.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out with some stuff around the house and had a light evening meal afterwards.

After eating,I did my personal PC work and relaxed for a while until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I struggle with.I've been falling a lot lately and it's been really getting me down.I want to stop falling,but really don't know how to stop.I need all the prayers that I can get.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice and the prayers,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I brushed my hair real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I bought a couple of things at a local supermarket.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out with some cleaning around the house and even went out to pick up a take-out meal.

After eating,I helped a little bit more and did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did a little bit of shopping at a local supermarket.After that,I dropped a few things off somewhere and headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I laid down for a short spell due to my having a painful headache.After my headache went away,I heated up my evening meal and while it was heating up,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I dried up and ate my evening meal.

After the dishes were washed,I did some more personal PC work and watched a few videos online while relaxing.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have,especially in the areas of fantasies and lusting.I want to stop these terrible urges that I have and want to contain them once and for all.Please pray that I do.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get from all of you.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,started a load of laundry.I watched a few videos online while waiting for the first laundry load to get done.I also showered real quickly and shaved after showering.When the first load was done,I put the load in the dryer and started the second and last load.While that was being done,I wiped down the entire bathroom with disinfecting wipes and when that was finished,I took the first load out of the dryer and put the next load in.I then folded the laundry and put it away.

While the second load was drying,I got dressed and headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I heated up my evening meal while folding up the second laundry load after it was dry and put that laundry away after doing so.I then ate my evening meal and also cleaned the dishes after that was done.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I have been falling short like crazy and I really need all the prayerful support that I can get right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I actually hope that the day goes by well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I did a little bit of shopping at a local supermarket and headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and heated up my evening meal.

After eating,I did my personal PC work and did some dishes.I did some more personal PC work and late on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was all over,I headed for home.

On the way home,I changed from my work clothes into casual clothes.I then headed back out to do some shopping.After getting the things I needed from a few stores,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the things that I bought away and I showered quickly.After my shower and drying up,I had my evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I headed back out again to pick up something at a local supermarket and to get some coins converted to cash.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did a little bit of cleaning work in the house and later on,after eating,did some personal PC work and showered quickly after that.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement when it was getting late.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,though there were some difficulties.After it was over,I shopped at a local supermarket and picked up some things that were needed for dinner tomorrow.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some dishes while preheating the oven for my dinner.After I put part of my evening meal in the oven,I showered quickly and after drying up,I saw that this part of my dinner was cooked and I heated the last of the wheat pasta that I had mixed with the last of the sauce.

After eating,I did my personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall,with some difficulties.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I really need prayers as I really don't know whether I'm coming or going at the moment.Please pray for me that I get the help and support that I so really and desperately need.I'm hoping that I can find a support group that I really need as I still feel all alone.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes by well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few things for dinner and after that,I headed for the local supermarket next door to pick up a couple more things.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and after that,I preheated the oven for my evening meal and when I placed what I wanted to in the oven,I showered while it was heating up.After showering,I heated up a little something in the microwave as a side dish.I then ate my evening meal and did my personal PC work after that.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I did some errand running and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some sweeping in a room in my house and also wiped down the bathroom with disinfecting wipes.I then heated up my evening meal.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and showered quickly.I then did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I'm struggling with the terrible sins of fantasizing and lusting.I need prayers real bad.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful support,in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the work week.I hope that the day starts off well for me.FJ