Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also had a light lunch to tie me over until dinner.It was simply a slice of pizza but it was good.I also had to buy some more allergy medication for myself because I was running out.I now have only one pill left.I needed to buy another box so I could have some when I need themI suffer from seasonal allergies and I need to be prepared.So,I bought the pills so I could be prepared.Now I am.
I am now relaxing at home.I had a nice dinner of homemade soup.It was awesome.While eating my dinner,I watched the Paul Lynde Halloween Special that featured Margaret Hamilton as her most famous persona,which was the Wicked Witch of the West from The Wizard Of Oz and Billie Hayes as her most famous persona as Witchiepoo from the H.R.Pufnstuf TV series and a rocking performance by KISS.Not only that,Florence Henderson,Billy Barty and Roz"Pinky Tuscadero"Kelly.This was the first time that I had seen this in over 30 years.The last time I had seen this was back in 1976 when I was 6 years old after I was finished trick or treating.It was awesome seeing it after all these years.I enjoyed it.It was funny and clever.
Tonight,I am going out to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it will be an awesome night.I hope that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well.I am feeling optimistic but I still hope.You never know.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am still hoping to catch a movie tomorrow night.I would like to see the new Hairspray film.If I do,I am hoping that it's as good as the first one.
That was my day today,my hopes for the night tonights and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.I also had a better day than yesterday.When I arrived at work during the lunch period and sat down to eat,none of the people who tried to pick a fight with me the other day even tried.I guess that the coordinator of the social club talked to these people who tried to start some stuff and that was it.I had a very good lunch and that in turn made the rest of the day.
The work shift went by well enough.Plus,the pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean up and all I had to do was take the two bags full of dirty and take it to the work site and do the job.Again,nothing negative happened on the job and I also got other things accomplished.I got back some Music CDR's that I had a colleague make for me for a small price.I had three made.One for myself and two more for a couple of friends.I am hoping that the friends enjoy what I did for them.It would be great.After the shift was over,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I went home afterwards.
After doing some much needed computer work,I did another scan on my computer and again,it was clean.There were no viruses or spyware to worry me and that made me feel good.I will be doing another one next week.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I am thinking of going to see another movie.I might see the new Hairspray film.I have the original 1988 film on DVD and it's one of my favorite movies.I am hoping that this updated version,based on the Broadway musical,is going to good.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work shift today.Despite a minor mishap that happened in the early morning,when I had to finish the job of the previous day's worker,I had a pretty good day.It went by pretty fast and I when I packed the clean laundry to drop off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I felt good that I had accomplished something.
I dropped some stuff at home and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.I had to get a couple boxes of oatmeal for breakfast.Afterwards,I did some shopping for myself and went to check on a friend to see if he and his live in girlfriend were doing good.I also helped him by taking him to a gas station to get a little bit of gas that he needed to get some work done.I talked with him in the car about the day that I had and it was wonderful to have him hear everything that I shared and understand as well as sympathize.I dropped him off at home and I started off for home.
Despite a good day,I had an experience during the lunch hour with a couple of inconsiderate people.One of them was very testy with me regarding what another person and I talked about regarding vinyl records and how they have been making a serious comeback in the USA alone after being deemed "obsolete" by the US Music Industry.Some people are way too sold on the digital revolution that has really killed the US Music Industry because they stopped pressing vinyl records and jumped on the CD bandwagon.Plus,he got even more testy when I made a reference to The Flintstones with someone else when another person was getting their lunch and said that he wanted "No Gravy" on anything on his plate reagarding the episode when Fred walked into a place called Mother's Place and ordered a HOT Bronto Sandwich w/No Gravy.Plus,I was singing the theme song from That '70's Show and he had the nerve to yell at me saying "You Watch Too Much Television!".Not only that,another guy there got on me for what I was sharing with someone else regarding the Bee Gees classic song New York Mining Disaster 1941 and he had the nerve to say that if he wanted to hear all of what I shared with that person,he would buy cable and watch the History Channel in a very disrespectful tone of voice.Instead of getting angry and losing my temper,I simply went to the social club coordinator and explained the situation to him and he said that he would take care of it when he got the chance.Afterwards,I placed the bag of laundry in my car,dropped it off and went home.Overall,despite these mishaps,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly and I hope that no more mishaps happen tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went as well as expected.I had no mess to clean up.After I dropped the laundry off at the work site and sorted it all out,I went to have lunch at the social club.It was really good.I still felt hungry so I stopped an had a hot dog at a stand while I was on my way to pay the local property taxes.It was great.
