Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I checked my mail,my income tax economic stimulus check came in.This replaces all the money that I had to spend on the windshield that I had to replace almost 2 weeks ago due to the terrible hail storm that we had.Now,the money has been fully replaced and I feel better as a result of that.I can still save up all my money each and every week but now,I am just feeling glad that all the money that I had to spend is now all replaced.
I didn't do too much today.When I woke up,I just ate breakfast and took it easy for much of the day.I also did my personal PC work and there wasn't to much to do.After that,I simply shut her down and took it easy for the rest of the day.
I also received a record album that I had been waiting on for quite a while.It was a Rick Springfield album that was released in 1986.I am glad to have this.It is a promotional record album but it is still great that it's in my collection.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I do this each and every Saturday night and I always look forward to doing that.I am hoping that the evening goes over well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go good.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything will work out right.Still,I hope.
I also ran a short errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was nothing earth shaking.It was simply a small thing that she needed to have.After that,I bathed and I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to finish up some last minute personal PC work before I went out tonight.It was simply a few e-mails and posting on here sharing the day I had today.The day isn't over yet but I am hoping that the rest of the day will work out nicely.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the evening ahead.As stated,I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.But again,I feel that everything will work out for the better tonight.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly with nothing negative happening.I had a lot better day.Everything just took care of itself.I simply did my job and everything fell into place.I bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck.It didn't take too long.I was in and out of the bank in a hurry.After that,I headed for home and I didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I checked my e-mail and I had to correct a little misunderstanding regarding a purchase that I made on Ebay.I bought the Infinifilm edition of A Nightmare On Elm Street but the seller didn't receive word of the payment that I made due to an error on the PayPal site.Fortunately,the seller and I worked it out where I cancelled my initial payment and rebought the DVD again and this time,the payment was successful.I was relieved that this whole thing was worked out in a positive way and we both got what we wanted.I know that it will be over a week,with the upcoming 4th of July weekend coming up slowing the delivery down but I will be awaiting patiently for this and I am glad to have this original film on DVD.I am still eagerly awaiting the boxed set that I ordered through Amazon to come and I am hoping that they send that out soon once I hear that the money order that I sent was received.I also registered several more bills at Where's George while I was online.It was all the money that I got when I cashed my paycheck.I also registered a few more when I got home from returning the bottles and cans to the store.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow and I am hoping that everything goes well.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night and I am always happy to entertain people when I get the opportunity.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
I also had to run an errand or two for my mom tonight.While doing that,I turned in some cans and bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the past several weeks.I still have some that I have to take back to a certain grocery store because the other stores in the area can't.I am hoping to turn those in by the end of the week.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly with nothing negative happening.I had a lot better day.Everything just took care of itself.I simply did my job and everything fell into place.I bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck.It didn't take too long.I was in and out of the bank in a hurry.After that,I headed for home and I didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I checked my e-mail and I had to correct a little misunderstanding regarding a purchase that I made on Ebay.I bought the Infinifilm edition of A Nightmare On Elm Street but the seller didn't receive word of the payment that I made due to an error on the PayPal site.Fortunately,the seller and I worked it out where I cancelled my initial payment and rebought the DVD again and this time,the payment was successful.I was relieved that this whole thing was worked out in a positive way and we both got what we wanted.I know that it will be over a week,with the upcoming 4th of July weekend coming up slowing the delivery down but I will be awaiting patiently for this and I am glad to have this original film on DVD.I am still eagerly awaiting the boxed set that I ordered through Amazon to come and I am hoping that they send that out soon once I hear that the money order that I sent was received.I also registered several more bills at Where's George while I was online.It was all the money that I got when I cashed my paycheck.I also registered a few more when I got home from returning the bottles and cans to the store.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow and I am hoping that everything goes well.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night and I am always happy to entertain people when I get the opportunity.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
I also had to run an errand or two for my mom tonight.While doing that,I turned in some cans and bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the past several weeks.I still have some that I have to take back to a certain grocery store because the other stores in the area can't.I am hoping to turn those in by the end of the week.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.But for much of the day,I was feeling really at edge.
The work shift went just a tad rocky.It started out smoothly but it turned a little rough.
