Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work.
After that was finished,I went out to pick up someone that has been hired to help finish the upstairs so my room can be moved up there.After that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.
I also ran a few errands in between doing some of my personal things,including my personal PC work.
Later on,I had a meal with the handyman that was hired and after a while,I did some more personal PC work until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good and very busy day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite a while.I still can't seem to stop saying all of these angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I seriously want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I'm desperate as I don't want to hurt anyone,especially myself,with this terrible problem that I have.I could lose all of my important relationships that I have with others,be they friends or family,and also,most importantly,I don't want to lose my job.If anyone out there can help me,please do so.I want to be helped and could use any helpful advice that I might get.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual.I'm hoping that the rest of the day goes very well for me.FJ
Saturday, November 03, 2018
Friday, November 02, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was a little complicated again.The place I work at can have people get really out of control at times as there was an argument today between a few hopeful possible clients and staff,but it ended when they left.It was quiet for the rest of the day,but I couldn't wait to punch out.After doing so,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my work clothes and showered quickly.After my shower,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed and also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very complicated day overall.
Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with these terrible issues of anger and rage.I don't know how to stop.I want to stop.I need help.Please help me.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm really desperate here and I really want to stop before I get myself into trouble and also,before I lose everything that's important to me,especially my relationships with others and most importantly,my job.Thanks to all of you for anything helpful.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was a little complicated again.The place I work at can have people get really out of control at times as there was an argument today between a few hopeful possible clients and staff,but it ended when they left.It was quiet for the rest of the day,but I couldn't wait to punch out.After doing so,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my work clothes and showered quickly.After my shower,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed and also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very complicated day overall.
Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with these terrible issues of anger and rage.I don't know how to stop.I want to stop.I need help.Please help me.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm really desperate here and I really want to stop before I get myself into trouble and also,before I lose everything that's important to me,especially my relationships with others and most importantly,my job.Thanks to all of you for anything helpful.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ
Thursday, November 01, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day actually went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed clothes and went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something that was needed.After that,I stopped at a local Wendy's for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement as it was getting late.A very good day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really need to break free from this terrible grip that this anger and rage burning within me has got me into.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share within the comments section.I'm in desperate need of some helpful advice and also,I still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day actually went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed clothes and went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something that was needed.After that,I stopped at a local Wendy's for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement as it was getting late.A very good day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really need to break free from this terrible grip that this anger and rage burning within me has got me into.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share within the comments section.I'm in desperate need of some helpful advice and also,I still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, October 31, 2018
Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired and can barely type.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues and I still need prayerful and positive support,alongside some helpful advice.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks.FJ
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went a little bit better than yesterday,but there were still some complications.After it was over,I did a little shopping at a local supermarket before heading straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and after that,I showered quickly.I also had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but still,a little better day overall.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I'm still having this problem of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself under my breath.It's starting to get worse than before and I want to stop before it gets even more worse.I feel miserable as a result of this.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I even mumble some very profane and ugly words within these terrible things I'm saying to myself.I'm also still saying under my breath "I hate these fucking people","I hate this fucking place" and "I hate these pathetic excuses for people."
I feel bad about this problem because I'm supposed to be a Christian.I go to church each week and even attend Holy Bible study class,which also includes being a participant in the class by reading certain bible passages and making comments.I even have a share in Holy Communion when it's a part of the worship service.I always keep asking my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to forgive me for even saying these things,but the problem hasn't gone away and I'm still mumbling these same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I feel like a complete and total piece of scum because of this.I also feel like I'm among the most evil people in the world because of this or even the most evil of them all at times.This is really making me feel sad,regretful and also,I feel like I'm hurting myself already because of this terrible problem.I feel so unworthy of all of what I do spiritually as a result of this problem nor do I feel worthy of the spirituality in general.I also hate myself as a result of this problem and my self hatred will get worse if I don't stop and contain this problem.My SSA is skyrocketing as a result of this problem.I want to stop,but don't know how.
Please continue praying for me that I stop this problem and pray that I find a way to do so.I also need prayers to help me find the right spiritual Christian support groups to get me back on track.I also would appreciate positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went a little bit better than yesterday,but there were still some complications.After it was over,I did a little shopping at a local supermarket before heading straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and after that,I showered quickly.I also had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but still,a little better day overall.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I'm still having this problem of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself under my breath.It's starting to get worse than before and I want to stop before it gets even more worse.I feel miserable as a result of this.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I even mumble some very profane and ugly words within these terrible things I'm saying to myself.I'm also still saying under my breath "I hate these fucking people","I hate this fucking place" and "I hate these pathetic excuses for people."
I feel bad about this problem because I'm supposed to be a Christian.I go to church each week and even attend Holy Bible study class,which also includes being a participant in the class by reading certain bible passages and making comments.I even have a share in Holy Communion when it's a part of the worship service.I always keep asking my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to forgive me for even saying these things,but the problem hasn't gone away and I'm still mumbling these same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I feel like a complete and total piece of scum because of this.I also feel like I'm among the most evil people in the world because of this or even the most evil of them all at times.This is really making me feel sad,regretful and also,I feel like I'm hurting myself already because of this terrible problem.I feel so unworthy of all of what I do spiritually as a result of this problem nor do I feel worthy of the spirituality in general.I also hate myself as a result of this problem and my self hatred will get worse if I don't stop and contain this problem.My SSA is skyrocketing as a result of this problem.I want to stop,but don't know how.
