Saturday, October 03, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to visit with my mom over at the rehab facility where she is staying in.I stayed for about 45 minutes and I headed for home after that.
I also ate out at a local restaurant today.I had a nice pasta lunch and it was great.I ate it at a small place where I go to once in a while to eat when I am tired of the usual.After paying for my meal,I headed over to a friends house to see where he lived.
When I got there,I stopped for about a few minutes to check his place out and to see where he lived.He invited me over to dinner tomorrow and i just wanted to see what the place looked like.After spending nearly a few minutes over there,I left and headed for home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down.I actually wound up dozing off without realizing it.It happens to be the side effect of the medication that I am taking in the morning for this depression that I am currently going through.I have been going through this for quite some time and I see no sign of it letting up.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
After having dinner at my sister's house,I went to a local gas station to get some gas and I headed straight home.I am staying here for the rest of the night.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I am doing everything in my power to try and alleviate the symptoms but I am still feeling funky.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
As for tomorrow,I am going over a friend's house for dinner.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 02, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply didi what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply dropped off everything at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I turned on my computer to warm it up and I called my mom to see how she was doing.She told me that she was okay and after a few minutes,I hung up.I did call her back after I had eaten dinner.
While online,I registered all the bills that I had received from cashing my paycheck at the Where's George site and they are all on the site.I also managed to do some online browsing and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and as stated,I called my mom back.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and I will be calling them back in a few minutes after I am done posting on here.
I am still feeling depression.There hasn't been any improvement in my mood.I want to feel better but at the moment,I am feeling funky.I am hoping that the funkiness that I am feeling disappears soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am planning to visit with my mom tomorrow.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and after I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got the stuff that I needed ready to do my underwear.I really needed to get them done because I was running low.I left the house to go to the laundromat.
I got my laundry done in under an hour.After it was finished,I bagged it all and I drove straight home to fold it and put it away.
After doing that,I called my mom to check up on her and she told me to call her later after I had eaten,which I did.After hanging up,I laid down and fell asleep.
After getting up,I did my personal PC work and watched a little bit of TV.It was nothing special.I am still feeling the effects of not having my mom here at home while she is recouperating from what happened to her.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I talked with my mom again.It was wonderful to talk to her.I am planning to visit with her on Saturday.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that I am over this depression real soon.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the symptoms but I am still not where I feel that I should be.Again,I am hoping to be over this soon.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up didn't go too smoothly today.I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room at the rehab center before taking the loads to the work site.After that was finally accomplished,I had lunch and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply put my pajamas back on and took a nap.I was feeling tired for taking my morning medication and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I slept for about 2 hours and just relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.
I did make one trip out of the house.I was called out by a friend of mine to come to his place to listen to a turntable that he had just aquired and hooked up.It was really good.I stayed with him for a few minutes before heading back home.
When I got back home,I called my mom at the rehab place where she is staying and I talked with her for a few minutes.She wanted me to bring some stuff with me when I come for a visit on Saturday afternoon.I told her that I would bring the stuff and I would make sure not to forget them.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and had dinner.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I popped a movie in my DVD player to watch.The only problem is that watching a movie didn't make me feel any better.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.It has nothing to do with what happened to my mom.I have been feeling this way even before that.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to try and feel better but I am still not where I feel I should be.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only thing good is that I have had no SSA feelings with this depression.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and I managed to get everything that needed to get done accomplished.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I had to stop at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and after doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajama's on and relaxed a bit.I was feeling tired and I felt that some rest would do me a world of good.I laid down and napped for nearly an hour.Before my nap,I called my mom to see how she was doing and she said that was feeling okay.
After my nap,I watched a little bit of TV and I also looked into the freezer to see what frozen TV dinner I wanted to have for tonight.After making my choice,I went back to watching TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long tome and I see no sign of it ending.I would like to start feeling better and I am hoping that I start feeling better soon.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the way that I have been feeling,but I am still not where I want to be.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
So far,the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 28, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for a bit.I also heard that my mom was moved today to a rehab facility and I talked with her over the phone.I am planning to call her tomorrow and visit with her over the weekend.I will have to pay the toll to get across but I do want to see her this weekend so I am not complaining.
Today,I went and did some personal shopping.I bought some frozen TV dinners that I will be having for dinner over the course of time that my mom will be in rehab.I will be buying more next week because these are not going to last very long.I am going to be alone for quite some time and I need to be prepared.
After the shopping was done,I headed for home and I had a talk with my sister to let her know that I heard about mom and that I will be calling her everyday.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and I put all the frozen stuff away in the freezer.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more online browsing.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I see no end in sight to this.I have been feeling funky for much of the day and I am seeing that this depression doesn't seem to want to leave.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to overcome but it hasn't been doing me any good.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.
The only real positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I woke up late today and I had a quick breakfast of a bowl of cold cereal.I also heated up a couple cups of leftover coffee.After doing that,I proceeded to go on with my day.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at the local Wendy's to have a double stack burger as my lunch and I headed over to the hospital.
I visited with my mom at the hospital for about 90 minutes and I left because I was feeling tired and she advised me to go home and get some rest.I have been having a hard time getting to sleep since my mom got hurt.I have also been feeling alone and miserable.I am hoping that my mom gets better soon.It has only been a few days but I do miss her being here at home.
I also heard from my dad earlier this evening.This is the third time that I have heard from him since the last time that I talked with him.But it was great to have talked with hime for a while.I also had a small talk with my niece for a few minutes and she is feeling okay.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I finally got around to doing my personal PC work.I have been putting it off all day today and I finally did it.It was quite a lot but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been taking my medication and doing everything told to me by the nurse practitioner but I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