It all started while I was on the social club computer reducing my e-mail load so I wouldn't have much work to do later when I got home.I volunteered to help someone out by looking up and trying to find a map of an area when I was finished.But he was standing by me looking at the monitor screen while I was trying to do my personal work and this was making me nervous as what I was looking at was my personal business.I asked him nicely to please step away from the area that he was because the messages in my e-mail box were personal and I really didn't appreciate him looking over me.He copped an attitude with me and it almost led to a loud confrontation with me on the verge of losing my temper until the social club coordinator and another staffer got involved,which,in a way,saved my sanity.After the coordinator met with me and worked out the situation,he also worked it out with the other guy and the other staffer as we were both advised to stay away from each other the rest of the day,which we did.I managed to finish what I started and that was it.
Fortunately,the rest of the day went smoothly but I was still at edge over what had happened and I was still feeling the anger that was present in me when it happened.After eating my lunch,I finished my job and dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work.It was done pretty quick as I didn't have very much to do.But I felt better and after that,I headed for the meeting tonight and I had some high hopes for this new group as I was new but I was also feeling somewhat nervous and anxious.But I went anyway and I am glad that I did.
The meeting went great.This is a great group and I am glad that I found out about it.It was awesome to be around these people and not have to worry about being judged.I simply shared what I felt that I needed to share and it felt rewarding.I really felt welcomed and accepted.It was awesome.I am looking forward to next Thursday's group and I am hoping that it goes as well as tonight's.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes better than today's.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went just a tad rocky.It started out smoothly but it turned a little rough.
It all started while I was on the social club computer reducing my e-mail load so I wouldn't have much work to do later when I got home.I volunteered to help someone out by looking up and trying to find a map of an area when I was finished.But he was standing by me looking at the monitor screen while I was trying to do my personal work and this was making me nervous as what I was looking at was my personal business.I asked him nicely to please step away from the area that he was because the messages in my e-mail box were personal and I really didn't appreciate him looking over me.He copped an attitude with me and it almost led to a loud confrontation with me on the verge of losing my temper until the social club coordinator and another staffer got involved,which,in a way,saved my sanity.After the coordinator met with me and worked out the situation,he also worked it out with the other guy and the other staffer as we were both advised to stay away from each other the rest of the day,which we did.I managed to finish what I started and that was it.
Fortunately,the rest of the day went smoothly but I was still at edge over what had happened and I was still feeling the anger that was present in me when it happened.After eating my lunch,I finished my job and dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work.It was done pretty quick as I didn't have very much to do.But I felt better and after that,I headed for the meeting tonight and I had some high hopes for this new group as I was new but I was also feeling somewhat nervous and anxious.But I went anyway and I am glad that I did.
The meeting went great.This is a great group and I am glad that I found out about it.It was awesome to be around these people and not have to worry about being judged.I simply shared what I felt that I needed to share and it felt rewarding.I really felt welcomed and accepted.It was awesome.I am looking forward to next Thursday's group and I am hoping that it goes as well as tonight's.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes better than today's.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little bit at edge.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had a pretty good lunch period.But somehow my emotional stance changed midday.
When I got home,I was feeling cranky with me feeling angry over something.For most of the day,everything went terrifically well until the lunch period.
After I ate my lunch,I was waiting to use the social club computer.There was another person on it but they were taking too long.The social club has a 1/2 hour time limit when someone uses the computer.I was waiting to register some bills at Where's George but the person using the computer went nearly 12 minutes over their time and I was feeling angry as a result.Instead of losing my temper,which I was on the verge of,I went to the social club coordinator and told him about it.He took care of it by pointing out to the person that they had gone over their time and that there was someone else waiting to use the computer.The person did get off but in anger.Apparently,she didn't like being corrected when she was wrong but in a way,that is how people remember to do the right thing the next time.Take it from me,admittedly,I don't like it either.But it is the best way that we improve ourselves so we at least can try to avoid making that same mistake again.The only good thing out of it is that I got the bills registered at Where's George and after I was finished,I left for home.
When I got home,I felt tired because I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night.Coupled with that incident at the social club and the way I felt due to a lack of sleep,I tried to take a nap and while I slept well for over an hour,I wound up masturbating to fantasies of having sexual activity with another man.I felt lousy afterwards and after I asked for forgiveness,I did feel better but the guilt is still looming over me.I want to feel good but the guilt at times can be overwhelming.If anyone here can help me deal with these feelings of guilt,I would appreciate any answers.Thanks.
