Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I really needed one.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I took a drive out to check up on someone that I knew.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I watched a little bit of TV.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I popped a Holiday season themed DVD into the DVD player and watched it.I also did some more personal PC work after that.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it is moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can say that since I stayed busy today after being couped up in my house during the Winter Weather Advisory,I didn't have any immoral thought passing through my mind nor was I tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting.However,though that may be good,I have been neglecting to talk to my Heavenly Father about things.I have been so tired as my medication has been kicking in earlier than expected.I have been so sleepy and drowsy that I have been falling asleep in bed and not really paying much attention to my praying relationship with my Heavenly Father.It makes me feel regret and shame as I having been doing that.I need to start making prayer a part of my life and I think that this could be one of the reasons why I have been tripping,stumbling and falling so much in my life.Starting tonight,I am going to have to make daily prayer a habit and not just use it when I get into trouble with temptations or when I ask for forgiveness for falling into sin.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,even desperately.I would appreciate any advice on how I can start making prayer a part of my life as I now realize that this has been contributing to why I have been in misery as well.Please pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section,especially any helpful advice that can help me make prayer a part of my everyday life and also,a regular habit.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of helping out a friend tomorrow afternoon and church as usual on Sunday morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