Please continue praying for me that I stop this problem and pray that I find a way to do so.I also need prayers to help me find the right spiritual Christian support groups to get me back on track.I also would appreciate positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ
Monday, October 29, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was a little complicated.There were a few hostile situations where a manic lady verbally attacked me when I answered the facility door by saying simply "Yes" and later on in the afternoon,one of the young male clients started wailing and yelling at one of the counselors very loudly where he was also insulting the counselor.I was actually glad when the day was over and after leaving work,I picked up a prescription refill and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a short time and checked up on some e-mail before heading into the shower.
After I showered,I ate a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very complicated day overall.I am hoping that I get a good night's sleep as I really need one.
I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I am still feeling the same intense anger and rage burning within me.I really want to control and contain this.I don't want this to get me into trouble.I also don't want to lose anything that important to me,such as important relationships that I have in my life,such as friends and relatives and also,I don't want to lose my job as I truly and really need that.I have been asking and appealing to all of you for help and also,some helpful advice on how I can stop and contain this terrible thing.Please share with me what has worked for any of you if any of you have had this particular problem,including mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under your breath,which is THE main problem I want to stop and contain.Please share with me what has worked you within the comments section.Please share what has worked for you as it might work for me.I am desperate and have nobody else to turn to.Please share with me within the comments section what has worked for you.I also would really appreciate prayerful support right now as I really need all the prayers that I can have made for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today did.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was a little complicated.There were a few hostile situations where a manic lady verbally attacked me when I answered the facility door by saying simply "Yes" and later on in the afternoon,one of the young male clients started wailing and yelling at one of the counselors very loudly where he was also insulting the counselor.I was actually glad when the day was over and after leaving work,I picked up a prescription refill and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a short time and checked up on some e-mail before heading into the shower.
After I showered,I ate a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very complicated day overall.I am hoping that I get a good night's sleep as I really need one.
I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I am still feeling the same intense anger and rage burning within me.I really want to control and contain this.I don't want this to get me into trouble.I also don't want to lose anything that important to me,such as important relationships that I have in my life,such as friends and relatives and also,I don't want to lose my job as I truly and really need that.I have been asking and appealing to all of you for help and also,some helpful advice on how I can stop and contain this terrible thing.Please share with me what has worked for any of you if any of you have had this particular problem,including mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under your breath,which is THE main problem I want to stop and contain.Please share with me what has worked you within the comments section.Please share what has worked for you as it might work for me.I am desperate and have nobody else to turn to.Please share with me within the comments section what has worked for you.I also would really appreciate prayerful support right now as I really need all the prayers that I can have made for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today did.FJ
Sunday, October 28, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes and ran a few errands that needed to be run.After those were done,I came home and quickly did my personal PC work.
After that was finished,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while.
A little later on,when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I'm still entangled in this terrible problem of mumbling angrily some hateful and spiteful things under my breath.I still don't know how to break free from this terrible thing.I feel like like a complete scumbag as a result of this terrible problem.I'm still mumbling the same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath that I mumbled during the middle of the work week this past week.As I said and will say again,I want to stop doing this terrible thing,but don't know how.I want to stop and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and goes too far.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't lose anything that's important to me,such as the relationships that I have and even more importantly,my job,which I really need to hold on to.I keep appealing and appealing to all of you who follow and visit my blog,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.The struggle that I have with SSA is terrible enough,but this struggle that I have with this intense anger and rage burning within me is making matters worse for me.As I said,I want to stop this terrible problem and contain before it gets out of control and goes too far.
I am again appealing to all of you.Please share within the comments section any ideas that can help me.Please share what worked for any of you if any of you have had this same particular problem.I would like for you to share what worked for you.I'm hoping that whatever worked for you could also work for me as well.Please share what worked for you.Maybe what worked for you could work for me as well.Please help me.Please share what could work for me.I would really appreciate anything helpful.Please share anything within the comments section.Please.I really need help so desperately right now.
Please continue praying for me,Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes and ran a few errands that needed to be run.After those were done,I came home and quickly did my personal PC work.
After that was finished,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while.
A little later on,when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I'm still entangled in this terrible problem of mumbling angrily some hateful and spiteful things under my breath.I still don't know how to break free from this terrible thing.I feel like like a complete scumbag as a result of this terrible problem.I'm still mumbling the same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath that I mumbled during the middle of the work week this past week.As I said and will say again,I want to stop doing this terrible thing,but don't know how.I want to stop and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and goes too far.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't lose anything that's important to me,such as the relationships that I have and even more importantly,my job,which I really need to hold on to.I keep appealing and appealing to all of you who follow and visit my blog,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.The struggle that I have with SSA is terrible enough,but this struggle that I have with this intense anger and rage burning within me is making matters worse for me.As I said,I want to stop this terrible problem and contain before it gets out of control and goes too far.
I am again appealing to all of you.Please share within the comments section any ideas that can help me.Please share what worked for any of you if any of you have had this same particular problem.I would like for you to share what worked for you.I'm hoping that whatever worked for you could also work for me as well.Please share what worked for you.Maybe what worked for you could work for me as well.Please help me.Please share what could work for me.I would really appreciate anything helpful.Please share anything within the comments section.Please.I really need help so desperately right now.
Please continue praying for me,Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ
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