Before I had dinner,I went out to pick up a pack of light bulbs for my mom.One of her light bulbs blew and she needed a new one pretty fast.I went out and get them and I ate afterwards.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I also went to check on a couple of money orders that I sent out on Monday and they arrived safely.I feel good that they did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also starting a new group tomorrow night and it is a sex addicts group.I am hoping that the first meting goes well and that I can continue going if it does.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had a pretty good lunch period.But somehow my emotional stance changed midday.
When I got home,I was feeling cranky with me feeling angry over something.For most of the day,everything went terrifically well until the lunch period.
After I ate my lunch,I was waiting to use the social club computer.There was another person on it but they were taking too long.The social club has a 1/2 hour time limit when someone uses the computer.I was waiting to register some bills at Where's George but the person using the computer went nearly 12 minutes over their time and I was feeling angry as a result.Instead of losing my temper,which I was on the verge of,I went to the social club coordinator and told him about it.He took care of it by pointing out to the person that they had gone over their time and that there was someone else waiting to use the computer.The person did get off but in anger.Apparently,she didn't like being corrected when she was wrong but in a way,that is how people remember to do the right thing the next time.Take it from me,admittedly,I don't like it either.But it is the best way that we improve ourselves so we at least can try to avoid making that same mistake again.The only good thing out of it is that I got the bills registered at Where's George and after I was finished,I left for home.
When I got home,I felt tired because I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night.Coupled with that incident at the social club and the way I felt due to a lack of sleep,I tried to take a nap and while I slept well for over an hour,I wound up masturbating to fantasies of having sexual activity with another man.I felt lousy afterwards and after I asked for forgiveness,I did feel better but the guilt is still looming over me.I want to feel good but the guilt at times can be overwhelming.If anyone here can help me deal with these feelings of guilt,I would appreciate any answers.Thanks.
Before I had dinner,I went out to pick up a pack of light bulbs for my mom.One of her light bulbs blew and she needed a new one pretty fast.I went out and get them and I ate afterwards.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I also went to check on a couple of money orders that I sent out on Monday and they arrived safely.I feel good that they did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also starting a new group tomorrow night and it is a sex addicts group.I am hoping that the first meting goes well and that I can continue going if it does.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.There was really nothing to complain about.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I decided to stay home and take it easy.I was feeling really tired from the day that I had and I felt that it would be better if I stayed home and rested.I am feeling better now.As stated,the work day was a smooth one but what tired me out was the sunny weather.I also ate too much at lunch,which was pepperoni pizza and barbecue chicken wings.I ate a little too much and I had a full feeling for much of the day afterwards.Plus,I had a hard time getting to sleep last night when I went to bed.I laid down much of the time and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of a documentary on the evolution of the Alien film series for about 1/2 an hour.
I was planning to go to back to the recovery meeting that I was previously with tonight,but the sick and full feeling that I had kept me at home.I am starting a sex addicts group this week on Thursday night and I am anticipating that.I am hoping that this first meeting goes well so I can go every Thursday evening and get some support.Again,I am hoping that this goes well.
I am still relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.I really have nothing to do tomorrow afternoon.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for a while.If I do go out to do something,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.As stated,I have really no plans for the afternoon.But if I do decide to go anywhere,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.There was really nothing to complain about.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I decided to stay home and take it easy.I was feeling really tired from the day that I had and I felt that it would be better if I stayed home and rested.I am feeling better now.As stated,the work day was a smooth one but what tired me out was the sunny weather.I also ate too much at lunch,which was pepperoni pizza and barbecue chicken wings.I ate a little too much and I had a full feeling for much of the day afterwards.Plus,I had a hard time getting to sleep last night when I went to bed.I laid down much of the time and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of a documentary on the evolution of the Alien film series for about 1/2 an hour.
I was planning to go to back to the recovery meeting that I was previously with tonight,but the sick and full feeling that I had kept me at home.I am starting a sex addicts group this week on Thursday night and I am anticipating that.I am hoping that this first meeting goes well so I can go every Thursday evening and get some support.Again,I am hoping that this goes well.
I am still relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.I really have nothing to do tomorrow afternoon.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for a while.If I do go out to do something,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.As stated,I have really no plans for the afternoon.But if I do decide to go anywhere,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, June 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I got up,I ate something and I made sure that coffee was made.I also started to do my personal computer work but didn't finish it until tonight.I had a lot to do today and I wanted to get all of that done before finishing.
