Tonight,I am feeling hopeful,good and optimistic.I had the house all to myself this afternoon.My mom went to my grand niece's birthday party this afternoon and I decided to spend the afternoon on my own at home while my mom was over there.It was nice and quiet having the house all to myself for a while.I just needed some peace and quiet to myself and I figured that this was a perfect opportunity.I actually enjoyed it.
While my mom was over at my niece's house,I watched a movie on my VCR/DVD combo while I was having dinner.My dinner was simply two hot dogs and a heaping bowl of low sodium tomato soup.It was great.I simply ate it while I was watching the movie.It was a neat horror film called Motor Home Massacre.I enjoyed it.It was about a bunch of college aged kids getting lost in the woods after they "borrow" the motor home of somebody's parents.When they get there,the usual events ensue.The ending really surprised me.But it was worth watching.I had a ball being here alone at home today.My mom had told me that she had a wonderful time and she bought home some cupcakes.Overall,it was a wonderful afternoon.I am looking forward to the next time that I have this opportunity.I like having some time to myself.
Tonight,I am going out to sing up a storm for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I always hope for it and I feel that there is nothing wrong with that.I sometimes think the more you hope.The better that you feel,or something like that.But I am looking forward to the night tonight as I always do.Becuase you never know what might happen.But again,I rarely have any problems regarding my entertaining people on a Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth working day today.Nothing much happened.I just did my job and the rest took care of itself.The only thing was that it was a very HOT and HUMID day today.It has now cooled down somewhat but it was a very hazy day today.The heat did make it hard but I was just glad to get home after the work day today.I relaxed for most of the afternoon after I got home.After I ate dinner,I caught up on some personal computer work that I had been meaning to catch up on.After doing so,I went to the laundromat to do my underwear.My mother's washer started leaking a week ago as she was doing laundry and at the moment,we have no washer.While I was at the laundromat,I did a scan on my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on it.I got a lot accomplished today.I now have clean underwear to last me a while and that is great.The work week,despite one frustrating thing that happened this week,went by better than expected.I am glad that it did.Because when you get through something without a lot of frustration,it gives you a feeling of accomplishment and it makes you look forward to the next week.It also makes you better appreciate the weekend when it comes.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to singing tomorrow night for the crowd.Then again,I always look forward to singing and entertaining the crowd on Saturday night.I love what I do.It is fun and it always makes me feel good when the crowd is always satisfied.It makes me look forward to entertaining the crowd even more.I can hardly wait for that tomorrow night.
This weekend is the Memorial Day weekend.It is a very special weekend where we honor war veterans past and present.We also honor those who served in the US Armed Forces.Those brave men who fought for our freedom really deserve the honor.It also makes us realize that freedom truly ain't FREE.It comes with a price.Those brave men paid a big price for our freedom.
I am hoping that Saturday night goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day and night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty hard day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly but I had to haul four heavy bags full of laundry from the basement to the upstairs where I had to load the laundry into my vehicle to drop it off at the drug and alcohol rehabilitation center.The staff there reported that they were low on fitted sheets and that if I had seen any in any of the loads that I had picked up in the past few days,please make sure that I had them delivered by this afternoon.I did find quite a few and I did those so they would have them in their stock as needed.They did show their appreciation by thanking me,which made me feel a little bit good.On the way home,I had to stop and get gas at a gas station.I also had to mail out something that I had to mail out right away.Not only that,the hot humid weather was also a contributor to why I was feeling the way I was.It just brought me a more tired feeling.But again,I was glad to have gotten something accomplished.
But it was not that way when I got home.My mom asked me if I could borrow her more money.I mean,I loaned her some this month and no matter how many times I try to get through to her about my cash situation,it seems to do me no good.I sometimes wish that I did not have to do these things.I know that if I live at home,I do have to do something extra when I least expect it.But this is ridiculous.May has not been a good month for me money wise.I am happy that the last week is coming and I can put this month behind me and forget about all this stuff that has happened.I mean this month,I had to make two deposits in my checking account when I wound being overdrawn twice.But right now,I only have a little bit of money to keep my account open when the next direct deposit comes in on June 1st.I am hoping that June is a better month for me money wise.I can't hardly want for this month to end.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.It was a pretty decent day today despite a minor frustration that had happened earlier in the day.When I arrived at the pick up spot to pick up the laundry,the laundry room was in a big mess.I had to search for empty laundry bags today and I succeeded in finding them.I put the remaining laundry that was all over the place and bagged it.When I arrived at the work site,I dropped it off after weighing it and sorting it out.I left to go home.On the way,I stopped at a small restaurant and had lunch.I even stopped by my mechanic's garage to see if he had started the car as of yet but he didn't.He said that the the part had not come as of yet and he is hoping that it would arrive today so he could start tomorrow.I am hoping to get it on the road by next month.I am anxious to get it going so I can drive it.I would love to start driving it pretty soon.I have been eagerly awaiting this for quite a while.I am hoping that he does start it soon.
