Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After the service was over,we had a potluck luncheon and the food was great,but the fellowship was also great as well.After I've had enough,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I ran a few errands and also picked up something light to eat as I was still feeling a little full from the potluck luncheon at church today.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I had a light meal and I finished my personal PC work.I also wiped down some counters and the stove and simply relaxed for the rest of the evening until it was time for me to retire.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite some time.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself and I can't seem to stop.It's also making me feel miserable.I've been saying really terrible and nasty things about my coworkers at work.I'm saying to myself that I can't stand the sight of them and that I want nothing to do with them outside of the work jurisdiction and workplace.I don't know why I'm saying these things.I also don't know why I'm even having these negative feelings and emotions about them.The thing is that I want to stop these negative things that are going through my mind and coming out of mouth under my breath.I really want to stop,but I really don't know how.I'm afraid that if this continues,I could lose everything that's important to me,such as my relationships with my family and friends and also most importantly,my job,which I can't afford to lose right now,especially if one day,one of my coworkers hears that I can't stand the sight of them and want nothing to do with them outside of work,I could get terminated and again,I don't want that.If anyone has any helpful advice for me,please share within the comments section.I really need all the support that I can get.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please continue praying for me that I stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem once and for all.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me and that the week starts off well for me.FJ