I also had to make a couple of important phone calls.The first was to a online seller who sold calcium supplements to help people with bone spurs and the other was regarding a sexual addiction group.I have made an appointment with the people to meet them on Thursday and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I can hardly wait to give this group a try.I hope that it works out.
I ran several errands for my mom today.But first,I had to mail out a couple of money orders as payment for things that I ordered and I just wanted to get the payments out before the time limit expired.I mailed them out via 3-Day Priority Mail.I am hoping that they get there on Wednesday the latest.
The errands that I had to run were simply to get a few groceries for her,which a little bit of it was for dinner tonight.Fortunately,they had everything that I was looking for and I headed for home after finishing that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I feel that my day is now complete.Though it isn't over yet,I feel that everything is now finished and I have a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got up,I ate something and I made sure that coffee was made.I also started to do my personal computer work but didn't finish it until tonight.I had a lot to do today and I wanted to get all of that done before finishing.
I also had to make a couple of important phone calls.The first was to a online seller who sold calcium supplements to help people with bone spurs and the other was regarding a sexual addiction group.I have made an appointment with the people to meet them on Thursday and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I can hardly wait to give this group a try.I hope that it works out.
I ran several errands for my mom today.But first,I had to mail out a couple of money orders as payment for things that I ordered and I just wanted to get the payments out before the time limit expired.I mailed them out via 3-Day Priority Mail.I am hoping that they get there on Wednesday the latest.
The errands that I had to run were simply to get a few groceries for her,which a little bit of it was for dinner tonight.Fortunately,they had everything that I was looking for and I headed for home after finishing that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I feel that my day is now complete.Though it isn't over yet,I feel that everything is now finished and I have a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I woke up this morning,I decided to drive around and look out for any garage sales.There were a few.I stopped at one that was selling a bunch of stuff for an animal charity.I bought a few records and a video.It was a VHS tape of the movie The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea.This is a very hard to find movie in any format and I was fortunate to have found it.I am not sure if this film is available on DVD as of eyt.But I am going to see if it is.Still,I was fortunate to have found this.Among the records,I found a German 45 for my mom and she was happy to have received this.
When I got home,I decided to relax for a bit and later on,I washed my hair.After waiting for it to dry,I went back out again to do a few personal things.
I bought a couple slices of pizza and a bottle of water because I felt thirsty.I also bought myself a candy bar and I headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed again for a bit while waiting for dinner to be ready.It was only a small meal of pork chops,pasta salad and green salad.But it was very filling.After eating that,I watched the news for a while and decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There were quite a few people at the place where I sang up a storm and I had a blast.I also got some very positive responses from some of the crowd members that were there.It made me feel good.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now at home relaxing.The weekend is not over yet.It was just wonderful to get out today and checking out them garage sales and finding the things that I found.It was a great day and I also had fun.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang at the place.I am hoping for some great talks withme when I get there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I haven't made any plans for tomorrow.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ
When I woke up this morning,I decided to drive around and look out for any garage sales.There were a few.I stopped at one that was selling a bunch of stuff for an animal charity.I bought a few records and a video.It was a VHS tape of the movie The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea.This is a very hard to find movie in any format and I was fortunate to have found it.I am not sure if this film is available on DVD as of eyt.But I am going to see if it is.Still,I was fortunate to have found this.Among the records,I found a German 45 for my mom and she was happy to have received this.
When I got home,I decided to relax for a bit and later on,I washed my hair.After waiting for it to dry,I went back out again to do a few personal things.
I bought a couple slices of pizza and a bottle of water because I felt thirsty.I also bought myself a candy bar and I headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed again for a bit while waiting for dinner to be ready.It was only a small meal of pork chops,pasta salad and green salad.But it was very filling.After eating that,I watched the news for a while and decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There were quite a few people at the place where I sang up a storm and I had a blast.I also got some very positive responses from some of the crowd members that were there.It made me feel good.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now at home relaxing.The weekend is not over yet.It was just wonderful to get out today and checking out them garage sales and finding the things that I found.It was a great day and I also had fun.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang at the place.I am hoping for some great talks withme when I get there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I haven't made any plans for tomorrow.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ
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