I had a wonderful meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor.It was great to get off all the excess emotional baggage that I had been carrying around for a couple of weeks.I did tell her about the experience that I had two weeks ago and I also told her that nothing had happened.She was glad to know that nothing happened and that the stuff that I was scared of did not become a reality.But still,the fear was there because an experience did happen when an inconsiderate guy at one time grabbed me without permission and he was thrown out after he done so.That experience was why I was scared of what happened two weeks ago.But I have put that behind me and I am moving on.
I had a wonderful meeting tonight with my support group at the church.It was great to get some emotional baggage off of me in the group as well.These meetings have been helping me with a lot of what heas been going on in my life by giving me an understanding attitude and listening to every word I say.That is great.I am looking forward to the next meeting.I hope that the next meeting goes as well as this one.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The work day went by smoothly.But when I got home,that is when some frustrating stuff started.It did not start right away.It started later on in the day and it had to do with my computer having issues.
When I got home from doing an errand for my mother,I tried to get online but the internet service provider was having problems.Apparently in the area that I live in,there were people whose internet service was knocked out for most of the evening.I had learned that from the local chapter of the phone company who also provides internet.They said that it would be a matter of time before the service was restored.So after they informed me of this,I simply took a bath to forget about the problems.When I got out,I saw by my router that all the lights were green.I tried to get on but the internet explorer was not cooperating.I tried several times but no go.I had to restart my computer several times before I could get it working.The fourth time turned out to be the charm.I can now catch up on my work before I turn in for the night.I am now glad to be back online.It is wonderful.I was lost for a while but now,I am feeling a little bit better.I am still feeling some frustration from what happened most of the evening.But again,I am feeling a little bit better.I will just have to have a good nights sleep in order to feel a lot better.
I even had a talk with an old school mate.We talked for over 45 minutes.We talked about a lot of things.I was glad that she was doing well and that she is trying to get her life back on track.That made me feel better.I am glad that she is trying.
Tomorrow morning is simply a pck-up day.Tomorrow afternoon is my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.Tomorrow night is my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that they all go well tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I got what I had to get done today and that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.After a wonderful weekend,I am looking forward to this week with a lot of optimism and enthusiasm.I am hoping that this week turns out better than last week.Today was a pretty good day.This makes me hope that the rest of the week goes by smoothly.Again,I hope that it's better than last week.
Today,I had an appointment with the new medication manager and that first meeting with her went great.We talked for nearly an hour about my life and what I was doing to amuse myself.The new medication manager was a lady who used to work for the organization that I work for.I know that this is going to work out fine.I am looking forward to my next appointment with her in a few months.This week,my next appointment is with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that my next meeting with her goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.After last week,I need the week to go by smoothly.I do not think that I can handle another week of frustration.So,I am hoping that the week goes well.I am taking it one day at a time.If tomorrow goes smoothly,that is good.I now have to look to the next work day and the one after that.Again,I hope that this week goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Despite the disappointing loss that the Sabres suffered,I went out and I had a great time.I went out to entertain the crowd and I had a wonderful night.I Sang up a storm for my friends and it was a great night.The place where I sing at was ccelebrating their 7th anniversary of opening up.There was food galore. There was mostly pepperoni pizza to go around but it was great.The people there make great pepperoni pizza.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and they had a blast having me entertain them.I did a new song last night and it got a rousingly loud round of applause.I even reaquainted myself with a few standards that I had not done in quite a while and that still got a lot of positive responses.It was simply terrific.I am glad to have the opportunity to entertain people who always appreciate it.It makes me feel really good to see people happy when I give my all to please them and me being pleased with what I do.It is always a pleasure.
Despite the disappointing loss that the Sabres suffered at the hands of the Senators and being eliminated,I did not let the disappointment get to me.I simply let loose and had a ball.I had some joking and ribbing with the guys there and it was really FUN.Again,it was a wonderful night.I am hoping that next Saturday night is as wonderful as last night.I always have a good time entertaining the crowd and I always enjoy it when they enjoy it.I always look forward to the next time.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I hope that it's as wonderful as last night. Today,I went out for a while.I ran an errand and I also got some gas for my vehicle.The day,though chilly,was nice and sunny.It was a little chilly and I had to wear a jacket while I was out.But still,it was a pretty good day.I stayed home most of the dya afterwards and I simply took it easy and relaxed.It is now evening and I am still relaxing.I have am appointment tomorrow with the new medication manager at the local hospital and I am hoping that it goes over well.Tomorrow is a day off and I am just going to take it easy.I am also hoping that the new week goes a lot more smoothly than the last week did.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