I went to the local city building to pay the taxes and now,they're paid.We are done for the year regarding the city taxes and now,all we need to do is to pay the county taxes.We will pay those in a couple of months.I also paid my mechanic off for the repairs that he had done on the car that I am now driving.It's great to have a feeling of accomplishment and knowing that at leats something that you really needed to do has been done.Yes,it feels really good.
I also attended my weekly support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage that I was carrying and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.It is great to know that I am not all alone in my struggles and that there are people that are just like me who have issues that they are struggling with and what they are doing to resolve them.It isn't easy but at times,it's wonderful to know people like yourself.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.Even the pick-up went well enough.I did not have no mess to clean up,which was great.I also had a great lunch and after my day was finished,I dropped the laundry off and headed home.
When I did get home today,I was eeling slightly at edge.Why?Earlier in the day while at work,I got a reminder to come into one of the job coaches offices and the anxiety that something was wrong came over me.I know that I should not have to have this anxiety but I have these anxiety attacks for a long time ever since my work history began.I did learn that there was something there for me courtesy of the organization.I sighed but the anxiety really had a hold on me for that brief time.Not only that,there were a few mishaps.When I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom,the withdrawl went great but when I went to cash a check that I had gotten from the organization,they accidently put my mom's account number on the back of the check instead.Though they fixed it,I was feeling a little angry over this and this anger really enveloped me.Not only that,earlier at work,one of the ladies at the work site had to nerve to bam on the door and give me a hard time about me saying something to myself while in the bathroom.This happens to be one of my problems and I was saying angry things to myself much of the afternoon.I also exploded at a couple of ladies who were looking at me in a strange way.Of course,I did not mean it but I still felt miserable.The only really good things to happen was that I bought the movies Planet Terror and The US VS John Lennon at a Blockbuster Video store in my area.
I was also feeling at edge because I have just learned that the movie about Lenon's murderer entitled Chapter 27 is going to be released in theatres next year in March.This really caught me off guard because I was hoping that we had heard the last of this film and the people behind it.As I have sated previously,I am going to honor the memory and legacy of John Lennon by not going to see this film.I also won't acknowledge that it exists.I will not see it.I will not rent it.I will not acknowledge the movie,either.Long Live The Memory Of John Lennon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also will have lunch and I will also pay the long overdue city tax bill tomorrow.I also have my usual Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally managed to get that unit out that I ordered previously that was defective.It is going to take about 3 weeks for the people I bought this off of to process the return and get a new one out to me.I will be very patient as I await this but I will check back during the week of the 25th-29th of this month to see if it has been received.I'm in no hurry.It is not a big thing.Again,I will be patient as I await the business at hand.
Last night,I went to see Halloween and it was pretty good.It is a faithful readapting of the 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill.But this time,Rob Zombie,who directed the film,went deeper into the background of the film's main villian,who is Michael Myers.Apparently,Rob Zombie wanted to point out what lead Michael Myers to being the psychotic murderer seeking revenge on his hometown nearly 17 years after he was committed when he murdered his older sister,her boyfriend and his step-father.There were also some triggering instances like his step father yelling and cursing at Michael and his mother.This brought back a little of what I witnesses when my sister's boyfriend used to assault her and emasculate her.But again,it was only a movie.Again,I still felt that the movie was pretty good and I enjoyed the film.It was as good as the original 1978 film and as stated,it brought more of Michael Myers background to the surface.After the movie,I went to have a couple of drinks with the guys where I entertain and it was also excellent.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage from the previous two weeks afetr there was no meeting last week due to it being a holiday.But again,it was wonderful to be around the group again and share in the conversations that were being talked and shared how we were both feeling and why we felt it.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that the rest of the week goes good.
Tomorrow is a work day.I'm hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night alongside my hopes for the day and week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply ran an errand or two for the house.It wasn't anything much.It was just a personal thing.I also paid a visit with a friend of mine while I was out on my errand.He is doing good but his live in girlfriend wasn't feeling well.I did not stay too long due to this.I went home and I had a light dinner.After doing some more personal PC work,I bathed because I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see Rob Zombie's updating of the 1978 classic horror film Halloween.I have heard some mixed feelings about it from people that I know and I am going to see it myself because I did watch the classic 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill and it was as good as I remember it.I am now going to give this updating a chance.I hope that it is as good as the classic version.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was an awesome night.I simply reaquainted myself with a few songs that I had not done in a long time.It was really neat.I had a great night and I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again next Saturday night.I hope that it as good as it was last night.I might go have a friendly drink with the guys tonight after the movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes pretty good.I do have a meeting tomorrow evening with my anger management/conflict resolution group and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I also have to get ready for the week ahead.I do not know what to expect but whatever happens,I hope that it will be good.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