Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to visit with my mom over at the rehab facility where she is staying in.I stayed for about 45 minutes and I headed for home after that.
I also ate out at a local restaurant today.I had a nice pasta lunch and it was great.I ate it at a small place where I go to once in a while to eat when I am tired of the usual.After paying for my meal,I headed over to a friends house to see where he lived.
When I got there,I stopped for about a few minutes to check his place out and to see where he lived.He invited me over to dinner tomorrow and i just wanted to see what the place looked like.After spending nearly a few minutes over there,I left and headed for home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down.I actually wound up dozing off without realizing it.It happens to be the side effect of the medication that I am taking in the morning for this depression that I am currently going through.I have been going through this for quite some time and I see no sign of it letting up.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
After having dinner at my sister's house,I went to a local gas station to get some gas and I headed straight home.I am staying here for the rest of the night.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I am doing everything in my power to try and alleviate the symptoms but I am still feeling funky.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
As for tomorrow,I am going over a friend's house for dinner.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
4 comments:
FJ, so sorry to hear about your mother's accident, a shoulder can cause a lot of pain. I am sure you are finding being there by yourself really different. I see you mentioned about frozen TV dinners, just a thought but you should try making your own dinners from scratch, start out with something simple and go from there, you never know how much you might like it, I know I do. Also hope and pray you get relief from the depression and that you are able to get good rest. Sorry, haven't checked in with you in a bit, take good care and will try and get back more often.
Stan
Thanks for the advice. I was also wondering when I would hear from you. I have missed your comments. Thanks again.
The last few weeks have been discouraging ones, I can't say I was depressed but sure felt down, alone, not much motivation to get things accomplished. Things from the past have really been getting to me, those things that bring up such pain inside and I feel unable to move, overwhelming you could say. This Thursday I am going to meet a guy who I have known for a long time, he has been mentoring other guys who struggle with sexual purity and issues. I am looking forward to that time. I have often thought of contacting him but I guess I was afraid to admit I dealt with SSA in my life. After my initial email to him he wrote back that even way back when we first met he suspected that to be the case. He is a very thoughtful, gentle and careful spiritual guy so I feel comfortable in talking to him.
Have a good week FJ, stay well.
Hey F.J.,
I haven't forgotten about you! You've been in my prayers. I hope you feel better.
- Mike (commented on your September 16th blog post).
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