Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and later in the afternoon,I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I first went to a local Subway to buy a meatball sub and after that,I bought a few pizza slices at a local pizza place.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a DVD while eating my lunch.After that,I headed back out to help a friend out who needed to get some much needed shopping done.After that was over,I dropped them off and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do some much needed catching up on more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Tonight,I am going to go into anything in regards to my struggles.I am feeling extremely tired tonight.I will start going into that hopefully by tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers>Please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I really needed one.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I took a drive out to check up on someone that I knew.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I watched a little bit of TV.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I popped a Holiday season themed DVD into the DVD player and watched it.I also did some more personal PC work after that.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it is moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can say that since I stayed busy today after being couped up in my house during the Winter Weather Advisory,I didn't have any immoral thought passing through my mind nor was I tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting.However,though that may be good,I have been neglecting to talk to my Heavenly Father about things.I have been so tired as my medication has been kicking in earlier than expected.I have been so sleepy and drowsy that I have been falling asleep in bed and not really paying much attention to my praying relationship with my Heavenly Father.It makes me feel regret and shame as I having been doing that.I need to start making prayer a part of my life and I think that this could be one of the reasons why I have been tripping,stumbling and falling so much in my life.Starting tonight,I am going to have to make daily prayer a habit and not just use it when I get into trouble with temptations or when I ask for forgiveness for falling into sin.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,even desperately.I would appreciate any advice on how I can start making prayer a part of my life as I now realize that this has been contributing to why I have been in misery as well.Please pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section,especially any helpful advice that can help me make prayer a part of my everyday life and also,a regular habit.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of helping out a friend tomorrow afternoon and church as usual on Sunday morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair and not too eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I chose to go out and shovel the walk for the mail people.Since my hometown was under a Winter Weather Advisory,I chose to simply stay home and take it easy.I watched a few holiday themed DVDs and I also did my personal PC work.I didn't do any showering or washing my hair as I didn't go anywhere today.
After eating a light meal,I watched a couple more holiday themed DVDs and I also did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair and not too eventful day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I actually gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of me that clouded my mind.I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after these images and I masturbated when the point of orgasm came.I felt really miserable after this and after washing my hands,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also begged for my Heavenly Father to be merciful to me because I fell and I also accepted full and total responsibility for my fall.I prayed hard and I left nothing out as I prayed.When I was finished praying,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I really need to get tough with myself.I haven't been able to do that because I have had my mind on other things.I need to stop this habitual pattern of tripping,stumbling and falling and after that,going to repentance.I can't keep doing this stuff.I need to really start showing my Heavenly Father that I truly mean it that I want to overcome this terrible SSA and also want to heal from it.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I also need it now as a result of my terrible fall today.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continues support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and I held off showering as I had a few things to do because in my hometown,we were going to hit with a lot of snow and I wanted to get everything done before the snow were to hit.My hometown is under a Winter Weather Advisory until early Friday morning.I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of what I had to do.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a food item that I needed.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more groceries.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and finally had my usual quick breakfast after showering.After that,I did my personal PC work and later on in the day,I headed over to my church fellowship hall for an Advent family night dinner that included an informal worship and fellowship service.
The dinner and worship service were both wonderful.I ate a lot of good food and even took some desserts home as well.I headed for home when it was over.
On my way home,with the roads being rough with all the snowfall,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to pick up some essentials that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and did some more personal PC work.I also enjoyed some music while doing that.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As for my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will discuss these tomorrow as I am really tired from all the stuff that I did today.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,since we will be under a Winter Weather Advisory until early Friday morning,I am thinking of just staying home and relaxing.I also might watch some holiday themed DVD's as well.
That was my day today and my plans for the next day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I got dressed in my clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to my new therapist's office at the rehab center,but when I got there,it was a continuation of the orientation that took place the last week,which went well.After that was over and I got an appointment to meet with my new therapist,which will be the day before the last day of the month,I headed over to a nearby pizza place to have a couple of slices for lunch.After that,I headed over to a used music store across the street to pick up a couple of used records.After paying for them,I headed back to my hometown and stopped at a local supermarket on the way to pick up a few things.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some more groceries that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries that I bought away and I watched a little TV.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.When that was done,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have and popped it into the DVD player.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I didn't have any problems nor issues with temptations.I wasn't tempted to watch anything pornographic online nor was I tempted to fantasize and lust.I guess that by staying busy,it took my mind off of the sexual aspects that are connected with the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations of all sorts.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It shows that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Your support also helps keep me going in this struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for both your prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since the area where I live will be under a Winter Weather Advisory until early Friday morning,I have nothing planned,though there is a scheduled church family fellowship night in the early evening that I am hoping to go to.I really don't know what will be until tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I also relaxed for much of the early afternoon.As it was approaching later afternoon,I got dressed up and I headed for a Christmas party that I was invited to.
The party was wonderful.There was a lot of good food to eat and lots of wonderful fellowship.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as I was getting sleepy,I started to prepare for turning in for the night.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Tonight,I am asking for prayers.Tomorrow,I am starting to take that big step that I have anticipating and hoping will work out for me in the long run.Fellow blog followers and readers,please pray for me as I now about to take this giant step.Please pray that this therapy works out for me in the long run,so I can finally be rid of the unresolved issues that have been holding me back from the real and desperately needed healing that I truly need so I can finally overcome this terrible SSA,and heal from all the negative emotions that have been holding me back for far too long.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support as I am starting to make this big step in my therapy.I really could use some encouraging words.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned therapeutic step that I will be taking with my first session with my new therapist,I have nothing much planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and changed into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to see a movie at a local bargain movie theater.
I enjoyed the movie that I saw.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby Dollar Tree to pick up a can of soup.After that,I bought some cookies at a local supermarket.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I heated up the can of soup and I also made a sandwich to go along with it.After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though it is, I can say that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy and that took my mind off of the sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow as Satan and his minions can strike when lease expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It helps both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a Christmas party that I was invited to,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